Chapter 14

CHAPTER 14

Ayen

My eyes shot open the moment the sun peered in through the window.

Blearily, I looked around for any signs that last night had happened and it wasn't just some wild dream my brain cooked up because I was horny beyond belief for a man twice my age and who should be staying far, far away from me.

Nothing seemed out of place. The door was still closed and none of my belongings had been moved around at all.

Grabbing at my sheets, I lifted them to my nose and inhaled deeply. I could smell Jackson but it was barely there, only a faint whiff that could've been left over from spending time with him on our hike.

But it was still there, even if barely.

That spicy scent that I wanted to bury my face in and drown was still embedded in the sheets.

Keeping the sheets pressed up against my nose, I slipped my hand under my pajama pants and fisted my half hard cock. A moan left me instantly as I felt the slight stickiness left over from my cum and his mouth that had been slicked all along my skin.

I stroked myself slowly, remembering every single detail of him going down on me.

I wasn't lying when I said that had been my first time doing something like that. Alex had always been grossed out with giving blowjobs and had only ever wanted to stick his dick into something hot and tight like my ass.

There had been the occasional holiday blowjob that he'd allowed me to give him, but it never lasted long until he was pulling me up from my knees and bending me over to stick his dick inside me.

I shuddered at the memories.

To my surprise, though, Jackson had been almost enamored with having his mouth wrapped around me. I didn't have much experience in the sex department but it almost felt like he'd enjoyed giving me a blowjob, perhaps even more so than getting off himself.

In fact, I didn't remember him touching himself at all that entire time.

I wondered what his cock looked like. Judging from how far out it'd tented his pants, it was probably huge.

I whined softly, my hand speeding up as my hips rolled to fuck up into it. I wished he didn't have to leave last night, but I understood why he did. I really wished I could've at least reciprocated something and not left him high and dry while I fell asleep content as a damn pillow prince.

Would there be a next time?

I sure as fuck hoped so.

I wasn't going to be satisfied with us only having that one encounter. I needed more of him. Whatever he was willing to give me, I'd take it. I craved it like I craved breathing.

My orgasm spilled out of me, thick cum coating my hand and sticking to my sheet as I glided my cock against it, pretending that it was Jackson's mouth instead.

God, it felt so fucking good coming down his throat.

Collapsing back onto my mattress, I blinked my eyes open again and stared at the bunk above me. Since I was alone in the cabin for the time being, I could probably sneak him back in there tonight.

As long as he was up for it, at least.

Fear curled in my stomach right then, my nature at second-guessing myself rearing its ugly head.

I needed to stop before I talked myself out of it again.

That was what had happened yesterday back on the hike when I'd tried to pretend like Jackson kissing me was nothing. Because it was anything but nothing and yet, I'd gotten too self conscious that he'd feel like he made a huge mistake and regretted it so I'd covered the awkward tension for him by pretending like nothing happened and plowing right on to our task.

I'd been feeling sick to my stomach by the time we'd caught up with the rest of the group and could barely function when he started to completely avoid me. And that was when I'd figured that he really had regretted the kiss.

But last night had proved otherwise.

Smiling to myself, I kicked off my sheets and wandered to the small bathroom to clean myself up.

I didn't know what I was going to do to get him alone in order to invite him back here tonight, but there had to be some way to slip him a private contact.

A note maybe?

That might be found though and used as evidence against us.

Today, we were going on another hike to more burn sights, one that had already had a controlled burn and they were now reinvigorating the soil nutrients. Maybe after our hike I could catch up with him and talk to him.

Hopefully, we would still be on the same page by then.