12. Caleb

Chapter 12

When Mack first mentioned the zoo, I was nervous. I wasn't sure I could be with him in public in a kid-friendly environment without regressing just a bit. Or a lot.

But I should've known that I had nothing to worry about. Daddy would make sure I was safe and didn't do anything that could get me into trouble.

From the moment we arrived, he held my hand, making sure I stayed right at his side. Obviously, I would've been fine, even if I did wander away from him, but I appreciated that he didn't let me out of his sight.

Even though he was new to being a Daddy, he was a natural.

As soon as we were through the entrance, I was ready to go. "The pandas are at the very back. Let's go there first." I pulled ahead, dragging Mack behind me.

"Slow down there, sweetheart. We have all day, and they aren't going anywhere." He pulled up his phone and showed me the screen. "Their next feeding time is at one, so let's check out all the exhibits between here and there, and then after the pandas, we'll work our way back around the other side so we don't miss anything."

I frowned for a moment because I really wanted to see the pandas now, but he was right. Watching them have their lunch was more fun, so I heaved out a sigh and then nodded my head. "Fine. I guess that's a good idea."

Mack's lip curled up like he was holding back a smile and then he tucked me into his side. "Thank you."

"So, what's first…?" I so wanted to call him Daddy, but there were a lot of people around, and I didn't want to deal with stares or comments. But I could tell by the way he looked at me, that he heard it after everything I said.

"Are you afraid of heights?" He looked down at me, watching my face as if gauging my response purely through my eyes.

"Nope. I like to go high, high, high in the sky, sky, sky."

Mack chuckled and then made a hard right turn down one of the walkways. "Then let's start on the gondola so we can check out the bears and mountain lions."

"Yeah. Let's do that. There are wolves over there too." I leaned up close to his ear. "Aaaah-ooooooooooooooh!"

Mack laughed at how excited I was. He was so good to me. He even kissed my finger when I got a splinter on one of the enclosure railings. And when we finally started heading in the direction of the panda exhibit, he stopped at a concession stand to buy me a bottle of fruit punch electrolytes and a big pretzel.

It was so easy to put all my trust in him. Whether I was being silly as a grown-up or giving in to my Little side, he didn't seem intimidated or frustrated in the least. It was like he wanted to take care of me all the time, and it wasn't a burden at all.

We got to the panda exhibit with twenty minutes to spare before they started the feeding, so Mack walked us over to a bench. "Would you like to sit down for a while until the pandas come out to eat?"

"Okay." I quickly sat at the edge of the bench, pulling him right down beside me.

Mack pressed up against my side, his hip flush against mine for a few minutes before he took a deep breath and turned to me. "Will you be okay out here if I run into the bathroom for a few minutes?"

"Of course."

He stood up and then turned back to me. "Do you need to go potty?"

I thought about it for a moment. "Actually, yeah. I'll go now so I don't have to leave the pandas."

Mack held his hand out for me and walked me to the building with a row of individual bathrooms. "You can go on first. I'll wait right here."

I looked around and there was nobody watching, so I took a chance and held the door open. "Can you come in and help me?"

Mack looked a little shocked, but then cleared his throat and nodded. "Yeah, of course." He stepped in behind me and locked the door.

I just stood there, waiting to see where his limits were. Maybe it wasn't fair to test him like this, but it was the only way for me to truly know if he was comfortable with me when I was in a Little headspace. Doing it while I was mostly in a Big headspace was the safest method for both of us.

When he realized I wasn't gonna give him any hints, he sucked in a deep breath and came to stand in front of me. "Let me get the buckle for you." He reached for the front of my pants and loosened them, keeping his eyes on my face to gauge my reactions.

Mostly I was smiling and trying to stay present because I was already so lost for the man. "I have to pee, Daddy." I wiggled a bit for good measure, allowing him to take more control than he might have expected.

"Okay, okay." He pulled my boxers down in the front and released my cock. Luckily, I wasn't fully hard, so he was able to push my dick down after we stepped up to the urinal. "There you go."

I'd never actually let someone help me in this way, so it took a second for me to relax enough to start.

"It's okay, sweetheart." His voice was basically a whisper as he cooed into my ear. "Daddy's got you."

That was what I needed to hear, and I was able to relax and empty my bladder.

Mack shook the tip and then carefully tucked me back into my boxers before we stepped away and he fastened my pants.

It was heaven.

"Daddy has to go too." Mack nudged me toward the sink to wash my hands and then pulled out his own dick to take a piss. My mouth was hanging open, and I was probably drooling as I stood there and stared.

Once we were both washed up and ready to leave, I remembered the most important question I'd had for him. "Do you feel full of milk? You need me to help you with that?"

Daddy's pupils were dark, and he clearly liked that idea. He glanced at his watch and then raised a brow. "We only have about ten minutes."

"I can be quick, Daddy." I puckered my lips and pretended to suck really fast. "Just a little on each side will help, right?"

"It will help, sweetheart." He nodded and swallowed hard before looking around the empty bathroom. "Not sure how to do this comfortably, though."

"Just lean on the door." I was several inches shorter, so it wasn't too hard for me to pull up his shirt and lean against his chest, quickly sucking down the milk that was already leaking from his left side for a few minutes before moving over to the right. There was a lot of milk still in there, but a full feeding for me would have to wait.

We had a panda feeding to get to.