Chapter 16

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" Y e put much effort into what will amount to naught but wasted breath," a gruff voice rumbled behind her.

Erin spun around to face Reggie Hogg, the councilman whose disapproval was as familiar as the heather on the hillsides. His brows were knitted in perpetual judgment, his lips downturned in scorn.

"Every endeavor is worthy if it brings peace, Councilman," Erin replied, her voice steady though her insides churned.

Reggie snorted, crossing his arms over his broad chest. "Peace? This is nae more than a festive distraction. Ye think a few colorful ribbons and a belly full of food will soothe the hearts of men who've harbored grievances for generations?"

Erin's jaw clenched at his condescension. She felt the sting of his words, the seeds of doubt threatening to sprout within her. But she would not let him see her falter.

"Perhaps ye underestimate the power of tradition and fellowship," she retorted, meeting his gaze squarely. "Or perhaps ye have forgotten the strength of our people when bound by common cause."

"Or perhaps ye are too naive to understand the depth of our strife." Reggie's voice was cold as a winter's loch, his eyes sharp as flint.

The air between them crackled with tension, the undercurrent of their mutual disdain palpable. Yet Erin stood her ground, unwilling to cede to his bleak outlook. She turned away, her hands resuming their work with renewed vigor, even as her mind raced with the implications of his challenge.

"Ye'll see," she murmured under her breath, her fingers working deftly. "This day will bring us together. It must."

Unseen by Erin, Reggie's eyes lingered on her form, a begrudging respect flickering in their depths before he turned and strode away. Erin watched him go, her resolve hardening. She would prove him wrong, for the sake of the clan and her place within it.

As the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting long shadows across the stone walls of the keep, Erin's preparations were complete. Yet the weight of Reggie's doubt hung over her like an impending storm, darkening the horizon of her hopes.

Her once happy thoughts of mingling with the villagers turned to an image of hushed whispers behind her back. Erin took a deep breath. The celebration would begin soon, and that night would reveal whether her efforts would forge a path to unity or widen the chasm of discord.

Erin paced the stone-flagged corridor outside the great hall, her mind a tumultuous sea after her encounter with Reggie Hogg. The tartan swatches she'd sewn together for the celebration lay heavy in her hands, now symbols of her waning confidence rather than unity.

"Maybe he's right," she whispered to herself, the flickering torchlight casting her shadow long and distorted against the wall. "What if this does nae bring peace but stirs the blood further?"

She could almost hear Reggie's gruff voice echoing his disapproval, the validity of his arguments piercing through the veil of her optimism like a dirk. Erin clenched her fists, the fabric crumpling beneath her fingers as doubt gnawed at her resolve. She had poured every ounce of her spirit into these preparations, but now the possibility of failure loomed like a specter in the twilight.

The evening waned, and the castle settled into a restless silence. Sleep eluded Erin, her thoughts ensnared by the fear of what tomorrow might bring. With a sigh that carried the weight of her worries, she made a decision, her feet carrying her towards the one place she had hoped to avoid—Magnus' chambers.

As she approached the heavy oaken door, her heart pounded against her ribcage. She hesitated, her hand hovering over the iron ring that would announce her presence. Erin hesitated at the door to Magnus' chambers, taking a deep breath scented with the peat smoke that permeated the keep, she steeled herself, her hand trembling as she lifted it towards the door and knocked softly. The argument with Reggie had left a bitter taste in her mouth, and the unease that gnawed at her gut had driven her here in search of solace—or perhaps confrontation. With a fortifying breath, she let the knocker fall, the sound echoing through the stone corridors, a harbinger of the tumult in her heart.

"Enter," came the deep, resonant command from within.

Erin pushed open the door, stepping into the laird's private quarters. The door creaked open, revealing Magnus, his imposing frame silhouetted against the flickering candlelight within. His brow furrowed with concern as he took in her disheveled appearance.

"Erin?" he queried, his voice a deep timbre that seemed to vibrate through her. The room was sparsely furnished, a testament to Magnus Black's stoic nature. A large bed dominated the space, its wooden frame carved with ancient Pictish symbols, and furs piled atop to ward off the night's chill. Magnus himself sat by the fire, his broad shoulders outlined by the flames that danced in the hearth.

"Can ye not sleep either?" she asked, her voice betraying the vulnerability she so often concealed.

Magnus looked up, his keen brown eyes searching hers. There was an intensity in his gaze that spoke of battles fought and scars borne, both visible and hidden.

"Ye shouldnae be here, lass," he said, his tone gruff, yet not unkind. The space between them crackled with an energy that seemed to pull her closer, despite the invisible barriers they had erected around themselves.

"I know," Erin admitted, her own eyes refusing to look away. "But I needed...I needed to talk to someone."

In the flickering light, the lines of Magnus' face softened ever so slightly—a silent invitation that spoke louder than words. Erin moved towards him, drawn by the warmth of the fire and the enigmatic man before her, their mutual stubbornness giving way to the need for connection, however fleeting it might be.

"Reggie thinks this celebration will end in disaster," she confessed, the words tumbling out in a rush. "And I fear he may be right."

"Reggie is a bitter old man," Magnus replied curtly. But there was a question in his eyes, a silent acknowledgment of her concern.

"Perhaps," Erin conceded. "But even bitter men ken the truth sometimes."

A log cracked in the fireplace, punctuating the tension that hung between them. Erin felt the heat of the blaze on her skin, a mirror to the heat rising within her, fueled by proximity and the raw magnetism of the laird.

"Ye should go back to yer room, Erin," Magnus said, but the command lacked conviction, his voice a low rumble that seemed to resonate with something primal inside her.

"Maybe I should," she whispered, yet neither of them moved. The air between them thickened, charged with the unspoken desires and fears that tethered their souls together in this uncertain world. "But Reggie's words have planted seeds of doubt," she admitted, stepping into the warmth of his room, the scent of peat from the hearth mingling with the earthy aroma of his presence. "I fear the celebration could do more harm than good."

Magnus's expression hardened, his eyes reflecting the same stubborn resolve that had seen him through countless battles and clan disputes. "Ye worry too much. The feast will be grand, and it'll remind the clan of their unity."

"Will it?" Erin pressed, feeling the weight of her responsibility as if it were the great tartans woven by the hands of the clan's women—each thread a symbol of their hopes and fears. "Or will it be a reminder of divisions, a feast served upon a table of resentments?"

His gaze locked onto hers, a silent battle of wills beneath which smoldered an intensity that belied their uneasy alliance. Erin felt the pull of it, the inexplicable draw to this man who was both her husband and her adversary.

"Ye speak of disaster as if ye wish it so," he said, his voice betraying a hint of accusation.

"Never," she countered, her own passion flaring. "But I cannot ignore the whispers, nor the looks cast our way. This celebration is a Highland sword that could either defend or cut deeply."

Magnus stepped closer, the heat of his body a contrast to the chill of fear that gripped her. "And what would ye have me do? Cancel the festivities? Admit defeat before we've even begun?"

His stubbornness was maddening, yet it was the very thing that compelled her respect—and ignited the embers of something far more dangerous within her soul.

"Listen to them, Magnus," she urged softly. "Understand their hearts as well as their strength. It may be the only way to prevent further strife."

For a moment, Erin saw the flicker of uncertainty in his eyes, the briefest crack in the armor he wore so well. But then it was gone, replaced by the implacable mask of the laird.

"Ye forget yer place, wife," he said, though the words lacked the bite she expected.

"Perhaps," she allowed, standing her ground despite the tremor in her voice. "But I have not forgotten why we are bound together. Our fates, like our lands, are now one and the same."

Their eyes remained locked, a silent storm raging between them, each lost in the other's depths. And as the evening drew to a close, so too did the distance between them, until all that remained was the space of a heartbeat—a precipice of longing and defiance where the next step could lead to ruin or rapture.