8. All That I Am

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ALL THAT I AM

N ow, all that I am is a walking, talking assassin. You wouldn't know by looking at me, but I have sent more souls to the dark pit than Satan himself. When you look at me, all you see is soft, pale ivory skin, long, toned legs, emerald eyes and hair that steals the light from the sun. My form is very pleasing to look at, if I could believe the many men who have died at my touch.

I am a temptress for those that crave touch. To feel my skin against theirs or for me to caress theirs, it does not matter. While my touch brings unbelievable pleasure, my kiss will drain your every breath. Since transforming into a succubus, I'm strengthened through sex and surviving on death. When you lay with me, I will make the pleasure so good that when death comes for you, you will leave this Earth with a sensation of unbelievable pleasure.

My touch is addictive. Men beg me for more even as I drain their life away. Sure, if the sex is good, they stay intact a little longer than most, but I have no trouble trapping a man in my thrall. Lust is my perfume, and they flock my way with one glance. Single or entangled in another, it doesn't matter. In the end, they all follow me like lost little puppies.

I often wonder if Samael planned for this when he entangled me in his web, so long ago. Did he plan to use me to sway others to his side? To create his own army of mindless soldiers in a war that I honestly do not care which evil wins. Although Samael and I had made that deal, my sole ending goal is to take down as many men as I can and to destroy Samael in the end. His manipulation in the human world is weaker than he thinks. I feel strong in the knowledge that if the battle were being waged between him and my maker in Heaven, God will win in the end.

All I am is a weapon. For me, it's a form of revenge. For my forbidden lover, a sword to slice and separate humans from their path towards Heaven. There has to be a way for me to use what I've become to aid myself. Maybe the only outcome for me to get my way and stop Samael from getting his, will be figuring out how to end my existence permanently.