62. Nate
SIXTY-TWO
NATE
I folded Rosie's clothes—minus her panties—and set them on the chair in the corner of the room.
I can see them right now.
They're still there.
But I still half expect her to walk out of my bathroom fully dressed—in the clothes I can see—declaring that she'll find her own way home.
The door clicks open, and I try to stay relaxed.
I'm lying in bed, one arm bent back behind my head against my pillow, the other resting on my chest, wearing a pair of gray pajama pants, same as the ones I gave Rosie.
She steps into the bedroom.
I didn't turn any lights on, but I didn't shut the curtains either, so I can still see her.
And the sight of her in my clothes causes something to shift inside me.
"Come here." My voice is scratchy.
She hesitates, but it's only for a moment.
Rosie crosses to the empty side of the bed, the closest to the bathroom, and pulls the blankets back .
Six years.
I swallow.
If she hasn't slept with a man in six years, then she hasn't slept with a man in six years. Because there's no way a warm-blooded male would be able to share a bed with Rosie and not fuck her.
Rosie is giving me so much by staying. Even if she thinks I don't understand.
But I do understand. Even without her telling me. I know her staying is a big deal.
After another second of hesitating, she climbs in.
I wait, but she settles against the pillow, facing me.
"I said come here." I pat my hand against my bare chest.
She huffs, but I lift the arm closest to her, making room.
Slowly, Rosie shuffles closer until her front is against my side.
I lower my arm until it's around her shoulders, then I pull her even closer.
Her exhale is warm on my bare skin.
I move my other arm out from behind my head so I can reach across and palm the back of Rosie's.
I apply a small amount of pressure, and she finally relaxes her muscles and rests her head against my chest.
A satisfied moan rumbles in my chest, and I slide my hand down her hair, down her shoulder and arm, stopping when my fingers find hers.
I hug her even tighter against me with the arm around her back as I wrap my fingers around hers, holding our hands together on my stomach.
This moment feels surreal.
More surreal than when I had her under me.
Than when I was inside her.
This feels more… personal.
Intimate.
This feels like Rosie belongs to me.