Chapter 52

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CHARLIE

CHARLIE FELT like his heart was going to beat right out of his chest.

The two long, frustrating, worrisome months of waiting were finally over. His Sky had healed. Was safe and healthy and all better. Charlie had enjoyed having sex with Ward in the meantime—more than enjoyed, truth be told—but it wasn't the same. It wasn't right without Skylar.

And now? His Sky was finally going to be with them again. And even better! They'd get to be inside Skylar without condoms.

The thought alone made Charlie feel dizzy. What would the reality of it do to him?

Charlie covered his ears. Everything was so loud. His heartbeat boomed, and all their panted breaths seemed more like screams. A wrinkle in the sheets felt like a boulder.

He'd been aching for this for weeks, but now that they were finally here, Charlie wasn't sure he'd be able to get through it.

Ward ran a hand down his back. “Easy, little mouse,” he murmured. “Look at Daddy.”

Charlie looked at him. Really looked. He even managed to make eye-contact for a moment, seeing the gentle concern on Ward's face.

“Breathe with me,” Ward softly ordered. “Nice and easy.”

Charlie stared at Ward's chest, focusing on that as he took a deep breath. Watching Ward made it so much easier. Something about the man made lots of loud things start to fade away.

“That's it,” Ward murmured. “That's my good boy. And again.”

Charlie took another slow, deep breath. Everything still felt itchy and stabbing and deafening, but it was a little bit easier to handle.

Ward gave him a soft, lingering kiss. “I know this is going to be full of loud feelings for you,” he murmured. “So we'll go real slow, okay? We can take our time. But first…” He looked at Skylar, trapped beneath both of them. They were practically crushing him.

At least, Charlie was. He couldn't even remember how they wound up like that, with Skylar pressed down on his back while he and Ward hovered over him.

“Sky?” Ward whispered. “You okay, kitten?”

Skylar let out a shuddering breath. “Yeah.”

“Are you ready for this? Do you want this?”

Skylar nodded.

“We need words, sweetheart,” Ward gently ordered. “We need to hear your permission.”

Charlie gasped. He'd forgotten to ask for permission! Everything had been so loud and desperate and overwhelming, he hadn't even thought about it.

“ Shhh ,” Ward murmured, running a hand through Charlie's hair before gently grabbing Skylar by the chin. “What do you want?”

Skylar panted. “I want you both to come inside me,” he blurted out in a breathless rush.

Ward smiled. “Okay.” He shifted aside. “Charlie? Come here, little mouse.”

Charlie blinked. Me? he signed.

“Yeah.” Ward gently guided him on top of Skylar. “You've been so good through all this. So very patient. Besides, you two deserve to share this first together.”

“ Hhnn? ”

At the same moment, Skylar whispered, “Daddy?”

Ward smiled at both of them. “It's okay. You've been waiting almost ten years for this moment. I want this for you.”

Charlie rolled his head. Both? he signed, then gestured at himself and Ward.

“We can't both fit there at the same time,” Ward pointed out. “And I think Sky specifically wants us both to come there .”

Skylar nodded emphatically. “I need it there,” he insisted, sounding desperate. “It has to be there. It's finally safe. I don't have to be afraid of potential consequences anymore. And it has to be you. Both of you. Please!”

Oh . Charlie considered that. He heard the intensity of Skylar's voice. The depth of importance in his words. His poor Sky had been on-edge every time he'd had sex over the past decade, always worried that a condom might fail. That he might catch a disease. Or, worse: that he might become pregnant and have his entire identity shattered.

Charlie would rather have died than see his Sky suffer like that.

So even he had been a little on-edge whenever they had sex. Condoms weren't a guarantee. Charlie never realized, until that moment, just how tense he'd always felt. Even when he gave himself over to the need for relief, there had always been that little hint of worry holding him back from completely letting go.

But now it was safe. Now Skylar was free.

Charlie paused, cradled between Skylar's legs, and let out a shuddering breath. His penis was naked. And it was touching his Sky. Soon, it would be naked inside his Sky. All the underlying worry and tension were gone.

In their place, the freedom felt almost too overwhelming.

“Charlie?” Ward asked. “What do you need?”

Charlie trembled. It was all he could do to balance his weight as he signed, Help .

“Okay.” Ward kissed him on the temple. “Daddy help.” He grabbed Charlie's penis and guided it into place.

The moment the head breached Skylar's body, Charlie lost all control. He thrust in as deep as he could go, then collapsed on top of Skylar with a desperate cry. It felt so good. Too good!

“Oh fuck, Charlie,” Skylar gasped.

Charlie waited, fully expecting Skylar to rattle off a string of curses or other dirty talk, but nothing came. He lifted his head and looked down.

Skylar's eyes were wide, and a tear ran down his temple.

Charlie sucked in a breath. Stop? he asked.

“No!” Skylar cried, the word coming out strangled as he threw his arms around Charlie and held on tight. “Don't stop.” He pulled Charlie close, even lifting his head off the pillow to touch their foreheads together. “Don't stop.”

“ Hhnn? ” Charlie reached for Ward.

“Right here, little mouse,” Ward murmured, burrowing in as close to them as he could get. “Daddy's right here.”

Charlie let out a shuddering breath, then felt Ward's hand move down to his lower back, pushing gently. “ Hhng! ” Charlie trembled, but he obeyed Ward's silent command. He pulled back, then thrust in again. Ward guided him, using variations in the pressure of his hand.

But it was too much. Too good. Charlie hid his face against the pillows.

“Charlie?” Skylar got out between panted breaths.

Charlie whimpered.

“Talk to us, little mouse,” Ward murmured.

Charlie lifted just enough to free one arm so he could sign, No last .

“That's okay,” Skylar said. “Charlie? Really. I mean it. That's okay.” He grabbed Charlie's hips, tugging on him, encouraging him to move. “Come inside me,” he begged. “I need that way more than I need to come myself.”

Charlie scowled at him. You no orgasm for two months!

Skylar breathed a laugh. “Okay. Yes, you're right. I do need to come.” He turned serious. “But I really do need to feel you more than anything. Both of you. Please ,” he begged. “Come inside me.”

Charlie whimpered, hearing the desperation in Skylar's voice. Poor Skylar may have been waiting two months for some kind of sexual release, but he'd been waiting ten years for this.

He started to move again, with Ward's hand guiding him.

But Charlie couldn't hold back anymore. The feeling was so loud! His naked penis, moving inside Skylar. Their most intimate parts touching, with nothing between them. Knowing that, when he ejaculated, it would leave his semen inside Skylar's body.

Charlie shoved his face into a pillow and screamed as the release barreled over him.

It was so intense!

Not physically. In that respect, it was like any other orgasm he'd ever had. But mentally? Emotionally?

Nothing compared.

Charlie trembled violently as he gasped for breath. He was achingly aware of Skylar beneath him. His warm body. His soft skin. Even the hard jab of Skylar's bones. Charlie held Skylar tight, then felt Skylar's arms and legs wrap around him, holding him close. “ Hhnn? ”

“ Shhh , sweet boy,” Ward murmured, rubbing his back, adding to Skylar's embrace. “It's okay.”

It seemed to take forever, but Charlie finally felt settled enough to move. Even then, he needed Ward's help to get up, his muscles feeling like useless jelly. Ward eased him over but kept him close, pressed right up against Skylar's side.

Charlie pointed at Skylar insistently. Feel good!

Ward smiled at him and gave him a kiss. “We'll do it together.” He grabbed Charlie's hand and rested it along Skylar's groin. “You help Daddy now, okay?”

Charlie nodded emphatically. He left his hand there, poised and waiting.

Then he watched as Ward settled on top of Skylar, his big body looming over them. Ward paused there, breathing hard.

“Charlie?” Ward asked, then jerked his chin downward. “You wanna help Daddy put it in?”

Charlie sucked in a breath and held it, then let it out in a rush as his whole body shuddered. He reached down and grabbed Ward's penis. Charlie couldn't help stroking it, feeling it in his hand, watching the head appear and disappear as he moved the foreskin up and down.

Ward moaned.

Oh fuck . Charlie guided Ward's penis to Skylar's body. He needed to see it go in. Needed to watch Ward have an orgasm and know that the man's semen was left behind to mingle with his own.

Ward muttered a curse as he thrust inside.

Charlie pulled his hand away, then put it right back, touching Skylar like Ward had asked. But it was all he could do to focus. Watching Ward move like that—seeing the monumental effort the man expended, trying to take it slow—was incredible.

Ward shuddered and cursed. His eyes were dark and his lips were parted, his chest heaving with desperate breaths while his hands moved all over both of them. “Kiss him, Charlie,” Ward gasped.

Charlie threw himself at Skylar. The kissing helped. He loved kissing Skylar, but it also served as a nice distraction. With his eyes closed, he really heard their moans. Their pleas. He felt when he was touching just the right spot to make Skylar squirm and beg.

“Oh please,” Skylar gasped. “Right there. Oh fuck. Please!”

Charlie moved his hand faster, and he felt Ward's thrusts become more intense, still slow but firm, rocking the bed.

Skylar cried out.

Yes! Charlie stilled his hand but kept it pressed to Skylar's little growth. He felt it pulse under his fingertips. Skylar couldn't ejaculate through it, of course, but it still shared some properties with a real penis, and this was one of them. Charlie moaned, feeling Skylar's orgasm, knowing that he and Ward had done that to him.

Ward gasped. “Boys…”

Charlie opened his eyes and looked just in time to see the break of pleasure on Ward's face.

Oh! Ward was having an orgasm. His semen was going inside Sky!

Charlie felt a grin take over his face. It grew and grew until it was almost painful, straining his muscles to the limit.

But he couldn't stop. He was so happy!

Ward bent over them, his chest heaving with panted breaths. He pulled them close, his big body almost managing to blanket both of them. Ward gave Skylar a sweet, lingering kiss, then turned to Charlie to do the same.

Charlie kissed him back eagerly, then had to pull away and suck in a breath as a wave of emotion threatened to overwhelm him.

Ward gently brushed the tears away, then held them again. “He's ours now, little mouse.” Ward looked from Charlie to Skylar and back. “Nobody else's. Just ours. All ours.”

Ours .

Charlie burst into tears.