Epilogue

epilogue

BENNY

“You sure about this?” I have to ask, even though Rowan is squirming under me and practically begging for it. I still need to hear it. I can’t believe we’re really doing this, even though he said he wanted it as soon as we moved in together. I’d be perfectly happy bottoming every single time. Although I can’t lie, this is exciting as hell. Having him this way. Every single way.

“Yes. Please, Benny. Get inside me.”

I can’t help but love that the large man below me is so needy and desperate for me. God, do I love this man. I press my lubed-up cock to his well-loved and stretched hole, pushing inside ever so slowly.

“Benny. Fuck. More,” he says greedily, and I comply, pressing into him just a little more. “Yessss,” he moans as I give him what he wants. What he craves. We’ve been working up to this moment. He’s let me explore his hole with my fingers and my tongue many times. Driving him wild as I tease the puckered flesh of his hole with my tongue, fingering him as I get him nice and wet with my saliva. I’ve made him come that way over and over the past few months.

We moved into our house officially today. Just in time for Thanksgiving tomorrow, which we’ll actually be hosting in our brand-new shiny kitchen—though Mom is still cooking the actual dinner. Thank. God.

We’re not ready for that responsibility.

I let my hands slide over his firm pecs and tweak his nipples a little as I slide home. Holy. Shit. His tight heat surrounds me, and I have to count silently in my head, hoping to not come yet. His wiggling doesn’t help me as he grips my ass and pushes his hips up, trying to get me to move.

“Rowan . . . wait,” I gasp.

“Fuck, I need more. Fuck me, Benny. Fuck me like you mean it. I need it.”

“Ungh.” I nearly lose it when I hear his pleading but manage to keep it together, pulling back and then pushing my way back into his tight channel.

His hands grip my ass, pulling me forward into him over and over again. I lean down and kiss him, reveling in my first time inside his body, knowing it won’t be the last.

“Like that. Yes. There.” Damn, he’s bossy, and I love it. He goes over first, not even having to touch his dick as I press against his prostate, milking the cum from his cock as it sprays up over his delicious abs and chest.

I can’t help taking a taste, my tongue cleaning his chest as he grips the back of my neck and pulls my mouth to his. He moans when he tastes his release, and that’s all it takes before I’m coming deep inside him. Making him even more mine.

When I pull out, I collapse onto my back next to him, and he turns, curling up to my side. “I love you.”

“I love you,” I say dreamily. Our first night under our roof in our bed.

It couldn’t have been more perfect. I wasn’t sure we’d make it. Not when we were sneaking around or being just friends who were definitely totally in love with each other.

But since we’ve said the words, since we’ve decided this is what we want, I haven’t doubted us even once since then.

Rowan is it. This is our future. Just Benny and Rowan forever. Nothing else matters.

Rowan

“You really need to come.”

“You really need to stop talking,” Benny grits out, his hand gripping my hair as the water from our shower pounds over my back. He’s facing the wall, and I’m on my knees, kissing and licking his puckered hole.

“I’m so close,” he says, and I smile against his flesh. I could eat Benny out for hours, but we have guests coming, so I reluctantly pull away from fucking his ass with my tongue and stand up, finding the lube.

I slick two fingers and pressed them into his already relaxed hole. I wish we had time to draw this out, but we slept in, and it’s not like we don’t have the rest of our lives for this. The thought makes me smile.

“Yes.” He pushes back against my fingers, his hands against the wall as he uses it for leverage. I get him nice and ready before slicking up my cock and sliding into him.

He lets out a deep rumbly moan, pushing against me and the wall. He’s needy for it, just like I am for him. He was inside me last night, and it was perfect. Bliss. I knew he would make it good for me, but even I didn’t understand just how incredible it would be. I should have known. Benny just makes everything better. Always has. Always will. I have no doubt. All the things that’ll be so great in our lives together simply because he’s part of it. If we decide to have kids, I hope they have his spirit and his smile. If we just have animals, I know that’ll be great too. Whatever Benny wants, I’m up for. I want it all with him.

I move my still-slick hand between the wall and his body, finding his shaft and stroking him in time with my thrusts.

“There. Rowan. There. I’m so close.” He clenches hard around me, and then I feel his warm cum as he releases. I love watching him come, but my own orgasm takes over, having had so much time teasing his body with my tongue, I was already close before I sunk into him. I stroke into his body, spilling my cum deep inside him and not wanting to pull away from him, despite knowing I need to start the day. One I’m looking forward to. But I could stay here like this with Benny forever.

“Fuck, I love you,” I say when my body starts to come down. I nip at his shoulder and pull out of him, watching my cum run down between his thighs. I have the urge to push my cum back inside him, but he moves before I can.

“I love you too,” he says, turning around and wrapping his arms around my neck. He kisses me hard, and then we rinse off under the shower, just in time to hear the doorbell.

“Fuck a duck,” Benny says, and I chuckle. I smack his ass.

“Let’s go.”

We hurry to get dressed and open the door to knowing grins from his parents, Colt, Dallas, and even Colt’s sister Chloe and her man. They’re all here for Thanksgiving, and they all know exactly what we were doing and why it took so long to open the door. But it doesn’t matter. We’re starting new traditions. Making our own little family.

Christian runs into the house excitedly, and Dallas smacks me happily on my shoulder. He hugs Benny, and then we all start toward the kitchen for a Thanksgiving meal.

I haven’t seen my dad since he kicked me out, but it hasn’t mattered. Benny’s mom was right—they all love me more than enough to make up for everything he refused to give.

I have a family now. A real one. Who loves me for me and just wants me to be happy.

I couldn’t ask for anything else, and it all started with my stubborn boyfriend. He never gave up on me or on us, and I hope very soon he’ll become my husband.

My Benny.