Chapter 16

CHAPTER 16

Jessica sat on her bed, her legs tucked under her as she stared at the fading light streaming through the window. The session with her Dr. Denten had been... exhausting. She’d known talking about her mother would be hard, but she hadn’t realized how much it would stir up inside her.

She hadn’t wanted to go at first and resisted the idea entirely. Talking about her feelings after the emotional blow of her mother’s unexpected arrival had felt overwhelming, but Forrest had been gentle yet firm in his encouragement.

“Jessie, you’re carrying too much,” he had whispered, his voice hoarse, his hand on her back. “Let someone help. You deserve it.”

As he’d proven time and time again over the past week, his words had calmed the storm raging inside her. So she’d agreed, despite her hesitations, and had spent the last hour unpacking years of tangled emotions with Mrs. Cat. It wasn’t anything she hadn’t discussed before, but the session had still been a rollercoaster. Now, however, sitting in the peaceful quiet of her room, she felt lighter—exhausted but lighter.

The soft creak of the door pulled her from her thoughts, and she turned to see Sadie stepping in with her usual bright smile.

“How’re you doing?” Sadie asked, plopping onto the bed beside her and handing over a juice box. “I know those sessions can be tough on you.”

Jessica took the juice, sipping it slowly before offering a faint smile. “It was rough, but I think it helped.”

Sadie gave her a pleased nod, her brown hair bouncing as she settled into the pillows. “Yeah, that’s usually how it goes. Feels like hell when you’re in it, but afterward? It’s like a weight is lifted.”

Jessica leaned back against the headboard, her thoughts wandering back to the three men who had quickly become the center of her world. Sebastian, with his steady, protective nature. Rowan, always playful and full of light; and Forrest, who seemed to understand her heart better than she sometimes did. They were her anchors; the ones keeping her grounded amidst the chaos of her past. And lately, her feelings for them had only grown stronger.

“You know,” Jessica began softly, her gaze focused on the straw of her juice box. “I’ve been getting really close to them—my Daddies.”

Sadie’s face lit up with a grin. “I knew it! You’ve been glowing, and don’t think I didn’t notice how much time you’ve been spending with them.”

Jessica chuckled, a soft blush creeping across her cheeks. “It’s just... I’ve never felt like this before. With anyone. They make me feel so safe, so cared for. I didn’t even know I could feel like this. I mean, I just had the rug pulled out from under me, with my mom showing up out of the blue like this, and even that feels small compared to my feelings for them and my time with them.”

Sadie nodded, listening intently as Jessica continued.

“I think I’m ready for more,” Jessica confessed to her friend, her voice growing quieter. “With all of them. I want to be with them, but I don’t know how to bring it up. It’s a lot, right? Being with three men? What if we’re not all on the same page?”

Sadie’s eyes sparkled with excitement, but her expression softened with understanding. “Honey, trust me, those men are all crazy about you. They’ve been so patient, giving you the space you need. If you’re ready, they’ll be ready. You just have to let them know.”

Jessica sighed, leaning her head back against the pillows. “That’s the part I don’t know how to do. How do you tell three hot Daddies you’re ready to have sex with them?”

Sadie burst into laughter, then covered her mouth, trying to stifle it. “Just tell them! But... okay, if you want to make it special, why don’t we plan something? Make it a night they’ll never forget.”

Jessica glanced at her, intrigued. “What are you thinking?”

Sadie’s eyes gleamed with mischief as she shifted closer, lowering her voice as though conspiring. “The bonfire’s tonight, right? Afterward, why don’t you wear something special for them? Set the mood, let them know you’re ready, and then... well, I’m sure they’ll pick up on the rest.”

Jessica bit her lip, feeling a mix of nerves and excitement flutter in her chest. “You think that’ll work?”

“Absolutely,” Sadie said confidently. “And I have just the outfit in mind. Something cute, something sexy, and something that screams, ‘I’m ready to get on the Daddy sex train!’. You know, the perfect combination for your first time with them.”

Jessica felt a thrill at the idea, her nerves momentarily forgotten as she imagined how the night could unfold. “What did you have in mind?”

Sadie hopped off the bed and went over to the small closet where Jessica kept some of her clothes. After a few minutes of rifling through, she pulled out a lace-trimmed romper that Jessica had never worn before. She wasn’t even sure why she’d gotten it for herself. It was a soft baby blue, with ribbons for straps and a deep, plunging neckline. Ultimately, as sweet as her Little side, but very suggestive.

“This,” Sadie declared, holding it up for Jessica to see. “It’s perfect. It’s cute enough to keep your Little side happy, but enticing enough to drive your Daddies crazy.”

Jessica’s cheeks flushed as she looked at the romper. “You really think they’ll like it?”

Sadie grinned wickedly. “Oh honey, they’ll love it. Trust me. Wear this tonight after the bonfire, and when you go to your special room for your nightly training you show them this outfit. I guarantee things will go exactly how you want them to.”

Jessica couldn’t help but laugh, feeling some of her anxiety dissipate as Sadie’s excitement infected her. “Okay, let’s do it.”

Together they spent the next hour prepping for the evening—going over how the night would unfold, practicing a few flirty lines that Jessica could use if she got nervous, and choosing the right perfume to wear. She stuck with her natural face... makeup really wasn’t something she enjoyed playing with. And by the time the bonfire rolled around, Jessica felt more confident, though her heart still raced at the thought of what she was planning.

As the sun set and the Ranch came alive with the glow of the fire pit, Jessica couldn’t help but feel a surge of anticipation. The men were already waiting by the large bonfire, laughing and talking with the other guests and residents, their eyes lighting up when they saw her approaching.

This was it. Tonight, everything would change.

And Jessica was ready.

She just hoped her Daddies were ready for her too.

The bonfire cast a warm glow over the Ranch, a festive light reflecting in guests’ eyes as Jessica made her way over to the group. The evening air was cold, but the excitement pulsing through her kept her warm. She spotted Sebastian, Rowan and Forrest near the fire, each of them engrossed in conversation, but their attention shifted the moment they saw her.

Jessica smiled, her heart fluttering as she took in their expressions. She could see their eyes tracking her as she approached, their gazes growing more intense with each step she took.

“Hello, princess,” Rowan called out, flashing her a grin as he scooted over to make room for her between him and Forrest.

“Hi,” she said softly, a coy smile on her lips as she slid into the spot he offered, her thigh brushing against Forrest’s leg. She felt a tingle shoot through her from the brief contact, and her breath caught in her throat.

Forrest leaned in closer, his hand resting gently on her lower back as he spoke. “You doing okay? You seem a bit different tonight.”

At Jessica’s raised eyebrows, he rushed to clarify, “In a good way.”

Jessica’s stomach flipped at his words, knowing he’d picked up on the shift in her energy. “I’m doing really good, actually,” she replied, her voice laced with confidence she didn’t entirely feel. Her fingers trailed down Forrest’s arm, slow and deliberate, as she smiled up at him. “Better than I have in a while.”

The touch wasn’t innocent, and she could see Forrest’s brow raise slightly in response. His body shifted, leaning into her just a bit more as if waiting for her to say or do more.

Next to her, Rowan caught the exchange and wasted no time getting in on the game. He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear, his fingertips grazing the sensitive skin of her neck. “I’m glad to hear that, Jessie. We’ve been worried about you after the visit this morning.”

There was a worried edge to his voice, and Jessica bit her lip, suppressing any thoughts of her mother. Now was for fun. For them.

Rowan’s hand stayed at her neck, his thumb slowly stroking in a way that made her feel lightheaded. She glanced at Sebastian, the flickering firelight making his blue eyes appear to darken as he watched the interaction with an intensity she could practically feel on her skin.

Sebastian hadn’t touched her yet, but she could tell he was holding himself back. The way his jaw clenched, the way his eyes never left hers—it was like he was waiting for her signal. And tonight, she was ready to give it.

Jessica’s heart pounded as she leaned into Rowan’s touch, her hand slipping down to rest on his thigh. Her thumb circled slowly over the fabric of his jeans, her body leaning in just enough that her lips brushed against his ear as she whispered, “I’m doing so good, Daddy, that I’m ready to give you more. I’m ready to give you three— everything . Do you think you can handle it?”

Her heart was climbing out of her throat and her palms were sweaty from nerves at being so brazen, so... confident. But it was time for her to show her cards and get what she wanted.

Rowan let out a low chuckle, his breath catching just a little at the sensation of her lips so close. “Oh, princess, I think we can more than handle it. I think we can take it and cherish it.”