27. Losing Self Control

ALEJANDRO

From the fucking moment she walked into the room, I lost it. The sway of her hips and the slight bounce to her breasts destroyed me. Fuck rules and consequences, I wanted her. I watched as she had taken a seat, ignoring me.

I don't know what the fuck my problem was but when she had walked off after Jasmin had rushed over, I had been tempted to talk to her, about what? No fucking idea. But why do I care right? We were not meant to fucking be anyway. Yeah, I could keep telling myself that. We all know I don't fucking care about what's meant or not.

There have been a couple of women at a few mating balls that I"ve taken an interest in. They found their mate but when I showed some interest, they were willing to throw away a future for a one night stand. Not sure what the fuck they thought, that I'd claim and mark them? The point is, if I wanted something, I took it. That was the fucking problem, I never cared about the aftermath... but did I or did I not give a fuck now?

I watched as Rayhan complimented her. The dickhead… He was my fucking nephew but I was getting fed up with male teens who were acting like wannabe men. Irritation consumed me thanks to a certain nympho.

As dinner had progressed I hadn"t been able to focus on much, trying not to undress her with my eyes. Then I went and told her to meet me in my office. What exactly was I going to discuss? Yeah, I had no fucking clue.

I now paced my office, taking out a cigarette and lighting it just as there was a knock on the door. Her delicious smell of hazelnut chocolate mixed with something else filled my senses, and I tilted my head.

"Get in." I said coldly.

The door opened and she stepped inside.

"Close the door."

Her heartbeat quickened as she shut the door and looked at me.

"What did you want?" She asked, crossing her arms under her breasts.

"Definitely not you, in case that's what you thought when I called you." I remarked.

Yeah, I have a habit of wanting to piss the fuck out of her. She frowned at me;

"Good, because I have better things to do than waste my time with you. Jasmin's still waiting for you too." She said, now tapping her foot. "So, hurry up."

I walked over to her, satisfied when her heartbeat quickened.

"Is it just me or are you fucking dumb? How many times do I have to tell you to show me respect?" I growled, backing her up against the door.

I needed an excuse to get close to her, like always. I couldn"t keep away, even when I tried.

"I'm being well behaved, what do you want me to do? Bow down to you? Respect is earned, not demanded."

"Hmph, don't get all wise and shit on me. We both know you don't even know the meaning of the word respect."

"Oh, I do. I just pick and choose who's worthy of it." She said, now looking me over.

My eyes flashed. Her uncaring attitude was irritating the fuck out of me. Wasn't she the one who got turned on the other day by me just being close to her?

"Watch that mouth of yours before I shut you up for fucking good." I growled, slamming my hand against the wall next to her. She didn't even flinch as she looked me square in the eyes. I held my cigarette in the other hand, glaring at her as I blew out a string of smoke. She didn't even cough, her defiant eyes burning into mine.

She wasn't making this easier on herself.

"I'd like to see you try. What are you going to do? Drown me in smoke?" She snapped, now trying to push me away. I didn't even budge an inch as I looked down at her, from this angle I could see the tip of her smooth cleavage…

"I have my ways, you don't want to know." I said quietly, slowly looking up into her eyes. I knew she caught me looking and I didn"t really give a shit.

"Maybe I do…" She said, her eyes filled with the same emotions I saw that very first night…

Our eyes locked, her gorgeous blue-green against my dark ones as I took another drag of my cigarette. We were mere inches apart; my leg touched her thigh slightly and I was too fucking aware of it.

"You're a stubborn little thing, aren"t you?" I asked quietly.

A fucking sexy one.

"I like to think of it as a perk." She said softly. Her voice was breathless and I knew she knew there was no real reason I called her here… I blew out the smoke slowly but this time she parted her lips, taking it in.

Fuck em all, I didn't care about the consequences.

My hand left the wall as I tangled it in the back of her lush locks and crashed my lips against hers. Delicious fucking tingles rushed through me as I relished in the sweetness of her mouth. This was a fucking taste of heaven, the only kind I wanted.

Her breath hitched in a gasp that had no room to leave her mouth as I wrapped my free arm around her waist. Still holding my cigarette, I placed my hand on her ass and pulled her roughly against my body. Moulding her against me, her stomach pressed against my manhood which throbbed at the pleasure that rushed through me. I deepened the kiss, as if this were to be my only fucking chance. I wanted more, way fucking more. I backed her into the door, groaning lowly as she wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed herself against me completely. Her fingers ran through my hair and brushed my neck sensually. Her body meshed against mines perfectly. Fuck, she was smoking hot.

Her lips moved in sync with mine as I kissed her hungrily; the frustration, confusion and desire that had consumed me only adding to the kiss. She moaned sensually and I internally swore. The intoxicating scent of her arousal filled the room like a fucking drug. I squeezed her ass, making her whimper.

I slipped my tongue into her mouth, exploring every corner and she gasped when I sucked on her tongue hard. Fuck consequences, I was not going to stop now.

I pulled her dress up, letting the cool air hit her ass as I ran my hand over it.

Fuck… A salacious moan dropped from her lips as she broke away from my lips breathless. I didn't stop, I couldn"t. I kissed and sucked down her smooth neck, leaving a trail of marks in my wake. She moaned in what was probably pain and pleasure but I didn't care. The hunger for more had completely consumed me.

"Alejandro…" She moaned, her fingernails digging into my skin. I didn't allow any random woman to call me by my name… But hell, from her lips… Could she sound any sexier?

I lifted her by her ass, growling in approval when she wrapped her legs around my waist and carried her over to my desk. Pushing the pile of paperwork onto the ground, as I placed her down and bent over her. Tossing my cigarette on the ground, I snuffed it out with my foot whilst claiming her lips in a hungry kiss once again.

I wanted to hear my name on her lips once more, I wanted to hear her scream it out, to make her moan fucking louder than that fucker back at her pack was able to make her. I moved back, looking into her eyes. They were darkened with desire and lust as she looked back at me, her hand now running down my chest, lingering on my nipple piercing. I hated looking women in the eyes when I fucked them but there was something about hers that drew me in.

Her breasts were rising and falling erratically. She wanted me and I wanted her - and that was all I fucking cared about. Who cared if she was half my fucking age, or the damage this might do to her mentally? I would fuck her senseless and leave her dripping at the very thought of this night.

"It's way too late to back out." I whispered huskily, kissing her lips a lot slower this time. Relishing the taste and feel of her lips, I was rewarded with another moan.

"Who said I want out?" She murmured, nibbling on my lips as she kissed me back.

I smirked arrogantly. Now that was what I wanted to hear... Without further delay I tore her dress right down the centre, making her gasp, her eyes widening in shock but I was too busy looking at the fucking siren before me to care. Remnants of her dress clung to her arms. Her firm, large breasts begged to be touched, her dusky pink nipples were hard and the sexy tattoo under her breasts only added to her beauty. My gaze went lower, my dick now fucking painful in my pants. She had her thighs pressed together, my eyes lingering on the band tattoo around one of her thighs before my eyes stopped at her tiny navy thong. She slowly parted her legs sexily, making my eyes darken with an insatiable hunger as they landed on her dripping wet core…