37. Chapter Thirty-One

Doxy

I'm floating.

Well, that's how it feels as I come down from the most intense orgasm. Xander brushes my leg from his shoulder and climbs to his feet, smirking down at me. If Trevante wasn't holding me up I would have dropped to the floor in a heap. I watch Xander strip in front of me, loving the sight of his naked flesh but my gaze is captured by his cock the moment he rids himself of his pants. I shiver when I feel Trey's lips against the shell of my ear.

"You want that cock inside your pussy, baby?" he whispers before sucking the shell of my ear into his mouth, drawing a strangled groan from me.

"Yes," I answer. Xander yanks me out of Trey's hold and lifts me. I wrap my arms and legs around him as I stare into his eyes, the loving look I see reflected back at me is like staring in a mirror because I feel something for them but I can't get my brain to commute with my mouth to tell them what they want to hear.

I'm scared.

"Get out of your head, baby," Xander whispers, then claims my lips in a searing kiss to distract me as he slowly eases his cock inside me, inch by glorious fucking inch.

"Fuck!" I cry out and throw my head back, breaking the kiss the moment he is balls deep inside me. I look back to see Trey standing there naked with his hard cock in his hand and a ravenous look in his eyes. He sees the look of want in my eyes and creeps forward at a leisurely pace, I shiver when I feel his hot heated skin pressed against my back.

He flicks his gaze to Xander and says, "Fuck her." Xander's grip on my waist turns punishing as he begins to lift me then slams me back down onto his cock. "Eyes on me, baby, I want to see it in your eyes the way he makes you feel." Something about this moment feels different. They're stripping away my layers and not giving me a chance to hide from them as they play my body against me like it's their own secret weapon to do with as they please.

"Fuck, baby, you're so tight," Xan grits out as he continues to fuck me. Trey shifts and grips my throat in his hand, forcing me backward so I am leaning against him making it easier for Xander to fuck me harder.

"Oh, fuck!" I cry out at the new angle.

"You like taking that dick don't you, Doxy?" Trey huskily whispers.

"Yes, I fucking love it," I cry out when he hits that fucking delicious spot inside me. I feel an orgasm cresting and know without a doubt Xan is close as well, I can feel his cock swelling inside me. Before I can grab onto that orgasm Xander comes, roaring my name. Before disappointment can wash over me, he pulls out and I'm passed to Trey. Xander mimics the position Trey occupied a second ago, then Trey's cock is slamming into me. "Yes!" I scream out.

"I got to taste your cum on my tongue so it's only fair he gets your cum on his cock, baby." I stare up at Xander in shock. The fucker smirks at me. "Yeah, baby, I stopped you from coming. That was your punishment for leaving us behind and thinking you could escape what this is."

I can't focus clearly on what he says, Trevante is fucking me too good and hard for that conversation. "Fuck, baby, I can feel you clamping down on my cock," Trey grits out.

"I'm so close," I whimper. He pulls almost all the way out of me before slamming back inside me, forcing me to arch off Xander who is pinching my nipples between his fingers. Fuck, this is perfect.

"I can feel his cum on my cock, baby. I need to fill you with mine so we can both be inside you, do you want that?" I can hear the strain in Trey's voice as he continues to fuck me at a relentless pace.

My orgasm slams into me with such force it robs me of air for a second as I scream out. "Yes!" Trey's hold tightens on my waist as he slams into me over and over again, chasing his release. I scream out as another wave of pleasure rips through me. I hear him shout my name as he comes but it sounds so far away. I feel so weightless, so full and protected.

I moan, feeling sated and… happy?

I snap my eyes open and look around the room in fright, then gape at the sight of Trey and Xander sitting on the couch with concerned looks on their faces. I look down and see I'm on the bed with a sheet pooled around my waist. They both stand and cautiously make their way toward me. I frown at the sight of them dressed in their jeans only as they both drop down onto either side of me, looking worried.

"What happened?" I ask.

Xan shakes his head. "You passed out." I recoil and shake my head.

"I think my cock knocked you out," Trey says, earning a glare from Xander.

"I passed out?" I say aloud as I'm trying to come to terms with it.

"Yeah, baby," Xan says quietly as he reaches out and cups my cheek in his hand, drawing my gaze back to him. "Are you okay?"

I hate that I worried them but it's not like I could have helped passing out. "Yeah. I'm fine."

"We cleaned you up," Trey says and nods toward the shirt that I am wearing, which is his. "Did… did we hurt you?" All traces of humor are gone from his tone.

I shake my head. "No. I've never passed out from sex but that shit was… a lot." They both chuckle. I scowl at the both of them when they high five each other. Fucking men and their egos!

"We ordered food but it's cold now… we thought you might have been hungry earlier but clearly you weren't hungry for a range of pasta, you just wanted sausages." Xander glares at Trey but I can't help but laugh at the idiot, they both stare at me with odd looks.

"What?" I snap.

Xan shrugs. "It's good to hear you laugh." I roll my eyes and shove them away as I climb off the bed and head for the food that covers the dining table. There is a fuck load of food here so I grab a spare plate and pile it with a range of different foods before claiming a seat on the couch, tucking my legs beneath me as I dig in.

"Did you want us to get the kitchen to reheat it or anything?" Trey asks.

I shake my head as I bite down on my chicken wing. "Nah, anything tastes better than dog kibble," I say without thought, the horrified looks on their faces has me sighing and dropping my wing back onto my plate. "I won't tell you everything at once, some days I will let shit slip so you need to deal with that. Okay?" Xander grinds his teeth while Trey looks murderous. I choose to ignore them both as I go back to eating my food. By the time I'm done stuffing my face, I'm in a mood because I can feel both of them still staring at me. "Make yourselves useful and go run me a bath," I snap. If I wasn't in such a sour mood, I might actually laugh at the sight of them rushing off to do as I asked.

I snag a cream filled cupcake off the coffee table and bite into it, moaning at the taste, then wipe the corner of my mouth, sucking the cream off my finger.

"Fuck."

"I'm hard." I snap my head with my finger still in my mouth to see them both standing there staring at me with desire in their eyes.

An idea peaks into my mind as I make my way toward the bathroom, eating my treat and shooting them a wink as I pass by. I hear them pushing and shoving each other behind me as they follow like love-sick pups. I push the last bite into my mouth before gripping the hem of the shirt and yanking it over my head. I love the sounds they make. Hearing how much they appreciate the sight of me regardless of all the scars hidden beneath the layers of ink makes me feel desirable. I step into the large tub and moan, then peer at them over my shoulder and quirk a brow.

"You coming in…" It takes them two seconds to digest my words before they are racing each other to get their pants off. I move to the furthest side and remain standing as they both step into the tub. Before they can sit down, I clear my throat. "Sit on the edge." They share a look with each other before obeying my demand, looking apprehensive. I would be lying if I said I could live this life without them, they have given me a strength I didn't know I had. I may not have realized it before but I do now.

They saw the real me beneath the darkness.