Chapter 1

One

SARA

Goingto work at the Rebecca Fitzgerald Dance Company was like stepping onto the set of a horror movie instead of a dance studio. And it didn’t help that I was going to be late for the third time this week. Every day was a new torture scenario specially crafted for me by my boss, aka Satan, aka personal tormentor, aka Rebecca, the Artistic Director for the dance company. She and her minion, Alexei Voronov, the resident choreographer, schemed daily to make my life a living hell.

Every night I’d lay in bed, my left eye twitching while my mind tried to shutdown, unable to get the day’s shenanigans out of my head, haunted with thoughts about going back the next day.

Last night hadn’t been any different.

Black pumps beating fast against the concrete, I hustled down West 49th street toward Rockefeller Center. Gracefully bobbing and weaving through the morning masses in a choreographed dance, I slithered through the amplified horde of morning commuters, racing against the clock and knowing only divine intervention was going to get me to work on time. My feet burned from the long city blocks I’d trekked in heels, but I’d rather have throbbing sores on my toes than get mushed between strangers in an underground sardine can.

I took a deep breath, praying no new dancers had been fired from the company and that I wouldn’t have to scramble to keep the whole performance from ripping at the seams. My heart kept pace with my feet, making me damp with sweat. Instrumental music piped through my ear pods, blissfully drowning out the cacophony of indistinct chatter, honking horns, and hasty traffic vibrating off the streets.

Le Café Au Lait, my favorite French bakery and everyday morning stop, was in the complete opposite direction of the dance company, but regardless of the hail storm waiting for me, nothing would keep me from getting my a.m. fix. Not to mention if I showed up without my boss’s latte, the fire-breathing dragon would definitely char my body and feast on me for breakfast.

Just one more block…

I jacked-up my stride and hurried past a herd of suits then dodged slamming into a delivery guy who was carrying boxes. As he teetered on one foot, he called out after me in brightly colored words. I shrugged in a half-hearted apology and kept rushing toward the cafe.

“Yes…” I hissed with a smile as I finally reached the bakery’s doors and pulled on the handle.

The door didn’t budge.

“What the hell?” I peeked inside, but the glass windows and doors were covered in construction grade paper, the words Closed for Renovations blasted across in checkered patterns.

I reached up and yanked out my ear pods, leaving the concerto of the morning chaos free to assail my ears.

The signs mocked me. Unamused, I rubbed the butt of my palm on my temple. My barista warned me the day before they’d be closed for a few days. I’d completely forgotten about their plan to revamp the interior. Catching my breath and holding my right rib in pain, the soles of my feet burned while I absorbed what happened. With my jaw dropped and hands on my hips, I caught my reflection on the golden-framed glass doors. I stood cemented, eyes wide open, as if staring at the doors long enough would make the place not-closed.

I shook my head and let out an exasperated breath. Did they really have to be closed today, of all days? I’d barely slept, there was a mountain load of work waiting on my desk, and now this? What the heck was my caffeine-addicted body supposed to do without my quadruple-shot cappuccino? And with the way things were going at the office, today was not the day to mess with my morning routine.

Trust me.

Okay, so yes, it wasn’t the only cafe around, but to me, that French boulangerie was supposed to be my every-morning-ten-minutes-of-sweet-heavenly-delight on my way to work. Even though I was chasing the clock, skipping my usual coffee and scrumptious chocolate-almond croissant was not an option. I needed to be fully armed with an indulgent breakfast before heading into the inferno to face Lucifer.

I looked down at my watch and frowned. Eight-thirty a.m.

Thirty minutes late. Just great.

Rebecca was surely going to rip my head off. There was no possible way I was going to face that demon without caffeine in my system. No fucking way. All my pent-up frustration with this woman would certainly erupt.

Time for plan B.

The Int’l House of Java was located right inside Rockefeller Center, and while it would make me even later, I needed coffee ASAP. I rushed toward the busy cafe, almost getting knocked over as I was pushed forward by a rushing bike-messenger.

“Watch it,” I yelled after him, but with headphones plugging his ears, my complaint went unheard. He stopped short in front of me and dismounted before slinging his track-bike over his shoulder and opening the door to the coffee house—not bothering to hold it open out of courtesy.

It smacked me right on the forehead. “Ow.”

Take a deep breath, Sara. Just breathe.

I rubbed my head as I pushed through the heavy door, praying for some grace, but as I peered up, I choked on my prayer. Every New Yorker in a three-mile radius was cramped into this tiny place.

Decked out in the usual protective gear, the sweaty bike courier bounced to music piping through his headphones. I waited in line behind him, my scrunched-up nose only inches away from getting hit by one of his cycle’s wheels. The waft of roasted beans barely masked the musty smell of body odor emanating from him.

More people piled in from the street, herding us forward and causing someone’s elbow to jab me in the ribs. I huffed and puffed while I shifted on my feet and checked my watch again, wishing somehow that time could move backward.

When I finally made it to the register, I brushed a hand over my head, trying to smooth away one escapee lock of brown hair. It sprung back up. Apparently, it was determined to add to my rattled nerves. I kept trying to tame it down as I ordered my cappuccino quad and gave the girl my name. While I tapped my toes, my eyes followed as the female barista moseyed around, preparing my coffee.

Why did everything seem to take longer when you were rushing to get someplace? The instant my coffee was placed on the counter, I snatch it up, turned on my heel ready to book out of there, when my foot twisted, jerking me forward.

Dammit.

“Watch it, lady,” the young fashionista standing behind me shouted as coffee splashed on my shirt and some spilled onto the floor by her feet. Her mouth agape and with scorn in her eyes, she checked her designer shoes for splatter. I could have apologized, but I’d left my manners back in front of Le Café Au Lait’s entrance.

She earned a glare with my response. “It was an accident,” I barked.

The angry woman rolled her eyes and walked past me to pick up her order.

Of course, feeling like a complete idiot, my face radiated with humiliation. Cursing the coffee gods, I wiped down my stained white blouse, then, with frustration smeared across my face, when I looked back up, my body froze.

There, blazing like fiery suns, and staring at me while their owner waited in line to place an order, was the most mesmerizing set of olive-colored eyes I had ever seen.

Then I saw the rest of him, the man who owned those eyes. My heart stopped. No, I mean it. It really did stop. All the oxygen was sucked from my lungs. Stunned, my body was boneless yet stiff at the same time. Flustered face aflame, my cheeks burned as our eyes locked for an eternity.

Fine. It was a mere second, but it’d been a cosmic second. One in which I was weightless and lifted off the floor in a trance. As my disembodied-self floated toward him, he glanced away and headed straight to the counter, deflating me and planting me back on solid ground.

Yep. As quickly as the spell was cast, the enchantment was broken.

Or so I thought. As soon as he spoke, the hands on the clock stopped spinning once more.

“An iced double. Large,” he said to the barista. His voice was like velvety chocolate melting on my tongue, smooth and sensual.

Motionless, I gawked at the mysterious stranger as if I was some high-schooler ogling her crush.

I should be flying back to the dance studio.

And peel my gaze off that man? Good luck. Broad shoulders, definitely over six feet tall and golden brown mussed up hair—yeah, you didn’t see many such fine specimens around here. And the fragrance trailing behind him? It had to be some foreign cologne I wouldn’t know how to even pronounce. Dressed in what looked like a ludicrously expensive, tailored gray suit, no doubt he was the CEO of a very important corporation. This guy oozed of success and power.

They didn’t take long to prepare his coffee. Figures.

He retrieved his order and turned to leave.

Oh, crap. He’s coming back my way.

“Excuse me, miss,” he said as he stopped in front of me.

Everyone freeze-framed around us, all sound completely muted. Even the dust particles dancing in the sunlight were suspended in time. I peered up into the deep, green ocean of his eyes, my eyelids batting in slow motion, entranced by some unknown force. I curled a smile at the corners of my mouth, expecting that he was experiencing the same thing—that we were spellbound in a magic universe and were sharing a moment.

Then he smiled. “Um, do I know you?”

The room came alive again—very quickly.

“I … don’t think so.”

“Oh?” A glimmer of disappointment settled over his eyes. “You always block the door for random strangers, then?” he asked, a sparkle returning to his gaze.

As he spoke, I could barely keep my eyes off his mouth. I fumbled through my words, realizing I was keeping him and the patrons behind him from leaving the coffee house. “Oh, um…yes. I mean, no. Sorry, I just—”

His lips stretched into a crooked grin, perhaps amused at my stutter. Or maybe he knew the effect his body had on me, but before I could say another word, he leaned down and whispered in my right ear, “While I’d love nothing more than to gaze into your pretty brown eyes, you are going to have an angry mob on your hands in about two seconds.” I shivered as his breath tickled my skin. He locked eyes with me, winked and with one look, nudged me to the side. Speechless and dazed by the melodic chime of his sultry voice, I slid to the side and let him pass.

“See ya ’round,” he said with a playful smile as he rushed out the door.

Okay. Who was that and what the hell just happened?

Compelled to know, I followed after him but lost him in a sea of corporate suits. My heart squeezed in my chest, and for the briefest second, I was sad he was gone.

My phone rang, shaking me out of the bewitchment, the office number bleeping on the screen.

Probably Pinhead.

“Um…hello?” My voice nearly trembled.

“Sara, girl, where are you?”

“Martha? Oh, thank God. I thought you were—”

“The Witch? No, but if you don’t get your ass over here, the gates of hell will open. Alexei is at it again.”

“Why am I not surprised? I’m on my way. Be there in a few minutes.”

* * *

Rebecca wasn’t by the reception desk tapping her foot and waiting for my late ass to arrive.

Martha’s head popped up as soon as she saw me push through the glass entry of our office. “Girl, Alexei is on a rampage.”

“What’s he done now?” I whispered, leaning over her desk, trying to keep my late arrival quiet.

“What do you think? He fired two more dancers. Before rehearsals even started. He’s got Rebecca running around like crazy trying to put out fires.”

“Fantastic.” A frosted smile traced across my lips.

“Good luck today. You’re gonna need it.”

“Thanks.” I stealthily scurried off to my office and hurried to fire up my computer, plopping my butt on my swivel chair, pretending I’d been working all along.

A big sigh of relief blew out of my lips.

Then it dawned on me.

Shit.

Rebecca’s iced latte. How the hell did I forget the most important reason I was rushing this morning? I was so preoccupied with Le Café Au Lait being closed and with running into Mr. Iced Double, I completely forgot to get her damn latte.

Fuck it. There was nothing I could do. She would be furious, but the universe was determined to keep messing with my day, so whatever. I leaned back on my chair, waiting for my computer to finish loading, and finally took a sip of my coffee only to gag. There was nothing worse than cold coffee when it wasn’t supposed to be cold.

Annoyed, I slammed the cardboard cup down on my desk causing some to spill over onto the stack of mania envelopes waiting to be opened.

Shit. Shit. Shit.

Quickly cleaning it off, I took a breath to settle myself. Coffee or not, I needed to focus on work. New applications arrived every day, whether we solicited them or not. As the artistic director’s assistant, it was my job to sort through the hundreds of packets we received weekly. The competition was fierce. Choosing one dancer out of the myriad of hopefuls looking for a spot on the company was a daunting job, but if there was something I was good at, it was finding true talent.

Still, while I somewhat enjoyed what I did, I couldn’t tolerate my boss, and to top it off, according to Martha—our receptionist and daily gossip buzz-feed—Alexei had fired two more dancers. It was his modus operandi. Soon, we’d be running out of bodies to fill the stage.

As I opened up my email, Rebecca’s screechy voice echoed down the hall from my office. Martha said she’d been on the phone with the dancer’s union doing damage control since before we opened.

Good. At least Alexei is keeping her busy.

And off my tail.

For now.

Fifteen minutes later, my eyes were still glued to the initial line of my first email. I’d read it a million times and still didn’t know what it said. Every time I tried to focus, my imagination went elsewhere. Well, not exactly elsewhere, but more toward someone else. I wasn’t drinking coffee, but it was still on my mind—Mr. Iced Double that is. I couldn’t forget the searing look of those olive eyes. And the way he smelled? My body shivered thinking about inhaling his scent. It was a mix of fresh mountain rain wrapped up in golden delicious honey. I know, it didn’t make sense, but my nose understood.

God, and those lips. Taking a deep breath, I pinched the bridge of my nose, trying to eradicate the unbidden images taking over my mind. How the hell was I supposed to make it through the day when Mr. Iced Double was running through my veins? Talk about caffeine addiction. This guy could send me to rehab.

I leaned on my chair and threw my head back, exasperated that with all the crap piled up on my plate, I couldn’t get anything done because all I could think about was the man I almost met that morning. Almost, because like an idiot, I missed an opportunity to—

Wait. That’s where the nonsense had to stop. I shook my head, rotated my shoulders and cracked my knuckles. I was not going to allow myself to be carried away by conjured-up mock scenarios of how I could run into him again. First of all, men had been off my radar for quite some time, and second of all—there was no second of all. I simply wasn’t interested in dating anyone. Ever.

I tried to convince myself of that, but with the heat radiating from my chest and nether regions, my body told me something different.

As if on cue, Rebecca stormed into my tiny, square office, her frizzy red hair flaming around her angry face. “Sara,” the demon bellowed, “the show is in six weeks and I still don’t have enough dancers. Where are my auditions?” Before I could answer her, she crossed her arms and eyed my coffee. “Where’s my latte?”

“I’m sorry, Rebecca. Le Café Au Lait was closed and—”

“And you went to Int’l but couldn’t bother to buy me a latte? Sometimes I wonder if you care enough about this job, Sara. It’s one simple task and you can’t even bother?”

“I’m your assistant not your personal punching bag or your coffee runner, Rebecca.”

Her eyes bulged as she gasped.

“Don’t look so shocked. You know you abuse me and I let you, so quit your gall. And in regard to your precious dancers, I’m doing my best to clean up the mess your choreographer keeps making.” I grabbed a couple of portfolios and slammed them on my desk. “There’s been plenty of applicants, but Alexei’s requirements make it nearly impossible to find anyone that fits the bill. Dancers with the experience he wants are hard to come by. Most of the applicants are students fresh out of school. Perhaps if he stopped firing every one of our dancers—”

“He didn’t fire anyone,” she interrupted, quickly coming to his defense.

Clearly, I’d hit a nerve.

Sneering down at me, Rebecca approached my desk. “They all quit.”

When I didn’t say anything, she plopped onto the chair facing my desk. She wasn’t fooling herself and certainly not me, but that didn’t mean she wouldn’t try. “Alexei is one of the best choreographers in the business. People should be lining up at the door dying to work with him.” The inflection in her tone suggested otherwise.

Still, I’d had enough of her ignorant allegiance to that tyrant. We housed perfectly great dancers, but he always managed to find something wrong with everybody. Biting my tongue, I stood up from my chair and looked her square in the eyes. “They quit because he is an absolute nightmare. Alexei is positively the most pompous asshole I have ever known, and while he may be a renowned choreographer, his attitude also precedes him.” I sat back down and looked away from her. “Experienced dancers don’t want to work with him. Everyone knows how volatile he can be.”

She pointed a finger at me in warning. “Careful, Sara. Your job is on the line here.” Arms pretzeled across her bosom, she practiced her typical authoritative arrogance. “I don’t care what you have to do, but I want auditions by next week. Get it done.” With that, she stomped out my door. After the way I’d spoken to her, I was surprised she hadn’t fired my ass on the spot.

I spun on my leather chair and turned to the glass wall behind me. Through the open slits of the dusty, white blinds, I stared out at Manhattan. I stood up and placed a finger between the plastic dividers, and from my third-story window, spied on the busy city streets of Times Square. Each day, countless people trekked past the studio, heading somewhere it seemed, with purpose. Yet, my life was so stagnant.

I glanced toward my desk and sighed. Stacks of paperwork sat untouched. That was not how I had envisioned myself years ago—sitting in front of a computer, sifting through emails. This couldn’t be how I would spend the rest of my days.

As I stared at my sad excuse for a career, the portrait photo of a pretty brunette pinned inside an opened portfolio mocked me even more. My heart squeezed as I thought back to my days at Juilliard. Dancing had been my life force, the only thing that made me feel alive.

It should be me up on that stage. If only…

Memories of the fateful night flashed in front of me. The screeching tires, the scraping metal, the broken glass. My mother’s screams. Then everything went silent and dark. My body shivered as I recalled the accident that changed everything. Shaking my head, I tucked those thoughts away and sat in front of my computer.

There was no use thinking about the past or about how things could be different. This was the path the universe had chosen for me—the life I was meant to live. After a couple of long breaths, I straightened in my seat and set to work.

Alexei wants dancers?

Sure thing, buttercup.

I took his list of requirements and deleted it from my desktop. Grabbing the pile of portfolios lying on top of my desk, I cold-called all those who could make it to the auditions last minute. Ten unknowing victims took the audition. One might make it out alive.

“If this doesn’t get me fired, I don’t know what will.”