10. Radley

I'm going to self-combust.

Mason's lips are moving over mine, and his hard cock is pressed against my pussy. I should feel bad because of what happened with Nash last night, and now I'm making out with Mason, but I don't care. And they obviously don't.

This feels like so much more than attraction. I haven't known them long, and I want to give everything to them. I've obviously lost my mind, but I'm too far in now to take it back. I know it's not just sexual attraction, either. I want to know everything about them and spend all my time with them.

Mason slides his hand under my head and fists the back of my hair. He pulls my lips from his, but before I can protest, his lips land on my neck. He gently bites down and then licks over the spot. "I can't wait to put my mark on you."

"Does it hurt?" I find myself asking instead of saying that it's too soon. I want their marks on my skin. I only wish I could get one from Bryce, too.

"At first. It's like your body is on fire, but we'll take care of you."

"What happens after?" I pant because his lips are moving down my chest.

"We'll fuck you until you can't walk."

"Oh," I breathe, raising my hips to rub against his again. "Mason."

"Yes, Little wolf?"

Little wolf?"I need you."

"I know, and I need you, but you aren't ready."

I huff in impatience and reach toward his shorts. He moves out of my reach. "Why? I told you that I'm in with you guys."

Mason looks up at me, and his ice-blue eyes glow slightly, showing that his wolf is right on the surface. Why the hell does that turn me on so much? "Did you read about what it's like to have sex with an alpha?"

I shake my head. "I didn't get that far. I got stuck on the fated mates."

Mason moves to sit down, and I do the same, putting some space between us. This is obviously an important conversation. "Sex with an alpha is intense. But having sex with your alpha will be so much more." I remember Nash saying come for your alpha, and at the time, I didn't question it. But does that mean they'll be my alphas? "Your body goes into a type of frenzy, and you're almost…insatiable. It's why most packs have so many mates."

"Will it happen to me even though I'm not a wolf?"

Something crosses Mason's face so fast that I almost miss it. "It will happen to you, too, because you're our fated. There's something else." Mason rakes his fingers through his hair. "Alpha's cocks knot."

"What?"

"We have a knot at the base of our cocks that swells when we…finish. It locks us together for an undetermined amount of time. It's different each time."

"Oh. Wow." I say lamely, even though that thought sets my blood on fire. What will it feel like when Mason or Nash stretch me with their knots?

"Radley," Mason says raggedly. "I'm holding on by a thread here. I thought you'd be freaked out."

My cheeks heat, mostly because I'm turned the fuck on but also because I'm a little embarrassed that he heard that thought. I need to learn to shield at least some of it. "It's…different, but it explains a lot."

"Like what?"

"When I was with Nash last night, it was like my whole body was a live wire. The need for him to touch me was so strong and only intensified the more that he did. You're saying sex is worse than that?"

"Much worse. It's also why you got so wet."

"Can you really, um, smell that?"

Mason's nostrils flare. "Yes. It's one of the best things I've ever smelled. It's your body calling out to me."

I contemplate my next move, but holy shit, if he doesn't do something, I'm going to go insane. I move before he can react and straddle his waist. Mason's hands slide up my back and under my bikini top strings. "I want to feel it."

"Feel what?" Mason rasps.

I lean down until I'm beside his ear. "Your knot." I've never been this bold, and I'm not the one to make the first move. But these guys have me wanting to discover every piece of myself.

"Fuck," Mason grunts when I let my ass rest on his cock. "I don't think you know what you're asking for, Little wolf."

I move back until my ass is resting on his knees. When I reach for his swim trunks this time, he doesn't stop me. I untie the string at the top and pull the sides apart wide enough for me to slide my hand inside. When my fingers close around it, he rumbles deep in his chest like a growl. "Fuck, I love that," I moan. I work his hard cock out so it's hanging out of the top of his shorts. I slide my hand down to the base and squeeze. "Is it right here?"

"Yes." I squeeze harder, and Mason moves faster than I ever thought possible. He has me on my back and is between my thighs before I can blink. "You want my knot, Radley?"

"I do." Mason moves my hand so it's back on his cock, and starts fucking my fist.

"Tell me how bad. Say out loud what you were thinking earlier." If I thought I was wet before, it's nothing like now. I can feel it soaking my bottoms.

"I want you to stretch me with your knot."

Mason groans and starts fucking my fist fast. "You'll take me so good, Little wolf. Let's go inside."

"No. Right here. I don't want to wait."

Mason chuckles, but it comes out hoarse. "Are you needy for me? You want your alpha's knot?"

"Yes, please."

Mason braces himself on one elbow and runs his hand down my stomach. He teases the edge of my bottoms with his fingers until I lift my hips in invitation. He slides his hand inside and hisses when he feels how wet I am. "This is all for me. I'm going to slide into your pretty pussy so easy." He sinks his fingers inside of me, pumping them in and out. "You'll take all of me, won't you, Little wolf?" He doesn't give me a chance to answer before his thumb starts rubbing my clit. "You feel your greedy pussy trying to hold my fingers in? Just wait until it's my cock."

"Mason," I moan, clutching his arm. "I'm so ready."

"I'm going to watch you come first. Then I'm going to mark this pussy as mine."

I spread my legs wider, wishing he'd take my bottoms off but too far gone to argue about it. I start fucking myself on his fingers, and his chest rumbles again. "I love it when you growl."

"I know. I can feel it." He punctuates that by fucking me harder with his fingers. I can hear the wet suction my pussy has on his fingers. "You're such a dirty girl, Radley."

I'll be whatever he wants if he keeps finger fucking me like that. Mason reaches over and unties one side of my bottoms, giving him more room to move. He starts kissing and sucking on my neck, and I'm gone. "I'm going to come."

"Come for me, Little wolf. Because after you do, I'm going to fuck you until you can't breathe. You're going to remember I was there for days."

Mason growls the last word, and I explode around his fingers. Before I can make a noise, he slams his lips against mine to stop the sound from traveling. I'm sure it echoes really bad out here. Mason rolls over on top of me, and I feel his cock slide through my wet slit. He pulls my bottoms out of the way and lines up. I hold my breath in anticipation when he starts to push inside.

"Mason…shit…fuck…I'm sorry." I look upside down at that voice and want to die of embarrassment. It's the attractive man with brown hair and green eyes that I met at Luther's. And his eyes are doing everything they can not to look at the scene in front of him.

"What the fuck?" Mason barks, grabbing a towel and covering me. He shoves his cock back into his shorts with agitated movements.

"I'm so sorry. I should have announced myself. I'll come back."

I cover my face with my hands, wishing the dock would swallow me up whole. I listen to the footsteps fading away, and then I hear Mason sigh. "I'm so goddamn sorry, Radley."

"It's fine. I'll just die now."

"It could have been worse."

"How?!"

"It could have been my dad."

"I'll never be able to look any of them in the face ever again."

Mason laughs and pecks my lips. "I'm going to go see what he needs. We'll pick this up later." He gently pulls the towel away and ties my bottoms back. "It will give you some time to think. I shouldn't have pushed you."

"Mason." I sit up and clasp his cheeks in my hands. "You didn't push me. I want this."

Mason nods and twists his head to kiss my palm. "Why don't you go for another swim? I'll be back shortly."

Mason gets to his feet, tying his shorts back as he walks away. I twist to watch him before I can stop myself. His body is so toned and strong. Mason looks over his shoulder with a grin, and I realize he knows exactly what I was thinking.

"This isn't fair!" I call out, and his laughter fades as he walks around the corner of the cabin. With a laugh of my own, I get to my feet and walk to the edge of the dock. I dive in and wish the water was a little cooler so it would tame my burning skin.

I swim a few feet away, and I'm hit so suddenly with lust that I almost go under. Mason is broadcasting his thoughts loud and clear, and they're all focused on how badly he wants to make me his. A vision of us fucking flashes through my head from him that's so vivid that it feels real. I need to learn how to do that.

I wade around in the water, enjoying the sun.

While waiting for my pack.