101. A Memory

ALEJANDRO

The moment those words left her lips, I couldn"t control myself. I pushed her back onto the bed and kissed her hard. Fuck, I needed this. She moaned softly, as I climbed between her legs. No, I wasn't going to break the promise I made to myself, but that didn't mean I couldn"t have a little piece of heaven… The feel of her soft lips fighting for dominance against mine, her sweet taste and her intoxicating scent were all fucking driving me nuts.

I ran my hands down the curve of her breasts and waist, massaging her hips. She moaned against my lips and I took the chance to plunge my tongue into her mouth, I could smell her arousal as she locked her legs around me. I was already fucking hard for her.

"Nh…" She moaned, sucking on my tongue, before I broke away and began kissing her down her jaw.

My hand squeezed her ass. Fuck, she was perfect in every fucking way. I kissed her neck, making my way to her breasts. I pushed up her top and bra, taking one hardened bud in my mouth. The moan that left her mouth made me groan. Fuck, she was heaven in this fucking hell called life.

I grabbed her other breast, squeezing it. Fuck, I could stay here forever… I pulled away, glancing up at her. Her eyes were blazing purple and she was breathing heavily. I licked and sucked the other nipple. My eyes locked with her when I bit down gently, making her cry out.

"Oh fuck baby…" She whimpered, as I kissed her lower. She tugged me up.

"My turn…" She whispered, pushing me onto my back onto the bed.

I raised an eyebrow as she straddled me, claiming my lips once more. I wasn't one to let women have their fucking way or touch me so freely… But Kiara… the nympho, was my fucking world. I watched her place sensual kisses down my neck. Fuck, did it feel good.

She sat back, pulling my shirt off. I helped her, tossing it aside, her eyes glittering as she admired my torso. A small smile crossed her lips as she began placing soft sensual kisses along my collar bones and over my chest, licking my nipple before she pulled at the piercing with her teeth. Sending a pleasant tinge of pleasure and pain through me.

"Fuck love." I muttered, tugging her back by the hair.

She glared at me.

"Don't stop me." She growled.

Now that was fucking sexy… I smirked, tapping her ass before I put my arms behind my head and gave her a wink.

"Well, if you want to worship your king, go the fuck ahead." I said arrogantly.

She rolled her eyes, before kissing my lips passionately. Breaking away and went back to kissing me down my chest, licking and tugging at my nipple piercings. The pleasure was driving me insane, and my fucking hard-on wanted more than just her kisses. She went lower, her ass now pressing against my dick.

"Fuck…"

"Do you like that baby?" She whispered, running her tongue along my abs.

Fuck.

"Stop." I said huskily, sitting up slightly.

"I don't want to…" She said, licking her lips before placing kisses along the band of my trousers.

Her breasts were rubbing against my dick. My eyes flashed red, the urge to mark and fuck her was at breaking point.

I sat up, pulling her up into my lap and kissed her roughly. She gasped, unable to keep up with my brutal, rough kiss. It took all my fucking willpower to grip the back of her head, pulling away from the bruising kiss. I pressed my forehead to hers, taking a deep calming breath.

"I am not fucking you here." I said huskily.

She was about to say something, her large eyes looking into mine curiously before she gave me a small smile and nodded. Wrapping her arms around my neck instead.

"I love you." She whispered, kissing me just behind my ear, sending a shiver of pleasure through me.

"Love you fucking more. Now let"s get some rest. You'll need it." I said.

She nodded, stretching.

"I cannot wait to get back home."

"Home? As in our pack, right?" I asked, trying not to look at her sexy breasts as I lay down and pulled her down next to me.

"Yes… The Night Walkers Pack. My pack." She said, closing her eyes as she snuggled into me.

I smirked slightly, kissing the top of her head.

"Fuck yeah."

"I"m glad you found your brother…" She said quietly.

I frowned slightly. Was it something to be excited about? I wasn't sure, but I knew he didn't have the perfect life. If you looked at it, none of us - including Rafael - had it fucking easy… Raf had been nineteen and was forced to become the Alpha of one of the strongest packs in the country.

Alphas typically took over at the age of twenty-one at the youngest, and even then, their fathers kept a fucking eye out for them. On top of that, I admit I made life fucking harder for him. Pushing him to the limit… Wanting him to break… To make him snap and to blame me for our parent's deaths…

(FLASHBACK – SIX MONTHS AFTER ALEJANDRO THOUGHT HE KILLED BOTH HIS PARENTS)

"Al! Stop it!" Raf shouted, pulling me off the two eighteen-year-olds. Both who were barely recognisable now.

"Get the fuck off of me, you bastard!" I shouted, wrenching free as I turned and slammed him to the ground.

"Al, please listen to me!" Raf said, as he blocked my attacks.

"No! Fight me like a fucking man, or let me do whatever I want!" I growled. Punching him across the face, his eyes filled with sadness. Simply blocking the worst of my attacks. "Fight me, fucker!"

"I won't hurt you." He said softly.

I hated it! I hated his fake sympathy! I hated that shit fake love.

I knew he was putting his Alpha training on hold because of me… and until I slowed down, he would do just the basics. Usually Alpha's had to leave at the age of eighteen or nineteen, until they were twenty-one. They'd travel and train, it was the only thing they did with other Alpha's, the only unity between us. Apart from that, we were all just solo packs. I just wanted him to leave, I know he was holding off because of me and I heard he would do a shorter-term as he was needed here. But still, he refused to leave me so soon.

"Just fucking leave! I fucking hate you!" I spat, slamming his head against the tree behind him.

He gave me a small smile,

"But I'll always love you, little brother."

Fuck him! I stepped back, hating his attitude.

"I"m a monster. The sooner you realise that, the better." I hissed.

"You're just hurting." He said quietly.

I knew he had lied for me. Everyone thought our parents died in a rogue attack, he told me no one would know. That he'd always protect me… I didn't need his protection, I just needed him to leave me alone.

"I"m not hurting! I don't care! Dad deserved it… He did…." I trailed off, my energy fading away.

"You can talk to me, Alejandro, any time you need to. I will always be here for you." He said, grabbing his left shoulder as he pushed it back into place with a sickening crunch.

I heard footsteps and the Beta approached. He looked between us, and then directly at Rafael. Frowning after a moment.

"Your mind link is blocked, Alpha." He said curtly.

"Yes, because it is only my brother here. If you need to speak, speak openly." Rafael said.

I shook my head.

"Whatever fuckers. Enjoy." I gave the Beta the finger, before walking off.

When I was out of werewolf hearing distance, the Beta sighed deeply. If only either of those fuckers knew how good my hearing was… Ever since I shifted when I turned thirteen… I was faster, stronger and had better sight in human form than many werewolves… but I kept it a secret as Rafael had told me too… I had told him that day I killed my parents what had happened in the room. I had been too disoriented to focus on anything.

"He is a problem, Alpha Rafael. If I were you, I'd make some decisions soon. He needs to be broken into submission."

I heard the menacing growl from Rafael as the Beta was slammed into the wall. I simply shook my head, I was already fucking broken, just not in the way they wanted…

(END OF FLASHBACK)

This was the fucking reason that I think Rafael could use a brother and then would leave me the fuck alone… or at least he can have the family he deserves… I just hope that fucker Marcel didn't turn out to be a dipshit like me, because he sure as fuck acted like a fucking prick.

"What's on your mind?" Kiara asked me softly.

"Just thinking back to the shit I put Raf through... I think he could use a proper brother." I said, running my fingers through her silky locks, the perfect shade of caramel… She was my fucking chocolate heaven...

She slapped me now, making me look at her, raising my eyebrow.

"What the fuck was that for?" I frowned.

"For being an ass, what do you mean proper brother? What are you? His sister?" She snapped.

I smirked. "Calm your hot ass down… I was stating a fact-"

"No, you weren't. You need to stop with that. Honestly, Rafael loves you." She said.

"Alright, fine, I"m not fucking arguing with you because you need to go the hell to sleep." I replied, shaking my head.

She looked up at me, her eyes sparkling with amusement.

"My sexy beast is getting tamed…" She whispered, running her fingers down my chest.

"Your sexy beast, huh?" I said, cocking my brow.

"Well… I think the name suits you rather well…" She replied with a small pout, as she traced her finger in circles on my chest.

And let me tell you, that simple move was fucking my head up badly.

"If you say so, Amore Mio." I said with a small smirk.

The name wasn't bad… Yeah, I"ve never done this before, but it felt so fucking right…. I kissed her nose, before pulling her against me tightly. Frowning when I remembered one thing she had just said.

Tamed… I was not getting fucking tamed. How the fuck was I tamed?

I looked down at her, about to say something when I saw her eyes were closed and she was drifting off into dreamland.

Well fuck. I guess I'll let it slide. If she thinks I"m tame, once I make her mine… I'll show her how far from tame I fucking was when I devoured her entirely.