Chapter 16: Danil

I should never have walked out, but at the time I had been too angry to sit there and look at Dom. I couldn't believe that he even considered, for one second, that while he was seriously ill in the hospital I would go and find someone. I should have gone into the bedroom instead of leaving the apartment, but I needed the space. Walking back in and seeing Dom on the floor had killed me. I should have been here. If I had gone into the bedroom, I might have heard him having the nightmare and could have been here for him. Instead, I was walking the streets, licking my wounds.

Thankfully he seems to have forgiven me, and is asking me to make him forget. Well, my plan is to make us both forget. The last couple of hours should never have happened, and I plan to make sure that Dom knows he's the only man for me.

I know what I want to do. It's something I have only done a few times, but I want to try it again with Dom, and it looks like today is the day it's going to happen. I was so determined to get to the bedroom quickly that I had been able to get us up off the couch in one move. Now, as I stride to the bedroom, just the thought of what is about to happen is getting me hard, and we haven't even started.

Once in the bedroom, I lay Dom carefully on the bed and turn on the main light. I could put the bedside light on, but for what we're about to do, I don't want Dom hidden in the shadows. I want to see him in all his glory. Pulling out the bottle of lube from the bedside drawer, I place it on top. Doms eye catches the bottle and he looks over to me.

"What's that for?" he asks.

"You'll see," I tell him. "Now do you want to watch me strip, dressed or undressed?"

"Undressed, please."

Going over to Dom, I help him sit up and bring him to the edge of the bed. It will be easier to get him naked this way than leaving him lying on the bed. I start by pulling his t-shirt off over his head, placing kisses on the side of his neck and watching as the goosebumps raise up over his skin.

"I'm going to stand you up now to remove your sweats," I tell him, just so he knows what I'm doing.

Picking him up so that Dom is standing and leaning against me, I push down his sweats with his underwear until his ass is exposed, before sitting him back on the bed. His dick is already hard and standing at attention, and I can't resist it. Running my hand down the center of Doms chest, I take hold of his dick and begin stroking it. Dom doesn't react but I wasn't expecting him to.

"Watch me," I remind him, and Dom casts his eyes down and watches as I stroke him. I know having Dom watch me will trigger memories of what it feels like.

Dom is still watching me as I let go of his dick and fall to my knees in front of him, and as I take him into my mouth, I am rewarded with a gasp from Dom.

"I think I can feel you," Dom says breathlessly, and there is an edge of hope I haven't heard before.

Letting him slip from my mouth, I look up at him. "Are you sure?"

"I don't know," Dom admits.

"Well lets test it, shall we? Close your eyes and tell me what you are feeling," I say over to him.

Dom closes his eyes, but I don't do anything for a minute. I don't want him to fool himself into thinking I'm doing something when I'm not. Him thinking I was touching him when I wasn't would just kill him.

"I can't feel anything," Dom says, and I can hear the sadness in his voice, all traces of hope gone.

"Good. I haven't done anything," I state, as I lean forward and run my tongue up his length.

"Something tingled up my length," Dom says.

"Oh, that is good. Now just relax," trying to ignore the increase in my own heart rate. Dom felt me. This has to be a good sign.

Taking his dick back into my mouth, I run my tongue around the head, lapping up the bead of pre-cum that has appeared. This didn't happen last time I had him in my mouth, and I'm taking it as another good sign. I swallow the rest of his length until I can feel him hitting the back of my throat.

I begin to move, loving the soft skin of Dom's dick in my mouth. I could spend all evening on my knees worshiping his length, but its not part of my plan, and now that Dom has some kind of feeling its going to be an experience. With one final move over Doms length I let him fall from my mouth and pull his sweats and under completely off.

Getting up from my knees, I watch as Dom's eyes follow me. His eyes are bright with want and desire, and when I begin to unbutton my shirt, his eyes follow my fingers, going wide as I pull it out of my pants and slip it off my shoulders, before popping the button on my pants.

"Wait," Dom states. "I want to help. Come here."

I won't deny this man anything, so I take a step forward. Dom leans forward and slowly pulls down the zipper of my pants. I thought he would then push them open before pushing them down, but he surprises me by slipping his hand inside. Dom runs his hand along my dick, the friction from the fabric of my boxers sending a shiver down my spine. One Dom spots, if the smile on his face is anything to go by. He keeps rubbing me, and I can feel the damp spot on my boxers, but God I wish it was his hand that was wrapped around me.

As if hearing my thoughts, Dom removes his hand and pushes my pants and boxers down, and I step out of them, leaving me completely naked and under his control. I watch as Dom looks me up and down but doesn't do anything, just stares at me, and its too much! I go to grab my dick only to have my hand swatted away.

"No you don't," Dom states before leaning forward and swallowing my dick in one go.

"Oh fuck," I gasp out, clutching at his head.

I can feel myself resting on Dom's tongue. He hasn't started moving, but his warmth around my length feels amazing. I had been trying to figure out how to get myself prepped for him and now I know how.

Dom starts to move, his mouth sliding up and down my length, before he sucks the tip, making me gasp again. What this man can do with his tongue should be illegal. It feels amazing. When Dom grabs my ass cheek to help with support, I know that if I stand there much longer, I will end up shooting my load down his throat. That's not what I want. I take a small step back so my dick falls from his mouth, and I lean over and pick up the bottle of lube and hand it to Dom.

"What are you giving this to me for?" Dom asks, eyeing the bottle.

"Well, we need to prep," I say to him, but I am being deliberately coy about who exactly is going to be prepped.

"Wouldn't it be better if I was lying down?" Dom asks.

"You're not the one being prepped," I say to him.

Doms eyes go wide in surprise, but he also licks his lips, so I am guessing he likes the idea. "But how?"

I know he's asking how we're going to do this, and it's something I have thought about, and I know, or should I say that I hope it works.

"If you think you can handle my weight, I thought I could ride you," I tell him.

"Yes, I can handle that," Dom says in one breath.

"Then you need to prep me."

Taking a step forward to him, I tilt his chin up and look him in the eye before locking our lips together. Our tongues instantly twist around each other as we deepen the kiss. I hear the bottle of lube being picked up and the pop as he opens it. Dom never breaks the kiss, but I can feel him shifting. Then there is a hand on my ass, pulling me forward so that I am standing between his legs.

Finally, Dom breaks the kiss and looks up at me. "Are you sure about this?"

"One hundred percent." The smile I am rewarded with at this statement has my heart beating even faster.

I hear the tell-tale sound of a bottle being squeezed and being placed back on the side table, before a hand on my ass tries to spread my cheeks open but fails.

"Maybe I can help."

Leaning forward a little, I grab my cheeks, spreading them open, giving Dom the access that he needs. He runs a finger around my hole, the coolness of the lube against my skin making me jump.

"Ready?" he asks, and all I can do is nod my head.

Dom slowly slips a finger inside and I clench at the invasion. Bottoming is not something that I have done very often, and it takes me a moment to relax. Doing this with Dom is something I have wanted to do.

Dom waits for me to relax before pushing his finger in further, always waiting those few seconds for me to adjust.

"I don't think I am going to be able to get more fingers in from this angle," Dom states. "Can you bend over?"

Oh yes, I can bend over. Turning slightly, I bend over and rest my hands on the bedside table to help steady myself.

"I'll be as gentle as I can," Dom says, before slapping my ass, making me yelp.

Dom slips his finger back inside me, and I can feel as he slides it in and out before adding a second. And just like before, he takes his time, letting me adjust to his fingers and only then beginning to slide them in and out. After a few minutes I feel him scissoring his fingers, stretching me further, and it feels amazing. On the next push into my body, Dom changes the angle and hits my prostate, causing me to scream out his name and stand on my tiptoes. That increases the pressure around Dom's fingers, making me groan, but its not enough. I need more. I need him.

"I'm ready," I say.

"How do you want to do this?" Dom says, as he slides his fingers out of me.

Straightening up so that I am standing in front of him again, I kiss his lips before saying, "We need you in the center of the bed, if you can, then just leave the rest up to me."

Dom shifts back before picking up his legs and placing them on the edge. He then shuffles so that he is in the center. When I'm sure that he is settled, I climb up onto the bed with him. Picking up the bottle of lube, I squirt some into my hands and rub it all over his dick. This is going to be the first time I am doing this bareback, and excitement is humming under my skin. When Dom's dick is coated, I swing my leg over so that I am straddling his body, my knees on either side of his hips, and his dick nestles so perfectly in my ass cheeks, that I cannot resist sliding up and down it.

"I cannot believe I can feel that," Dom says, his voice thick with emotion.

"You are going to feel so much more soon," I tell him as l lean forward and briefly kiss his lips.

It's time to have some fun.

Placing my hands beside his head to take my weight, I start to trail kisses down his face and body. Starting at the jaw, the base of his throat. Part of me wants to continue down his body, placing kisses all the way down before taking him in my mouth again. I am sure I could make him see stars that way, but I don't. Instead, I place a kiss on his pec before taking his nipple in my mouth and sucking on it. A moan falls from Doms mouth and I let the nipple go with a satisfying pop before making my way over to the other one.

"You ready?" I ask him as I let go of his nipple. Doms breathing is already increasing and a red flush has tinged his skin.

"Yes," Dom manages to pant out.

Moving ever so slightly forward, I sit up straighter so I am free to move my hands. Arching my back, I reach behind me and take hold of Dom's dick, holding it in position before angling it between my cheeks till I can feel his head at my entrance. Slowly I move backwards, pushing Dom into me. Taking my time, I let my body adjust, because Dom's dick is a lot thicker than his fingers, but the stretch is just as glorious.

When I am fully seated, I stop for a moment, relishing the feel of Dom inside me, the slight burn from my skin stretching. When I look over to Dom, his head is back against the pillows, his eyes are closed and he is still breathing heavily.

"Dom, sweetie, look at me," I ask him.

Dom takes a couple deep breaths before opening his eyes and looking at me. The lust pouring out of his eyes is breathtaking. With all the might that I have, I begin to move. Rising off his dick before sliding back down again. Going slowly at first, enjoying how full I feel.

"You feel so good," I tell him, but the only response I get from him is a mmm sound. I am taking that to mean he is enjoying it too.

A sheen of sweat appears over our skin, it shines in the bright light from the bedroom, and I am not sure if I have ever seen Dom look so beautiful. Needing to taste him, I lean forward, locking our lips together. Swallowing the moans that erupt from his mouth at the change in angle.

Breaking the kiss, I just look at Dom for a moment. My heart swells with love for this man and I can feel the words on the tip of my tongue, but they don't come out. If I told him how I felt now I am sure he wouldn't believe me. He'd think I was just lost in the emotions of hot sex. So instead, I lean forward and run my tongue up the center of his chest. Tasting the saltiness of his sweat on my tongue.

"You always taste so good. Here you try," I tell him as I lock lips with him, slipping my tongue between his lips so he can taste his sweat on my tongue. Dom rewards me with a groan, and for a moment I thought I felt a shift of legs.

Breaking the kiss, I lean back and start riding his dick again, but this time I start to increase my pace. There is a very small part of me that wishes Dom could take over. Rolling me over on to my back, I could wrap my legs around his waist and have him drive into me. But that isn't going to happen, I am the one in control of this situation. It is up to me to make us both come.

"Dom!" I call out to him.

I don't bother to look to see if Dom looks over to me, I lean further back and need to change the angle. On my next rise up I slam back down, the sound of skin smashing against skin echoing around the room.

"Danil!" Dom screams out as I continue the pace.

I adjust my position slightly, and the next time I go down his dick I hit my prostate, and I don't stop. I ride the waves of pleasure that travel through my body. I can feel my orgasm building, but I don't want to come before Dom, so I slow down.

"Danil don't slow down. So close," Dom pants, and it's just what I needed to hear. I increase my pace again, looking over at Dom for signs that he is close. His breathing increases and his hands start to fist the bed sheets.

I clench down on him. "Come for me, Dom," I command.

I'm not sure if it was me clenching down on him or the command, but Dom comes, shouting my name, and there is no mistake. As he is filling me, I feel his legs move beneath me, but we are both so lost in the moment I don't think either of us stop to comprehend what it means. All I am aware of, is his cum mixing with the lube to make him slide in and out of me easier. I slide back down him, hitting my prostate over and over again until the orgasm breaks from me. I scream out Dom's name and shoot cum all over his chest before I collapse on top of him. Not caring about my cum all over his chest, and, well, mine now too.

We are both breathing hard. Neither of us are able to speak. Dom is softening inside of me. I gently ease myself off him, feeling the dribble of cum coming out of my ass. I am going to need to wash the bedding again tomorrow, but I don't care.

"Jesus," Dom states, and I feel his hand on my head, smoothing my hair.

"I promised to show you stars," I tell him. "But I really need to get us cleaned up."

"Not yet," Dom requests. "Let me just hold you for a few minutes."

We stay there in silence, both of us slowly coming down from the post orgasmic high. Its only as I lay there on Doms chest, thinking back over everything that we just did. Thinking about Dom as he came, that I recall Dom's legs.

"Dom," I say, but he doesn't reply, and I wonder if he has fallen asleep. And if he has, I should wake him up to tell him.

"What?" Dom eventually replies, his voice taking on the quiet tones of contentment.

"Your legs…" I start to say.

"Youre fine. Please don't move yet. I am enjoying this too much."

Shit. Dom either didn't notice or didn't feel it. But I did. There was no mistaking that when Dom was coming his legs were moving. I might not have paid much attention to it then, but I am now.

"Dom, no. Your legs," I say again, hoping to get him thinking.

"Danil please, your weight is fine. I just need to hold you for a while, okay?" Dom replies, wrapping his arms around me, closing his eyes, holding me tight.

I need Dom to stop and listen to me, so I pinch the top of his leg, hard. Doms eyes fly open and he looks at me. He felt that.

"Danil?" Dom questions.

"That's what I'm trying to tell you. Dom, your legs moved," a smile stretching across my face. Dom has gone strangely quiet before he finally whispers.

"My legs moved."