Chapter 7

Seven

JANUARY

A gasp escapes me as I cling to his broad body. Did Justin just come inside me without a condom? Saying he wants me pregnant and to never leave?

Shockingly, I am very okay with this. Am I his now? His girl?

His body shudders as he finishes a long grunt in my ear, sweat making our bodies stick together. The pain between my legs subsides until only pleasure, a tingly warmth, and pressure of fullness remain.

Leaning up on his elbows, his thumbs stroke my forehead as he gazes at me with widened eyes. “I-I shouldn’t have done that without asking. I’m sorry. Fuck… Are you okay?”

I notice he still hasn’t pulled back, and a giggle escapes my chest, forcing some of the liquid to ooze between us. “Yes. I’m very okay, Justin. This is what I want.”

“Y-you do?” He’s out of breath, panting to catch it, and acts as if this hasn’t been what I’ve been begging him for.

“Yes. I do.”

His heavy body collapses onto mine as he gathers my lips with his and kisses me like he just found me. “Is this all too soon? Too soon to say I love you? Because I do, my little snowflake. You melted my heart.”

Tears heat my eyes as I whisper, “It’s not too soon. I think it was meant to be. I love you, too.”

Lifting his head up, he lets out a yell of victory, then slips out of me slowly. “You sore? You okay?”

I can’t help the broad smile that crosses my face. “I am good . Yes, I am definitely sore… in a fantastic way.”

His large arms lock on either side of me as I sit on the edge of the bed. He leans forward and presses his lips to my forehead. “Get comfortable, then, and I’ll make us hot cocoa by the fire. I want to snuggle buried inside you all night, if you can handle it.”

My fingers brush through his black beard. “I can handle it fine, Mr. Grant.”

He groans, then snaps his fingers toward the bathroom, and I giggle while hurrying toward it.

That night is the best of my life. When I enter the living room, he’s set up an entire comfy bed out of sofa cushions with furry blankets to cover us and oversized pillows for our heads. The cocoa is delicious, too.

“Oh, even little marshmallows! Thank you.” Steam moistens my nose as I sip from the hot mug.

We both take some time to study the flames as they dance against the stones. Justin’s hand massages my lower back as he takes long gulps of the sweet drink. “The roads will open back up tomorrow, I bet.” He clears his throat as I set my cup down and cuddle into his side.

“Oh, then I can get supplies for the party coming up.”

His broad chest expands with a deep breath. “It-it kinda feels like reality is setting in and you gotta leave.”

Blinking heavily, I gaze up at his face. But he refuses to look at me. “Do I? Do I have to leave?”

Dark brown eyes greet me as he considers my question. “Do you want to stay?”

It feels awkward to ask this of him. Things have progressed at a rapid pace between us. What I’m asking for is everything, and he probably wants to live alone. Maybe I could be his employee for longer. My parents will have my head over it, but I’m an adult now. They’ll have to deal with it.

“Do you need me to? Do…” Trailing off, I gather some courage and whisper, “Do you want me to?”

“I don’t want to steal your future from you, January. You had a life back home and college. Your family. But… I love you.” Leaning forward, he places his mug next to mine and pulls me into his lap to face him. “I’m gonna be real crazy here and say this. I want you here with me. Now and forever. I’ll marry you right here in front of this fireplace whenever you want. If I could chain you to my bed and keep putting babies in you, I’d do it. I have half a mind to go do that now.”

My arms latch around his neck as I squeal with his suggestion. “I want that, too. Your crazy is the same as mine.”

It’s rare, but a broad smile parts his lips and his belly jiggles as he belts out a loud laugh. “Then, it’s settled. You’re mine now . No getting away, especially once you’re filled with my children.”

Just the thought makes me urgent with need, and I writhe on him as he moans while shutting his eyes tight. Reaching between us, I unbutton his jeans and unleash his beast from his boxers. The head is already red and hot to the touch, the velvet skin almost burning my palms as I rub him.

“Lie back. Let’s go to sleep, snowflake, and I’ll put it inside you all night. I’m your plug, remember?”

I tuck my bottom lip under my teeth and rapidly nod, then shirk off my clothing and slide under the sheet he placed for us. He does the same and pulls me into him.

His huge body hugs my back up against him as we cuddle, faces warmed by the flickering flames. It tickles when his hand slides between my thighs to lift my leg so he can slot himself between them, and tingles shoot down my spine as his beard scratches my bare shoulder.

“Gonna fill you up like this every. Night.” He says it with a grunt as he slides into my wetness, the fullness of him causing me to lose my breath. “Better get used to how big your daddy is.”

“You-you want me to sleep like this?”

Like a little fish, he suctions his puckered lips up and down my neck as I shiver. “Yes, little girl. I want you to fall asleep with me inside you.”

But I can’t. Not when he feels this good, when his cock is this thick .

So, even though his breathing evens out, I squirm slightly on him until his palm spanks me lightly under the blankets. “Ah, ah. Behave.”

The veins in his dick throb inside me as he pants heavy breaths that make my hair wave across my cheek. Moving my hips back and forth, I get some relief in the ache that fills me deep inside. Whimpering, I undulate forward slightly as his palm plants on my lower abdomen.

“Does my little girl need to come?”

I almost don’t recognize my voice. It’s so desperate and needy. “Yes, daddy.”

One of his legs moves, which makes his length surge deeper inside as I gasp. “Hmm, I made this pussy so dirty, it needs a cock all the time, doesn’t it?”

“Yes, please.”

“Use it, snowflake. Get yourself off, and I’ll put more come in you.”

Freeing my restrained movements, I hula on him, trying to get my fill. As I near the explosion of ecstasy, his hand slides lower until the pad of his finger finds my clit. That’s all it takes for me to unleash, but he goes with me. A rough growl lunges from his chest, the vibrations reverberating from my back.

With his cum and swelled cock inside me, I feel more stretched than earlier today. Somehow, the sensation is exactly what I want.

“Now, settle down and go to sleep. I’m not leaving my pussy.”

Placing my palms together, I tuck them under my cheek as he snuggles closer to me until I dream of snowflakes and cocoa under mistletoe with the man I’m going to marry.