20. STERLING

I was so close to telling him that I'd like to continue seeing him once his vacation was over. I just didn't want to come on too strong. In all of my life, I'd tried not coming on too strong, and that's possibly what led me here, to becoming a resort manager scraping by. I hadn't intended on it, but here I was. I wouldn't get anywhere if I didn't take a chance.

Fallon and I were alone in the villa. He was all giggles and smiles. He led me to his bedroom. I sat on the bed and he sat on my knee.

"I feel like a million times lighter," he said, snorting. "Oh god." He quickly covered his mouth. "I like to keep some mystery, but oh my god, I ate tacos earlier, and now I feel like my entire body has been cleansed."

I held him on my lap. "They will do that to you," I said. "Did you get them spicy?"

"No, no, I get them normal."

"Well, they probably had spice on them anyway," I told him. "But were they good?"

"Amazing," he said and as I rocked him on my knee, he let out a little burp. "Oops."

"You are adorable," I whispered.

With a hand to his mouth, he shuffled off my lap. "I'm gonna go brush my teeth. I don't want to be all gross in front of you."

"You could never be gross," I told him.

"You have to say that," he shouted, laughing as he hurried out of the room.

I turned to the teddies on his pillow."Just the three of us then," I said. "I need to know if I should tell him."

They were teddies, they weren't going to respond. I wondered if that's what littles got out of them, they were someone to speak to, even if they could respond.

"I like him," I continued, laying my head back on the bed. "I've had flings in the past. I've had people I thought were the one come into my life, shake everything up, and then leave. But—" I reached out across the bed to the foot of the teddy bear. "I don't think that's the same here. Fallon is special. And I'm gonna need help."

I left a natural pause between speaking, almost an opportunity to be proven wrong by the teddies inability to speak.

"If all goes to plan, you'll see me again," I told them. "I'll be in New Jersey, but it's just across the river."

His gentle gasp caught me. "You're moving back?"

I shot up on the bed. "I wanted to tell you, but I—"

He smiled. "Wait. So, you're moving to New Jersey. Like, was that in motion before you met me?"

It was so easy for me to lie in that moment, but I couldn't, and he would've figured it out. "No," I said, honestly. "I'm moving back because I want to try something new out in my life."

Fallon took the spot beside me on the bed. I slipped my hand in his and held it. "It's not for me, right?"

"A little," I said.

"Really?"

"Let me just shoot my shot and tell you," I said, feeling the weight on my chest grow lighter. "I would like to see where this goes. I want to know what could happen between us. And I can't do that from here."

Fallon opened his mouth to say something.

"But," I said before he could get a word out. "I should've moved back a while ago. My sister has a free apartment, well, not free, but she can't find a renter. I don't know the details. And I've got family. It's a decision I've been mulling over more since meeting you. So, you aren't the sole reason, but I'm also not putting pressure on you to date me when I'm back."

He took my hand and placed it on his chest. "But I do want to date you," he said. "And this is perfect, because I have more toys at home."

"I won't be moving back immediately," I said. "So, you'll have like a month to figure out if it's something you want."

Without a thought, he spoke. "I do. I know I will."

I kissed him. I didn't want him to admit to something he could change his mind about later. I kissed him and kept kissing him until we were on the bed, laid beside each other. I couldn't stop kissing him or tasting the minty sweetness from his tongue. I didn't want to stop.

It turned into who could get undressed the fastest.

Fallon won, and even had time to go put his teddies to rest in the closet and close the bedroom door he'd left wide open. He'd caught a nice tan, all bronzed, front and back. There were obvious tan lines around his upper thighs, but it only made me want to touch them with my lips.

"You're perfect," I told him.

"Stop it," he giggled.

"I will not stop it. You are."

Fallon got on his knees as I took my t-shirt off and he pulled my boxers down. He was hungry to get inside and touch me. I sat back on the bed, giving him an easy time to grab my cock.

"Did you put sunblock on after you were in the pool?" I asked, stroking his chin and keeping him from going mouth first to my chubbed cock in his hands.

"Yes."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes." This time, his brows winced and he pouted. "I'd never lie."

I leaned in, gesturing with my finger under his chin for him to meet me in the middle.

"You better go easy on me with that mouth," I said. I'd used a minty shower gel once in my life and the sensation of it on my cock and balls was scary.

"I promise."

Laid back on the bed as he massaged my balls with his hands and sucked my cock. I could've easily fallen asleep in that moment, embracing and accepting the comfort his touch gave me. And the minty cool in his mouth didn't tingle as much as I'd anticipated.

Maneuvering for us both to be on the bed, my head was all the pillows and his was between my legs, over me in the opposite direction, his cock dangled above my head. I tugged on it, directing it to my mouth. The more I sucked and licked the tip of his cock, the deeper he throated my cock and moaned.

We were both tired, doing the least amount of effort to pleasure each other. After our lazy sixty-nine, we laid next to each other. His back to my chest and my cock desperate to slip itself inside his ass. My hips jerked in excitement and prodded his cheeks. He'd preemptively applied lube to his hole, and as soon as my cock found it, it went in deep. From the angle of our bodies, there wasn't a lot of useable room, but it was enough to cuddle fuck him.

"I can't wait to fill you up," I moaned in his ear before giving his neck a gentle bit. "I want you to explode with Daddy's seed."

"Yes, Daddy. Yes. Fill me up until I explode."

We exchanged words and each time he begged or called me Daddy, my cock throbbed with a wild intensity. I didn't want to cum inside him just, I liked to feel his body against mine. My chest pressed hard to his back. I stroked a hand down his side and took hold of his cock. I knew he was going to cum any second. It was only a matter of time, and that time was no.

Together, we both came at the same time. I filled him up as he shot ribbons of cum, making a giant sticky mess under the sheets together.

We stayed there in that position for a little while, my cock becoming soft and falling out of his ass. I wished I could've stayed completely solid so stay inside him. I wanted to be as close to him as possible.

"I want to keep seeing you," he said. "When you're back in the States. Like, go on dates and stuff." He kissed my arm as I wrapped it around his chest, cuddling him tight. I didn't want him to slip through my arms.

"You know I want that too," I told him. "But I can't tell you that I'm doing it for you. I don't want to put that pressure on you."

He continued kissing at my arms, pulling me closer against his back. "I know, you said that," he said. "But I wouldn't even mind if you were moving for me."

I really didn't want to put that pressure on him, or our situation. "You've reminded me that I've been missing out on things by being here," I confessed. "You've reminded me I was here because I was hiding, and I don't want to hide anymore." I kissed his back and squeezed, but not too hard, I didn't want all his creamy filling to pour back out.

"You've also inspired me," he said. "And you inspired Henry too. I think being here has been so good for my mental health. I'm gonna try and get a job at a toy store when I'm back. Any of them. All of them. I'm going to apply everywhere."

His happiness made me happy. "I hope you get them all, or at least the one you want most."

"The one that pays the best, I hope," he giggled.

"And how has it inspired Henry?"

"He's going to look for another job he feels passionate about," he said.

With my teeth out, I gnawed at his shoulder a little, tasting his skin. He'd definitely put sun lotion on. It wasn't nice. "That's good," I said. "I got this job because it made me happy at first. And sure, I sacrificed a bunch of stuff to be here. But I learned a lot about myself. And I know that I should admit to myself and you that I like you, a lot."

"I like you too," he said, pulling my arm up and gnawing it the same way I did to him. "I think it was fate that brought us together."

"You do?"

"No, actually," he giggled, "I think it was those teddies."

"Oh, really."

"Yes, really. I read about them on a forum, and then because of that, I met you."

When I first started reselling them, I was doing my best to promote them. They're a hot commodity to those who can appreciate them. It's when I discovered more about littles, middles, and Daddies.

After a little while, cuddling together, Fallon jumped out of bed, naked, running to the bathroom. I knew I shouldn't have squeezed him too tight.

In all of that conversation, I think I might've got a boyfriend. It was definitely too soon to tell, but as long as he didn't change his mind when I came back. He made my heart beat faster and my soul believe it could connect with another. I knew we were a perfect match, even if it was too soon to say those words aloud. The fact alone he came here specifically for me, that was all I needed to know.

Fallon came back into bed, still naked. He was all giggles and smiles. "I'm glad Henry is still out," he said. "So, when you move back, when will I be able to see you?"

"Well, you can see me right now," I told him. "But it'll be a month until I'm back, and by which point, I really hope you'll still want to see me."

Facing me in bed, he scooched up close. "Of course, I will," he said. "I wanna see you every single day."

"That might not be possible, not every day," I told him. "But most days, I hope." I kissed him on his forehead. "Is that a deal breaker?"

"I suppose too much of a good thing can be bad sometimes," he said, nuzzling his head into my chest.

Keeping our eyes on each other, I didn't want to look away from him. I feared he would be gone before I knew it. Whenever I found myself filling with excitement, I was thrown through time like I couldn't appreciate the moment I was in.

Every single moment with Fallon needed to be appreciated.

He was soon fast asleep on my chest. I stroked a hand across his back and hummed softly above his head. My sweet boy in the arms of his Daddy.