Chapter 15

Joel

Making new friends had always been hard, but Tate knew the best people. Derek was so nice and didn't think I was weird.

He hadn't even told me to stop smiling at him or to stop staring at him.

Some people were just impossible to make happy, but Derek didn't mind talking about sex stuff and I didn't have to figure out how to date him.

Amazing.

"I like a lot of stimulation there when I'm playing with myself, though." That seemed like the best answer to Derek's question. "Does that help?"

"Yes." Derek gave me a big smile and seemed very proud of me for already knowing how to play with my butt. "I think you'll be able to come with your cage on but it might take some practice to figure out the best way."

I was going to have to do more research and put a list together.

"What do you think is the best way to start?" I ignored Dean's groan as Derek led me over to a wall of cock cages and fun toys. "Oh, those are pretty."

He even had sparkly toys.

"I'm glad you like my selection." Derek glanced between my pants and the wall as he frowned thoughtfully. "I think you should start caged and draped over your Doms' laps, then they can use their fingers or a toy like a slim dildo to stimulate your prostate. You can relax and let the pleasure build and see what happens that way."

"Before a spanking or after?" I knew that was important when Derek made a thinking sound and nodded slowly.

"If you really like spankings, then after, but if you're still figuring out how you feel about them or if they make you emotional, then I would say to keep them separate." Derek picked out a cage as he gave me his very logical answer. "Do you know if you like spankings yet?"

"No. We got sidetracked doing other things and no one else has ever thought I was spankable before." I had the best Doms. "Tate and Dean think I'm spankable, though. They're really sweet."

Derek squeezed my hand. "I'm glad. Tate always seemed like he'd be a good Dom and I can't wait to get to know Dean too."

"He's great too, but I don't think I'm supposed to talk about what he likes. He's shy." And dramatic because he groaned again. "So I'm just going to overshare about me and not what I think he'd like."

Nope.

I wasn't going to look down at the plugs or the cuffs or anything else that his sub side might like to play with either. It didn't matter if I thought he'd like being helpless and restrained. That was private and he'd get frustrated.

Derek pinched his lips together so he didn't giggle at Dean. After a moment, he nodded seriously. "Protecting the privacy of the people who are special to us is very important, but I'm glad he seems to understand that you're a sharer and not worried about telling me what you need."

"He doesn't want to show off his penis or anything like that but I'm not shy. People confuse me, but I'm fine. And I'm cute." Making sure he remembered that was important so he didn't end up forgetting that someone was supposed to tease me.

Derek's wicked grin said he remembered.

Yay.

"You are adorable and are going to be even cuter with a tiny penis." Derek looked like he was ready to bounce, he was so excited. "So we'll get that organized first and then we'll decide what else you need."

"Something to stimulate my prostate." That'd sounded like a very good idea. "Your suggestion was very helpful, and based on how much I liked being a cockwarmer, I think I'll like that too."

"I'm glad you liked being a cockwarmer." Derek squeezed my hand before he picked out another cage. "What was your favorite part?"

Oh, that was easy.

"Being used and ignored was so relaxing." I ignored the way Tate chuckled and just focused on my new friend. "They even talked about me like I wasn't there. I've never done anything like that."

It was very different than just being ignored by regular people or when I didn't have a penis in my mouth.

"You're getting to figure it out now and that's what counts." Derek gave me one last squeeze before he released my hand. "It seems like you guys have got very good communication skills too, so that's going to help you explore a lot."

Nodding, I couldn't help looking at the toys he'd picked up. "Yes, I tell them what I want and then ask what they want. We're doing great. We've even started doing our ingredients but we need to do more."

"Our limits lists." Dean was helpful but then sighed because he was nervous and that meant he had to be dramatic. "He means our lists."

Derek giggled, waving his hands. "I think that's a great way to describe it. You're adding in all the ingredients you want to make a wonderful relationship."

"Yes." He was so smart.

"And right now we need a dash of humiliation and some attention." Derek held up the boxes. "Let's go show your Doms and let them pick out something wonderful for you."

This was going to be so much fun…and Derek was so smart he even knew Tate and Dean had to pick it out because I belonged to them.

They were smart, and knew it too, because they both walked over to the front counter and looked very professional. Serious faces were so sexy and even Dean was very Dom as he studied the options.

"We've got several options here, but let me know if these don't feel right." Derek was very professional as he stopped giggling and laid out the options. "These are more short-term restraints and would give you the look I think you're going for over being practical for long-term use. I've also focused on cock cages to keep him small versus cock rings that I don't think would give him the feeling he's looking for."

"Tiny." Bouncing closer just got Tate to smack my bottom but didn't get me enough attention.

"I'm not comfortable letting him leave the apartment in a restraint, so yes, short-term is fine as long as it's comfortable and safe." Dean glared at me when I sighed. "Looking tiny and cute is one thing but we're not going to damage your dick."

"Fine." Sighing, I wiggled between the two of them to get a better look. "The clear one might make me look smaller. Right?"

"I'm going to get you a ball gag while we're here if you're not careful." Tate's dry response was confusing. My dick liked it if I didn't think too much, but once I thought about it, my dick wanted to hide.

"That's…" Something. That was definitely something. "It sounds frustrating."

Tate and Dean both laughed, but Dean pointed to a clear plastic one. "I think he'd look small in that, but do we need the lock to keep it together?"

Oh, that was a good question.

"Locks can be very cute too." Yes, I was a wonderful communicator.

"Sometimes we'll want to get it off fast, slut." Tate turned toward me and kissed my head. "But thank you for making sure we knew what you liked."

"Even if you're not going to get it." Dean's dry retort had Derek pressing his lips together. "And if you don't calm down, I'm going to explain just how much I regret letting you have the big coffee at Starbucks."

Oops.

Cheek kiss.

Snuggle.

Sigh.

Head on his shoulder.

I was forgetting something.

"Thank you for taking picking out my cage seriously, Sir." I'd almost made a strategic error and thanked him for taking care of me, but I'd caught myself before I'd given him the idea that limiting my caffeine intake would be a good idea.

I didn't like it but it liked me.

So who was I to say no to it?

Derek was going to give me away, though. He was almost giggling and he was going to egg Dean on if we weren't more careful. Thankfully, he focused on the most important part and not the giggly bits. "How about we pick out two options? One with a lock when you want to take your time and keep things slow, and another for when you want a quick release option?"

Nodding slowly, Dean seemed to have forgotten how nervous he'd been. "Is the silicone comfortable or will it end up pinching him? He doesn't have hair around his groin but I don't want to worry about hurting him, even accidentally."

No, we weren't going to give him anything else to worry about.

Tate seemed to be thinking the same thing because he'd pressed his lips together and was trying not to smile. He managed not to laugh, though, and went back to his stern Dom expression quicker than I'd have thought he could. "Yeah, we want this to be worry-free so we can focus on the fun parts. Like driving him insane."

That would not be hard.

"That means I get an insertable toy too, right?" My question had both my Doms nodding in unison. "Wonderful."

I was glad we were all on the same page when it came to the orgasm with a cage plan.

"Why don't you take a closer look at these and we'll figure out which styles you're most interested in." Derek was talking to Tate and Dean, but he turned and glanced down at my pants again. "What dimensions are his penis? We'll want to make sure we get the right option for him. Too loose is not going to give him the look he's going for."

"Cute."

"Well-sculpted."

"A nice handful."

Derek cocked his head and studied us. "No one has measured him?"

Tate shrugged. "This is new and the internet didn't tell him to measure his cock. He was more interested in making sure it looked nice."

"It does." I didn't care how long it was. I wasn't going to use it to penetrate anyone unless one of my Doms told me to. "It's mostly for pleasure and decoration, though, so I wasn't sure why I'd need to measure it."

That just seemed odd.

Derek nodded and seemed to understand, though. "Tops or switches are more likely to focus on that. I think making sure it looked nice was reasonable. Oh, and I'm glad the internet told you it was attractive."

It was nice to meet someone who understood what was important in life.

"Thank you." He hadn't even lectured me either. "It's been very helpful in sorting through interesting kinks too."

"Some people just don't research enough before jumping into BDSM." Shaking his head, Derek smiled. "You don't need a lecture on that, though."

No, but I was pretty sure there were other lectures I probably needed.

"No. I've been very good." It sounded very believable until Tate snorted and Dean chuckled. "I don't need a lecture on being polite, either."

Derek grinned. "I didn't think so. You're very polite and cute."

"Thank you." He was very polite too. "And thank you for all your hard work helping us pick out my cages."

I was getting a cock cage.

I was getting a cock cage.

I was getting a cock cage.

As the singsong words played over and over in my head, Derek looked back at Tate and Dean again. "We have a couple of options. You can come back when you know his length and circumference. You can go into the bathroom and I'll provide you with a fabric measuring tape. Or I can help you with that task."

Oh.

"Getting exact measurements can be tricky with a sub who wiggles." Derek's words were polite but they all looked at me and smiled, making me realize I was rocking back and forth.

Oops.

Well, at least I hadn't been humping my Doms.

"And then there's the problem of measuring him soft versus hard." Derek raised an eyebrow and pretended to shake his head as I giggled. "That might be a problem already, though."

It was.

"I like your shop." I wasn't sure if I should apologize for that or not, but either way, it'd made me hard. "And you're very nice and Tate is sexy and Dean's so stern and he's taking it so seriously."

Yeah, I wasn't going to apologize for ending up erect.

Tate sighed but somehow the frown he gave me sent a shiver through me. "Yes, tricky is one word for it."

Was he really…

He was going to…

What would…

Words kept floating away and somehow made me even harder, especially when Dean shrugged. "It's definitely a two-man job at the very least. Someone is going to have to keep him soft and the other is going to have to measure him. And that's just if he stays still."

Dean knew me so well…he was amazing.

Derek nodded and his brows pulled together like he was thinking hard. "Then let me just lock the door for a moment. He can't be that big, so measuring him won't take long."

Oh, that was just as sexy as I'd thought it'd be.

Tate patted my head. "It's adorable and very well-proportioned."

Somehow he made that sound like he was calling me small too. He was amazing. "Thank you, Sir."

They were both amazing…shopping was so much more fun with Doms.