6. Scotlyn

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Scotlyn

I can't believe what I'm about to do.

Am I seriously about to go into the Dark Room and have my way with a virgin? Why, yes, I am. But why am I nervous? If I was the virgin, I could see why I would be, but I'm the experienced one. Maybe that's the issue. The guy I'm about to have sex with has never been with a woman. I don't want to disappoint him. I want him to remember every single detail for the rest of his life. Hell, I am definitely going to remember it.

Heart pounding, I pull into the Society X parking lot and enter through the back door where Jared is waiting on me. It's almost nine o'clock. I guess you can say I had to give myself a pep talk the whole way here, and that took longer than expected. A part of me wants to back out, but I need to let loose. It's been so long since I've had any kind of carnal fun with a man; my body needs it.

What I really want is to find someone I can connect with. Dating hasn't been very successful for me. It's probably because I haven't really made the time to meet anyone. Seeing Brent again changed that. There was a time when I had a connection with him. In just the small amount of time I've spent with him, I felt it again.

I pause mid-step and squeeze my eyes shut. Stop thinking of him! You're about to go into the Dark Room.

"Scotlyn, you okay?" Jared asks.

Taking a deep breath, I open my eyes and nod. Judging by the look on Jared's face, he's fully expecting me to run out the back door.

I blow out a sigh and continue toward him. "I'm fine. Just trying to get my mind in the right place."

Jared glances over at the exit. "Are you sure you want to go through with this? It's okay if you don't."

"No," I say, grabbing his wrist. "I need to do this."

The smirk on his face makes me smile. I can do this. It'll be fun.

Jared flourishes a hand toward the door leading into the women's side of the Dark Room. I'll get undressed there and wait for the green light to let me know I can enter. Jared enters his code, and the door opens. The light is dim and sensual, the perfect ambiance to get someone in the mood. There's a table with a jar full of condoms, towels, and various toiletries. And just on the other side of the room is the main door. The red light is lit above it, meaning it's not yet time for me to enter.

Jared clears his throat. "The guy is going in first," he advises. I look over at him, and he grins. "Christy and I figured since you're taking the reins, it'd be best for him to wait on you."

My pulse skyrockets again.

Before stepping into the room, I face him. "Jared, you were a virgin once upon a time. What was your first time like?"

A chuckle escapes his lips, and he hangs his head. "Oh, Scotlyn. If you only knew of the embarrassment."

I grab his arm. "Tell me. I don't know what to expect."

He meets my eyes again. "Okay, so he's probably not going to last long once you slide down on his dick." His brows lift. "I'm assuming you'll be on top, right?"

"That's the plan," I reply, chewing on my lip.

He chuckles again. "If he's anything like me, he'll be ready for more. Just make sure you grab a handful of condoms instead of just one. I'm not sure if your partner is going to think about it. I know his mind must be all over the place right now. He's about to lose his virginity to someone he doesn't even know."

The thought of that makes my heart hurt. Losing your virginity to someone should be special. Then again, I thought my first time was going to be more meaningful to the guy I was with, but I was just another notch on his belt. That left a tear in my heart that took a long time to heal. Whoever my partner is, they're going to have a special night.

Jared's focus averts to the other side of the room, and his eyes twinkle with mischief. "It's time, Scotlyn. You have the green light."

I let out a slow breath and step over the threshold of the changing room. "Here we go."

Jared chuckles. "Good luck. And have fun."

"Thanks," I say, smiling at him one more time before the door shuts.

All I have to do now is take off my clothes. Once I have them all off, I fold them neatly and place them on the table beside the bowl of condoms. I grab a few of them and slowly exhale. I can't believe I'm about to do this . The floor has warming units underneath the tiles, so it's not cold as I close the distance to the main door.

I look up at the green light and take one more deep breath. There are five condoms in my left hand while my right is on the door handle. The second I press down, the lights in the changing room will go out, cloaking me in complete darkness.

"You can do this," I whisper to myself.

I open the door and everything goes pitch black. What I have to remember is that I can't say anything. I can hear the guy moving around on the bed, so I slowly make my way over. It doesn't take long to feel the silky sheets. I run my fingers over them and casually place the handful of condoms at the edge of the bed.

The guy's breathing picks up and it makes me smile. I'm about to have sex with a virgin.

As I stand there in the darkness, I can feel the tension in the air. The anticipation is palpable as I wait to see if he'll make a move. Suddenly, I hear a rustling sound as he reaches out to touch me. I'm the one who's supposed to be taking control, but I welcome this touch. He grazes my arm, sending a shiver down my spine. I maintain my composure, knowing that any noise is forbidden. We have to stay anonymous.

I move up the bed, sliding my fingers along his leg and up to his chest. His skin smells so goodfresh from the shower, along with the hint of an expensive cologne. I can tell he's athletic by the way his arms and chest are toned. If only I could see his face. I close my eyes and envision Brent, imagining it's him I'm about to have sex with.

His breath is hot on my neck as I lean in to nip his ear with my teeth. The second his warm hands graze my back, the urgency to have more overtakes me. I can feel his heart pounding against his chest, matching the rhythm of my own racing pulse. In that moment, we are two strangers brought together by desire and curiosity.

I brace myself for what's to come, ready to guide him through this new experience. Slowly, I slide my hand down his chest, and his breathing picks up. The second I touch his cock and feel how large and hard he is, I hold back my gasp.

The guy lets out a satisfied moan as I wrap my hands around him, massaging him gently. He's already worked up and I have no clue how long he's going to last. What I didn't realize before I walked in was how turned on I would be. My clit twitches between my legs and I know once I feel him inside of me, I'll explode.

Leaning in closer, I continue to massage him, and this time, I press my lips against his chest. Another moan rumbles from his lips and it spurs me on even more. I kiss my way up his neck to his lips.

My pace quickens, my own breathing growing ragged as his tongue begins to explore, teasing me and sending shivers through my entire body. If the guy really is a virgin, he doesn't kiss like one. He's better at it than all the experienced men I've been with.

I can feel my climax building, my body shaking with anticipation even though there's been no friction. It's as if I am the virgin in the room. With one last thrust of his tongue, he pulls back, and I'm the one who moans with pleasure.

With a steady rhythm, I began to pump up and down, my hands gliding effortlessly over his shaft. The guy let out a low groan, his hips bucking subtly against my touch. I need him inside of me . . . now.

I move down to the edge of the bed and grab a couple of condoms. Once I have one unwrapped, I slide it into place. I'm curious to see how many thrusts it'll take for him to come.

I straddle his body and guide him inside of me, feeling him fill me up in a way I never thought possible. His fingers dig into my hips as my body tightens around him. I can feel myself getting closer to the edge. The sensation of him inside me is more intense than I could have ever imagined.

His breath is ragged, matching mine as our bodies move together in perfect rhythm. His lips find mine, and the heat between us grows, intensifying with each touch. I ride him harder, knowing I'm about to succumb to my own desire. I just hope he lasts another few seconds.

My body begins to shudder, and I can feel him pulsating inside of me. Time stands still as our passion consumes us. But it doesn't sway us for long. With him still inside of me, I can feel him growing harder again. He grips my hips and lifts me off him so he can take off the condom. My excitement skyrockets when I hear him open another packet. I hope he's prepared for more.

The cool sensation of the air-conditioned room brushes against my heated skin. I can feel the tension building between us once more, a surge of raw desire that we both can't deny. He slips back inside me, slowly at first, as if savoring each moment of our intimacy. I moan softly, arching my back and meeting his rhythm with a fiery passion. His hands gently roam my skin, leaving a trail of goose bumps in their wake. The second he lifts up and closes his lips over one of my nipples, I let out a pleasurable gasp. He bites me gently at first but then does it harder when I pick up my pace. We move in unison, the sound of our bodies slapping together and our ragged breaths mingling with the darkness of the room. Every touch, every kiss, is filled with a ferocity that leaves me breathless and yearning for more.

I arch my back, giving him more access to my breasts. I thought I was going to be the one in control, but this guy surprises me. There was a timidness at first, but now, it's as if the real beast has been unleashed inside of him.

His grip on my waist tightens and I take that as a sign he wants me to go faster. It only takes a few more thrusts before I'm biting my lip to keep from screaming out as he pulsates inside of me again.

I don't want the night to stop. How many times will he be able to come? By the way my clit is throbbing, I could go a few more rounds.

He grabs me around the waist and flips me onto my back. The sound of his breathing is feral, as if he's literally a lion about to claim his mate. My whole body trembles with anticipation. I hear him take off the condom and slap another one on. My legs are already spread wide and ready for him. With a primal growl, he pushes inside me, his hips pounding against mine. I find myself lost in every single sensation. It's pure heaven . . . and it doesn't seem to be ending anytime soon.