6. Lucy

It was fuckingpathetic how badly I needed him but I couldn't be bothered to care, not when he stared at my pussy like he was starving.

Cas's hand dipped down, spreading my slick everywhere. There was so much of it that it actually squelched and the sound was so loud I wanted to die of embarrassment.

"How am I supposed to pretend to be anything other than what I am anymore?" Liam asked, as if I had any idea what he was talking about. His deep voice was soft as he watched Cas, circling us like the predator he was. "You have me on edge constantly, Lucy. My instincts keep pushing me to do anything and everything I can for you. No matter what it takes."

Liam came up behind me and crouched down just like he had when I'd woken up here. His arms wrapped around my shoulders and we watched as Cas licked my slick from his fingers with a feral gleam in his eyes.

"Nothing could have prepared me for how intense it was going to feel the moment I found you again." Liam's breath tickled the back of my neck and I gasped when he cupped my breasts, thumbs brushing my nipples over the fabric. "It's taking every shred of humanity I have left to keep my teeth to myself when I want to bond you right fucking now."

Cas chose that moment to lean in and press his tongue against me, just holding it there.

My back arched and any thought of getting Liam to clarify what he'd said vanished as I tried to push more of myself into his mouth.

I almost begged for him to stop being so fucking soft but Liam pressed a hand over my mouth, muffling the sound of my pleas. He pushed my head back into his shoulder and the sting from where I'd hit my head earlier jolted through me.

It throbbed with the same rhythm as my nipple when Liam pinched it hard enough the barbell created a sharp pain, but it still felt so fucking good all I could do was moan against his hand.

Then Cas slipped his tongue inside me, pressing deeper and I tried to reach up to touch his hair, but the sound of metal reminded me I was restrained in the basement where I'd found him torturing someone.

I looked down into those blue eyes and even when I remembered the way he'd threatened Arturo, I couldn't be bothered to care.

Not when he was winding me up like this.

Torturing me.

"You make me feel so very reckless," Liam whispered. His teeth scraped against my earlobe and I shivered at the dual sensations of him at my back and Cas between my thighs. "Do you have any idea how dangerous that is, Lucy?"

I did but I still wanted to see what it looked like when he lost control.

Maybe then it would finally sink in that he wasn't just saying this because we happened to be biologically compatible.

Cas licked me long and slow, gathering up all my slick before flicking my clit. He looked up and undulated his tongue, showing me just how wet I was before swallowing it down with a very satisfied look on his face.

I wanted to scream at him for being so fucking pleased with himself but Liam pressed down harder on my mouth, muffling the sounds like this was a real interrogation.

"I'm a legacy alpha," Liam reminded me. We both watched Cas lean down to lick secrets into my pussy that he'd never tell me, ignoring my clit completely. "Legacy alphas are known for being insanely possessive and controlling. I should be trying to kill one of you right now for enjoying each other without me, and yet…I can't stop thinking about how good he looks on his knees for you. He's never done that for me, Lucy."

I whimpered at the sudden thought of what it might look like to watch one of them suck the other into their mouths, feasting the same way Cas was doing to me.

I needed more.

With Liam holding me like this, all I could do was move my hips, trying to urge Cas closer, to invite more pressure where I needed it, but he slid his hands under my thighs until my ass was in his hands, lifting me up off the chair so I had no leverage whatsoever.

His tongue was wicked – so soft and silky as he ate me like I was the ripest fruit.

I was sobbing now, frustrated by how much I needed—how little I could do about it when they held me like this, subjecting me to the sweetest torture as I burned alive.

"I don't like other people touching what belongs to me, let alone hurting them," Liam whispered.

His breath tickled my ear and it was infuriating how calm and collected he sounded when I was whining and moaning and begging against his hand, sobbing when I realized it would change nothing.

Cas gently sucked my clit into his mouth, fingers digging into my ass, spreading my cheeks like he planned to do something about the way every hole I possessed was pulsing. My back arched again and I thought it might just snap this time, but Liam's hand on my nipple pinched and pulled, adding to the sensation while keeping me from hurting myself.

The way Cas sucked on my clit was fucking life-changing, but it just wasn't enough pressure to get me to come, and the sensation was starting to drive me mad.

"You should have let me kill that fucker," Liam growled against my neck. "Then I could have proven just how far I would go for you. I could prove none of this has anything to do with your fucking pheromones."

Liam switched hands and I gasped, air filling my lungs unexpectedly before he covered my mouth once more, working on the other nipple. Cas glanced up and watched me watch him.

Something in his eyes changed then and I whimpered against Liam's hand, suddenly feeling like I was being hunted all over again.

"Even if you were a beta I'd be acting like this." Liam pulled on my jaw, forcing me to look at him.

We stared at each other for a long time while Cas took his sweet fucking time. My whole body trembled as he wound me tighter and tighter, but I couldn't look away from Liam when he was searching my eyes for whatever it was he needed.

"You don't believe me?" With his hand over my mouth, fingers digging into my face, there was no way I could answer him like this. "Why don't you ask Cas what I did to the last person who tried to hurt him? Your designation means nothing to me, Lucy. But you? You're my entire reason for being."

He kissed me then, just as gently as Cas was kissing me down there. It was infuriating. I tried to offer him more, parting my lips, sliding my tongue against his, but Liam breathed me in like all he wanted was a tiny sip.

"Let me prove it to you." His words tasted like the sweetest dessert. "Let me break that fucker into tiny little pieces and send him back to the Lopez pack in a hundred different boxes."

Followed by the sharp tang of blood.

"All you have to do is say yes and I'll take care of everything…tell me yes, Lucy."

Cas adjusted my weight to one hand, sliding two fingers inside me as he suddenly sucked harder.

I gasped at the shock – at the brutal reminder I was supposed to stay here with him.

Oh god, how was he so good at this? How did he know exactly where to touch me – to taste? He kept growling against me, making my whole pussy vibrate and every time he flattened his tongue against me I saw stars.

If he didn't let me come soon I was going to fucking die.

A third finger pushed inside of me, all of them scissoring to stretch me – so much slick gushing and I was right there.

"Cas…I'm gonna cum. Fuck, I'm?—"

He pulled away right before I could, making me scream with frustration, thrashing against Liam, the cuffs – all of it.

I was going to kill him.

My legs were shaking, my stomach tight, ass clenched – every muscle was flexed as I fought for the orgasm I could feel right there, waiting to explode.

"Tell me you'll be mine, Lucy." Liam kissed my cheek and stood, sliding his hand down his bare stomach to the waistband of his pants. "Tell me you'll be mine, no matter what psychotic, possessive shit I do and I'll order him to make you come."

"What—" I lost my train of thought when Liam pulled his cock out of his pants and slid his hand from tip to base.

Both knots were already swollen and there was precum dripping from the tip. I couldn't help but lick my lips, wondering if he'd give it to me if I asked.

"Tell me you like how fucking crazy I am for you, Lucy. I need to hear you say it."

I did like that about him. A lot.

No, that was insane. I didn't like that about him. I just understood it. Why would I lie?

The sound of Cas unzipping his own pants made me squirm and I squeezed my eyes shut, knowing I would do anything just to make this stop.

Cas started rubbing little circles into my clit with his thumb, making me squirm even more as my body tried to take over. His thick fingers slid back inside me, pressing right against my G-spot, but they didn't move – waiting for me to do what Liam wanted.

I snarled at the alpha between my legs and he just licked his lips like he was somehow still starving.

Then I saw his hand slide up and down his cock, slowly and leisurely. As if we had all the time in the world. It was the same pace he'd used with his tongue and just the reminder of what that had felt like had me folding so fast it was pathetic.

"I like it," I whispered, my gaze fixed on Cas's hand. "I liked it when you said I'm allowed to do whatever I want – that…that as long as I stay with you, no one can make me do anything."

The silence in the room was loud when they both froze.

"I don't know why, but I believed you," I admitted, gripping the chains of the cuffs so hard I knew they'd leave a mark. "And I like the way violence tastes on you…it's…intoxicating."

What the fuck was wrong with me? Why did I tell him that? This was only going to make things worse, but I couldn't pretend anymore. Not when I needed them both so badly.

A rough hand grabbed my face, squeezing hard and all I could see was that glittering red, hypnotizing me just like it had the first day I saw it.

"Give it to her, Cas. Make her scream."

Whatever relationship they had, I didn't really understand it, but Cas obeyed instantly, sucking my clit into his mouth and sliding his fingers in and out of me, making sure to hit my G-spot every time.

It made me absolutely feral.

My entire body trembled as he kept me on the edge of orgasm and all Liam did was watch as I screamed and begged for it—for more.

Cas's tongue flicked back and forth over my clit, faster and faster – the perfect rhythm and pressure, filling me with his fingers while he stroked his own cock. I was so close, so, so fucking close and then…

He stopped.

The broken sound that came out of me was mortifying but I couldn't take it anymore. Every single nerve was on fire and my instincts were telling me the only thing that could soothe the pain was an orgasm.

Why was he torturing me like this?

"I want to hear you say it." Cas scraped his teeth against my thigh, but his fingers never stopped moving and neither did the hand on his cock. "‘Please make me come.' Say it, Lucy."

"Please," I begged. "Please make me come, Cas."

"Mm, that doesn't sound quite right, does it?"

"No it doesn't."

Oh god, what was wrong with them?

"Come on Lucy, call him what he is." Liam licked his lips and squeezed his primary knot, forcing more precum to slide down his cock. "Beg your alpha to let you come."