26. Lucy

Everything he saidand did made me crazy.

Just looking at him made my heart pound, but being able to touch him? My fingers trembled as I carefully took his face in my hands and leaned down, staring into his bright blue eyes and committing this moment to memory.

"I want you," I whispered against his lips.

He grinned so wide I could see his sharp canines glinting in the sun. "Yeah?"

"Yeah…I do." I couldn't help but match his grin. "What are you going to do about it?"

"I'm going to do what I do best."

Cas moved without warning – one second both his hands were on my ass and the next one of them was wrapped around my throat, squeezing while the other gripped just under my ass cheek to hold me up.

"And what's that?" I could barely breathe let alone speak, but somehow I managed it.

His hand was so fucking big I could feel his fingers pressing down near both of my entrances. "I'm going to take care of you, Lucy. Every single one of your needs and wants…I'll do it all. Even when you beg me to stop."

Oh god, I was in trouble.

But it was the kind of trouble I wanted.

He yanked me forward, lips crashing into mine.

Whatever leash he had snapped and the careful gentleness was gone.

Cas kissed me like a man possessed – licking, biting, sucking on the tip of my tongue.

I couldn't fucking breathe. All I could do was try to keep up with him, opening my mouth when he pressed his tongue to my lips, tasting him for as long as I could before I gave in to the urge to bite down on his bottom lip.

He groaned into my mouth and my pussy pulsed in response. It was so fucking hot just to feel his skin against mine, the metal barbells in my nipples sliding against him and making them ridiculously sensitive.

The hand holding my ass squeezed and then slid inward, getting closer.

Desire made my skin feel flushed and the sensation of something slick sliding down my thigh had me pressing my whole body against his.

I couldn't get close enough.

Tilting my head, I deepened the kiss until his tongue was dancing with mine instead of the other way around.

Fucking hell, all we were doing was kissing and I was ready to sit on that dick and ride it until I couldn't think anymore.

Cas slid his fingers across my pussy to press down on my clit. "Look at this…all I've done is kiss you and you're so fucking wet…so messy for me."

I wanted to ride his hand, but I wanted to ride him more. "I want you, Cas. Please…"

Reaching down for the button on his pants, I tried to grind against him but the hand around my throat tightened. "What do you think you're doing, sweetheart?"

I froze, sensing the shift in his tone.

"I told you I was going to take care of everything, didn't I?" He slid his hand back to my ass and I whimpered, but I forced myself not to move. "You wanna come for me, Lucy?"

His eyes flashed and he grinned up at me when I tried not to squirm. I nodded, hoping that was the answer he wanted.

"My omega is so greedy. I fucking love it." Cas shoved me down on my hip until my bare pussy was right against his hard cock.

The fabric of his tactical pants felt rough against my swollen, sensitive clit but it was his fucking monster dick that was driving me insane. I could feel the entire length of it between my legs from ass to clit like he'd tucked it up in his waistband before stepping a single foot into my apartment.

Cas pushed down on my hip, pressing me harder against his dick. It felt so fucking good my pussy clenched. "I can feel you throbbing against me. Did you know that?"

Oh fuck the way he growled those words…

I couldn't hold back anymore, not when he was looking at me like that.

Rolling my hips against him, my eyes fluttered closed against the delicious sensation. I could actually come like this. It wouldn't take much at all.

His lips pressed against my neck, then I felt his tongue slide up the column of my throat – making me moan as I ground my pussy against him.

"You like when I kiss your neck? What about this?" Cas sucked on my neck hard enough to hurt. The sharp sensation only made everything else more sensitive and I was shamelessly grinding against him now, not even trying to hold back – chasing the orgasm that was so close I could taste it.

His teeth scraped against my skin and I groaned, grabbing the back of his head to press him harder against my neck. I wanted to feel his teeth in my throat – smell the blood as it dripped down between my breasts.

I wanted to wear his mark as well as his scent.

My nails dug under the adhesive of his scent blockers and he grabbed my wrist to stop me, still sucking on my neck like he couldn't get enough of the taste.

Finally he pulled away, breathing hard. His eyes were wild and he looked absolutely fucking feral.

"Maybe I'll bite you here," he told me, sucking on another part of my neck. Then he moved down a little and did the same thing. "Or here…maybe even here."

I arched into his mouth when he reached my breasts. Every breath was harsh and I could feel how wet I was – fuck I could hear it, the fabric of his pants squelching every time I ground my pussy against his massive dick.

"Look at your nipples," he growled, cupping my breasts in his hands to admire them. "They look so pretty…so sensitive…"

I gasped when his mouth closed around one, sinking my fingers into his hair to hold him there, so fucking close.

Oh god, right there.

Just a little more…

"Fuck, the way you're grinding against me…thinking about you and the things I want—fuck." Cas turned and sucked my other nipple into his mouth hard.

The sensation was like lightning and it went right to my pussy.

I came instantly, my entire body seizing as it clenched around nothing, making me whimper as I held onto him for dear life. Waves of pleasure made me shudder and there was this buzz that made it feel like I was completely high on him.

His hand fumbled at the clasp of his pants and I could almost taste his desperation.

"Fuck, there's so much slick," he groaned. "Look at this."

Cas held up his hand for me to see what he was talking about and it was literally dripping in slick. He caught one of the drops in his mouth before it could fall, licking his finger clean like a fucking psycho.

"You taste so fucking good—so fucking good, sweetheart. Here, let me show you."

He kissed me then and I tasted myself on his tongue. It was the darkest, sweetest wine and I gladly took everything he gave me.

Cas lifted me up, shifting his weight so he could yank his pants down just enough.

When he sat back down, I landed right on his bare cock and gasped at the feel of his already swollen knot. I couldn't think, couldn't fucking do anything when he rubbed my pussy up and down his dick.

Every time I hit his knot I pushed back against it, desperate to be filled until I could feel that delicious stretch once more – the one only an alpha could give me.

"God, the way your body moves is so fucking hot." Cas growled against my throat, biting down hard enough to leave a mark, but he didn't break the skin. "Grinding against me raw like this…careful or I'll slip right inside."

"Fuck yes." I held onto his shoulders and leaned back, letting him see everything. "Cas please…stop teasing me."

"But I love how you sound when you whine." Cas grabbed my ass with both hands, dragging me up and thrusting at the same time. The tip pressed into me, but I couldn't make him slip inside no matter how hard I tried, not when he was holding me in place like this. "Say you want it and I'll give it to you, Lucy. Be. Specific."

He pushed me back down against his knot and I bit my lip, loving the way he was watching me as I drenched him with my slick.

"I want your cock, Alpha." I pulled myself up, staring into those psychotic blue eyes and seeing just how badly he needed to hear this. "Then I want you to give me your knot. Give me everything, Alpha."

One little shift of his hips and the tip slid inside of me when he pushed down, already stretching me and it was only the first two inches.

"Relax," he murmured. "Count with me, Lucy."

I had no idea what he was talking about.

All I could think about was getting him deeper.

So much slick and I still couldn't take him in one stroke. I had to work him in slowly, letting my body stretch to accommodate his size and it almost felt like my first time.

"That's three inches," he whispered against my lips. "Now four. Come on, Lucy. Count with me."

"Four," I breathed as I felt my body take more of him, sliding down his cock so slowly I was going to fucking scream. "Five."

"That's right. Good girl."

Just hearing him praise me like that with his deliciously deep voice had me losing my fucking mind and I would do anything to hear it again.

"A little farther," he coaxed, pressing down on my hips. "There you go. You're doing so good sweetheart. Six…Jesus Christ you feel so fucking good when you clench down on me like that. You make me wannashove it all in."

His growl made me crazy but it was the way he thrust up into me as he held me in place, forcing me to stretch before I was ready. It burned but fuck it felt so good. All I could do was cling to him and take it, wriggling my hips to try and suck more of him in.

"That's my girl…you make taking this cock look easy…don't you dare forget to count."

"Eight," I managed, panting and sweating from the pleasure and the pain. It was fucking torture to take him like this instead of sliding in and out to spread the slick around, but the way it forced me to take him…

Fuck me, I couldn't get enough.

"Just a few more inches," he promised. "You can do it. Come on. Thatta girl. Up and then down…god I can feel every time you clench, gripping me so fucking tight."

Finally I felt the base of his knot and I tried to catch my breath as my whole fucking body pulsed around him.

"You feel like home, Lucy." Cas grabbed my throat and kissed me.

It was sloppy and desperate and perfect. He kissed me like he's been waiting his whole life to have me like this.

"I fucking love it—I love it. I love you," he growled. "Fuck, I love you."

He didn't give me time to respond or react – Cas was already yanking me up and then slamming me back down, turning my mind to mush.

I clenched my eyes shut against the intensity of the orgasm he forced on me – too sharp and too fast to enjoy but he never stopped moving and the pleasure started building again before it could ever really dissipate.

"Don't you dare close your eyes, Lucy. Look at me." He slammed me down again, thrusting up at the same time, forcing my eyes open from the shock of it. "There you are…you should see your face, sweetheart…the way you're looking at me fuck…you're one of the only people in the world who can stand to look me in the eyes and I need you to see what it looks like when I come for you. Okay? Can you do that for me?"

I nodded even though I had no idea how I was going to manage that. It didn't matter. All I had to do was look into the eyes I couldn't stop thinking about as he fucked me to pieces. I dreamed about those eyes. They guarded me while I slept and I didn't think I'd ever get enough of the way he was always watching me.

"Fuck, just like that," he growled, eyes flashing as he bounced me up and down on his cock, faster and faster.

Every time he pushed back in I felt another wave of pleasure build until it was a sea of tiny orgasms dragging me under until I drowned, but I kept my eyes on him – tears sliding down my face and my head buzzing…I made sure to keep my fucking eyes open because the last thing I wanted to do was disappoint him.

I was shaking like a leaf and I still couldn't get enough of him. I never wanted this to stop.

But the sounds he made as he thrust inside of me one last time, groaning into my mouth, pushing me down, down, down onto his knot. I came the second the entire thing finally pushed all the way inside and there was no fucking way I could keep my eyes open anymore.

My eyelids fluttered closed and my head fell back, my entire body shuddering and shaking with the aftershocks of all those orgasms, clenching down on his pulsing dick and the knot keeping all his cum inside.

This…this was everything I'd ever wanted and there was no way in hell I'd ever let it go.

He was mine. My alpha.