26. Azadeh- Age 29

Chapter 26

Azadeh- Age 29

Present Day

The hunger and fear in Lev’s eyes have my stomach rolling and my heart racing. I want to see what he’ll do. Will he take charge, or will he need me to push him until he breaks? The last time shocked me when he took the barrel of his gun and put it inside me. It was a side of Lev I’d never seen, and it turned me on. But unlike Cyrus and Zeke, it made me want to get the better of him.

Lev leans toward me, and I can almost hear time ticking with anticipation and excruciating slowness.

“You can do it, Pup,” Zeke encourages in a whispered hush. I can hear the hope and fear laced in his voice.

Many emotions are present in Lev’s luminous gray eyes as they lock with mine. Apprehension, excitement, fear, lust, and even love. I know he’s searching within himself for the courage to do this. Exploring the sensation of touch with Zeke is one thing, but Cyrus and I are a whole new ball game.

Zeke steps forward and pets the top of Lev’s head. “Go on, Pup. You’re doing such a good job. I’m very proud of you.”

Lev nods and molds his hand to my nape. His touch singes my skin as he pulls me forward and tentatively brushes his lips to mine. My eyes flutter before closing, and I fall into the kiss. Ten years of craving this man and never being able to have him crash around me. I’m lost in the moment. Emotions collide, and I’m unsure what I feel from one second to the next—passion, need, desperation, desire, and, most of all, love.

I grip his head as droplets of water fall from my hair onto the marble floor below us. My fingers pull at the chestnut strands, yanking him closer. Our tongues dance as we push our spit and the guys’ cum back and forth. A frenzied need builds between us, limbs tangled as we finally experience the desire we’ve wanted for so long.

“That’s it, Pup,” Zeke whispers. “Show her how badly you want her. Let her see what a good boy you are.”

I look at Zeke as I push the cum back and forth from my mouth to Lev’s. Cyrus is standing behind him, his hand on Zeke’s thick shaft, pumping his cock, thickening it. I want him to fuck me. I want them all to fuck me. I want to be full of them as they grab me and they rip me apart before putting me back together.

“Give Azadeh all the cum, Pup,” Zeke orders.

Lev grips my head and leans me back before pouring the fluids from his mouth into mine. He pulls away, breathing heavy, eyes hooded. “I loved you the moment I saw you. Scared and helpless, discarded and traumatized. The only emotion I knew was fear, and the only vision I saw was terror. Until you. You appeared, and it was like you hit me with a spell. I’m sorry it’s taken me this long to touch you and be touched by you. Thank you for never turning your back on me, even when I deserved it.”

His words grab my heart in their grip and squeeze. I place my hands on his face and nod. I want to tell him how much I love him, how I’ll always be there for him and always have his back, but the cum and spit in my mouth make that impossible. So I nod and hope he knows every thought and emotion fluttering in my mind.

Cyrus pulls Lev off me by his neck. “Good job, little whore.”

I glare at Cyrus as he calls Lev a whore. I’m unsure if he’s ready for the dominance that Cyrus loves. I’ve learned over the years that I enjoy degradation. I never thought I would, but I do. There’s something powerful about words from someone you know will keep you safe and love you. I’ve reclaimed those degrading words. They can no longer harm me. Whore is no longer spat at me to shame me for being liberated or condemn me for not wanting to live by their puritanical religious rule. I’m no longer the ten-year-old bullied by a fifty-year-old man because I tapped my foot to a popular song or manhandled by the police and whipped for showing an inch of hair. When Cyrus degrades me, I hold the power. I possess the control. He only goes as far as I let him, and he won’t hurt me if I demand it to stop.

Cyrus slaps Lev’s face with his cock. “What’s your safe word, cum dump?”

Lev gazes up at him and whispers, “Red.”

“Oh, you went with a classic,” Cyrus grunts as he slides the tip of his dick along Lev’s lips. “Azadeh’s is Azadi. Zeke’s is church, and mine is peace. Be a good little cum rag, and make sure you remember that.” Lev opens his mouth, and Cyrus thrusts his hips until his dick is nestled inside. “Damn, Lev, who knew you’d be a world-class cock whore?”

“You enjoying the show, Princess?” Zeke asks as he yanks my head to look at him.

I nod, still unable to speak.

Zeke chuckles. “I want everything you’re holding in that pretty little mouth. Every single drop, baby.” He presses his lips to mine, parting my lips with the tip of his hot tongue before swiping it inside to collect everything from my mouth.

He leaves me on the floor as he walks to Cyrus. Cy smiles as he pulls Zeke toward him by the nape of his neck. They kiss, and the visual is stimulating. Zeke’s hand moves to Lev’s head as he pushes him further onto Cyrus’s dick, holding him there forcefully.

My gaze moves from Zeke’s hand to his face, and I watch him and Cyrus kiss passionately. These two have always been fire together. Cyrus does something for Zeke that Lev and I can’t.

I never thought I could be in a nontraditional relationship. I always wanted the husband and two kids running around the yard. Never in a million years did I think I’d be in a polyamorous relationship. I always assumed I’d want my spouse to be loyal to me sexually and never look at anyone else. But love is like water. Your body can never have enough of it, and the more you drink, the healthier you will be. I know society might always side-eye what the four of us have, but the truth is that society is rarely right in its opinions. All I know is I’m happy. My men are happy, and that’s enough for me. Because at the end of the day, all anyone wants is to feel joy, no matter how that joy might appear.

I watch as Zeke tips Cyrus’s head back, and the cum and saliva spill from his mouth into Cy’s.

“You know what to do,” Zeke whispers before turning to Lev. “Look up at Cy, Pup. You’ve been a good boy and deserve a treat.” Lev glances up as Zeke steps back. “Keep your mouth open, nice and wide for Cyrus, Pup.”

Lev listens obediently, his mouth gaping wide. His eyes are on Cyrus as he transfers the cum and spit into his mouth.

“Drink it up like a good little fuck boy,” Cyrus demands, and Lev complies.

“Princess,” Zeke says, turning to me. “I’m gonna need you to go get on your bed, spread those legs nice and wide so we’ve got a clear view of that sexy pussy.”

I hear Zeke laughing as I hop up, run from the bathroom, and jump on my bed like a kid excited about birthday presents and cake.

Zeke picks up the metal chain from the bathroom floor and tugs it, stepping out of the bathroom with Lev crawling behind him.

“If I’d known I could make this bitch submit like a good little puppy, I would have gotten him a collar and leash years ago,” Cyrus says, walking behind. He stops dead in his tracks as his eyes shift from Lev to me, spread eagle on the bed, before he quickly runs out of the bedroom.

Zeke and I look at each other in confusion as we hear Cyrus’s footsteps echoing in the upstairs hall and down the stairs.

Zeke shrugs as he grabs the remote from the dresser and turns on the wall-mounted television above my head.

An image of me sleeping pops up on the screen. The blankets are a mess around me. I’m naked, aside from a t-shirt pulled up below my breasts. My legs are slightly parted.

Lev moves toward the screen, but Zeke yanks his leash, and he stumbles back. I gaze at Lev on the floor, seeing the fear and panic in his eyes. I’m unsure what the big deal is since I know Lev has cameras in all the rooms. And then I see it.

Lev is crouched over my bed, his head between my legs, eating me out as I sleep. I should be mad, but I’m turned the fuck on. It’s incredibly exciting to see how desperate Lev is for me. How his head moves rapidly as he licks between my legs. His greed as he drowns in me and only me.

“Our little pup here has hundreds of these videos,” Zeke says. “I figured you should see it and dole out a proper punishment.” He grabs a magazine from my dresser, rolls it up, and taps Lev on the nose. “You’ve been a bad boy, haven’t you, Pup? You need to be punished, don’t you?”

I smile, moving to the edge of the bed. My legs remain open, and I glance at Lev. “Eyes on me, Lev.”

Lev looks at me. His gaze roams from my feet to the apex of my thighs to my breasts until they land on my face. “Are you man enough to show me in the light what you did in the shadows? Be a good boy and crawl to me.”

Lev moves his hands and knees along the floor until he’s facing my center. “You like licking my pussy, don’t you?”

He nods slowly.

I grip his chin, placing pressure on his flesh as I ask my question again, this time more forcefully. “I want to hear you say it. What were you doing in those videos?”

Lev’s eyes flash with something akin to passion or anger, perhaps a bit of both. “I licked your pussy while you were asleep.”

I push his head down so it hovers close to my clit. “Do you want to lick my pussy now? Is our little Pup salivating for a little taste?”

“Yes,” Lev whispers, his hot breath on the most delicate part of my flesh.

I caress his head, my fingers dancing in the softness of his hair before I shove his face into my pussy. “Show me Lev. Show me how much you like to lick my pussy. Be a good boy and lick me until I come all over your face. Show me the dirty things you want to do to me in the daylight instead of hiding in the dark.”

Lev growls as his nose moves up my slit, and his lips press against my clit, placing a kiss there. He isn’t in a rush as his tongue protrudes, and he licks me slowly, working his way along my flesh in a teasing rhythm.

Lev pushes a finger inside me before joining it with two more. Three fingers pump, stretching me as his tongue focuses on my clit. He sucks me into his mouth, his teeth gentle against my flesh.

“That’s it, Lev. You’re such a good boy,” I pant as my toes curl. I want to hold back and prolong the pleasure, but his skill is so phenomenal that I resist for much longer. “You’re so good at this, Lev. You make me feel amazing. Do a good job, and I’ll let you lick my pussy all night. Bet you’d like that, wouldn’t you? To sleep between my legs and have a little snack every time you wake up, my little pussy licking slut.” My words incite Lev. It’s as if he’s desperate to prove that no one can pleasure me with his mouth like he can. “That’s it, baby boy. Show me how much you love to eat my pussy. Yes, use your tongue. You’re so good at this. I’m going to come. I’m going to give my good boy a wet treat.”

Please,” Lev begs. “Please come on my face. Drench me. Please, Azadeh. I’ll be such a good boy. Anytime you want this pussy cleaned, I’ll do it. I’ll suck out all the cum. Use my tongue like toilet paper. I’ll do anything to worship this pretty pink cunt.”

I hold Lev’s head as I wrap my legs around his shoulders and hump his mouth. My breathing speeds up, and my eyes shut as I’m taken to paradise. “I’m going to come, Lev.”

“Please drench me,” he whimpers as he replaces his fingers with his mouth and drinks my orgasm.

“Fuck, I miss all the good stuff,” Cyrus says, standing by the door holding a saffron rock candy stick.

He walks over to Lev and yanks his head back by his hair. Cyrus dips the candy inside me a few times before pulling it out. He winks at me before sucking the candy and pulling it out with a pop. “Fuck, I didn’t think it was possible to make this shit sweeter.”

Cyrus gazes at Lev, whose face is soaked with my juices. Cy smiles as he rolls the yellow candy along Lev’s face. “You’re gonna be the best little fuck boy slut, Lev. I can’t wait to fucking cum in your tight little ass. Bet you’ll lick up your ass cum when it drips onto the floor, won’t you? I always knew you’d be at the bottom. A good little subby, ready to do anything your masters demand.”

Lev purrs at Cyrus’s taunts, relishing the humiliating and degrading words.

“Az, remember when Lev fucked you with his gun?” Cyrus asks.

“Yes,” I whisper.

Cyrus smiles. “I think now is as good a time as any to fulfill the promise you made that day.”