10. Chapter Ten

Chapter Ten

Hermie

I tapped on the office door after I woke from the nap Bare had said he wanted to take. When I woke alone, I was pretty sure he hadn’t slept next to me. He had, however, tucked me in, which I couldn’t remember anyone doing for me, ever.

“Come in, Hermie.” It wasn’t hard to figure out it was me. He’d have known if anyone else came into the house.

I opened the door and slowly stepped inside. “Was I snoring or something? You didn’t sleep, did you?” My face flamed with embarrassment. I’d never actually shared a bed with someone to find out if I snored. If I had, I’d probably die of mortification.

Bare scooted back from the desk and patted his thighs, so I walked closer, unsure if I should climb into his lap or not. Bare took the confusion away by pulling me closer such that I tripped over his very long legs.

“Gotcha now.” He chuckled before he gave me a gentle smack and rubbed my ass cheeks through my briefs. He then picked me up and flipped me over such that I was in his lap with my legs over the arm of the huge burgundy leather chair.

“How’d you sleep?” Bare kissed my cheek.

“It was nice, but why didn’t you sleep with me? You said you wanted a nap and held me down until I agreed. Did I do something? Oh, I forgot to put on pants.” I was embarrassed about my lack of clothes and worried I’d done something to push Bare away.

Bare rubbed his right hand over my naked thigh. “I like you like this, and of course, you didn’t do anything. Do you feel rested? That was my intention. I want you to remember I’ll always put your well-being ahead of everything else, Baby boy.”

“I feel rested, but maybe next time you nap with me. You like me without pants?” I reached up and touched his fuzzy cheek. He had a short dark beard that he put oil on after his shower. I couldn’t wait to feel the soft hair in places I didn’t think I could say without dying of embarrassment.

“Oh, you have no idea. I have a question for you. Have you ever ridden a horse?” He pulled me over his groin where his hard dick was pressing against my ass cheeks. I could only imagine how it would feel to have him inside me.

I caught his gaze, expecting some sort of joke, but he was serious. “No. The only thing I used when I worked here was an ATV to go cut the ice on the water tanks in the pasture if they froze overnight.”

“I don’t think you’re afraid of horses, right?” Bare’s gaze was penetrating.

I shook my head. “I mean, they’re intimidating if you don’t know them, but the horses in the barn when I worked here that holiday season were all nice. Even Shadow. When I’ve gone down to the barn since I got back, they all let me pet them and feed them treats.”

Where was he going with this? I was sure none of the animals were cheap, and I didn’t really have any money to speak of since I didn’t have the job at Miner’s. I couldn’t buy a horse.

“Good. If I was to suggest that for one of our dates we ride down to the creek and have a picnic, would you be okay with that?”

“Couldn’t we use one of the ATVs?”

Bare smirked. “Maybe we’ll talk about this another time. Anyway, I invited Gracie and Connie over to hang out with us. He’ll check with Gracie to see when we can coordinate it. Is that okay with you?”

They were his friends. If he wanted them to come to his home for a visit, I didn’t see that I had anything to say about it. “Of course. It’s your house, Bare. Whatever you want to do.”

He sighed before he kissed me. His lips were warm and relaxed, which had me melting in his warm and safe arms. The man knew how to make my heart pound in my chest.

“Will you let me taste you?”

“T-Taste me?” I needed to be damn sure I knew what he meant.

Bare moved the papers on his desk. He gently placed me in the middle and grinned at me. “Yes. I want to taste you. I want to lick your balls and shove my tongue in your beautiful hole. I want to taste the cum you shoot down my throat. May I?”

My breath hitched at his request. “You want to do that to me ?”

“Oh, Baby boy, I want to do that and so damn much more. I’ve been trying to stay in control, but it’s harder every day. I had to get up from lying beside you so I didn’t bother you in your sleep. Yes, I want all of you that you’ll let me have.” Staring into his beautiful golden eyes took away my nerves at answering him. I wanted all of that, too.

“You can have all of me, Daddy.”

He stood from the desk chair and took my face in his hands. “Thank you.” He kissed me, his hungry lips ravaging my mouth as I wrapped my legs around his thighs.

Bare lifted my T-shirt and quickly removed his own before he held me, skin to skin. My chest was hairless but his wasn’t and coarse dark hairs tickled my nipples.

The kiss was passionate—the way I always dreamed it should be. It wasn’t my first kiss, not even my first kiss with Bare, but something about this kiss felt different.

After our tongues tangled, Bare pulled back and stared at me, a dazzling smile on his face. “Sorry. I couldn’t help myself. Your kiss is addicting.”

I giggled again, which was a curse to me. “So is yours. Do you want to go back to the bedroom?”

“No. Oh, we’ll get there, but I wanna have this memory for the rest of my life.” He sat and pulled me to the edge of the desk, planting my feet on the arms of his chair.

His fingers skimmed from each foot, up my calves, and along the inside of my thighs as he kissed first one knee and then the other. I was hypnotized as I watched him.

Bare dipped his head to slide his tongue along the crease at my hip, sending a shiver down my spine. He inhaled the pouch of my briefs before he glanced up. “I knew you’d smell incredible. I can’t wait to taste you. Do you have more briefs?”

I wasn’t quite sure why he wanted to know my underwear status. “Uh, yeah, but I need to get some—” I clamped my mouth shut before I brought up money, or my lack of it.

“I’ll buy you anything you need, and we’ll get you a checking account so you have access to your own money. That’s on the list of things to do tomorrow.” Bare reached into the cup on the desk and grabbed the scissors.

“What are you—” One snip at each hip, and the pouch fell away revealing my cock and balls.

“God, yes. Perfect.” He ducked to kiss the purple head, giving me gooseflesh. His tongue licked a stripe from base to tip, and I wasn’t sure how long I could keep from blasting.

Bare’s tongue slid through the slit at the tip gathering my precome before he stood to kiss me again. “You taste as good as I imagined. Are you okay?”

I couldn’t speak, only nodding. “May I continue?” I nodded again.

Bare sat, staring at my junk for a moment before he reached into the desk and retrieved a packet of lube. My eyes got big.

“Don’t panic. Just a finger, if that’s okay.”

Suddenly, I was embarrassed. I thought he was doing something with me he’d never done with anyone else, but if he had lube in his desk, I wasn’t that special.

“What? What was that look? Do you not have an interest in penetration? That’s okay if you don’t. A lot of folks don’t.”

“I just... How many other boys have you—” I couldn’t finish the sentence.

Bare looked at the packet in his hand before staring at me. His eyes got as big as mine. “Oh, no. No, Baby boy. I’ve put the lube and condoms all over this house so that if I have you to myself, I don’t want the lack of supplies to keep us from enjoying ourselves. I’ve never done this with anyone. I want the memory of you here, like this, for myself. When I look at this desk, I’ll see you, all gorgeous and naked, and I’ll come find you in the house. You’re my boy, and I only want you.”

He pulled me back into his lap, my legs over each side of his chair and my bare ass resting on his lap with my back against the desk. “Tell me what has you so worried.” I couldn’t believe we were talking about my worries while my junk was hanging out.

He lifted my chin from where I was staring at his Adam’s apple. When I met his serious gaze, I took a deep breath and slowly blew it out. “I’m trying to keep from falling in love with you because I know I’ll be hurt. I don’t want to be too hurt. What if I can’t be the best boy for you? You’ll send me away and—” His index and middle fingers touched my lips and stopped me from saying more.

Did he not want to admit it was true so we could continue playing around until he got bored? Did our future depend on my behavior? What the hell was I doing?

I moved to get down when he stopped me. “You can’t run away when we need to discuss things. Communication is very important in a relationship like ours, and it is ours , Hermie. If you go to the party on Friday and see that the lifestyle isn’t for you, then we change it to meet what we both need. It’s not set in stone.”

That was a little confusing. “Our relationship isn’t set in stone?”

“God, I’m fucking this up. I’m pushing you, aren’t I? I’m sorry, Baby boy. As far as I’m concerned, our relationship is set in stone. I can’t make that decision for you, though. That’s why I want you to talk to Grace and meet Conrad. I want you to know what it’s like in the lifestyle. It’s always up to you, Hermie.”

That still didn’t seem right, but I only nodded. I picked up the packet of lube from where he’d put it on the desk. I opened it with my teeth and handed the packet to him. “I want to feel your fingers inside me.”

“Are you sure? Always remember your safeword, Baby boy.”

“I’m sure, Daddy. I want to feel your fingers inside me. I want you to use my body for your pleasure.”

“And yours too, right? If you don’t like something, safeword and everything stops. Remember that.”

I nodded. “Yes, Daddy. Mine too.”

“I love it when you call me Daddy. Now, I’m going to put you back on the desk and carry on with my plans.” And he did.