Chapter 19

Jensen

When Bailey had come out in this tiny little bikini, I’d known she was ready to take things further. I hadn’t anticipated her being worried about the scars on her leg, but I’d take care of that right now. There was so much more to her than her scars and the battered soul she tried to hide. I wished she could see what I saw, but until then, I’d just show her.

I kissed and licked my way down her leg, going beyond the scars so I could kiss the back of her calf and the top of her foot. Then I moved up the inside of her leg, with one very specific destination in mind.

“Jensen…”

“Yeah, baby?” I looked up. “Do you like this?”

“Yes.”

“What else do you like? And don’t say ‘whatever you want’ or any shit like that. Tell me what turns you on. Tell me what’s going to get you off.”

“You…” She hesitated.

“Tell me. Specifically.”

“Your tongue.”

“Where?”

“On my… clit.”

And I couldn’t wait.

I continued kissing my way up her leg, taking my time to nip and suck the soft skin of her inner thigh. I nuzzled her mound, taking the time to let her get worked up, and she shifted restlessly.

“You comfortable up there, baby?” I asked. “Because we’re going to be here for a while.”

“Yes.”

I gently tugged off the tiny bikini bottom, letting it fall to the floor before taking in the most incredible view. She had a small strip of light brown hair and the lips below glistened in the light.

She was wet for me, and I’d barely touched her.

“Jensen.” Her voice was slightly breathy. “I want you to?—”

“I know. You wanted me to look at your scars and get grossed out or something, right? Well, that’s not gonna happen, baby. You’re beautiful, scars and all. And I’m going to make you come, over and over, until you start to believe it.”

I spread her lips with my fingers, searching for the little nub that would bring her pleasure, and leaned over to place a soft kiss there once I found it. She shivered against me, and I used the tip of my tongue to trace little circles all around, but not yet touching the spot she wanted most.

“Lean back,” I instructed, and then brought her legs over my shoulders.

“Jensen!” She gasped as I buried my face between her legs and got my first real taste of her.

I hummed against the sensitive skin, using my thumb to press on her clit as I kissed and licked around her entrance. Her hips rose to meet my next pass so I slid my tongue inside of her, moving in and out with rhythmic precision. I kept pressure on her clit as I tongue-fucked her, lapping at the juices practically pouring out of her. She was so damn responsive, I couldn’t wait to bury my cock inside of her, but that would be later. Right now, the plan was to get her off a couple of times before taking things to the next level.

I pressed a finger inside her and she clamped around me, tightening every time I thrust in. She was close and I couldn’t wait to hear her come, so I added a second finger and curved them up as I sucked her clit into my mouth.

She jerked and a long, high-pitched wail left her as she bucked against my face, her body completely at my mercy. So I didn’t let up, softening my hold on her clit but pressing down harder on her G-spot. I’d found it quickly, and when a second orgasm hit her within seconds of the first, I continued the sensuous assault.

“Jensen, oh fuck, Jensen!” She screamed my name over and over, just as I’d hoped, and nothing had ever sounded so sexy.

“One more, baby,” I encouraged, shifting my fingers and then pressing down again.

She clamped around me, a spray hitting my face as she got off for the third time.

“Jensen, please, it’s too much… oh my god.” She whimpered this time, and I slowly pulled out my fingers.

“You’re gonna come just like that when I fuck you,” I whispered, reaching for a towel to wipe my face.

“Holy fuck.” She was breathing hard, her chest rising and falling as she tried to catch her breath. “What did you just do to me?”

“Is that a trick question?”

“I still have my top on!” She rumbled, chuckling.

“I’ll take care of it when the time is right.”

“When the time is right?” She cocked her head at me.

“First you have to tell me if you want to move this out to the hot tub or if you’d rather I take you to bed?”

Her eyes met mine. “Bed, please.”

I lifted her in my arms and carried her into her bedroom, gently setting her on the bed. She instantly reached for me, and I paused just long enough to take off the swim trunks I’d put on while she’d been changing into the world’s sexiest bikini.

“I’m a little disappointed I didn’t get to enjoy that bikini a little more,” I said as I slid onto the bed next to her.

“I can leave it on,” she teased.

“Nope.” I reached behind her back to unhook the top and then tugged it over her head.

Her breasts were absolute perfection, sitting high on her chest in rounded little mounds that would fill my hands. Her nipples were pale pink, and currently hard little peaks practically begging for my attention.

I dipped my head to kiss her lips first, letting her taste herself on me.

I could kiss her non-stop, she tasted so good.

Disparate emotions battled through me as I tried to manage the need to cover her body with mine and fuck her into oblivion with wanting to go slow and savor the first time. It was only our second official date, but it felt like we’d been building to this moment for months, even though I didn’t think either of us had been aware of it. Or maybe we had, which was why things were moving at lightning speed. I just didn’t want to screw this up, so I paused, looking down into her gorgeous face.

“You sure you’re ready for this?” I asked quietly. “You said you wanted to wait and I feel like maybe we just raced full-speed ahead.”

She smiled. “You just went down on me in the kitchen… I’m pretty sure I’m ready.”

“Yeah, but there’s a difference between making out and making love.”

“Is that what we’re doing?” she asked. “Making love?”

“Isn’t it?”

“To be honest, I don’t remember the last time I made love. I remember the last time I had sex, but making love has such a different connotation.”

“I know. That’s why I want to be sure you’re ready. Because I don’t think there’s any going back once we do this.”

“Going back? To what? Being online buddies? Is that what you want?” Her eyes met mine warily, almost as if she’d been expecting something like this.

“No. Hell no.” I pulled her so she was resting on her side as I turned onto mine, so we were facing each other, bodies close together. “I’m in this for real, Bailey. It’s not a game to me. Definitely not a one-night stand or notch in the bedpost. I think we’re beyond that.”

“I think so too, but it’s still so new.”

“That’s just it. It’s not new. The physical part is new, but we’ve been friends for more than a year. I didn’t know your name or your face, but I spent the last year getting to know your soul. Most people have to figure out both at the same time, so we’re kind of lucky.”

“We’re very lucky,” she said, reaching out to touch my face. “Kiss me, Jensen. And then make love to me.”

She didn’t have to ask me twice.

I leaned in and captured her mouth, rolling her onto her back as I moved on top of her. My much larger body dwarfed hers, and I slowed down long enough to wait for any sign of fear or discomfort. There had been women in the past who panicked when I had them pinned beneath me, but Bailey merely wrapped one arm around my neck and used the other to squeeze my ass.

“Jesus… talk about buns of steel,” she murmured.

I chuckled. “A lot of years of skating.”

“Maybe I should try it.”

“I’ll take you skating whenever you want.”

Her reply was to slide her tongue into my mouth and sear my lips with a mind-bending kiss that left me aching. I’d dropped a couple of things on the bed when I first came into the bedroom, and I fumbled for them, because I was going to be inside of her sooner rather than later.

“It’s been a while for me,” she whispered as I slid the condom on. “And you’re not small. Can we go slow?”

“I’ve got lube,” I said gently. “My size has been a problem in the past, so I try to be prepared.”

“Oh.” She licked her lips. “I like a man who’s prepared.”

I ripped open the little package of lube with my teeth and put a few drops on my fingers before reaching down to rub it all over the condom. I used another few drops on her slick entrance and then I was right there.

“Look at me, baby.” I nuzzled her nose with mine. “I want to see your face the first time you take all of me.”

Those beautiful golden eyes lifted to mine as I pushed in, just the tip at first, and waited for her to signal she was ready for me. Her hips came up and I slid in deeper, breathing deeply to stay in control. It was so damn hard to go slow. She was tight and warm and wet, clamping around me as I progressed. Inch by inch, I filled her, until finally, I was fully seated.

“Fuck, that’s good,” she moaned.

“Eyes on me,” I said when hers started to close.

“Jensen.” She tugged my head down to hers, kissing me, letting me kiss her, and then relinquishing all control. “Fuck me, Jensen.”

Fuckety-fuck, I wanted her so badly.

“Not yet,” I whispered, pressing light kisses along her jaw and cheek. “Let me enjoy you.”

I pulled halfway out and then slowly glided back in, finding a leisurely rhythm that allowed us to get to know each other in a whole new way. She clamped around me tightly, lifting her hips and moaning a little every time I bottomed out. Her body was small and soft beneath mine, yet she had no trouble giving as good as she got.

“Jensen. Harder.” Her eyes met mine again. “ Please .”

Well, since she asked so nicely.

I picked up speed, going at her harder and deeper with every thrust.

She dug her short fingernails into my ass and shoulder and wrapped one leg around my waist.

“More?” I growled.

“Fuck me hard.”

I took both her hands with one of mine and held them over her head, keeping her immobile beneath me. Then I jackhammered into her hard enough to make the bed slam against the wall with each thrust.

“Jensen!” She squirmed, hips tilting up to meet mine. “More more more!”

It was hard to hang on, but I wouldn’t come until she did.

“That’s it, baby. Take every inch and come like a good girl.”

The dirty talk seemed to do the trick because the next moment her body tensed and she screamed.

“Fuck, yes! Jensen!”

I couldn’t respond because I’d just crashed over the edge of bliss, spilling myself into her just in time for the bed to slam into the wall one last time.

And then it crashed to the floor with a loud thump.