Chapter 19

CHAPTER 19

TYSHAWN

Our date with Blu and June is nice. We go to a French restaurant that June said Blu took him to on their first date, since June grew up in France.

"My creeper of a boyfriend," June says, glancing at Blu with love shining from his eyes, "did a background check on me and saw where I lived. He figured I'd like this place."

"Was I wrong?" Blu asks matter-of-factly, gazing at June with the same emotion.

Leo was right, Blu is completely different than him. Where you would think Leo was a regular guy who had normal feelings and emotions, it's hard to tell with Blu unless he's gazing at June. While he's devilishly good-looking, his blank stare would give me the creeps if I didn't know he was a psychopath, too. He tries to pass off emotion, but it's like he gives up after a few minutes, not worried if anyone buys his act or not. I find it hard to believe this is the person Leo said tried to teach him how to fake emotions to trick people. Blu isn't fooling me.

It could have more to do with me knowing what he is than being able to spot a psychopath in a crowd. There's no look to a psychopath. Leo looks like a surfer guy or boy-next-door type, but I know his mind.

June grins, resting a hand over Blu's. "No. But you have to admit, it's creepy."

"Not to me," he says plainly, sliding food into his mouth.

After giving Blu a long, curious look, I turn to June and lower my voice so no one around us can hear. "Leo drugged and kidnapped me. So I think their line for acceptable is not ours."

June's eyes twinkle. "Blu did the same. Except he put me to bed instead of taking me to his condo. Then he told me ‘I can help you with your trauma.' Like he wasn't the cause of my trauma."

I'm not sure why, but that cracks me and June up. I can understand where he's coming from. Seeing Leo standing over that body will probably play on a constant loop in my mind, all kinds of traumatic. The only thing that makes it better is knowing he'd murdered a child molester.

Leo drapes an arm around my shoulder. "Yeah, now look where you are. In love with a psychopath."

Rolling my eyes, I look up at him with a small smile. "I don't think I had a choice. You did kidnap me."

Leo kisses me gently, nipping at my bottom lip before he pulls away.

When I glance over at Blu and June, I find Blu studying me, his eyes intense as he looks back and forth between the two of us. I raise an eyebrow at him. He smiles, and it's almost identical to Leo's when he's cutting off appendages from one of his victims. It's unhinged, but—call me fucking crazy—it makes him look more handsome than he usually is.

"Does this scare you?" he asks. "Being with someone like Leo?"

Instead of answering offhandedly, I ponder on it. I'm not going to lie, finding out Leo was a killer was the scariest thing I've ever learned. I was afraid of him, but I also wasn't? When I woke up in his bed—in different clothes, no less—in the back of my mind, I knew he wasn't going to harm me. Seeing him covered in blood didn't help my initial thoughts, but talking to June, knowing he had a friend at all, definitely helped.

Thinking about all that, I shake my head. "No. I'll never be safer than when I'm with Leo. How I found out what he really is, that was scary. But he's made me feel taken care of."

"And you've joined in?"

I don't have to ask Blu what he means. "Yes. Twice now. He's my partner, and I'm his." I peer over at Leo, who's already smiling down at me. Those dimples will get me every time.

"Partners," he whispers before kissing my nose.

June has his hands clasped to his chest, his eyes suspiciously shiny. "God, this is adorable. After I met Blu, I've wanted Leo to find his person." He gives Leo a look when Leo scoffs. "I have. Besides Blu, you're my best friend. I've wanted you to be happy in any way you can be." June glances back at me. "I'm glad you could make that happen. You two are cute together. And I love your makeup."

I grin at him. "And I love your hair. Hair paint?"

He touches the blue strip in his curly ponytail and smiles. "Blue is my favorite color."

"Ugh, stop," Leo says, shooting him a grin.

We talk more over dinner, and I enjoy myself immensely. While Blu may be a little cold on initial observation, he has a dry sense of humor, and he always speaks the truth in an almost clinical way. Despite my reservations about him when dinner started, I like Blu. He and June are total opposites but they fit together like a lock and key. I only hope Leo and I are the same.

When the waiter comes around to ask if we'd like dessert, I excuse myself to the restroom. I don't have to use it, but I want a little time to myself to think.

The dinner was great, but I'm feeling overwhelmed because I've never had anything like this. Not even with Juliette. We never had boyfriends at the same time, so we never did the whole double date thing. And Sam never invited me with him and Beth. Not that he has to, but I've never had the opportunity.

Is this the beginning of a different dynamic of friendship? Will Leo and I join Blu and June more often on dates? And to be out with someone that understands my and Leo's relationship is even better.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, I take a good look at myself and can't remove the beaming smile on my face. I'm happy. Truly happy. I haven't felt like this in years, and it's all because of Leo. He's brought me such joy, helping me with my baking, helping me find a purpose that will stop monsters from ruining lives or making them pay for the lives they ruined, and supporting my dreams. He also fucks me like a man possessed, something I also haven't had before. Whether it be him getting to know my body and taking his time to deep throating my dick like he was born to suck cock, it didn't matter. No one has ever given my body what he has. No one has enriched my life so much. I'm absolutely fucking smitten.

My eyes snap up when the door opens, and Leo steps inside. He smiles when he flips the lock and prowls over to me with a lustful glint in his eyes.

I turn around, leaning against sinks, my hands resting on the lip of the counter. "What if someone needs to use the restroom?" I joke.

"They can fucking wait," Leo growls, wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me close, kissing me hard and desperately. "You look so fucking good." He gazes down at my suit before he takes my mouth in another deep kiss.

Unlike Leo, who's wearing all black—shirt, shoes, socks, and suit—my suit has a burgundy jacket to add a splash of color.

I don't get the chance to tell Leo how fucking hot I think he is before he's dropping to his knees in front of me. He has my pants down to my ankles and my cock in his mouth before I can even formulate another response.

"Fuck yes," I mutter, weaving my fingers through his hair. Leo looks at me as he bobs on my shaft. His mouth is so fucking wet around my dick that I almost can't stand it. "Suck me, Leo. Mmm, yes. Faster. We don't have much time." We are in a bathroom after all. The door is locked, but I imagine the face of some stuffy person trying to use the restroom and finding it locked, only for the two of us to leave with wrinkled clothes and puffy lips.

Leo tighten his lips around me, gazing up at me with those blue-green eyes, and I can't hold back. I thrust into his mouth quickly, chasing that release I so desperately need. When he reaches up and tugs my balls, I have to shove my fist into my mouth to prevent me crying out.

My cock erupts, and I spray down Leo's throat, my body trembling with the force of my orgasm. Leo keeps his lips wrapped around my shaft, taking my seed and swallowing it greedily.

When my dick is too sensitive, I pull out of his mouth. Leo keeps licking me, cleaning up every drop of cum on my dick.

He stands, pulling my pants up over my ass. Leo maintains eye contact as he tucks me in and buttons my fly. After making sure my dick is out of the way, he zips me up. Soft lips meet mine, and I open for him, rolling my tongue over his. My dick twitches when I swallow my lingering taste.

"We need to get home," I mutter against his plump and swollen lips. "I want your dick in my mouth and your cum in my ass. We're skipping dessert."

Leo's deep chuckle rumbles through me as his chest meets mine. "That's a good plan. Let's go pay the check, and we're gone."

I nod, kissing him once more, then unlock the door. Just as I open it, the person ready to push the door open jumps back. "Sorry," I mutter, face heating as I brush past them. Leo steps out a moment later, running his fingers through his hair to tame it. We probably should have taken care of that before we walked out.

The gentleman nods, whispering, "That's okay," before he steps into the restroom. I laugh as I grab Leo's hand, pulling him to the table.

June's face is knowing as he takes in my wrinkled pants and Leo's mussed hair. "We already got the check." He and Blu stand, putting their jackets back on. They lace their fingers together and Blu leads June over to our side of the table. June gives us a quick hug. "Come visit sometime, Ty. And bring some of those snickerdoodle cookies. They sell out so fast I'm never able to get a few to Blu. I've been raving about them to him but haven't given him one. He's starting to think I made them up."

Blu graces me with a small smile. "He worships them. I'd love to taste them sometime."

I nod. "I'll make you some tomorrow. Can't do it tonight," I murmur when Leo kisses me on the forehead.

June laughs with a look of understanding. "See you tomorrow."

The valet takes way too long to bring Leo's car around and by the time it arrives, I'm almost pulling at his clothes to get to him. By sheer force of will, I keep my hands to myself.

Once Leo is behind the wheel of the car and drives away from the restaurant, I lean over to his side of the car, unzip his pants, and free his straining erection. I open wide, sucking him down to the base. A groan rumbles up my throat as his taste hits my tongue. God, his flavor is intoxicating.

Gripping his shaft, I jerk him as I bob up and down. Leo places a hand on the back of my head, controlling my movements as he drives effortlessly. He grunts, rolling his hips in the seat to shove farther into my mouth. Another groan is unleashed as I suck him hard, pulling as much precum from him as I can.

"Don't make me come," Leo mutters, still pushing into my mouth. "It'll be in your ass, not your throat."

Fuck, yes. I slow my pace, making sure to keep him right on the edge but not close enough to come. His moans and grunts fill the car and my cock stiffens, begging for another release. But I hold off. The next time I wrap my hand around my dick, I want Leo's inside me.

Finally, we pull up to our condo, Leo giving me a heads-up so we can straighten ourselves up. The valet gives us both a weird look but doesn't say anything as he takes the keys from Leo's hands.

Unlike last night, I don't attack Leo as soon as I get him inside. I lead him to our room where I remove his clothes until his strong tan body is on display for me. I take him in—his strong chest, his abs with a new scar my slash made, his hairy and thick legs, and his heavy cock and balls hanging between them. Leo is fucking perfection.

I push him down on the bed, straddling him as I bring my lips to his. Leo grabs my ass, holding on tight as he moves me over his erection.

Pulling my lips from his, I kiss down his chest, licking his nipples and through the valley of his abs. My tongue lingers on the small, raised scar from my knife, kissing it and licking at it.

"You think you hurt me?" Leo asks in a voice that sounds like gravel.

Smiling against his skin, I look up at him with a grin. "Didn't I?"

"Oh, kotenok, it'll take a lot more than that to hurt me." Leo grabs me by the front of my throat, hauling me up to his body as he sits up. He drags me onto his lap, sliding his tongue into my mouth. I moan, wrapping my arms around his neck.

Leo makes quick work of my shirt, ripping the buttons off and tossing the material to the floor. He flips me over, removing my shoes and dragging my pants and underwear down. Leo slides between my legs, pinning me with his hard body. I arch up into him, kissing him with everything I have. I've never felt this turned on from just a kiss, and it makes me want more.

Reaching over and rummaging through the nightstand drawer, Leo grabs the lube, resting it by my head before dipping down for another kiss. I wrap my legs around his waist so our bare cocks brush against each other. I moan into the kiss, a zing of pleasure shooting up my spine. Leo's hot, thick shaft against mine is one of the hottest things I've ever felt. Him being inside me will feel even better.

After lubing his fingers, Leo glides his hand under me until his fingers are dancing against my hole. One of his fingers slides into me easily, getting me ready for him.

Groaning, I snatch my mouth away from his, panting as I absorb the feelings of him finger fucking me. In and out, Leo glides inside me, kissing along my neck, chest and ear. "More…" I grunt out when he pushes another finger into me. "I'm ready. Give me more."

Leo nods, his free hand gripping my waist as he fucks his fingers into me. His long digits brush my prostate, and my back arches of its own accord. Leo curls his fingers, and I mewl, my body on fire.

Taking one more suck at my neck—sure to leave a nice mark there—Leo sits back on his heels. He slips his fingers out of me, and I pout, not liking that I'm so empty.

"I can't go slow," he mutters, lubing up his rock-hard cock as his eyes bounce everywhere along my body. "You'll have to take what I give you, and I'll make it good for you next time." Again, I nod. I have a feeling Leo hasn't been as unrestrained with me as he would like. I'd love to see that side of him.

Settling back between my legs, Leo grips behind my thighs and pushes them up to my chest. His lips part as he stares at my wet hole. "I can't wait to be inside you," he mutters, sliding his hard cock over my dick and balls. "Being in you is indescribable. I wish you could feel what I do." His words send a thrill down my spine, making my cock twitch on my belly.

"Show me," I groan, rolling my hips so our dicks glide against each other. "Show me how I make you feel."

Moving one hand from my thighs, Leo grabs hold of his cock and pushes into me in one thrust. My breath catches, not quite expecting him to slide in so quickly. But I want it. This is what he meant when he said he can't be gentle. My dick leaks at his painful intrusion.

Leo practically bends me in half as he pushes my knees back to my shoulders. His hips snap into mine, and I keen, my hole contracting around his dick. He sets a relentless pace, pounding into me hard and fast, pegging my prostate with each thrust. My cock bounces against my belly, leaking onto my abs as Leo takes me hard.

I've never felt anything like this. With every thrust, I'm flying higher and higher, closer to release with every slide of his dick inside me. He grunts each time he plunges into me, gripping my thighs harder.

"Fuck, kotenok. Your ass belongs to me. You belong to me. Don't you?"

One of Leo's hands closes around my throat, and he picks up the pace of his hips. Though I can't draw in a full breath, I nod and answer. "Yes, Leo. I'm yours. Please."

"I love when you beg, kotenok." He bends down to me, kissing me messily as he fucks me hard. I can barely keep up, moaning and keening and babbling.

He snatches his mouth from mine, moving to my neck and nibbling at my flesh. I cry out, my hands going to his ass to spur him on so he can fuck me harder. Leo growls, picking up the pace as my blunt nails dig into the ample flesh of his ass.

"Fuck, kotenok." Leo grunts against my neck, his hips pounding freely into me. "I'm close. Your ass feels like fucking heaven."

I have no words. I can't speak. All I can manage is grunts and groans, moans and breathy whimpers. Leo's hips slam into mine, and I absorb the pain and the pleasure. He's fucking wrecking me.

God, I'm so close. So fucking close. All I need is that one thing to push me over the edge. Just that one … thing.

Leo wraps his fingers around my dick and jerks me once, and I'm fucking done. My body bows off the bed, and I come hard. My release is so intense I can't breathe. My brainwaves short, and I think I black out. My warm seed lands on my belly, and my body continues to shudder after ropes of my orgasm leave my cockhead. My head lolls to the side as I try to catch my breath. Leo keeps using my oversensitive body, and I let him, too weak to protest, and it also feels too fucking good to ask him to stop.

When my brain comes back online, I look up at Leo, and heat and awareness rolls through me. His eyes are locked on my twitching cock, and he looks hungry. He looks … feral and unhinged. Fuck yes.

"Leo, please," I rasp, my voice fucked from all my moaning and screaming.

He makes gazes me and bites his lips, his eyes blazing. "I'm gonna come, kotenok. I want my cum leaking out of this tight hole."

Five strokes later, Leo's hips stutter, then he stills over me, a long groan leaving his lips. He's fucking fantastic in his release—his head tossed back, neck muscles straining and his teeth bared from the intensity of his climax. My dick throbs against my belly. I rake my fingers up his side feeling the heat of his skin, wanting to touch him everywhere.

When he's spent, Leo lowers himself until we're chest to chest, taking my lips in a slow kiss. He pulls back, rubbing a thumb under my blue eye. "You okay?"

I smile. "Are you sure you're a psychopath? Are you supposed to be worried about my well-being?"

A rumbling chuckle leaves his throat, washing over me. God, I love this man. "I wouldn't care enough to ask anyone else. Only you, kotenok." His smile is replaced with a deep frown. "I was rough with you. I?—"

I put my hand over his mouth. "You were perfect, baby. Really fucking perfect."

Leo rolls us over until I'm lying on top of him, his half hard dick still inside me. "Want to clean up now or in the morning?"

We'll probably regret not doing it now, but I'm too boneless to move. "In the morning. I don't think my legs work at the moment."

Leo barks a laugh, gliding his hands down my ass. "I would say I'm sorry, but I wouldn't mean it. Next time, I'll be gentler."

"You don't have to be but thank you." I lean up and give Leo a quick kiss before I lay my head back against his chest. "We have to be up early tomorrow to make more sweets for the coffee shop. And to prepare a separate batch of cookies for Blu."

"Anything you need from me, kotenok. I'm yours."

Those words play in my head as I drift off to sleep, a smile on my face.