Chapter Twenty-Nine

Elena

I have kissed both of them before, but never like this. With everything that has happened, with everything they have done for me, the very knowledge that they are not letting me go ever is enough to fill my heart with warmth. Not only that but fill my entire body with heat.

My cheeks immediately flush as Cal kisses me, his juicy, luscious mouth melting onto mine. His tongue licks me softly, while Rock starts kissing my neck. Every fiber of my being is awakened, and I know what Cal is intending, what they both are.

I wrap my arms around Cal, keeping him close, while I place my butt in Rock's lap, feeling his manhood spring into action. But I don't take him into myself. Not yet.

Cal's mouth is caressing mine, while Rock is sucking my flesh, nibbling, licking, teasing me. My body reacts to their touches and kisses even more fervently than before. They are so close to me, I want them both inside of me at the same time. That is what we haven't done yet, and I know that will make us fully whole, fully each other's. Rock is kissing and licking his way down my neck, releasing a million little goosebumps.

Cal lies me down on the ground, still kissing me, offering me his arm as a pillow. Rock starts trailing an invisible line of kisses down my collar bone, finding his way between my thighs. He spreads my legs, taking a gentle, suckling bite at my clit. I moan softly against Cal's lips, as he takes them into himself. Rock's tongue stiffens, pushing into me, causing my entire body to tremble. I am completely lost in the sensations rioting through my body. My head is swimming with pleasure, with ecstasy, and I know that I am already close to cumming. But I want this to last. I want to feel this burn for as long as I can. I hold back what could have been an instant orgasm, needing more and more of this. So much more.

Gently, Cal pulls me up again, sitting me into his lap. I can feel the head of his shaft pressing into my pussy, and I allow him to slip into me effortlessly.

"El, you are so wet…" he murmurs, digging his cock into me as deeply as he can. But instead of fucking my brains out, he slows down. He cups my cheeks, kissing me slowly.

Behind me, Rock adjusts himself, as Cal slides my butt a bit downward, so it's hanging in the air. Rock uses one finger in my back hole, and the moment he does so, my mind explodes. The puckered ring of muscles responds to his wet touch instantly. He moistens it more with his spit, and my moans immediately becoming deeper, more frantic with the anticipation of what is to come.

I am sitting in Cal's lap, with Rock guiding his cock into my needy ass.

"I want you to scream for us," Cal whispers, and my desire explodes.

Rock's cock is slowly spreading me, filling me, while Cal bucks his hips deeper and deeper, following Rock's rhythm. The very thought of being fucked in both holes by the two men I love makes me feel wild in a way I've never thought I could be. They both groan with pleasure, their voices deep and raspy. I love what they are doing to me, filling me with their cocks, with their seed. I want to shout to the entire world that I belong to them, and they belong to me.

Rock's strong hands are spreading my ass cheeks so he can sink deeper into me. The slight pain mixed with pleasure almost throws me over the edge. I am grinding my clit against Cal, the friction giving me even more pleasure. Cal's hand grabs my breast, squeezing it, playing with my nipple.

I feel like my entire body is turning into wildfire in their arms, and there is nothing I wouldn't do for them. I start moving faster and faster, my pussy and ass having adjusted to having their throbbing cocks inside of me.

"Fuck, El…" Rock groans, slapping my ass cheek so loudly that it reverberates all around us.

We all turn into pure instinct. There is no more reason in us, no more logic. Everything is pure pleasure, sheer delight. They both grip at me tightly, as we all fuck together, mindlessly and breathlessly. Rock pulls on my hair with his free hand, biting my neck gently, as my butt bumps and jumps on two cocks.

The rhythm is too ferocious for any of us to hold on much longer. Their flesh fills me, it thrills me beyond description. The grip on my ass tightens, and I feel a tidal wave of pleasure washing over me. I relish every moment of ecstasy, as Cal thrusts his cock deep into me, releasing his seed at the same time. I sense the intensity of their release and Rock follows immediately after. Their balls clench underneath my ass, all of us feeling our climax at the same time. Caught in a frenzy, and then allowing our bodies to unwind and float down to earth is a moment we cherish.

I allow the aftershock to lull me into comfort once again. I reach out backward with my arm to embrace Rock, while my other hand pulls Cal closer. I want to stay like this forever, with them inside of me and me, full of their seed, claiming me, possessing me.

The emotions I feel are too big to keep bottled up inside. "I love you…"I say simply, knowing that these ordinary sounding words are anything but that. Although I said it only once, it is meant for them both and they know it.

They don't say anything. They just embrace me for what seems to be a small eternity. I don't feel any more chill, as long as I am in their arms. Rock presses his body to my back, while I press mine to Cal's chest.

"I love you, El," Cal whispers first.

"I love you, Elena," Rock tells me immediately after.

They continue to stroke me gently, softly, as I close my eyes. We remain like that for a long time. Rock is the first one to move.

"Not yet," I pull him back, smiling.

He chuckles, giving my neck a big, juicy smooch. "Aren't you cold?"

"Not anymore," I murmur against Cal's warm chest.

"See?" Cal grins. "I told you. My ideas are always the best. No doubt about it."

We all laugh at the same time, allowing the serenity of the moment to completely wash over us. I feel like this is all a dream, and a part of me is afraid that I might wake up all too soon, and have reality invade all of this. For the time being, it is enough to just be here with them, to have the ones I love by my side. As for what the future might bring, I know that we will face that together.

Rock gets up and starts putting on his clothes. Still reluctantly, Cal and I follow, and several minutes later, we are all dressed and ready to head back to the village. We walk in silence for a while, then I smile.

"I can't believe Willow did that for me," I gush, feeling overwhelmed by the welcome that we received, that I myself received.

I have to admit that I thought it would take much longer to be accepted into the clan, if such a thing would ever happen. I still remember their curious, suspicious glances and I feared that they might never see me as one of them. How could they, when I'm not and I know I'll never be? I can't magically become a bear shifter if I am a mere human. But worse even, I feared that they might refuse me as their leader's mate, both Rock's and Cal's. All sorts of fearful scenarios were swarming inside my mind, although I tried not to pay any heed to them.

Then, things happened, as they do. Life unraveled. And I acted in the way I thought was right. It turned out that this was what I needed to do, this was what proved my worth, and here we are now.

"I saw what you did for her," Rock tells me, taking me by the hand and bringing it to his lips for a sweet, tender kiss. "I wanted to come and help you, but I was subdued by the bear shifters."

"I know," I assure him. "It was a messy situation. But the most important thing is that no one got hurt. We all survived."

"Even better," Cal interferes as we continue along the path back to the village. "We all thrived and continue to do so."

"Yes," I gush.

Suddenly, Rock stops. He exchanges a meaningful glance with Cal, who nods. It seems that they know something I am not privy to.

"Is everything alright?" I ask them, a little worried by this sudden change.

"Can you be happy here," Rock asks me tenderly, choosing his words cautiously, because he knows that this is a tricky topic, "with us, without taking that photo and… as you said, proving something to the world?"

I know why he must be worried. After all, that desire brought me here. But it wasn't enough to keep me here. Something else did, and that something is them, my love for them, my desire to belong to them.

I smile, nodding without a second thought, because the answer is as clear as daylight. "Yes," I say simply. "A million times yes. I don't feel like I have to prove anything to anyone. At least, no one that matters. I think this is because no one ever saw the real me. But you… you see me, both of you, and this fills me with more joy, confidence and happiness than I could have ever imagined."

"I am so happy to hear that," Rock smiles, embracing me. I get lost in the warmth of his body, just like I did before. It feels like home. "I just want you to know that it is not the actual taking of pictures that we saw as a problem. You can do that as much as you want. I know that is what makes you happy. Just…"

"I know," I nod reassuring him. "Just taking photos of you or other bear shifters, transforming. Giving the rest of the world proof of something they wouldn't ever be able to appreciate. I know that now. You need to keep this a secret, otherwise your way of life will be completely changed. And I fear that most things that humans touch, end up disappearing, slowly but surely, which is the saddest part."

They all nod, then Cal jumps in to lighten up the mood, as always.

"So, you think you can appreciate us?" he teases me.

I turn to him, kissing him on the cheek. "Fortunately, we have the rest of our lives for me to keep proving this to you guys."

"You know we can't wait," Cal smiles.

Together, hand in hand, we reach the cave entrance. I glance at it, the welcome I have always yearned for. My heart feels full. I have never felt so beloved, so accepted, so welcomed anywhere. And I know this is only the beginning of our love story.