19. Kai

Dante burst through the door, and I flung myself into his arms.

“I missed you.”

He kissed me and sniffed my throat. “But you had company.”

“What?” I’d showered three times since Gideon and I had sex, and my mate could still scent him on me? How? I glowered at him, blaming his wolf for his super-charged senses. “Not sure what you’re talking about?”

Oops. I’d taken the “no clue” path, and that wasn’t the way to start our combined journey.

“Kai.” He bopped my nose. “There’s no need for fibs.”

“Fine.” I flopped into an armchair. “We… we… had sex. Gideon and me.” I studied my nails because they needed cutting.

“And how was it?”

“What?” My face burned, and I got up and stuck it under the kitchen faucet. Didn’t make any difference, so I shoved my head into the fridge, the blast of cool air a welcome relief to my inflamed cheeks.

“Is he good in bed? I bet his cock is huge.” Dante had followed me into the kitchen, but I scurried into the bedroom with him at my heels.

“You can’t ask me that!” I climbed into bed fully clothed and pulled the covers to my chin.

“I just did. Now spill. I want the deets.”

Weird had lost its meaning since I arrived in Tarrin, but this conversation was weird’s older brother hyped to the max. I pulled the bedding over my head.

“I know you’re there, Kai.”

“Just so I understand.” I removed the duvet. “You want me to describe putting part A into slot B?”

He frowned and mouthed, “Slot B?” He rubbed his brow. “Is that what humans in Pinedale call your hole? You’ve never used that expression since we met.”

I screwed up my face. My hole and channel were not slot B. Gross. But it was too difficult to explain it, and I was sorta surprised no one from Pinedale had ever used that expression when Dante was watching.

“Forget it. It was a joke.”

“Shove over.” He snuggled beside me, his hand stroking my thigh.

I giggled at that expression because I was pretty sure he’d picked it up from the show. I wasn’t sure when I’d started to refer to my former life as “the show,” and I went back and forth, calling it the before time or Pinedale, the series, and now finally thinking it was a TV show.

“Start at the beginning.”

“A long time ago, there was a big bang.”

Dante turned on his side. “Gideon came before he was inside you?” He pushed back his hair. “I thought he’d have more stamina.”

Oh, Dante. His mind went one way while mine was traveling in the opposite direction. “No, silly. I’m talking about the universe and the big bang theory.”

“I’m confused.”

He wasn’t the only one. We’d never talked about what kids were taught at school regarding the solar system and the universe, and this wasn’t the time to consider how Tarrin came to be.

I stoked my mate’s face. “Ignore me. I was being ridiculous.”

He quirked a brow. “Another human joke?”

“Yeah.” Note to self: Check the internet about how this world began.

“Can we get back to talking about Gideon’s cock and your hole?” He yanked off the covers. “And I need to see you, so can you get naked?”

Weird had morphed into unconventional, strange, and truly bizarre.

I lifted my arms and told him to remove my clothes. As I was pregnant, it was more comfortable to lie on my side.

“Did he fondle your cock when you got naked and tell you how big it was?” Dante stroked my shaft, and my breath quickened.

“He captured the pre-cum from the tip and swallowed it.” My mate’s fingers slid over my hip and trailed along my ass crack.

“What else did he do?” He patted around my puckered entrance and eased in a finger up to the first knuckle.

I whimpered, wanting him to finger-fuck me while I pictured Gideon fucking my mate.

“I was on top.” It was one of the positions I was comfortable in.

Dante got behind me, his arousal brushing over my butt. “Tell me more. Is his cock bigger than mine?”

Hmmm, didn’t Dante tell me he didn’t experience jealousy? Were he and Gideon going to measure their cocks and the winner would celebrate? What was the prize? Not me, I hoped.

“I just want to know how he fit inside you. You’re very small, Kai.”

“It was huge, and he had to go in all at once.”

“Like this?” He put the head in and paused, allowing me to pant while he stretched me.

“Did he play with your cock while he fucked you?”

“Mmmm.” It was hard to concentrate with Dante’s dick pushing into my channel, and I shivered at his feathery strokes on my length.

“But most importantly, did he make you scream when you came?” Dante eased in and out of me in slow, even strokes.

“Oh yes, but what I want now is to stop talking about Gideon and enjoy your dick in me.” Dante filled me, and today, it was familiar and easy, whereas other times, it was fast, unpredictable and hot. Just how I liked it.

“One last question, I promise. While I’m fucking you, will you be thinking of him and his cock?”

“Yes!” I giggled, and he yelped, the vibration from my laughter probably making his body tingle. “Now fuck me, please.”

After we came and Dante washed me, we cuddled in bed. Instead of being conflicted and guilty, I was at peace. I loved two alphas, even though Gideon and I weren’t officially mates. Somehow, we had to work it out, but as Dante and the polar bear shifter were also into one another, did that make them mates too?

My mate was snoring gently beside me, so I’d ask him in the morning. I drifted off to sleep, dreaming of both their cocks in me at the same time.

Was that possible?