25. Hellena

25

HELLENA

" Y ou must be exhausted."

"You'd think so." I sigh, pattering my feet on the area rug of the cabin.

"Ora really shouldn't have given me such a nice room. I don't deserve it after everything I put them through."

"That's ridiculous," Gavin sighs, scooting toward me.

"Other people could use it?—"

"Other people don't have three adults sleeping in the same bed."

"What now?" Tell and I say in unison as he pokes his head around the corner from the bathroom, his naked torso glowing golden tan in the soft light. He grins as we lock eyes.

"Don't act like that wasn't the plan all along." Gav raises an eyebrow. "No fucking way am I sleeping anywhere but with you tonight."

"I just assumed I was sleeping on your other side, honestly." Tell winks.

"Unless you need—" Gav starts.

"I'll tell you exactly what I need," I cut him off, letting the fuzzy robe slip from my shoulders. "That shower was the last time I want to be alone for a while."

And I needed it. The hot water. A good old-fashioned sob.

Not out of self-pity. Just…

Venting.

Flushing out the toxic events of the past twenty-four hours. Purging the anger and fear that poisoned me nonstop for days.

Now, I just want to be held. And stuff.

Who am I kidding?

Gazing back over my shoulder, I can't keep the smile from my lips as Gavin crawls across the queen-sized bed toward me, locking me with one of those skin-tingling, tummy-flipping stares. The guy just knows how to fucking smolder.

And set a fire in my core.

It doesn't hurt that Tell is watching from the doorway, outlined in backlight, looking like a Greek statue. Or a magazine model.

Only he's more sexy than some face on a page. He's kind. Funny. So smart.

And he's mine. He owns a unique piece of my heart.

And he's fought so hard for me.

Just like Gavin. Just like…

No. Not tonight. It's enough to know that he's alive, my Evan. Even if there is something terribly wrong with him.

And as always, Gavin can read my mind.

"He's alive. That's what's most important."

"I know."

"We'll get him back."

"We will."

Light stubble tickles the nape of my neck right before Gavin's lips connect with goosebumps spreading like ripples across a pond on my flesh. It's a tremor before the earthquake starts.

Closing my eyes, I let my head fall back, let the robe fall away completely.

A presence in front of me lets me know Tell is there, pulling me to my feet. Gavin's behind me next, the heat of their chests radiating over me, driving away the cold worry of our lives.

Fingertips start at my shoulders, cascading chills down my arms.

Palms start at my thighs, arcing up my hips.

"I love you Hella," Tell breathes into my mouth, right before our lips connect. My tongue seeks out, finding his, branding him as he brands me with scalding passion.

"We were lost without you," Gavin rumbles into my neck, the searing brand of his pecs pressing into my back. "I never want to feel that way again."

"I just wanna feel this way…" Tell trails his thumbs over my nipples, circling so sensuously, tweaking each one before cupping me, massaging the fullness of my heavy breasts.

"You can feel anything you want," I moan, tipping my head back against Gavin's shoulder.

That moan grows into a longer, softer cry as he twirls his tongue around, flicking, biting, sucking my whole breast into his mouth.

His oral worship goes on and on, spiking my arousal to new heights.

All while Gavin continues to grind into me from behind.

I can't take the anticipation for another second.

Dragging my hands down his sides behind me, I scoop the band of his shorts, shoving them down. His rock-hard manhood drops against my ass, pressing into my crack insistently.

I'm tempted to let him in, to drive him home without any preamble.

But I also want to indulge in every minute together, sample every inch of that colossal cock. The same goes for the man in front of me. The towel around his waist drops with a flick of my wrist, and he's utterly rigid for me.

Both hands wrap around his staggering length, stroking softly as he moans into my mouth.

Gavin slips between the gap in my thighs, dragging along my entire sex, driving me wild. Our bodies fall into sync again, like we were on the dance floor, swaying to the rhythm of my grip on Tell, sawing back and forth over Gavin tucked tightly in the crook of my legs.

All the while, I kiss one, then the other, tilting my head back to give Tell access to my neck, my blushing skin. Gavin's hand cups my throat, molding me to the firm lines of his incredible body.

Every movement is pure sensuality.

As badly as I have wanted them, as rough as we've been the last several times…

This time, we aren't rushed.

We aren't hiding our lovemaking.

And we have all the time in the world.

That doesn't mean I can wait to taste either one of them for long.

Spinning in Gavin's arms, I scrape the tip of my thumb along the top of his glistening cock, using my own slick to glide my fingers down to the base of him, swooping under to cup his balls. Squeezing just hard enough to make him gasp. I take a step back, dropping to the bed.

I never said I didn't want things a little rough.

And Gavin knows just how to make me crawl for him.

Scooting away, he rises to his knees, taunting me onto the bed with a twitch of his finger.

While Tell eases himself down onto the mattress as well, intercepting my advance on Gavin and lifting one leg over him, straddling his head.

A shuddering breath escapes my lips.

And I settle my hips onto his face, feeling the searing tip of his tongue lance into me once, lapping up every ounce of me. The reaction is instantaneous, making me flex, rising away in a shivering rush.

Tell chuckles, looping his arms around my thighs, drawing me back down and taking his sweet time kissing every inch of skin. His lips and tongue explore the crook where my legs meet my center, into the hollow of my hip, back out and around to nip at the base of my ass cheeks, toying with me and making me drop to my hands and knees over him.

Where he's throbbing and stiff for me.

I can't resist drawing my fingernails down his thighs as I let a hot breath caress his head, beaded with a sparkling drop of his pearlescent excitement.

But before I can taste him, Gavin is right there, pulling my face up, contending for my affections with a kiss that has my mind reeling. Just as Tell seems to sense the cue, pressing the flat of his tongue to my peak, a long, slow drag that forces my hips into a delicious arch.

With one palm, I brush along Gavin's cheek, guiding his face away from mine, down across the massive expanse of his chest, his chiseled abs.

Wrapping my fingers around the base of his staggering pillar.

Pulling him toward me and into my mouth.

I take him slowly, deeper and deeper, until I have to wiggle my head back and forth to work my cheeks around his earth-shattering width.

Barely pulling him out, I work my head back and forth as Tell begins to swirl his tongue in a devious loop around my apex, unhooding me and sending pulses of ecstasy through me.

I feel the swell of pressure grow firm in his mouth.

And I have to reward such good behavior.

Sucking hard and long on the way out, I pop my lips from the tip of Gavin's cock, gasping in satisfaction at his huff of shock and pleasure above me. We only lock eyes for a moment before he spears his powerful fingers into my hair, guiding me down over Tell.

This time, I'm warmed up and ready.

Only where Gavin is full, thick and huge, Tell is longer, filling my throat completely.

Tell's moans immediately tighten my core, flooding my center with red-hot exhilaration. And he uses it to easily slip a finger into me.

We match strides, his digits gliding into me, his cock sliding along my tongue. I speed up my head bobbing rhythm, and he matches me stroke for stroke.

I slow down, and he thrusts a little deeper, takes longer to press against that spot inside me that's amping up my bliss every second.

Not to be left out, Gavin shifts to our side, keeping that one hand dominantly on the back of my head, dictating how far I'm allowed to let Tell out before swallowing him again. His palm trails down my butt, indulging in the fullness of my assets, right before his middle finger tucks into my divide.

All the way down, where he trades with Tell, just long enough to coat his digit in my sex, drag it back out, and plunge it firmly, slowly, gently into my star. The introduction of a completely different sensation bombards my mind with sparks and fireworks.

My entire body zings with a deeply satisfying jolt of shock.

When it settles, I feel fuller.

Not nearly full enough.

But the pressure is building so much harder now, into depths that I never knew were possible.

Arching my back, I spread myself for them, angling my entrances so they can both continue this insanely stimulating tag team of bliss.

Tell's tongue is doing its job way too well.

And there's no way I'll last much longer.

"You are so fucking sexy when you take both of us like this…" Gavin rumbles, sending a new set of chills through me.

Pulling Tell's cock out of my mouth, I moan out a heartfelt reply, trailing his arousal and spit from my lip. I'm losing myself, my ability to think past the swell of the rapture building in my thighs and center.

"Give me more…" I gasp, Gavin's fingers tightening in my hair, holding me up.

"Only if you give in. Let go, Hellena. Come undone." He pulls me back harder, closer to him, close enough to bite down on my neck, my earlobe, to growl deeply into my ear.

"Come all over Tell's fucking face, right… now." he commands, and the words hammer home like a spike through my middle. I can't deny him. I don't want to.

And I don't have a fucking choice.

My body locks up, my hips bucking tightly back and forth as the tides of climax surge through me. It's one of those slower, longer lasting, but incredibly narrow wavelength orgasms that quakes my inner thighs.

Splays my toes instead of making them curl.

And the fact that Gavin still has a finger planted deeply inside my back door makes me feel open and unable to brace like I normally would. The effect is unhinging in the best way.

Leaving me dropping forward, gripping Tell's calves for support.

All the while, his tongue never lets up. Not until my legs dip to either side of his head.

At which point, he plunges that firebrand tongue into me in place of his finger, groaning with delight at the taste of my release.

Two sets of hands lift me, laying me back on the soft covers, exploring the curves of me as my men lie down on either side of me. In the aftershocks, they kiss my shoulders, my belly, my hips, each of them taking their leisure exploring down to my fingertips.

I've never felt so loved.

So safe.

So fucking turned on in my life.

Which is why as soon as they release my hands, I've got a grip on them again, twisting my wrists as I jerk them simultaneously. Gavin takes my mouth, sucking on my bottom lip in the most scintillating focus, while Tell gravitates back to my breasts, devouring each one in turn.

It's a reprieve as I work them into a frenzy, as they pile on my desire. I need the time to catch my breath, to prepare myself for what I've been waiting so long to do.

"Gavin…" I mutter, half opening my eyes and licking his teeth, nipping at his lips.

"Lena?"

"I'm going to climb on top of you."

"Anything you want."

"And Tell?" I tilt my head, his lips waiting right there for me to sample softly.

"Yes, my goddess?"

"You're going to take me from behind…"

"As you command."

I rise onto one elbow, scratching my nails across Gavin's chest.

"And both of you" —I shove him down, swinging my leg over his middle, raise myself up to position him with one hand— "are going to fuck me as deep and hard as you can."

Tell's at my side in an instant, sweeping an arm around to cup my tits, biting down on my neck and twirling my hair in his fingers.

Right as I plunge down over Gavin's immense dick, soaking every inch of him on the way in with my sex. Settling him fully within me.

Stretching my inner walls to the limit.

It's sudden, intense, wild.

And just what I wanted.

I grind like that for several seconds, savoring the fullness of Gavin, adjusting to the feelings already hitting one circuit after another. Bursting fuses in my brain like firecrackers of sexstasy.

All the while, Tell's attentions vivify me into a delirium of sensation.

I rise up once, flopping back down. Then again, pounding deeper. Tell's hands grip my hips, directing my ride, pressing me down to get the most out of each thrust. He knows I need it. Knows that I'm nervous, but that I want this more than anything.

After a chest heaving minute of rough, hard fucking, Gavin's pinning me with a stare that lets me know what he expects me to do. And telling me that if I keep bouncing on top of him like that, he's going to come undone. The faint, skin tingling smile we share signals that it's time.

Easing down onto his chest, I roll my shoulders back and forth, mushing my swollen breasts against him, making him grin from ear to ear.

When Gav cranes his neck up to kiss me, I pull away just slightly, looking back over my shoulder expectantly.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this…" Tell positions himself behind me, massaging my hips, down my thighs, into the center, dragging his thumbs along my outer lips. With Gavin seated inside me, it's overwhelmingly stimulating, making my eyes roll back in my head.

"I know… so long. So hard," I whisper, feeling a drip of lube tap down on my lower back, into my crack.

Tell's slicked crown presses against my rear, firing off a cascade of brain-buzzing tingles.

His thumb swirls in a second later, fully preparing the way, easing me open once.

My hips flare out to the sides immediately, relaxing to the tight feeling of his first incursion.

He draws it out, achingly slow.

Then he's there again, his rigid column opening me up, slipping inside. Just the smooth, ridged head of his perfect cock, then more. Inch. By. Inch.

I take him in.

Until he's seated to the hilt.

Both of them are, and I have never felt anything like this rush of heart pounding anticipation. It's a full-body aura of pleasure thumping along to the beat of my heart.

Even the light seems to pulse to my eyes as he starts to ease in and out.

Then Gavin joins in, rolling his hips to grind the furl of his dick into my core, hitting the hill of clustered nerves. Keeping the pressure locked and rising as Tell begins to plow into me from behind.

And the more I relax, dropping back more and more enthusiastically, the better it feels.

Like I've given up all control over what I know is going to be an utterly devastating climax. There's no going back after this.

Something inside my mind just snaps, letting go of any inhibition I ever had about… fucking anything.

I'm totally set free as I begin to slam my hips back, driving Tell and Gavin simultaneously into me. Alternating between total fullness and a near orgasm from the lack of it. Between each sensation, a gasping pause, then I'm filled again.

Nothing will ever compare to this.

Not just the physical rush.

Being with two men I love. Two men I thought I might never see again. Let alone together, at once. With me.

Only for me.

My mind spirals into space, soaring toward utter oblivion.

My body opens to them, held firm in their hands, filled by their love and longing for me.

My whole being starts to shake.

Down to my soul.

Explosions of bliss rocket up my spine.

A moan rises to a cry to scream in my chest, forcing its way out through my open lips. Gavin's hand is there, at my throat, my chin his thumb slipping into my mouth.

I suck down hard, bracing for total abandon.

The orgasm starts where Tell and I are joined, pummeling me with pleasure, spreading and joining the blossoming eruption of Gavin's thrumming shaft hitting the sweetest spot.

I shouldn't be greedy.

I shouldn't want even more…

But my finger finds its way to my bud and arcs around once. Twice.

And I'm howling my love for them.

Wave after wave of it.

Crashing over me and dragging me into the depths. Launching me into a supernova, never to return.

"Te- Ga- I- Ah!" My scream encompasses the words I can't say. Mingling with theirs as they unleash everything they have into me.

Volcanic heat fills my core, flooding my entire body, rushing through my nervous system as my head explodes in stars behind my closed eyes.

Their love is spilling over, out of me as they start to slow down, deepening their thrusts with their release.

But it only sends me over again.

And again.

As long as they stay inside me it keeps happening over and over again. Clenching around their spectacular girths and drinking in their pleasure again and again.

Until I'm a puddle on Gavin's chest, quivering and gasping for air.

Until we all are, curled in a triple spoon with me in the middle, wrapped in the strength and warmth of their arms.

"We love you, Hell," I hear them say together, distantly.

"I love you, too," I manage to mumble before I drift off.