24. Chapter 24

Chapter 24

Ryder

M y shift tonight will begin at 11. But, until then, I am going to spend as much time with Meghan that I can get. When she left work, she had texted me so I could meet her at her apartment. I drove so fast on my way there, I was sure I had broken most speeding limits.

I was waiting by her door when she finally arrived. She looked amazing as usual and my hands were desperate to touch her.

The evening sky was clear with not a cloud in sight. A slight breeze added a nice chill to the air and I was certain tonight would be a perfect evening for our park date.

"Hey," Meghan said, walking up to me and placing a chaste kiss on my cheek. "Let me just change my clothes and then we can go. I'm starving," she added, unlocking her apartment door.

I followed her inside and my hands quickly found her sultry hips. "I could help you undress if needed," I smirked, pulling her body against mine.

Laughing, Meghan spun in my arms so that we were now facing one another. "If I let you do that, we would never make it out of here," she giggled.

"Fine by me," I said, my tone deep and filled with need.

I saw her eyes considering the proposition for a minute, but then she shoved me aside and laughed to herself as she walked back to her bedroom.

Ten minutes later, she returned wearing a pair of denim jeans, a black silk shirt, and black flats. She looked beautiful even when she dressed down. I think Meghan could wear a paper bag and still be the most beautiful woman in the world.

We left her apartment and stopped at a small deli and picked up sandwiches, potato salad, and chips. It would be the perfect dinner while sitting under the stars and watching a movie in the park. I loved how in the summer months, the city would play movies in the park.

When we arrived at the park, there were already a ton of people filling the space. My senses went on high alert. Even after leaving the SEALS, my training kept me always on the lookout for danger. Big crowds were always a place that made me nervous, but I didn't dare show that to Meghan. I knew she worried enough about me, so the last thing I would want to do is add more worry for her.

"Where do you want to sit?" Meghan asked, glancing around for an open area.

My instincts told me to sit where there was easy access to leave if needed. I spotted an open area near the sidewalk. Two large trees provided shade for the remaining sunlight that was slowly fading away. "How about over there," I ask, pointing to the area.

Meghan nods and we make our way to the spot. Sitting down, we begin taking our food out of the bags. A large screen is displayed on the stage that on the weekends has live concerts here in the park. As we began to eat, I watched as Meghan looked so peaceful as she sat on the grass. I was beyond grateful that she was low maintenance like myself. She didn't require a fancy restaurant to be happy, she was perfectly content sitting here in the park with me.

"What?" she asks, noticing me staring at her. There is a twinkle in her eye and it makes my heart swell.

"I'm just admiring you," I admit.

Sighing, Meghan smiles and I see her cheeks turn a rosy red as she blushes. I take her hand in mine and love how it fits nicely-- like it was made just for me.

"I'm so glad you recommended this as our date. This is such a perfect way for me to relax after a long day of work," she says.

"I love that about you," I say, and then instantly still.

I wasn't sure if we were at that stage where I could profess my love to her without scaring her off, but I had just let it slip. Hopefully, it didn't bother her too much.

Meghan paused, but then began talking and allowed the moment to go unnoticed. Soon, I would tell her how I felt, but I wasn't ready, yet.

"I've always been pretty easy to please. I like low-key," Meghan states.

The screen ahead begins to light up and the movie begins to play. It is an older, classic film, but still enjoyable. I open my arms and Meghan sits between my legs, as I wrap my arms around her. She falls into me and I hold her the duration of the movie.

It's late when the credits begin to roll on the screen. A sweet melody plays and I notice a few people are standing and swaying to the music. Twinkle lights hang over the area and it's the perfect romantic spot.

Taking her hand, I helped Meghan stand. But, I surprise her when I place one hand around her waist and the other in her hand. Pulling her to me, I start to move our bodies in sync with the music.

"What are you doing?" she giggles, staring into my eyes.

"I'm not much of a dancer, but I thought I would take advantage of the moment. Have you ever danced under the stars before?" I ask her.

With her body pressed against mine, I swear I can feel her heart beating wildly in her chest. Or maybe that's the combination of both of our hearts right now. I swear it feels like her body was made just for me. She fits against me like a glove.

"No, I've never done this before. You are such a sweet man," she sighs, reaching up and kissing me gently. Her head moves to lean against my chest and I wish that I could memorize this feeling forever. I don't ever want to let this woman go.

"I've never been known as a romantic man before. But you bring out something good inside of me," I admit.

She snuggles closer to me and I know that what I am feeling for this woman goes beyond anything I've ever experienced before. My heart aches for her when I'm not with her. And when I do have her, I feel a happiness that nothing will ever compare to.

After the music stops, we walk hand-in-hand back to her apartment. I wish I could stay longer, but I have to get ready for work. Tonight is going to be a wild ride and I have to have my head in the game.

As we reach Meghan's door, she turns to face me. "Do you want to come in for a little while?" she asks, flirting with me.

My dick springs to life and is begging me to say yes. However, my head is telling me no. I want so badly to go inside that apartment and get lost inside of Meghan, but I just can't.

"I wish I could. I have to get to work. Something illegal is going on at the Port and I need to be alert," I say without thinking.

I want to smack myself for telling that to Meghan. Her eyes grow large and I see the worry and fright reflected back at me.

Grabbing her hands, I pull her to me. "Look, I shouldn't have told you that. But, I don't want to lie to you. I will be careful, but I do need to be focused. If I come in tonight, I will fuck you and go to work satisfied, but exhausted. I need to be alert," I say again.

Meghan hesitates and for a moment, I worry she is going to freak out. But, she surprises me.

"I get it. I mean, you know I worry about you and I have my own anxieties that reach far deeper than you and me, but I'm glad you were honest with me. Tell you what," she says, hugging me and pushing her taut tits against me. "When you don't have to work, we will spend an entire night in bed."

For a brief moment, I contemplated calling into work. I have this beautiful woman in front of me and it is taking all of my will power to walk away.

I brush my lips against her neck as my hands begin to massage her breasts. She lets her head fall back, allowing me more access to the sweet and sensitive skin on her neck. Her nipples grow hard under my touch and I want so badly to put them in my mouth. A moan escaped her mouth and that is my cue to leave.

Both of us are breathing heavily as we part. I rush to the door, forcing myself to exit. A panting and very horny Meghan watches me leave.