Chapter 26

Penn

That one sentence makes my mouth drop and my dick start to thicken. I've never had anyone go anywhere close to my hole, so when he did the other night, I'd expected to hate it but kept an open mind.

I was completely unprepared for how good it felt.

And if a finger skimming it could feel that good, what the hell would his mouth feel like?

I pull back slightly and work my way down the buttons of my shirt. Madden watches, not bothering to keep the want out of his eyes, and it's so hard to wrap my head around the fact that he's been hiding this from me for so long.

How many times has Madden looked at me like that without me knowing?

I never want to miss it again.

I let my shirt fall to the floor, and then Madden reaches for my belt. My breathing is steady and shallow as he removes it, then pops open the button on my pants. What started as a stirring in my cock has moved to a full-fledged hard-on that aches as he drags my fly down over it and pushes my pants to the floor.

I'm tenting the front of my underwear, waiting for him to do away with those as well, but instead, Madden steps in close.

"You're so beautiful."

My cheeks heat at that, but I try to keep it under control. My heart is going wild at the attention. "Madden, I swear to fucking god, if you think I'm beautiful, what the hell does that make you?"

"Cuddly?"

I reach out and run my hands up his abs. My breath stills for a whole single moment while I let myself be awed by him. "You're the most flawless person I've ever met. Inside and out."

Madden ducks his head to kiss me. Fast, passionate, the kind of kiss to make my toes curl.

"Can … can I do it?" he asks.

"Do what?"

"Rim you." His clear blue eyes are impossible to say no to, but then again, so is the prospect of his mouth on my ass. I'm equal parts excited and anxious by the thought of it, but I want to at least try.

"How do we do it?"

Madden takes my hand. "Come with me."

He leads me into the bathroom, hard cock bobbing in front of him as he walks. I want to taste him, but I've reached the point where there's so much I want to do with Madden and not enough time for it all.

I watch the muscles in his back as he leans into the shower and turns it on, waiting for the water to warm up. Then his mouth is back on mine as he pushes my briefs down and backs me into the shower.

The heat and steam surrounds us, Madden's hair dripping into my face, and his bare skin is slippery against mine. I'm in fucking heaven as his tongue pushes into my mouth, and the cool bodywash he's opened slips down my back and into my crease.

Madden's hand follows it. He slowly and thoroughly drags his fingers up and down, bringing all the deliciously tingling nerves to life. My skin is zapping all over, and I clutch his back, nails digging into his skin in a way that makes him grunt and kiss me harder.

His big, solid body against mine is a fucking turn-on, and when he rips his mouth away and spins me, pushing me into the tiles face-first, I have to bite down on my lip to keep my neediness at bay.

Madden has me so hard I'm convinced I won't survive this.

The hot water moves away from us, and then I hear Madden drop to his knees behind me.

Large hands take hold of my ass cheeks, and I tense as he spreads them apart. Knowing he's looking and seeing is a new experience, and judging by how hard I still am, it's not one that I hate. The head of my cock is brushing the tile in front of me, and I wait, hoping Madden likes what he sees.

The shaky exhale that leaves him sends off skitters of nerves deep in my gut.

"I've dreamed about this," he whispers before leaning in.

There's a hot burst of air on my hole, and then Madden drags his tongue over it. Pleasure ripples out to my limbs.

"Holy fuck," I manage, voice caught in my chest. "Oh, fuck."

His tongue flicks around my entrance, gently teasing the sensitive skin, as I try not to lose my fucking mind. Then with a groan I feel to my toes, Madden makes good on his promise. He buries his whole face into my ass.

He eats me out messily, desperately, nipping my buzzing skin, and prodding my hole with his tongue. One hand sneaks between my legs to tease my balls, and it takes all my effort to stay upright. All I want from him is more. More licking, sucking, I want to feel his tongue spearing into me and to come from the feeling.

I brace myself against the wall with my forearm and reach behind me with my free hand. My fingers twist into Madden's damp hair, gripping tight, encouraging him to give me everything he has.

Sex with him is an experience, one I want more of, and I hold him in place, shivering from his wicked mouth, overheated from the shower steam and how he's setting my bloodstream on fire.

Madden's tongue presses harder, more controlled, and I know the exact moment he slips into my ass.

I'm not entirely sure I don't scratch his scalp I'm gripping him so roughly. My brain has turned into a swampy mess, and every thought and feeling and impulse has directed to my body. Madden's tongue works in further with every pass, and I do my best to let go, to take him, to sink into this moment and let it have him.

He releases my balls and moves his hand up to wrap around my dick. It's still wet from water, precum making it slippery, and Madden rolls his palm over the tip before dragging the makeshift lube down again.

His hand isn't anywhere near as tight as I need it to be. He keeps his grip looser, strokes slow and relaxed and designed to keep me on the edge as his tongue takes over. He fucks it into me, growling into the movement, making it clear he's as into this as I am. It's the greatest feeling. To know he's getting off on this. To know that Madden's as turned on by sex with me as I am with him. The feeling spreads from my chest out to every limb, and I can't hold myself back.

I ride his face, holding him in place as I thrust into his hand and back onto his tongue again. I'm overstimulated, skin too tight, cock getting angry and needy, and when I glance back and down to see Madden tug gently on his balls, thick cock fat and full, it's too much.

I come, painting the tile as my cock pulses with ecstasy, hand seized up in his hair.

I finally let go as my whole body turns to jelly.

He stands behind me and redirects the water so it's flowing over us again. Then the tip of his cock nudges my ass.

He's breathing heavily in my ear. "I want to fuck you so bad."

It's not something I've given a lot of thought to, but I don't need to with Madden. "Do it, then."

Madden groans. "You're killing me, Penn." A rapid, wet slick slick sound comes from between us. "If you were stretched and I had a condom on, I'd be pushing inside your greedy hole."

"Do it anyway."

His smooth, leaking cockhead passes over my entrance again. "Want to so bad. Want to feel you wrapped around me. Want to see that sexy ass swallow me whole."

His jerking off gets faster. Breathing more uneven. Louder. Right by my ear. My dick is spent and hanging between my thighs, but I don't want him to stop talking. I want to know everything he wants to do to me. "Does that turn you on?"

He lets out a gravelly hum. "Want you to fuck yourself with my dick. Take over and make yourself come with it. Like you did just then. It's so fucking hot watching you lose control." His dick is passing up and down my crease, hand working faster. I might not be horny and ready to go again at the moment, but I want everything he does. Want to feel him stretching me open as he pushes inside. "That ass …" His voice is a low rasp. "Want to see the way it bounces as you take me." He shudders against my back, and then thick, sticky cum floods out on my skin. He rubs his tip between my cheeks as he releases, deep gr unts like porny music to my ears, and when he dips his head to suck on my neck, I arch to the side and let him.

I let him mark my hole and my skin, knowing at this point I'd let him do anything.

I'm so fucking obsessively in love with my best friend that I understand what he means when he says he has no limits. If he had shoved his cock inside me, no matter how much it hurt, I'd just sob and beg for more.

But he wouldn't.

Because Madden has the biggest heart of anyone I know, and when it comes to him, I know I'm safe. Protected. Wanted.

I hope he needs me the way I need him.