Chapter 13

Amelia

I choke on Cronos's cock when he hits the back of my throat. Vance's thrusts are hard and unyielding, my orgasm right there, on the cusp of tearing through me but I know what he is doing. I may not be able to see him but I can feel every time I try to clamp down on Vance's cock, he slows his pace and I know it's because Cronos is giving him a look. I try to pull back but he fists my hair and forces my head back down. The instant I gag he chuckles.

"Choke on that dick, angel."

"Hmmmm," I moan out when Vance strokes that sweet spot inside me. Fuck, the need to come is so strong and each time he denies me I want to scream out and cry. Just when I think I can't take it any longer, Nos rips my head up by my hair, and grips my chin so my gaze is on him.

"Come all over his fucking cock and scream my name so he knows that cunt belongs to me!" His sinful words and Vance's relentless thrusts send me spiraling. My pussy clamps down on his cock as my orgasm tears through me like a cyclone, my eyes remaining locked on Nos's.

"Grizz!" I scream out. His eyes darken and Vance roars out his release behind me. Before I can ride out the high of my climax, Cronos orders Vance to pull out. I stare at him in shock, he robbed me of finishing! "Nos."

"Lock the door on your way out, Vance." He grunts and goes about collecting his clothes while Nos's hold on my jaw turns punishing. "I told you to scream my name!"

My eyes widen. "I did."

"No the fuck you didn't. You called me Grizz." I balk at him. "Now, you will be punished."

"But—"

"Turn the fuck around now and put that pussy on this cock." Heat surges through me, I do as I'm told and hover above him. I reach back and grip his cock, lining it up with my entrance. Nos always gets off watching me fuck someone else, he likes to envision their cum inside my pussy when he fucks me after, but he's way too possessive to actually allow anyone to fuck me bare. He and I are okay to do it but no one else. I was on the pill and made him get checked before we slept together without the protection of a condom.

"Oh my God!" I cry out as I lower myself onto him, his grip on my waist bruising, but the slight tinge of pain mixed with the pleasure of having him inside me again is fucking potent.

"Bounce up and down on that dick, baby." I open my legs wider and lean forward so I can rest my hands on his knees and bounce. "Did you like fucking him?"

"Yes!" I moan as he thrusts upward.

"Did you love knowing you made him cum, angel?" he growls. My reply is cut off by a sharp cry when he slams me down onto his waiting cock. He gave me the illusion of control by allowing me to be on top but I'm not deluded enough to fool myself into thinking for a second he was never the one pulling the strings. He begins to set the pace and I am nothing but a passenger on this ride to see who gets off the quickest. My nails dig into his legs as I hold on for dear life, I don't even feel my orgasm cresting until it shatters me from the inside out.

"Cronos!" I scream out as I fall over the edge and into the sweet abyss of ecstasy as pleasure surges through me. This climax is so strong and potent that I don't even realize he's come until he stops moving beneath me. Utterly spent and boneless, I slouch back against his chest. He instantly wraps his arms around me. Just when I think I can't possibly feel anything other than exhaustion, he splays his hands across my stomach and nuzzles into the side of my neck.

"Is little Kingsley, okay?" he mutters against my neck.

Be still my breathing heart!

I swallow a couple of times and force my tone to remain neutral. "Y-yeah." I curse myself for stuttering.

"Good."

"Kingsley?" I ask after a moment of silence.

"Beats calling it an it ," he answers as he gently lifts me off his lap and I wince slightly when I stand. His all seeing eyes don't miss it, and without another word, he grasps my hand and leads me toward the bathroom.

All I can do is stand there while Nos washes me, dries me off and dresses me in one of his shirts before tucking me into bed. I thought he would leave and go to sleep in his chair but to my shock, he climbs in behind me and spoons me from behind.

I spend the rest of the night fighting back tears, how the fuck could I have been so stupid and let him go?

Three days later…

Ever since the night with Vance things have been different. Cronos can't seem to get enough of me. Even at work, he finds the stupidest excuse to get me in the back room only for him to rip my clothes off and fuck me. I drew the line at him trying to fuck me on one of the metal slabs, I know I will be on one of those some day but it sure as fuck wasn't that day! As punishment, he fucked me on the gurney next to Claudette's body in the chiller room. There is something so taboo about orgasming next to a dead body.

Ever since Beth sent me a text message this morning, I have been filled with nerves. I finally returned to her and Bill's house last night. Neither of them brought up me staying with Cronos and I appreciated that. I did ask her for a favor but I didn't think it would happen so soon and now I am nervous as fuck to tell Nos I have to leave an hour early before clock-out time. I finally pluck up the courage twenty minutes before I have to leave to face him. As I enter the back, I find him sanitizing the slabs. Wringing my hands in front of me, I gnaw on my bottom lip.

"Angel, you coming in here for round three?" My cheeks heat but I shake my head. He searches my gaze for a second before he drops his cloth and eliminates the space between us in an instant. He grips my face between his hands and bends at the knees so we are eye level. "What's wrong?"

"I…" I take a deep breath and force the words out. "I have to leave early and get an ultrasound!" I blurt out.

His brows raise and his mouth parts on an exhale. "Oh."

I cringe and brace for his anger, but to my surprise he just leans forward, places a chaste kiss to my lips, then steps back. "Let me lock up and I'll drive you to the clinic." I stand here gawking at him like he is a two headed snake. I manage to get myself under control after a minute and rush out the front. I snap my phone off my desk and quickly fire off a text to Beth to let her know Cronos is going to drive me and to just meet me there. Call me clingy or whatever you want but since my mom can't be here I wanted someone there. I never thought Nos would want to come so I asked Beth to come with me.

Five minutes later, I'm sitting beside Cronos in his truck, nerves are riding me hard the closer we get to the clinic. I haven't been able to even look at him. I know it's childish and wrong but I'm scared for him to come inside the clinic with me because this will make it real. He will see my baby and know that I created the life inside me with another man.

It's getting harder and harder to keep my secrets. I know there is a wall between us and it's because of the truths we refuse to tell the other. Maybe if things hadn't ended like they did he would have trusted me enough to tell me what really happened to Aida. I need to come clean about Colson and tell him why I ran but I'm petrified that he will hate me and think I'm worthless for not knowing my worth sooner. If it wasn't for what I read on Colson's phone that night before we left for the pub I don't know if I would have even thought to flee.

"Angel?" I snap my head toward him and frown at the sight of the worried look on his face.

"Yeah?"

"You good?"

"Of course," I say in false bravado, he sees right through my bullshit but can't say more because Beth is there knocking on his window with a bright smile on her face. Her and Bill are amazing and truly great people. I know he wants to press me more but I don't give him a chance. I hop out of the truck and rush around to hug Beth. I link my arm through hers and drag her toward the clinic without waiting to see if Cronos follows.