5. Micah
Inmates packed into the games room, falling into cheap plastic chairs set in loose rows, all facing the ancient TV that stuttered to life up front. Averse to company, I deliberately chose an isolated seat in the back row to avoid contact with anyone.
The hour was late and the weather hadn't improved, the storm clouds casting an extra layer of despondency on my mood.
Burner insisted I stay, and I relented. Common everyday people were supposed to be intimidated by their boss, especially one as arrogant as him. He was a man used to being obeyed. Oakview Asylum his sanctum, where he enforced all manner of control.
However, he wasn't the only source of my ire. Psycho had reverted back to silence, refusing to engage or fulfil my requests for another session.
His reluctance was frustrating. His effect on me, infuriating.
The lights dimmed and the crowd hushed to hear the static volume, when the man in question entered and occupied the seat directly in front of me. It was embarrassing how hyperaware I was of his presence, the observation involuntary and entirely unwanted.
Psycho moved with a fluid grace that any dancer would envy, each motion purposeful and effortless. He swiped a hand through his midnight blue hair, the dark strands messily slicked back and so close I could easily reach out and rip them from his scalp.
That fucker sat there on purpose. His lingering scent mocked my unwarranted fascination, the brazen show of his exposed back displaying exactly what he thought of me. Fucking nothing.
Not a threat. Not a danger. Not even a blip on his risk radar.
Well, that shit was fucking broken.
Psycho wanted to ignore my existence. He was going to find out why that was never a possibility.
With the crowd distracted, I leant forward with undetectable movement, my lips lined directly up to his nape. "Still here, Psycho?"
A tremor raced down his spine and when he went to turn, a figure paced down the aisle towards me. I settled back in the uncomfortable chair and smoothed my expression.
Nurse Katsy—an attractive blonde with a large bust pushed up to her collarbones—slipped between us to drop into the seat beside me. I almost didn't catch it, nearly missed the inconspicuous brush of contact as she passed. Her fingers deftly stroked the cut below Psycho's jaw.
The cut. I. Fucking. Put. There.
Psycho stiffened under her flippant touch, and my lip curled as I tightly crossed my arms to prevent them from choking her out.
Who are they to one another? Is she the reason he hasn't left, why he chose to remain here at Oakview?
Nurse Katsy released a dramatic huff, demanding my attention. "I can't stand to watch this crap, to think it's acceptable to have one of them on TV."
My vision cleared on the program currently on-screen. A famous TV personality was in the middle of an interview, absentmindedly hovering a pen mid-air with his telekinesis. He made this action appear as a parlour trick, when he was most likely utilising the full extent of his power.
It was a common misconception to think Variants were threatening. In reality, most possessed minor abilities (usually not enough for personal gain, let alone being a threat to others).
We were a significant minority in the general population, but the unknown made people scared, and fear easily bred vicious, cruel people. I'd seen it, experienced the same: a never-ending cycle of hate reared from foolishness and ignorance.
Katsy tilted her chin to an awkward-looking teenager sitting in the front row who was one of my patients. After a couple of sessions, I quickly deduced he wasn't a bad kid, but more a victim of circumstance and environment. At his time of conviction, he'd turned sixteen and was condemned as harsh and severe as any adult.
"Ace Cooks. He's one of them. You should have seen the first time he stepped through the suppressant barrier. He cried like a baby," Katsy said, not registering my distaste or silence. She never did.
Katsy was a self-absorbed gossip who got her kicks by manipulating her mediocre power over others. Her compliance was too easy; a few well-placed compliments and flattering remarks, and she was lapping that shit up like it wasn't laced with poison.
Fern's intimidating bulk shadowed the doorway, searching the crowd, zeroing in on Ace. "Cooks, Dr Mudlark has requested your presence in the basement."
Terror electrified the air, sending uncontrollable shockwaves coursing through my veins. My senses lay hostage to the eruption of thoughts and emotions I absorbed from others around me; some relieved, others concerned, most filled with pity and fear.
Ace remained cowering in his seat, ignoring the request.
Fern sneered and launched his way, ready to physically drag him out by his hair. Distantly, I processed my body moving, my mind reeling to tackle my Variant into submission.
As Fern reached out to grab Ace, I was there, my fingers tightening on his outstretched wrist before he could make contact.
"Leave him." My command was irrefutable.
I couldn't stand touching him, and he couldn't stand being challenged in front of a room full of his victims. I didn't care, my eyes boring into his with that exact message. I refused to let go until he took the initiative to retreat a few steps, finding his composure.
A wordless battle, witnessed by the frozen crowd at my back.
"Dr Mudlark has prepared his treatment in the basement. He's expected."
I heard a whimper, which made me stand taller. "Ace Cooks is my patient, and I've not been informed of any plan or intervention. He will not be receiving treatment today, or any other day, until I myself provide approval."
Fern clenched his jaw. "If you can inform Dr Mudlark tha—"
"No. You can inform him. If he has any issues, he can come to me directly."
Fern hardly composed his spiralling rage. Turning on his heel, he stormed out the door. I was yet to meet the head psychiatrist, Dr Mudlark. For an enclosed facility, he was a hard man to find, appointments booked back to back. I questioned if he existed at all.
Background noise filtered back into awareness as I ignored the stares, veering for the exit myself.
Katsy awaited me there, her stupid, smiling face chipper as ever. "Don't fret, Olivia. These men can't help but be brutish, can they? There are much better ways—easier ways—to manage the inmates." I lifted a brow at the audacity. She really had no insight whatsoever. She lowered her voice in a conspiratorial whisper. "Let me give you some advice. I've found the best way to make them behave is a reward system."
"Like they're toddlers?"
"Exactly. Take something away until they behave, then you can reward them by giving something in return. They'll do whatever you ask."
"And what do you ask for, Katsy?" My tone was lined with malevolence.
Katsy blushed, biting the inside of her cheek. With her aura emanating straight carnal lust, she practically screamed her indecent proclivities.
I made my escape, fed up with this farce. I had to get out before she was the subject of my own proclivity—to fucking murder.
I climbed high. Searching for a place of solitude, away from every single soul, where my faculties weren't ambushed by toxic energy. Unintentionally, I found myself outside on the main parapets of the castle, the rain subsiding for a short while. Leaning back against one of the circular towers, I closed my eyes.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
I didn't know how long I remained in that position when the sharp hint of nicotine coated my nostrils. My eyes fluttered open to Psycho casually leaning against the battlements, perusing the courtyard below, ignoring my presence entirely.
I utilised the opportunity to study him, since that's all I was good for these days.
Psycho held a cold exterior, a firm expression settled in place, the perfect picture of mindless detachment.
In my dash for escape I had buried my Variant low, so fucking deep to escape the overwhelming rush of being drowned in corrupt filth.
Up there, amongst the clouds, I was content, able to breathe air back into my laboured lungs and filter out the poison from my overdosed system.
PSYCHO
I found her on the castle parapets. Eyes closed, face peaceful, demeanour calm.
I'd noticed immediately that her injuries had disappeared, as if our previous encounter never happened, leaving a bitter taste in my mouth.
The cut on my throat was still healing. It seemed unfair for her to leave her mark without mine to reciprocate.
Oh, how I desperately want to mark her golden skin.
They were all hidden now, but I'd never forget how every inch of her was covered in self-inflicted art. I was more than happy to explore her body for a space where I could stamp my own.
I kept on replaying her outburst in the games room. Was the homicidal intent that flashed in her eyes a figment of my imagination that I'd conjured on my own? I desperately hoped it was true. The fumes from her murderous glance towards Fern and Katsy made me fucking lightheaded and giddy.
I couldn't figure her out. Her defence of Cookie, intervening on his behalf, made me question everything.
Her nostrils twitched, alerting me out of my stupor. I shifted my gaze before she caught me staring. We were in stasis, neither one acknowledging the other. After a time, my resolve withered.
Just one look. Surely I can withstand a single glance.
My eyes involuntarily flicked in her direction to find her heading towards the open door to descend back into hell. I couldn't let her walk away without some form of recognition.
"Don't let them catch you slipping," I called, providing a word of caution, a vital piece of advice. If given a chance, any person in this joint would use that vulnerability to crush her into the ground. For some unknown reason, I couldn't stand the thought of that happening.
Her step paused, the only acknowledgement she'd heard the words as they drifted on the wind.