57. Drunk

KIARA

I don't know how long I had been drinking or how much I had drunk. I just sat in my room drinking and drinking. Raven had come to ask me to join her and Aunty Indigo for some fun at the pack hall, but I wasn't up to it. I felt like shit. So here I was drinking bottle after bottle.

The Omega's were pretty obedient and didn't even question me on why I wanted this much alcohol, but I guess I was legal, so they couldn't say crap. Or maybe they had to listen because I was an Alphas daughter. Wait... I was like an Alpha too, right?

Dad had gone somewhere with Alejandro and I was glad. I didn't want to see anyone. I just… I just…

Coming home to hear Claire telling another Omega that the Alpha had told her today that he was wearing black on the engagement… Well, it hurt like a bitch. Once again, he used me and tossed me aside. I don't know how many hours passed as I sat here drinking. I have never drank so much in my life, I know that much. Someone had knocked on my door at one point.

It was a bit of a haze… Was it Dad? or Raven? I wasn't really sure. I didn't care either. I now stood up, I needed more to drink. Was this what heartbreak felt like? Fucking hell. I made my way to my door and switched the hallway light on, I felt a little lighter at least. I skipped down the hall and down the stairs. I almost fell down the bottom three as I giggled.

Whoops, the floor was moving too… Now, where was the wine kept? The wine cellar… That's what Claire Bear had said. Claire Bear, calling a wolf a bear, funny. I giggled, clamping my hand over my mouth as I placed my finger to my lips.

"Shooshie." I giggled. "Claire Bear…"

I finally managed to find the door that led to the cellar.

"Dummy Alpha, Dummy Alejandro… Stupid Jasmin… Stupid me…" I stumbled down the steps.

Seriously, these things were not stable. Why were they wobbling? The light was so dim down here… I couldn"t see anything… I felt my way around until I finally felt a bottle brush my finger.

"Ahh, my saviour." I giggled, kissing the bottle. "I love you, I shall marry and mate you!"

I kissed it again before I bit the cork off. A satisfying pop made me sigh as the smell of rich red wine filled my nose.

"Oo, I love expensive wine. Dumbass King… I'll drink all your collection, bet you started collecting these when you were a hot young man. You're an ancient old man now!"

I hate old fossils, stupid things… I mean, I don't want Alejandro, I bet in a few years he'll stop functioning too… Right?

"Yes Kia, you don't need Alejandro…"

I could just pretend that I'll marry Chad, one of the characters from my favourite book. Yes, that was a better idea… Then I'll let Jasmin keep Alejandro, before he isn"t able to function anymore. My eyes stung with tears as I chugged down the bottle.

He used me. What was worse was - I let him. I wiped my eyes with my free hand, glugging down the wine.

"It hurts…" I whispered into the darkness.

I rested my head back, the image of him and Jasmin. Together. Mated. Fucking… I threw the bottle across the floor, letting it smash into a hundred pieces.

"Fuck you." I whispered.

"Kiara?"

It took me a moment to realise who that was. He sounded a bit like him too… I wiped my tears away.

"I"m here, drinking. Want to join?" I asked cheerfully, as I smelt him as he came closer.

"Wow… Come on. It is past 3 am. " Rayhan said as he took my elbows, lifting me off the ground.

"Don't tell me what to do. I"m eighteen. A pure adult. There are no underage girls here."

"I know you are. So how about we get your adult butt to your bedroom."

"No… I don't want to." I said softly, I tumbled forward, my head hitting his chest. My lips trembled.

"Are you ok? What happened?" He asked, concern clear in his voice as he wrapped his arms around my waist, guiding me to the stairs before lifting me up in his arms and carrying me into the light of the hall at the top.

"Nothing happened." I said smiling, as I looked at his face. He looked so much like his Uncle… He had his hair in a ponytail as I caressed his jaw. He looked like Alejandro… a lot… My lips trembled as his eyes found mine.

"You're upset…" He said, concern clear in his eyes.

"Maybe." I said, pouting as he carried me to my room. Stepping inside, I slid out of his arms quickly, only for the ground to rotate. "Whoa…" I giggled. I would've definitely tumbled onto the floor if he didn't catch me. I grabbed onto his shirt.

"Easy there." He said, his hand around my waist.

I looked into his eyes, slowly locking my arms around his neck. I wanted to forget him…

"Kiara… You're drunk. Let"s get you to bed." Rayhan said, clearly looking a little uncomfortable.

I raised an eyebrow.

"Are you a virgin?" I whispered loudly.

He frowned at me. "No!" He hissed, glancing towards the open door.

"Then let's have fun." I said brushing his neck with my fingers.

"Kiara… I don't want to face Liam after I slept with his sister."

I rolled my eyes. "Who cares? I've slept with Damon, and he knows." I said, turning away from him,

I reached for the hem of my black chiffon top and slid it off over my head, leaving me in my blue silk and lace bra. I turned back to him ruffling my hair. I watched his gaze trail over my breasts and I stifled a giggle. Men and boobies… Although I had to admit that mine were pretty nice.

"Night…" He said, about to turn away when I unhooked my bra, letting it slide off my shoulders slowly before I tossed it aside. I saw him swallow.

"You sure about that? No strings attached?" I said huskily, deep within my haze. I knew I was looking for an outlet. It hurt being used and I wanted to take back that control. If he could fuck with my emotions, I would fuck with whoever I wanted. And I meant that literally.

I cupped my breasts, lifting my right breast and licking my nipple slowly. I saw him run his hand through his hair.

"Kia…"

I walked over to him, leaning past him I shut the door, before wrapping my arms around his neck.

"You are boring… Come on… What's wrong… One night, Rayhan… Just a little fun…" I whispered leaning up to him. I could feel his resolve breaking.

His hands slid up my ass before resting on my waist.

"Let"s go…" I whispered, our noses brushed and my stomach fluttered.

"Fuck... if we regret this tomorrow-"

I cut him off, shoving my tongue into his mouth and feeling him groan against me before he kissed me back with equal passion. Now, this was more like it. Our hands ran over each other"s bodies. I pulled his shirt off, admiring his body. He was fine. For a moment, Alejandro came to mind, accompanied by a stab of pain. I used that pain to kiss Rayhan even more passionately.

We were a blur of kisses, groping and undressing. I wasn't sure when he tossed me on the bed or when I helped him out of his pants. When did I remove my jeans? I ran my hand along his length, he was fucking big… I licked my lips taking his mushroom tip in my mouth.

"Oh, that's it." He murmured, his hand tangling into my hair. I closed my eyes, letting pleasure flow through me. Don't feel. Don't let the pain in… Live in the moment. I began taking him in completely, breathing through my nose as he hit the back of my throat. I moaned against him, I was good at this and I knew exactly what pleased a guy. I looked up, seeing the pleasure on his face, my own pussy begged for attention. I began playing with myself as I sucked on him.

He began thrusting in harder. "Fuck!" He groaned, his moves becoming faster when suddenly he pulled out, as he came. His milky white cum coating my breasts.

I smirked seductively, taking a bit on my finger and licking it off. Sucking on my finger as I looked into his green eyes. He pushed me back onto the bed, dragging me to the edge before he went down on me. I closed my eyes, melting into the pleasure as his tongue flicked and swirled along my core.

"Oh, fuck that's it." I moaned.

As much as I was enjoying this, I needed him now. If I found my release… I may stop it from going further and I needed to do this. Was I trying to prove something? Did I want him to hear? I don't know.

"Fuck me now, Ray. I need you now." I moaned.

He looked up at me, his hair half out of his hair tie. I sat up, pulling him on top of me.

"Kiara… We can stop." He said, kissing me tenderly.

"I know. I don't want to." I said, kissing him back.

It sent soft tingles through me. Nothing compared to what I felt with Alejandro… But enough to ease the ache in my chest. His hands played with my breasts, his tongue explored my mouth. I felt him position himself between my legs, our eyes met, and for a second I saw Alejandro, but I forced that image away. I was not going to pretend Rayhan was him, I was going to enjoy this night and the handsome man above me.

Alejandro could go to hell for all I cared, I thought bitterly.

I moaned softly as he rubbed his tip against my clit and I closed my eyes as he thrust into me. Pleasure rushed through me as he began fucking me hard and fast…