Zane

Z ane wasn’t sure how in the hell he was supposed to tell the man that he loved that he wanted to put a woman between them. Crew was enough for him, but once he admitted the truth, he wouldn’t feel that way, and hated doing that to him. They were still so new to each other, that he worried that telling Crew the truth would be the end of their relationship.

Crew had just gotten home from a few days of being undercover and he tried to give him some time and space to decompress. His guy was always a little on edge when he came home from a long assignment. knew that he was going to have to pick and choose his time to drop the truth bomb on Crew otherwise, it would just blow up in his face.

He walked up to their bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed, trying to decide if it was the right time to talk to Crew or not. told himself to stop being a pussy and man up. He took a deep breath and walked into the steamy bathroom to find Crew soaping up his body.

“Hey,” Crew said. “I was hoping that you’d come up to join me.” watched as his guy soaped up his cock, teasing him a bit, and he knew that denying Crew wouldn’t work. His guy would not be denied.

“Strip and get in here,” Crew growled. did what he asked and by the time he stepped into the hot spray of water, he was hard and ready for whatever Crew had planned for him.

Crew pulled into his hard body and crushed his lips against his. He loved how rough Crew liked sex between them. He didn’t have to be gentle with his guy, and loved that. But it was also one of the things that missed most about not being with a woman. If someone asked him what the perfect relationship looked like to him, he’d say it would be a threesome with a man and a woman both in his bed. That was all he ever wanted, and now that he was one step closer to having that life, he was afraid to tell Crew.

Crew broke the kiss and stepped back from “Where are you, babe?” he asked. should have known that hiding anything from Crew would be damn near impossible. It was one of the things he had to get used to with dating a detective. Crew could always read him.

“I’m right here, Crew,” he assured, taking a step closer to his guy. Crew took a step back, pressing himself against the shower wall, and felt as though he had physically slapped him.

“How about you try the truth?” Crew asked. “What’s on your mind?”

sighed and took a step back, “I need to tell you something and I’m not sure how you will take it,” he admitted. He dropped his head, not wanting to look directly into Crew’s dark eyes. He always had trouble looking someone in the eyes when he was about to say something that he didn’t want to say.

“Babe,” Crew whispered, “look at me.” He tucked a finger underneath ’s chin and raised his gaze to look directly at him. “Tell me what’s going on,” he demanded.

“I want to put a woman between us,” he whispered. Crew tossed back his head, laughing as though he had just heard the funniest joke ever told. “What’s funny?” asked.

“You,” Crew breathed in between fits of laughter.

“Can you please stop laughing at me, Crew?” growled. “It took me a lot of time to work up the courage to tell you that and you’re laughing at me isn’t helping.”

“I’m sorry,” Crew said, trying to suppress his laughter, but doing a shitty job of it.

“This was a bad idea,” grumbled. He pushed the shower door open and started to get out when Crew grabbed his hand and tugged him back against his body.

“I’m sorry,” Crew said. “Will you forgive me?”

“Why were you laughing at me?” asked, not willing to forgive him without an explanation.

“I thought that the whole thing was funny because I was going to tell you the same thing. I thought about it a lot while I was on my last case, and I knew that it was the logical next step for the two of us. We’re both bi, so it’s normal for us both to want a woman between us.” nodded his agreement.

“It is the next logical step,” agreed.

“Right, but we need to talk about logistics,” Crew insisted.

“Such as?” asked.

“Such as—are we going to find someone to just fool around with and then, let her go? Or are we going to find someone that we can both get serious about and make her a part of our relationship?” liked to think that the latter could work for the two of them. Neither of them seemed to be very jealous people, so having her as a permanent part of their relationship might work out for them.

“I’d like to find someone permanent. I don’t want to worry about our hearts breaking every time a woman gets tired of us and moves on,” admitted.

Crew barked out his laugh and shot him a look. “Sorry,” Crew said, “I just can’t imagine any woman getting sick of the two of us. I mean look at us,” he teased, puffing out his chest to make laugh.

“Yeah, yeah,” grumbled. “We’re both beefcakes, but seriously. I want her to be a part of us. I want us to become a family.”

“With kids and all?” Crew asked.

“Yep, I want a real family,” insisted. “Kids and all.”

“So, how do you want to do this?” Crew asked, pulling back into his body. He could feel Crew’s erection pressing against his body and he wanted to be done talking. But working this out was important—then they could get to the good part.

“I know of a couple of bars in town. I say we hit them up first,” said. Crew rolled his eyes at ’s suggestion. “Hey, it’s worth a try.”

“Ok, and then, we can try looking around the club,” Crew said.

“Good luck with that. Most of the people who are members at The Kink Club are already paired off. There are very few single women showing up and we’ll be lucky to find one willing to be our permanent third,” insisted.

“Well, it’s worth a try. I’m not sure what else we can do, babe. We can’t take out an ad in the paper or anything like that,” he said.

“No, but we can do the next best thing,” said. “We can join a few dating sites and see if we can find anyone that way.”

“That seems so impersonal,” Crew grumbled.

“I know,” admitted, “how about we start looking in bars, and go from there?” he asked.

“Deal,” Crew agreed, pushing up against the cold tile wall. He kissed him, nipping his bottom lip with his teeth. Crew groaned into ’s mouth and wrapped his hand around his erection.

“You’re greedy today,” teased.

“I’m done playing games. I need to come,” Crew said. took Crew’s lead and wrapped his both hands around his cock and pumped it in and out of his hands, letting his fingers toy with the head of Crew’s erection.

“Stop playing with me and get me off,” Crew growled. felt just as on edge as Crew seemed.

“I’m close,” admitted.

“Me too,” Crew breathed. “Together?” he asked. nodded his head, and they worked together, trying to get the other off and when Crew’s cock throbbed as he came in ’s hands, he quickly followed him over. They stood there for what felt like forever, letting the water spray over them.

“It’s getting cold,” Crew whispered.

“Huh?” breathed.

“The water is running cold. We need to finish up and get out.” They both soaped up and rinsed off. Crew quickly pulled two towels from the towel warmer and handed one to . They dried off in silence and when they walked into the bedroom, Crew wrapped his arms around and tugged him down onto the bed with him. “Babe,” Crew whispered.

“Yeah,” breathed.

“Don’t keep things from me anymore. Just tell me how you’re feeling. We’re too invested in our relationship not to be honest with each other.”

“Deal,” agreed. Crew was right. He was worried over nothing and if the two of them were going to make this relationship work and add a third, they needed to communicate better. It was something that he was never very good at, but for his guy, he’d be willing to work on it.