Chapter 12

chapter 12

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Tyler

“ Y es, scream for me, baby,” I growled into my omega’s ear as I took her virginity. The pleasure of claiming Carmen, an omega I had loved for years, was unparalleled.

It was the most incredible night of my life.

“Oh my God,” she gasped, moaning beneath me. I covered her mouth with mine, savoring her moans as I thrust into her virgin pussy.

“You are mine. All mine.”

Carmen’s thighs trembled as I strained to enter her tight channel. Her slickness coated my dick, providing just enough lubrication as I thrust faster.

“Please, more,” she begged, the sheets tangling around her voluptuous hips. Sweat glistened on her flushed face as she moaned in pleasure, her breasts bouncing with every pump of my cock.

“You look like a fucking princess,” I rasped, quickening my pace to give her the pleasure and relief she craved from my knot.

The arch of her back accentuated every curve of her body. With each powerful thrust of mine, her mouth would open a little driving me fucking wild.

“Oh, do I?” she moaned as I sucked on the skin of her collarbone.

“Let’s make that queen then,” I said, thrusting one last powerful time. My cock began to swell rapidly as I released inside her. She screamed, her eyes widening at the sensation of my knot for the first time. “My queen.”

My feelings for her surged as the euphoria of knotting the omega I had desired for years coursed through me. Her moans fueled my desire as I growled and claimed her as mine with my knot.

“Oh my God.”

“We should have fucked a long time ago,” I declared. “Years and years ago.”

“And whose fault is that?” she asked, shaking her head with a small smile. I knew she was right. It was all my fucking fault that we hadn’t been together sooner, but I had done it for her safety.

Carmen

I finally felt relief. The fire in my belly subsided as Tyler’s semen filled me. It was hot and intense, making me feel closer to him than ever before. I blushed when he touched my face lovingly, his gaze soft as he looked at me.

“Nothing can erase the pain of what I did to you,” Tyler whispered. “But I promise you, I’ll make up for all the lost time.”

I stroked his chest, and he tenderly brushed my hair back with his fingers, deepening our connection.

“What if I get pregnant?” I asked, a bit worried since I wasn’t sure how committed he was to me yet.

“I’ve always dreamt of having a baby with you—dreams I never got to tell you about,” he replied, his voice filled with emotion. I blushed again. He suddenly kissed me on the lips, leaving me breathless when it ended.

I was so conflicted.

Was he serious about me or just playing with my feelings again? The rejection had happened years ago—maybe he had finally grown up.

I lay there knotted to Tyler for a good half hour while Jaxon and Axel joined us on the bed.

“I never thought I would get knotted by you—out of all people,” I blurted out, looking at Tyler as he gazed at me lazily, his eyes half-lidded with desire.

“Agreed,” he said, touching my breasts as we lay entwined in each other’s arms. “Never thought I would have the honor of taking your virginity.”

“Lucky bastard,” Jaxon chimed in, clearly voicing his jealousy and wishing to be the one to take my virginity.

When Tyler’s knot deflated and released me, I felt the soreness of my pussy. The fire of pain in my belly started to intensify when he pulled away.

“Damn, the heat doesn’t let up,” I said as sweat streaked down my back.

“Jaxon will knot you now,” said Tyler, and I nodded, turning towards the next alpha waiting. Jaxon was prepared, and my eyes widened when I saw his massive cock, streaked with angry purple veins. Jaxon’s shaggy brown hair framed our faces, shielding us from anyone's view as he climbed on top of me.

“Ready, baby?”

“Yes, Jax.”

He immediately pushed his dick into me without delay, and I gasped when I felt him pulsing inside of me. I grabbed hold of his thick arms, which flexed beneath my fingers as he pushed deep inside me.

“Does that feel good, baby?”

“It does,” I moaned, enjoying every inch of his cock sliding into my writhing, heat-ridden body. I never realized that I would need these alphas like air itself.

Tyler

I couldn’t help but smile as I watched Carmen getting fucked by Jaxon. Her thin pussy lips hugged his cock tightly, glistening with her arousal.

The sight was unexpectedly erotic, and I found myself growing hard again.

“Fuck,” I muttered under my breath, pulling on my jeans just in time for my cell phone to ring. Glancing at the screen, I saw Henry’s name flash before me.

With a sigh, I left the room to take the call.

“Where the hell are you, Tyler?” Henry barked as soon as I answered. “You’re head of security—you can’t just disappear whenever you want.”

“Relax,” I replied, trying to sound casual. “I’m taking a break. I’ll be back tomorrow.”

I needed more time with Carmen to figure out how our lives would be together because I was never going to leave her again.

“Have you seen Carmen?” Henry asked, his voice tense.

“Uh, no,” I lied, my heart suddenly pounding in my chest. “Why?”

“Hmm…I’ll ask the guards at border patrol. Th ey’ll find her.”

My mind raced, knowing immediately that Henry wasn’t going to let go of her or forget about her anytime soon. I needed to get back to the compound and appease him.

“I’ll be at the compound tomorrow and help you look for her,” I said in a low voice. This was too much. I couldn’t break her heart again.

“Fine,” he snapped. “When you find her, remember she’s going to be my bride. Have you smelled her scent yet? It's intoxicating.”

The conversation suddenly felt suffocating, and I hung up, my thoughts racing. I couldn't ignore the fact that I worked too closely with Henry, and Carmen would never truly be safe with me. My heart ached at the thought of letting her go, but I knew it was the best thing for her.

Walking into the living room, I saw Logan and his pack sitting there, looking dejected. They were going to be happy as hell once I told them the news that my pack and I were leaving.

"Logan," I said, sighing as I sat across from him. The sounds of Carmen moaning and Jaxon grunting were unmistakable.

"What is it?" Logan asked, his jaw tense from being rejected by Carmen.

"I have to leave," I said.

"What the fuck, man? Carmen's going to be pissed."

"Henry's looking for her," I replied. "I need to be back at the compound by tomorrow, or else he's going to suspect something."

I couldn't bring myself to say the next words because even I couldn't take it anymore. My heart hurt at the thought of letting go of Carmen forever. If I officially rejected her again, she would never forgive me. But I had to say goodbye, even if it hurt .

"So what does that mean for you and Carmen?" Talon asked.

"It'll be over," I said, letting out a long, shuddering breath while the stabbing feeling in my chest grew sharper. Even though the pain was emotional, it felt real, and every vein in my body rebelled against leaving her. When I was around her, I was happy, even though she didn't trust me.

Everything about her sang to me. She was mine—my mate.

"What?"

"Look, it's for her safety," I growled. "Please take care of her. Don't ever bring her back to the alpha compound. I know you care for her, Logan."

Logan's face looked stern as he nodded. He clearly wasn't happy about the prospect of dealing with a rejected omega.

As I walked back to the bedroom, I paused multiple times, trying to think of another way we could be together. Carmen would never be safe if I chose to stay with her. Henry was completely enamored with her.

I needed to divert his efforts for now.

Building up my resolve, I twisted the doorknob and walked in, seeing Carmen entangled with Jaxon. Her face was flushed, and her stunning, thick thigh was wrapped around his waist. My breath caught in my throat at the sight of her. Axel lay on her other side, waiting for his turn to knot her. The poor bloke would, unfortunately, never get his taste of her.

I couldn't do this. But I had to do it.

Jaxon's knot released her, and they both turned to me. She sensed that something was obviously off with me, even though I tried to keep a cordial smile on my face to mask my inner turmoil about letting her go.

"Tyler, what's wrong?" she asked in a soft voice.

She knew something was wrong .

"Everything was a mistake between us," I said, breathing hard, feeling the lie spill from my mouth so easily.

Her face paled instantly. “What do you mean?”

“I wasn’t thinking clearly when I saw that you were in heat,” I said coldly, my heart shattering at the vulnerability in her gaze. She looked so innocent as her expression began to crack. I had to get the hell out of here before I took her in my arms and told her that it wasn’t how I really felt.

“But you said…”

“It was all fake,” I said, looking away. I couldn’t bear to see her face breaking at the sight of me. She was already starting to hate me, and I could feel it. “We need to leave, guys.”