Chapter 6
6
Kendra froze, her fingers gripping the door latch of the Laughing Gull Inn. Across the road, Pennard’s first phantom resident to appear to her continued to lean against the red phone box. His yellow, waterproof jacket and gumboots glittered with beads of water, as if he’d just come from a place where it had rained. More likely, the droplets were sea spray.
His gruff face was fierce, despite his shimmering translucency. And as before, he didn’t look at Kendra. His piercing blue gaze remained on the windows of the inn’s pub restaurant.
Someone, most likely the innkeeper, had propped a large, hand-painted Project Pennard protest sign inside the window nearest the door. It was this poster that seemed to earn the specter’s wrath.
His bearded jaw was tightly set and he’d lowered his bushy gray brows so they appeared as a thick, fearsome line across his brow.
Kendra studied him, not yet trusting herself to move. Instead she took a series of deep, calming breaths. As always when confronted with a discarnate she wished to communicate with, she relaxed her shields, allowing her aura’s energy to warm and shine brightly.
The ghost didn’t react.
He kept his vigil at the phone box, where the soft light from a nearby lamppost illuminated his broad face. Kendra could tell that at some point in his earthly life, he’d broken his large, bulbous nose.
His contemporary clothing and the flash of a watch on his wrist revealed more, showing that he’d been a fisherman of fairly recent times.
The longer she watched him, the more the air filled with the unmistakable tang of herring and brine, the strong fishy smell underscoring the ghost’s lifelong association with the sea.
He was clearly a man of Pennard.
And something here was making him unhappy.
Kendra had a good notion what. Darkness circled him like an impenetrable wall, letting her also know that his grievance went deep. Distress fueled by strong energy and emotions from the past.
The kind of ghost who’d loved his home so much in life that even death couldn’t make him leave.
Such souls refused to settle into dust.
For them, the old days never faded away, but lived on just as they did. When they saw their world threatened, some tried to intervene. Sadly, they rarely achieved more than giving the odd chill to a few receptive people and making themselves miserable.
The ghost’s unhappiness pulsed in the thin haze of darkness surrounding him.
Kendra’s compassion welled, her heart clenching as always when she had to gaze on a spirit’s suffering.
She had to reach him.
Wishing such an encounter could’ve happened elsewhere, she glanced up and down the narrow street. The hour had grown late, and no one moved anywhere on the waterfront. But muffled rock music escaped the grimy windows of a tiny pub she’d noticed at the opposite end of the village from Graeme’s cottage. Called the Mermaid, the place looked more like a bar or tavern than a pub.
It had a seedy, rough-around-the-edges air even from a distance. And the low beat of some indistinguishable heavy metal tune underscored her negative impression. Kendra loved Beethoven and Mozart, Celtic Rock, and mystical New Age tunes. The discordant strains from the Mermaid jarred the nighttime calm.
Suppressing a shudder, she tore her gaze from that direction before the bar’s dubious atmosphere could tinge her perception.
Everywhere else along Harbour Street appeared quiet. Even the empty house she’d noticed on arrival seemed still now, its earlier menace gone. Cold mist hung over the marina, and thick clouds covered the moon. Lampposts glimmered, each one a loving replica of an old-timey gas lantern. Their soft glow spilled across the street’s glistening pavement. And although she could hear the murmur of voices and the clink of glasses and cutlery from within the Laughing Gull’s thick white-washed walls, the noise wasn’t disruptive.
Kendra just had to hope no one came outside.
She also stole a moment for a long glance down Harbour Street toward the Keel. She didn’t need to be reminded of Graeme. Her entire body and all her senses went into overdrive just thinking about him. And this wasn’t a good time for such an indulgence.
Not with an unhappy ghost right across the road, needing her undivided attention.
So she took another deep, cleansing breath, grateful that the night’s darkness and drifting mist strengthened the illusion of being alone.
With the aid of long practice, she blotted the noise from the Mermaid from her mind, closing her ears—her world—to the beat of the music and the sounds of the rowdy crowd inside the bar.
She also raised a mental wall between herself and the Laughing Gull, willing the invisible barrier to hold off the buzz of conversation and other sounds slipping out into the street from within the cozy inn. The noise wasn’t jarring like the heavy metal music from the Mermaid, but she raised her protective shields all the same. Any distraction could shatter her concentration.
Then she focused, delving deep mind so that her aura would glow even brighter. She asked the powerful white-light energy to cleanse and bless a sacred circle of space around her.
Such a purification rite was necessary to banish negative psychic imprints that may have been left behind by a number of occurrences. A couple arguing, someone’s depression, or even the sadness of a homeless animal could all impact the atmosphere. There was always the possibility of dark, low-level energies hovering near if even a trace of negativity stained a place.
And once she opened herself fully, making contact with the unseen realm, Kendra knew she was vulnerable to attack from such entities.
So she never greeted a ghost without first practicing psychic self-defense.
It was a ritual she’d done so often, she needed only a few seconds before the protective energy rose, flowing through and around her.
Only then did she return her attention to the phone box ghost, allowing her consciousness to slip into her most receptive state. The spirit still hadn’t looked her way, his fierce gaze remaining fixed on the inn’s front windows. But the dark haze around him wavered a bit now, as if his own deepest subconscious was becoming aware of her.
Encouraged, she focused harder, sending him a mental greeting. Using the words of power she always employed, she offered him respect and asked him to acknowledge her. She also assured him he could trust her.
As it harms none—she silently repeated the words of power, ensuring that no one nearby, corporeal or otherwise, would be endangered by her attempt to contact the spirit—by your free will, speak to me.
The ghost’s eyes flickered, blinking as if coming out of a daze. Straightening, he pushed away from the phone box, turning at once to stare at Kendra.
Fool woman. The slur reached her as clearly as if the spirit stood beside her and had spoken into her ear. His voice was deep and gravelly, full of the sea, and very Scottish. He also sounded angry.
Ne’er ken what’s good for you, aye? He started forward, drifting across the road toward Kendra. His eyes glinted and the sharp smell of fish and brine in the air intensified, growing so strong that her eyes began to burn as he reached the middle of the street. Thick-skulled your like is, unable to see aught but?—
He jerked to a halt when two houses down from the Laughing Gull, a door opened and a small man with a weather-beaten face stepped out onto the pavement, a tiny tricolor terrier bouncing at his heels. The dog was energetic, circling the man’s feet and barking excitedly as the two headed right toward Kendra and the ghost.
Kendra recognized the man as the same one who’d tipped his cap to her when he’d left the pub restaurant earlier. He was wearing the same cap now. And his eyes, when they lit on her, again showed friendliness.
But he couldn’t have chosen a worse time to take his dog for his evening constitutional.
The phone box ghost’s already-translucent form was fast fading. And the darkness around him was swiftly turning into ordinary night blackness. There was a cloaking smudge that would be visible only to Kendra and that curled slowly about him as he dissipated into nothing.
Then he was gone.
And the jaunty little fisherman and his dog were upon her.
“Fine night, aye, lass?” Again, the cheery man touched his cap, nodding respectfully.
His dog leapt at Kendra’s legs, his small black nose nudging her knees.
“Charlie, get you down! Be a good lad.” The man snapped his fingers at the dog, his face apologetic when Charlie only jumped higher, resting his paws on Kendra’s legs, his stubby little tail wagging.
“It’s okay.” Kendra reached to pet the terrier, aware that Charlie hadn’t seemed frightened by the ghost who’d been floating across the road just as he and his master had left their cottage.
She was sure the dog must’ve seen the spirit.
Animals, especially dogs, always saw ghosts.
“I love dogs.” Kendra straightened, relying on years of experience with similar interruptions to keep from showing how untimely their arrival proved. She really did love dogs. But she would’ve preferred meeting Charlie some other time.
“He didn’t bother me.” She glanced after the little terrier, who’d run ahead, sniffing the pavement with great enthusiasm.
Farther down Harbour Street another door burst open, and this time several pale-skinned, black-jacketed youths lurched out into the road. Loud and clearly full of ale, they leaned into one another as they swayed along the street in the opposite direction. Their gel-spiked hair glistened in the lamplight, and before they’d turned away, Kendra was sure she’d caught the flash of studs in their nostrils. She knew they were staggering drunk. The reek of stale beer carried on the wind, making her wrinkle her nose.
Charlie growled.
“He knows bad business when he sees it.” The friendly man once more looked apologetic, though not because of his pet. His gaze was on the rowdies, now beginning to weave their way up the cliff path toward Gavin Ramsay’s Spindrift. “Didn’t used to see suchlike in Pennard.”
Shaking his head, he turned back to Kendra. “You’d best be inside the inn, miss. Thon lads won’t it make where they’re headed. The way’s too steep. They’ll be stumbling back into the village anon, looking for trouble.”
“I was just going in, anyway.” She was—now.
“I’m Archie Dee.” He thrust out a hand, his calloused grip firm and warm. “Salt Barrel Cottage is mine, two doors down from the Laughing Gull, if e’er you be needing aught. I’m aye home unless I’m away at the fishing, at the inn, or out walking with wee Charlie.”
Kendra started to thank him, but he’d moved on, hurrying after Charlie, who’d bolted across the road, making for the two empty cottages and the little alleyway where Graeme had taken her earlier.
She felt a pang of loss as dog and man nipped into the shadows, out of sight. Not because of Archie Dee and Charlie the terrier, but for the twinge of regret that Graeme hadn’t kissed her in the darkness between the tiny cottages. Instead, he’d sworn not to touch her again. His vow still whispered in her mind.
I won’t kiss you again if that’s worrying you.
His gaze had dropped to her lips as he’d said the words. But even in the night’s dimness, she’d been able to tell that it’d been only a perfunctory, instinctive glance. No warmth or desire had kindled in his eyes. Yet she’d been weak in the knees just standing so close to him. No more than a breath separated them, and she’d burned to step nearer, letting their bodies touch. She’d felt the heat rising inside her, the memory of his kiss making her tingle.
Kendra frowned, pushing him from her mind.
She’d never run after men who didn’t want her. And she wasn’t going to start now.
Duty also called.
So she glanced up and down Harbour Street one more time, making sure no one else was about. Then she reached down, using the pretense of adjusting her boot laces to lightly touch the flats of her hands to the cold, damp ground. She’d stirred a flurry of energy when trying to communicate with the phone box ghost. That energy still shimmered in the air, broken by the disruption. Potentially dangerous if not returned whence it’d come.
Excess energy needed grounding, especially in a place like Pennard.
Only when she was sure that the last remnants of summoned white light had flowed from her hands and were absorbed back into the earth did she straighten and allow herself a long, cleansing breath.
The night felt ordinary once more.
If a cold Scottish night on the moon-silvered North Sea coast could be called anything but magical.
Kendra didn’t think so.
Pennard was special.
The night darkness only enhanced the tiny fishing village’s charm. The harbor lights danced on the glassy water, while the old-fashioned lampposts cast yellow pools of light on the rain-dampened pavement. Long tendrils of mist still trailed across the bay, and torn clouds drifted past the moon. High above, stars glimmered brightly, their brilliance rivaling any she’d ever seen.
Closer by, lights twinkled in a few of the cottages, and threads of bluish peat smoke rose from chimneys. The rhythmic wash of the sea against the harbor breakwater struck her as the most soothing sound she’d heard in a long while. Then her heart squeezed when a foghorn echoed, muffled as if from a great distance.
Pennard wore quiet well.
She could get used to such peace and tranquility. Just as she could to feeling Graeme’s strong arms sliding around her, his hands gripping her face as he dipped his head to kiss her. He’d taken her breath, whisking her into another world. A place where nothing mattered except the moment and how wonderful it had felt to be held fast against him.
Stop right now.
Her good sense shouted the words. And she knew better than to ignore them. So she inhaled deeply and lifted her chin, steeling herself to breeze back inside the Laughing Gull. She’d look carefree, as if nothing was on her mind except heading up the stairs to her room for the sound night’s sleep awaiting her there.
Unfortunately, when she opened the inn door and stepped inside, she nearly collided with Janet, who was sweeping the entry.
“On your own now, are you?” The older woman clutched her broom, not budging. Instead, she lifted a brow, peering sharply at Kendra.
“I did book a single room.” Kendra kept her poise in place.
Janet leaned forward. “So you did, aye.” Her tone didn’t warm at all. “And the room’s ready for you, it is. I was just up there to turn down the bed and leave a wee dram on the night table.”
“Thanks. But that wasn’t necessary.” Kendra tried to step past her.
“It’s tradition.” Janet straightened, her chest puffing on the words. “The Laughing Gull is an ancient inn. We still do things the old way. A turned-down bed and a night dram are courtesies we uphold.”
“I understand.” Kendra just wanted to sleep.
“Humph.” Janet surveyed her, one brow inching upward again, as if to imply she doubted any tourist could grasp the desire to cling to heritage and culture. “Pride of place matters here, even if there be some who’ve forgotten the like.” She bristled, two spots of red blooming on her cheeks. “Poxy souls they are, wanting to make Pennard a theme park.”
Kendra started to speak—she really did sympathize—but Janet had already turned away, resuming her broom attack on the stone-flagged floor.
Starting to nip around her, Kendra paused when a door marked PRIVATE banged open and a young, wild-haired girl swept into view.
Janet stopped sweeping the floor at once, some of the sternness leaving her face.
Seeing the older woman, the girl flashed a smile.
Twenty at most, she had the whitest skin Kendra had ever seen. And the kohl around her eyes was as black as her long, curling hair. A tiny gold ring winked from the end of her left eyebrow and—Kendra blinked—a ruby-red stud glittered beneath the girl’s bottom lip.
Plump but well made, she was what Zack liked to call a handful of woman. She also looked slightly out of time in her long, flowing, peasant-style dress. Wine red, the gown could’ve been a relic from the sixties and was low-cut to show off her bosom. At least what could be seen of it beneath the torn denim jacket she was pulling on even as she’d burst into the entry hall.
She reminded Kendra of a gypsy, and was pretty in an earthy, untamed way.
She also wasn’t a stranger at the Laughing Gull, because she went right up to Janet, kissing the older woman noisily on the cheek.
“Thanks, auntie!” She patted the pocket of her jacket. “You’ve saved us again. Roan will pay you back as soon as the regulars?—”
“Never you mind, lassie.” Janet took the girl’s elbow and steered her along the narrow passage. “Though”—she opened the outside door, letting in cold air—“I’ll not be helping him again if he…” The wind picked up then and Kendra didn’t catch the rest of her words.
“My niece, Maili.” Janet glanced at Kendra as she shut the door behind the girl. “She’s a good lass.” She started sweeping again, a bit more vigorously than before. “Pity is her boyfriend, Roan Wylie, who owns the Mermaid, a wee pub up the road, is aye letting his friends drink without paying for their ale.”
She frowned, jabbing the edge of her broom at a corner. “Now the lad is telling everyone he’s selling the Mermaid to Scotland’s Past. Foolish loon thinks they’ll pay him a fortune.” She darted another look at Kendra. “He wants to open a new pub in Glasgow, right on Sauchiehall Street, saying it’ll be the biggest and finest?—”
She broke off, flushing as if she’d just realized she’d been pouring out family gossip to a stranger. “Aye, well!” She went to the other corner, employing her broom with a vengeance. “There be lots of folk hereabouts thinking the like. They’re blinded by dreams of grandeur.”
“Many people are.” Kendra needed only to recall the scores of hopeful ghostcatchers who constantly called Zack or flooded the Ghostcatchers headquarters in Bucks County. People who mistakenly believed the organization would get them on national television, making them celebrities.
Once they learned Zack Walker ran his business on a lower-than-low profile, most would-be recruits took a fast track to the door.
They wanted fame.
Not hard work they couldn’t even discuss in public.
And if she was going to get any work done, she needed a good night’s rest.
Janet had other plans.
“Humph.” The older woman’s face darkened as she swept along the edge of the wall, her bulk and her fast-moving broom blocking Kendra’s path to the stairs. “Think they can all be legends, they do. Poor Maili”—she arced the broom in a half circle around Kendra’s feet—“has the voice of an angel, that girl. Thought she’d enter a talent show o’er Inverness way, sure she’d win and become a star.
“Do you ken what happened?” She stopped, clutching her broom in a white-knuckled grip. “The only win she pulled in was an offer to spend the night with one of the event’s sponsors. Roan Wylie heard the man hassling her and slid his arm around her, claiming he was her boyfriend. Now he is and”—she took an agitated breath—“Maili spends her days serving up pub grub and pints at the Mermaid.”
“She’s young.” Kendra didn’t know what else to say. “She’ll find her way.”
Janet sniffed. “Not if she doesn’t learn that a handful of pebbles from the shore outside thon windows is worth more than all fame’s gold. Fool’s gold, the like is, good for naught but sorrow and bother.
“Why else would all the townies up from Scotland’s Central Belt and the Londoners aye be moving to the Highlands and hereabout?” She set her hand on her hip, her chin jutting fiercely. “Sooner or later, they grasp what really matters and want a piece of it. The tartan dream calls to them, beckoning with images of heathery moors, fresh air, deep glens, and misty hills.”
Kendra took a breath, unable to argue.
If she could, she’d move to Pennard in a heartbeat. No regrets.
But Janet was still looking huffy, her piercing stare underscoring her opinion of incomers. “I’m surprised your beau hasn’t?—”
“My beau?” Kendra spoke before she could catch herself.
“The MacGrath.” Janet eyed her suspiciously, now standing before the door marked PRIVATE. “He knows better than most how eager some are to get their hands on good property up here.” She shook her head, opening the door to release a waft of delicious cooking smells and the clatter of plates and the bustle of a working kitchen into the entry.
“Hard to believe he’s said nothing.” She flashed Kendra one last look before stepping through the door, taking her broom with her.
Kendra blinked at the closed door, the neat little sign warning away trespassers.
Laughing Gull’s kitchen was off-limits to her.
As was Pennard, even if she was loathe to leave after her work stint ended. She wasn’t like the Central Belt Scots or Londoners seeking a quiet life away from the crowds and hectic of the city. Nor did she have the good fortune of her neighbors to the north, the Canadians. They had the advantage of birthright and could pack up and move to Pennard or anywhere else in Scotland that they wished to go.
She was American.
She couldn’t pop across the Big Pond and claim a piece of a tiny Scottish community just because the place appealed to her.
She also had no business allowing her whole world to be upturned by a sexy, dark-eyed Scotsman. Yet she couldn’t stop thinking about him. He fascinated her. And now that he’d held her, even kissed her, she wanted more.
Being crushed against him hadn’t just excited her; it’d felt right. True, his strong arms around her had sent delicious shivers rippling through her. But a flood tide of warmth had swept her, as well. And it’d been a heady kind of warmth, as if they belonged together.
She’d also seen the desire in his eyes.
And—she touched a hand to her breast—she was sure he’d recognized how powerfully she’d reacted to him. She could melt recalling how he’d gripped her face, his fingers sliding through her hair as he’d kissed her, claiming her mouth with his, tasting her with his tongue.
She wanted such a kiss from him again, preferably more than one. Long, hard kisses that took her breath and electrified her, making her forget he was the one man she couldn’t allow herself to want so badly.
Unfortunately, she did.
And—she blinked, stopping just before the steep and narrow stairs to her room—it didn’t help to see his handsome face staring at her from a framed photograph on the entry wall.
Or so she thought, until she went over to the picture and took a closer look.
Part of a collection of wood-framed photographs grouped on the wall near the kitchen door, the pictures were from the previous century. Some even dated back to the mid-1800s, according to the tiny brass plaques on the bottom of the frames.
One grainy photo showed six fisher girls in their Sunday-best clothes. Also known as herring girls, named after their work of gutting and cleaning the fish caught each day, they looked proud to be dressed in style. Three girls sat with another three standing behind, each resting a hand on the shoulder of the girl sitting before her. Their high-buttoned, white-aproned dresses marked them as Victorian, as did their stilted poses and frozen-faced expressions.
Another photo was captioned PENNARD 1890 and captured a few of the village’s low, whitewashed cottages. Several women sat outside their homes, knitting or baiting fishing lines while a stern-faced, bearded man looked on, smoking his pipe as the women toiled.
A photo of the herring fleet leaving Pennard gave Kendra chills. She stepped closer, examining the little stone marina and the numberless boats sailing out of the harbor. The fleet stretched the length of the horizon and filled the vast expanse of water between. Just as the lights from the spectral fleet had indicated a countless number of herring boats on the night-darkened sea.
Kendra rubbed her arms, suddenly cold.
Now more than ever, she was sure of what she’d seen.
But it was the blurry photograph of the crew of a trawler that really caught her eye, punching her like a blow to the chest.
The boat, named Josephine according to the picture frame, was at anchor in Pennard Bay. Her crewmen stood or sat near the harbor wall, each man wearing light trousers, a dark vest, and a seaman’s cap. Their faces appeared well-scrubbed, their hair neatly combed, as if each man hoped to look his best for the photographer.
One man stood out from the rest.
And not because a large white dog with one black eye and ear sat beside him, the dog’s gaze full of adoration as he looked up at his master.
Beneath the old-fashioned clothes and hairstyle, the man could’ve been Graeme MacGrath.
And unlike his fellow fishermen, he was smiling. Although his smile was for the dog by his side and not aimed at the camera.
Kendra’s brow knit as she stepped closer to the wall, leaning in to peer hard through the picture glass. The likeness was astounding. She angled her head, reading the inscription twice.
There could be no mistake.
The little plate on the frame stated the men were the crew of the trawler Josephine, and dated the photo to the long-ago year of 1875.
Still…
Something didn’t seem right to Kendra. She could feel the fine hairs lifting on her nape and sensed stirrings of doubt that prickled her skin.
“Looks just like him, eh?”
She jumped, wheeling about to find Iain Garry standing directly behind her.
“It’s amazing, yes.” She saw no point in pretending not to know what he meant.
“Graeme aye laughs about it.” The innkeeper rocked back on his heels, his gaze flicking to the photograph. “Thon trawlerman is your lad’s great-great-grandfather. His name was also Graeme.”
Kendra bit her lip, remembering her gaffe with Janet.
She understood Graeme’s reasons for wanting people to think they were a pair. She wouldn’t break his trust by telling the innkeeper Graeme wasn’t her lad. In truth, she wished that he was.
She also glanced away from Iain to look again at the crew of the Josephine. Even to her inexpert eyes, she could tell the photograph was genuine. It appeared as old as the little brass plate on the bottom of the frame said.
And it wasn’t just the family resemblance that jumped out at her.
It was more.
It was the strong bond between Graeme the trawlerman and his dog, a deep love that even hundreds of years and grainy, faded paper couldn’t diminish. With her heightened sensitivity, Kendra could feel their connection even through the cold glass of the picture frame.
Their love was so strong, it hit her like a blast of energy. Her heart raced, heat pumping through her.
Iain Garry didn’t seem to notice.
He did reach to tap the picture glass. “Your Graeme and his great-great-grandpappy have more in common than looks and a name. All the men in that family love dogs. Graeme’s no different with his Jock, aye? You ne’er see one without the other.” He smiled, lowering his hand.
“That’s true.” Kendra decided to play safe.
Her mind was racing.
Something told her she shouldn’t wonder too deeply why Graeme’s resemblance to his forebear bothered her so much. But it did. And the chills slipping up and down her spine let her know she needed answers.
She just hoped she could handle them. She was already at a disadvantage.
Graeme and his dog were winning her heart.