Chapter 20

Six months later…

Taylor

Rushing as fast as possible these days, which is not fast at all given I'm heavily pregnant now, I log on to my computer and check in for my classes. After the initiation and my guys graduating, I decided it was time to leave Thorn University as well. It was bittersweet driving away from the campus that held so many memories, and nightmares as well. It was an interesting start to my educational career. Steffan is right, though, I only have about a year and a half left anyway, and I still don't know what I want to do. Taking classes here and there online has been less stressful for me.

The only person who did not approve of my choice was Dr. Trissa Lamar. She's worried about my mental health and the people I continue to associate with. I think now that motherhood is upon me, she was even more startled. I still send her emails to check in, just so she has some relief. Somedays I want to go back to my psychology roots and finish my degree in that field of study. Then I think about the men in my life and the complicated case studies they could be. I'm so used to blood by now that maybe being a doctor or a nurse is my calling. I have no idea, so until I do, I plan to take one day at a time.

That has become our mantra for all things. Steffan and Lee work hard to bring about all the changes they want for The Illicit. It's taking time and more patience than I think they were expecting. They're meeting less and less resistance these days, but there is always a threat. Threats that Soren gladly eliminates in the shadows to keep us all safe. Walter keeps reminding them that it is years of a legacy to undo in order to make it better, but they are making it better.

Chanda is still teaching on campus, and her relationship with Jose no longer faces backlash. Once he graduates, he has already put in a bid to be moved and build his part of the empire where she is going to be. Last I heard, Chanda had a thing for the New England area, and that is where she wanted to build her own university. She is a force to reckoned with, and if anyone can accomplish her dream, it's Chanda. I wish Kali could see it.

It took me a long time to come to peace with what happened and find any forgiveness I could spare her. When I talk with Chanda, I get it. We both do. We want bright futures, fair futures for the women in The Illicit. Our next generation of badass females who can fight alongside their male counterparts. I can understand Kali's obsession to avenge the life and the loving family she was deprived of because of Rhett and Amir and the elders.

Then I remember the people I lost, the relationships that were destroyed, and how close to death many of my loved ones were. I always question what would I do, what lengths would I go to in order to keep my child safe? To avenge someone who was a threat to my family? My mother would probably faint, and my dad would probably spend weeks, months, praying for my soul if they heard the answer.

I would do anything.

So I think of Kali's smile, her dirty jokes, her true heart, and forgive her what I can.

True to his word, Walter completed Kali's mission. Steffan has heard through the different channels of The Illicit that Soleil's surviving family, those who did nothing to help her, have officially been dealt with. We haven't seen Walter since the initiation last spring, and he rarely answers calls these days. Steffan thinks Walter needs space and time, now that his true vision is being taken care of. The man deserves a holiday.

As if he knows I'm thinking of him, Steffan appears in the doorway, his eyes trailing over me from head to toe. Something they all do now, making sure I'm still there and in the same condition they left me in. I meet his eyes and raise my brow.

"You're back early."

His blue eyes darken, and he pushes off the door he was leaning against. "I miss you, Little Mouse."

Steffan walks over to me, his hands caressing my shoulders. My fingers drop from my laptop and tilt my head back. Steffan leans down, his lips sliding over mine in a kiss, too hungry of a kiss for just missing me. I'm breathless when he pulls away, and turned the hell on.

"Steffan–"

"We think it's been a long time since you've been properly caught, Little Mouse," he says, interrupting me. My eyes pop open and I take in the devilish gleam in his.

"We?"

"Mhm," he places heated kisses along my neck, leaving goosebumps behind. "We miss chasing you."

My panties grow damp with every word he says, the dark promises causing my core to tighten with want. "Do I get a head start?"

Steffan pulls back and reaches into his pocket. Blue material is grasped in his hand, and he holds it in front of me.

"Is that–"

He kisses me again, effectively cutting off my question, and my head spins some more. Our lips and tongues move together, endlessly, lovingly. I barely notice when he slides the material over my eyes. "Take my tie, baby," he says between kisses. "I love you."

My heart beats rapidly when another set of hands settles on my waist and I'm helped to a standing position. Leather and ocean with a hint of smoke fills my senses. Soren. His hands brush my hair out of the way, and the straps on my maxi dress are pushed off my shoulders. His cooler lips touch my skin and I moan from the contact. Once my dress is pooled on the floor, I'm swept up in his arms.

They carry me through our new house, and even without my eyesight, I know we're heading out toward the back. I can hear the waves of the ocean in the distance.

"You're bringing me outside naked?"

"Don't worry, Little Mouse, no one will see you but us," Soren promises when he sets me on my feet.

My toes touch the soft grass. Apprehension, fear, and lust combine and skate up my spine. "Now what?"

"Now we chase," Lee's deep voice joins, and my nipples harden, knowing they're all here, watching, waiting to chase. Except I can't see, and I'm not sure how far I'll get.

I step to the right a few times and arms reach out to hold me. "Gotcha," Steffan's voice is husky and low.

I turn and manage to get a little farther this time until I softly collide with another bare, solid chest. "Wrong way, beautiful." Lee chuckles, and the sound only makes me grow embarrassingly wetter.

I turn again, hand outstretched, and listen for the waves. Blood rushes in my ears. I can feel them stalking behind me, knowing I'm already trapped and loving every second of it.

I'm met with a bare chest, my face hitting scorching skin. "You're ours now, Little Mouse."

My breath hitches right as Soren's lips drop to mine, hungrily caressing and biting at them. Hands roam all over my skin, and I'm surrounded by them. Hands are on my waist and I'm being pulled down to my knees in the grass. Legs twine with mine, forcing mine apart.

"Sit on my brother's cock, Taylor," Soren commands.

Warm hands grab mine and I'm maneuvered, guided, and lowered until I feel the head of Steffan's cock brush against my dripping opening. My head falls back, as I take him inch by inch, being stretched and filled to the brim.

"Fuck, she's so tight, so perfect," Steffan moans and his words make me feel powerful and sexy.

"Get down and play with her tits, Lee. She loves it the most right now. They're so sensitive, aren't they, my little mouse?"

"Yes," I cry when Lee's lips clamp around my hardened nipple. His hands move lovingly over my belly before gripping my breasts, earning another loud moan from my lips.

Steffan thrusts up into me in time with the suck and pullof Lee's mouth. I come fast, embarrassingly so.

"Ah shit," Steffan groans, "She's fucking milking my cock. You're holding me so tight, baby. You're so full of me."

"Do not fucking come yet," Soren commands. "Our girl deserves one from each of us. What do you think, Taylor?"

"Mhhm…" I manage to nod like the greedy whore I am right now for them. I love how they know me, and what my body needs. Three orgasms, some food, maybe some chocolate cheesecake, and then bed.

"I think she needs her clit licked, Lee," Steffan's voice is breathy behind me.

Lee trails kisses down my stomach and over the top of my mound. I can feel his hair brush the insides of my thighs before his tongue touches the sensitive bundle of nerves. "Ah, oh my God."

Soren chuckles. "Not your god, love. Just the three men who worship you." He places a kiss on my lips and my hands reach for him, holding on. My legs shake, another orgasm building. Steffan keeps thrusting into me, while Lee tongues and sucks on my clit. I feel his tongue slide to find my opening at the same time Steffan thrusts.

"Fuck," Steffan breathes out behind me.

Silky material slides around my neck, catching me off guard. "Want to know what they're doing, Little Mouse?" I nod my head frantically, wanting him to tell me.

"Lee is fucking you with his tongue and tasting Steffan too," Soren describes to me, what I can feel is happening. Each word has my core tightening, and it doesn't take long for another wave of pleasure to crest. I cry out again, my head thrown back.

"That's hot," Lee's voice is strained, and within seconds warm liquid splashes against my bare skin.

"Fucking rub it in, don't waste it," Soren's voice commands again.

My attention is captivated when I feel Soren's hands brush the sensitive skin on my neck. I lift my face to him right as the silky material around my neck tightens.

"Trust me, Little Mouse," he says against my lips, groaning when I nod my head.

"Always."

"Good girl," he mutters. "Open your mouth."

I do as he says and breathe deeply when the head of his cock slides between my lips. Swirling my tongue around the tip, I suck him in, until he hits the back of my throat. I'm rewarded with the material around my neck tightening.

"That's it, Tay," he moans, "Take my tie."

Steffan thrusts beneath me, while Lee laps at my nipples, and Soren takes my mouth. They work together to bring me pleasure and show me the love they have for me. My heart beats wildly, and I feel myself ready to come again, knowing they're there to hold me after. I moan around Soren's cock, my pussy tightening around Steffan. I feel him come deep inside me, his hands gripping my waist. At the same time Soren thrusts and releases in the back of my throat. I manage to swallow all of his cum, and he releases his grip on his tie once I do.

I take in breaths, and collapse forward, where Lee cradles me. He gently lifts the tie from my eyes and pulls it down. My eyes blink and focus on the scene around me. Lee holds me, and Steffan twines his hand in mine while we sit in the grass. "Well, that was interesting."

They laugh, and once I can walk again, I'm lifted to my feet. I make sure I have all of their attention when I finger the tie around my neck once more. My eyes meet a set of deep green, and almost identical blue ones. "I love you."

Steffan groans and lays his forehead against mine. "Don't say shit like that when we're naked. I'm getting hard again already."

"You can tell me all you want, Little Mouse." Soren lifts his brow.

We make it into the house, and I remember my dress is on the floor of my office with all my unfinished schoolwork. The guys head to their rooms while I dash down the hall. I scoop up the dress and slide it over my head.

The piece of paper I left uncovered calls my attention. I pick it up and finish reading it while I have some time.

Little Mouse,

I miss you. I'm doing well, but I miss the family we were creating. It took me longer than I expected to fully come to terms with his decision to be the way it was. Now I'm starting to see it. I'd never be free, otherwise. Please keep my secret. Only you and Chanda will know the truth. And of course, that stabby fucker knows.

I'm heading north soon. I miss the bite of the fall air. I think New England is calling me. Take care, and don't forget to remind your three idiots that they are lucky to worship your pussy.

K

She's alive. Happiness swells within me. A river of elated tears trail down my cheeks. Her words make me laugh as I read the note a second time. I decide now is the time to share the secret I've been holding in. I couldn't think of a better person to tell.

Kali

Enjoy the fall weather and take some time for yourself.

Maybe try a hobby that doesn't involve murder. Just an idea ;)

We'redoing fine here, anxiously waiting for the birth.

I haven't told the guys yet, I want to surprise them.

But….

It's a girl.

Love,

T

The End