33. ~Alena~

33

~Alena~

I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror.

I’d taken a shower and styled my pink hair in loose curls falling about my shoulders.

I was dressed in my purple and gold silk negligee that always made me feel extra sexy. My gold robe with the turquoise roses was hanging loosely off my shoulders too.

And I was wearing the beautiful necklace they’d gifted me. The crystal masterpiece with the magically created multicolored gems.

I sucked in a breath, trying to affect a relaxed state.

But, despite my intention, I couldn’t seem to tamper down my nervousness either.

It had been so long since I’d gotten physical with the guys and had them all over me.

I didn’t want to remain this way, fearful of being touched, fearful that my men touching me would trigger all of that. I didn’t want Constantine to still have a hold on me. And I didn’t want to be estranged from my men in this way any longer.

I needed to do this.

And despite what they kept telling me, that there was no rush, that it was all okay in that regard, I had noticed the strain between us because getting physical had been off the table. I wanted to be back with them wholly, all the way, not disconnected in any way.

But the longer it had gone on, the stronger the barrier to doing this had become. It was why I was trembling with nerves now.

What if I just thought I was ready and I wasn’t really?

What if when we started to go there, when they were all over me, I freaked out and ruined it?

What if more weeks went by from the failure of it and put yet more strain on us and more regret on me that I couldn’t do it?

Stop it.

I sucked in a breath and tied my robe.

I could do this. I needed to and, more than that, I really wanted to.

I headed out of the bathroom and walked to my made bed. It was always made lately because we’d been sleeping outside so much, once they’d realized I’d needed the freedom of it after being caged for so long.

Yet another example of them being so accommodating and sweet toward me.

They’d gone to such lengths to make that a possibility, despite the curfew and stringent rules in effect at the Academy right now.

But tonight, we wouldn’t be sleeping outside.

We’d be crashing in Orpheus’ chambers.

In his bed.

Together.

Surrounded by one another.

You can do this.

I snatched up my phone and sat down on the edge of my bed for a moment as I read over their text messages.

Alena: I’m ready. I want to be with the three of you. Let’s make it happen.

Xavier: Want to start with a date? I have some ideas.

Talon: Snow and romantic ice sculpture style?

Xavier: Something different.

Talon: Mixing it up? I’m down for that.

Xavier: You’re down for anything.

Talon: When it comes to my firecracker, definitely.

Xavier: Aww, who’s the romantic one now?

Alena: I was thinking we skip straight to the big finish.

Talon: Damn, I’m down for that too. Shit, yeah.

Xavier: Outside? Under one of Ore’s illusions?

Alena: His chambers.

Orpheus: Meet us there tonight after your classes, little angel.

Alena: See you soon.

I put my phone down and then sucked in a breath and called my power, teleporting right outside Orpheus’ chambers.

The door was ajar in invitation and I peered inside to see that the three of them were already in there.

All of them were shirtless, Orpheus just wearing his silver leather pants, Talon in his tight orange trunks, and Xavier in his silk boxers.

Ready and waiting for me.

They were talking away in hushed whispers and I found myself listening in, wanting to know where they were at regarding what was about to happen.

“Slow and easy,” Orpheus was saying.

“Agreed,” Xavier said. He eyed Talon. “Can you keep it in check?”

“Me? Of course. You’re the one with the hot, demonic side.”

“Hot, huh?”

“Yeah, the other day with that feed? Damn, you fucking had me there.”

“We noticed,” Orpheus said. “But this time with Alena will be different. It’s solely about her pleasure and comfort.”

“I get it. It’s not about us getting off,” Talon said.

“We’ll worship her how she deserves,” Xavier added.

“Precisely,” Orpheus told them. He pulled away from them and called his power, and then the room was surrounded by candles, creating a calm and beautiful atmosphere of soft candlelight all over.

Off X’s look, he smiled and said, “I guess I’ve learned a thing or two from you lately.”

“I’d say so.”

I sucked in another breath and stepped across the threshold.

The moment I did, shutting the door behind me, they all swung their heads my way.

Their gazes were eating me up in the next moment.

“You look stunning,” Orpheus said, walking to me slowly. Carefully.

“Absolutely,” Xavier stated, staying with Talon standing at the foot of the bed.

“Shit, yeah.”

“Love the necklace,” Orpheus told me.

“I love it too. So much.” I gestured around the room. “Thank you for doing this.”

“Do you need anything else?” he asked me as he reached me and stopped just short of my personal space.

I smiled out at him. “Just the three of you.”

“You have us, little angel. Always.”

As his heartfelt words rolled through me, it took away some of the nervousness that I was struggling to hold at bay. God, the longer it had gone on where we hadn’t been together had just made that barrier all the worse to cross now.

I held onto the way his words made me feel so touched and so safe, and also the fact that three incredible hot-as-sin men wanted me so badly. As badly as I wanted them, yet couldn’t seem to express with the way I’d been since what had happened to me.

They were all half-naked, standing there in all their shirtless glory waiting for me to come to them, waiting to worship me, as Xavier had said.

Through his tight trunks, I could see that Talon even already had a hard-on, he was so excited and worked up at the prospect of coming together again.

The room was buzzing with erotic energy.

And I wanted to leap into it and immerse myself in it.

But another part of me was basically curled up in the fetal position wanting to hide away from it all, to stay in what had become my comfort zone—no touching or intimacy at all.

No.

I couldn’t let that part win.

“Alena?” Orpheus uttered, focusing on my face and frowning worriedly. “It’s all okay. We’ll table it for now.”

“How about we all watch a movie or two tonight in Ore’s bed instead?” Talon offered.

“Or the three of you go flying on the campus grounds while I try to keep pace with you down below? A race without a chase, if you will,” Xavier proposed.

“Either will do,” Orpheus said, nodding, then moving to snuff out the candles.

I bolted forward and snatched his hand before he could.

He stilled and eyed me in surprise.

And then I grabbed his nape, jerked him down to me, and crushed my lips to his.

As soon as he kissed me back, I could feel that connection between us, that intensity, taking me over.

I focused on it and not my nervousness, and sank into the kiss, until it ignited to a ferocious passion, lips, tongue, and teeth clashing wildly.

I grabbed his ass and he growled, then I briefly felt his magic as he stripped me naked in a blink.

Then he hoisted me up against him, and carried me over to the bed where the boys were waiting.

By the time he eased his mouth from mine, we were both panting.

“Sinful kisser,” he said, smirking at me.

He slowly lowered me down onto the bed on my back.

I watched him give a nod to Xavier, Talon.

As Xavier straddled me, he leaned down and brushed his lips over my cheek, my jaw, my lips, while softly stroking my hair, reassuring me, giving me comfort as he also turned me on, building on what my kiss with Orpheus had already stoked in me, and us all.

“I love you,” he whispered at my ear.

I kissed his neck and confessed, “I love you too, sweet Xavier.”

He eased back a little and smiled sweetly at me.

And then he kissed his way down my throat, across my collarbone, over my breasts, and all down my body as he uttered, “I love you. I love you. I love you.”

He had me giggling and stroking his hair.

Orpheus and Talon were grinning as they heard me and saw my happy reaction.

I held out either hand, beckoning them to me.

Talon moved to my left side and leaned in and started kissing my breasts, just as Xavier’s kisses reached between my thighs.

He stilled and eyed me in question and I gave a nod.

Orpheus was there then, slowly spreading my thighs open for him.

He stroked my skin softly as Xavier dipped his head and dragged his tongue through my folds.

The moment he did, I tensed, as a memory of a certain psychopath rose to the surface and threatened to take me over.

I whimpered as I fought it away, and when I focused back on my men again, I saw Xavier was now sitting up between my thighs, Talon no longer licking my breasts, and Orpheus no longer touching my thighs.

“I’m sorry,” I said, scrubbing my hand over my face.

“You were triggered?” Xavier asked. “By what I was doing?”

I squeezed my eyes shut, hating it. “Yes. I… I don’t know why I can’t just…”

“It’s okay,” Talon said, taking my hand and pressing a kiss to my knuckles.

“We don’t need to do this,” Xavier told me.

“Let’s give it some more time,” Orpheus added.

“No!” I said. Well, yelled, and really vehemently at that. I felt the black magic in me shoot to the surface, my voice distorted with it, as my anger sparked.

“I want to! I want to do this! I want the three of you so badly!”

I jerked my hand from Talon’s and slammed them down on the bed, rocking it violently, a little of my power leaking out, along with some black sparks. That fucking black magic. It fed off anger and upset.

A sudden spark of pleasure right between my legs had me jolting.

I looked down to see Orpheus with his palm pressed to my pussy, his purple glow emanating from it.

His eyes burned into mine as he did it again, wrenching a cry of bliss from me.

“No eating her out,” he told Talon and Xavier. “We’ll try this instead.”

He did it again and I writhed on the bed as intense sparks of pleasure shot from my pussy, through my body.

“Yes!” I cried.

He gave a nod to Talon and then he was there lavishing his attentions on my breasts again, moans slipping from me and cries of pleasure in between as Orpheus continued to literally work his magic on my body.

Before long, I was lost to it all, awash in a haze of bliss.

All that existed was the four of us, the moment between us.

Through it, I looked out to see Xavier vamping out, then grazing his fangs over Orpheus’s throat, before he bit down and had Orpheus’s eyes rolling back in his head, as he continued to pleasure me, moving up and down my body and delivering spark after spark.

Xavier’s magic he was drawing from the feed sparked on his finger and I saw it suddenly lubed a moment before he slid it into my ass.

I jerked on the bed, a gasp escaping me.

A sexy deep groan came from Orpheus and I watched as he pulled his cock out with his free hand, then started stroking himself right by my thigh.

“Twist your finger,” he grunted to Xavier. “She’s dripping for us. Leaking all over the sheets.” He smirked at me. “Fucking loving this, aren’t you, dirty angel?”

“Yes,” I breathed. “More. Please… more.”

Xavier didn’t just twist his finger inside my ass, he added a whole other one, then stretched me open.

“Ungh… yes,” I cried.

He started curling them, then dragging them out, before plunging back in deep.

Over and over.

Orpheus’ pleasure sparks came faster.

Talon sucked and twisted my nipples, while scraping his nails across the soft flesh of my breasts.

I was beside myself, undulating on the bed, moaning and then crying out.

It all built to an insane crescendo.

And then it crashed over the edge into ecstasy as I came all over Orpheus and Xavier’s fingers and the sheets.

It all took me over and, caught up in it, as they pulled their fingers away, I then pounced on Talon, growling and rubbing my wet pussy all over his dick.

He choked as I slammed him down by his shoulders, then sank down onto his shaft.

He groaned as I took him deep, then started riding him through the burn, digging my nails into his shoulders. He grasped my ass and we met thrust for thrust.

Responding to my roughness and wildness, Xavier and Orpheus crowded us.

I felt Xavier’s hand sliding down my back and over my ass. I looked over my shoulder to see him jerking his cock free, and then it was sliding along the crack of my ass, up and down, like an erotic threat.

“Please,” I urged him.

Orpheus suddenly grasped his cock, his purple glow emanating, as he used his magic to lube up Xavier’s shaft, earning a delectable groan from him.

Then he pulled away and slapped his cock across Talon’s cheek.

It was all it took for Talon to growl, then open his mouth wide in need, and Orpheus shoved deep down his throat.

The sight was so fucking sexy.

The moan caught in my throat as Xavier eased into my ass, then began sawing in and out slowly.

“Oh my God,” I groaned, as the overwhelming sensation of having them both filling me rolled over me.

And then they took it further, Xavier and Talon alternating their thrusts and picking up their pace as I wiggled on them, demanding more.

“Ah, fuck!” I screamed.

Orpheus stroked my hair sensually, whispering his dirty words that he knew did things to me, “There’s our woman, taking them both so well in your tight little holes. Burn for us, scream for us, shatter all over us, Alena.”

“Yes!” I shrieked, as my orgasm slammed into me. “Fuck me!”

Talon went crazy, thrusting like a maniac, and Xavier employed his vampire speed.

It took me higher and higher, one orgasm crashing into another and another until all I could hear was my shrieks bouncing off the walls.

I scraped my nails down Talon’s hard chest, drawing blood in the process and I felt him jerk inside me, filling me with his cum as he cursed out into the room, then chased my lips, kissing the hell out of me.

“Hell… ungh… yeah… take it… take it all,” Xavier uttered a moment before he came inside my ass and painted my ass cheeks when he abruptly pulled out too.

Another shriek escaped me while in the midst of it all, Orpheus roared and came all over Talon’s face, and trickled some over my breasts too.

It was hot as hell, making me come yet again until I was shaking all over from the pleasure overload.

I collapsed on top of Talon and then the three of them were all wrapping themselves around me, stroking my skin, my hair, sweetly reassuring me after what had gone down.

“Amazing,” I breathed.

That didn’t even cover it.

After that initial hiccup, things had fallen back into place between us.

“Thank you,” I told them. “Thank you for taking care of me.”

“Of course,” Orpheus responded. “We’d never do anything less for you.”

“You’re ours,” Talon said.

“Ours to love and cherish,” Xavier told me, stroking my cheek.

Theirs.

I certainly was.

And I loved everything about it.