9. Aaron

Chapter 9

Aaron

I love The Fluffy Diaper more than all the candy, chocolate, and extra tropical juice boxes in the whole world.

Okay, maybe that’s an exaggeration.

But I do love The Fluffy Diaper.

And just to make it even better, I’m here with Toby and Nick.

With our stuffies under our arms and our diapers nice and tight under our MeUndies fruity pattern rompers, we’re good to go…

‘Hey, let’s have a race!’ I say, sipping down the last of my mango and papaya juice box.

‘A crawl race?’ Nick says, shaking his big, cute butt. ‘I bet I win!’

‘ Naaaw , I’ll win!’ Toby giggles, getting down on all fours and making a revving sound like a super-fast sports car.

‘But what does the winner get?’ I giggle, the three of us all on all fours in a line. ‘How about the winner gets an extra scoop of ice cream?’

‘Yay!’ Nick and Toby squeal in unison.

‘Okay, on three…’ I say. ‘Three. Two. One…. Go !’

I don’t waste any time and begin crawling as fast as my arms and legs will take me.

I don’t want to lose this race, but I know I’m up against two of the fastest crawlers that The Fluffy Diaper has ever seen in the shape of Nick and Toby.

Some other Littles are cheering us on as we pound the floor and make our way around the perimeter of the playroom.

For a second, I get distracted as a bunch of balloons pass me.

This is a big mistake!

Suddenly, I’m behind both of my Little friends and I know it’s going to be hard work to try and catch up before they cross the finish line.

‘ Woo-hooo! ’ Nick hollers in delight. ‘I won! I won!’

‘Second!’ Toby says, immediately rolling onto his back and sipping down some juice.

‘Poo-butts!’ I say, immediately standing up and stomping my feet on the floor. ‘I wanted to win! No fair! Those balloons distracted me!’

But before I can continue to act out, I feel Rafa’s hand on my shoulder.

Wuh-oh, I might be in trouble…

‘Boy, I don’t think that’s very good sportsmanship,’ Rafa says, his voice firm and quite stern too. ‘I think when we lose, we do it with grace. Understood? I don’t want to put you in a timeout.’

‘Yes, Daddy,’ I reply, feeling remorseful. ‘Sorry guys. Well done on winning the race.’

‘Good boy,’ Rafa says, patting my butt. ‘You’ll win next time. I know you will.’

I blush.

It feels good to have a Daddy who believes in me, but isn’t afraid to call out bratty behavior either. Rafa’s got it all. And I can tell that my friends agree too…

‘OMG, that was so hot,’ Nick says.

‘Is Rafa your Forever Daddy?’ Toby adds, the three of us now all huddled together on the large, squishy cushions in the corner of the playroom.

‘I think he might be,’ I say, giggling as I speak, unable to hide my excitement. ‘I love everything about him.’

‘Does he have a big… you know… a big schlongy?’ Toby squeal, his cheeks going red right away.

‘I shouldn’t say, but…’ I whisper. ‘It’s as big as an elephant’s trunk!’

The three of us burst into giggles and I shoot a look over toward Rafa and Kyle, just to check that they can’t hear us.

‘What does it feel like inside you?’ Toby continues. ‘Does it fit all the way in?’

‘It does, but it’s very tight,’ I giggle. ‘It’s uncomfortable to begin with, but when he gets going… whoooo , it’s good.’

The three of us are now all super-deep in conversation and it feels incredible to be sharing all the gossip about my incredible Daddy.

‘I definitely think you should both try YoungDaddies.com,’ I say. ‘I might never have met Rafa without it.’

‘But wasn’t he your personal trainer anyway?’ Nick laughs. ‘Silly!’

‘Well, yeah, I guess,’ I add, momentarily having forgotten that detail. ‘But you know what I mean. If it wasn’t for the app we might not have had that same connection. We knew what we were looking for, and we didn’t have to do all the awkward stuff at the beginning where you don’t know exactly what the other person wants.’

‘True, true,’ Toby says. ‘Anyway, say more about how he pleasures you.’

‘No, say more about the spankings!’ Nick interjects, his eyes wide open and ready to hear every single detail.

Well, who am I to withhold the juicy details?

As I talk and my Little friends listen, I realize how much fun I’ve been having with Rafa. It’s like everything I’ve ever dreamed of and a whole lot more.

When I compare my relationship with Rafa to what I’ve had in the past, I can see how painfully obvious it is that my old relationships just weren’t right for me.

But that’s old news now.

Now I’ve got Rafa, I don’t need to hold back.

Life is for the living, and it’s even better with a Daddy like mine.

I wake up early from my nap and see that both Nick and Toby are still fast asleep on their sleeping mats with the covers pulled all the way up.

Rafa and his friend are in the café area enjoying a drink, or at least they were before us Littles went to have our snoozie-time.

Maybe it’s because I’m the only one awake, but suddenly I find my mind beginning to wander.

I was in Little space earlier, and everything felt just perfect.

But now… something’s different.

Maybe it was all the talk about how good things are with Rafa as my Daddy, but I can’t help thinking back to how terrible my last breakup was.

The crying – by me.

The shouting – mainly from my stinky old Daddy.

The way I felt like absolute crap for weeks afterward.

What if something happened and me and Rafa broke up?

I might feel even worse than I did after my last breakup. And if that was the case, I don’t know how I would handle it.

I’m busy at work too, and I don’t think dealing with any kind of relationship trouble would be good, especially if I’m still trying to get the Debussy deal signed and sealed.

My feelings for Rafa are sooooo strong.

But is that a problem?

Maybe I need to take a step back and let things cool off just a bit. The last thing I want to happen is for everything to move forward at super-speed and then all come crashing down afterward.

Part of my thinks this is crazy to even contemplate for a second. After all, how often is it that an older Little like me has a chance to be with such a handsome, successful, and well put together younger Daddy like Rafa.

It might be a mistake, or it might not – but I don’t want to risk another painful breakup right now.

I think it might be time to leave The Fluffy Diaper and do some thinking on my own…

Aaron: Daddy, sorry for leaving so quickly. I just… need some time. I hope that’s okay?

Rafa: Time? Sure. You take all the time you need, baby boy. I’ve got you, you know that . Daddy XoXo

Aaron: That means a lot, thank you. I might be older, but that doesn’t mean I’ve always got all the answers. Sometimes I think my extra experience makes things harder A XoXoXo

Rafa: Boy, relax. It’s all good . Like I said, I’m always here for you. I don’t want you to rush into anything. You always need to feel safe and secure. I wouldn’t be doing my job as a Daddy if my boy felt unsafe. Daddy XoXo

I can’t believe how lucky I am to have Rafa as my Daddy.

I thought he might be upset or even angry when I left The Fluffy Diaper in such a hurry, but sitting in my Uber and messaging him now, I can see that he cares about me way too much to put himself first.

But I’m going to stick to my guns and really think this through.

I know that I have big feelings for Rafa, that’s not the issue.

What I need to work out is whether I’m ready to let those big feelings get even bigger – so big that they could change my life forever .