16. Teddy

My dick is softening inside of Jamie but I don't want to let him go. We have a mess to clean up and it will only get worse if the condom slips off of me, but I'm not ready to leave his body.

Kissing Jamie's shoulder, I can't help my spinning thoughts. After sex with a woman, I feel awkward, with the strong urge to get away. I tell myself it's guilt because of my religion, but I know it's the lack of connection. I expect to feel close to them, but I just don't.

Jamie is different.

Of all the people in the world, I'm closest with him. And now we've taken that even further. Can't get much closer than putting my dick in him.

"You're overthinking this, aren't you," Jamie rasps, his voice ragged from moaning. I find that hot and feel my dick try to rally. I've come more in the past couple days than I had in the previous month, so it will need a break. Jamie thinks I'm still spiraling and grabs hold of my hand. "Just enjoy it. We're on vacation."

His words hit me like a ton of bricks and I finally find it in me to leave his body. I sit on my side of the bed and take off the condom, tying it off and tossing it in the trash built in under my nightstand. At home there's one nightstand between our beds that we share, though he mostly uses the drawer.

That thought piles on top of Jamie's words, and I start over analyzing what will happen when we get home. Jamie said have fun on vacation, like this is temporary. I can do that. I think.

"Shower?" I offer, standing and offering him my hand.

Jamie rolls to me and lets me help him up. "Definitely."

He kisses me and looks towards the window where the sky is turning a brilliant red-orange color and we can see Cock Island growing further away.

"I liked that place," Jamie smirks and I can't help smiling along.

"Me too."

We shower together, and I enjoy the feeling of his hands on me as we wash one another between kisses and slaps to each other's asses.

"Tight ass was a good nickname for you," I admit when we're drying off. I feel myself blush and Jamie presses himself against me. "Inside and out."

"I like this flirty side of you," Jamie nibbles my jawline, and I realize I like the sensation of his stubble against mine. The rasp is sexy in a way I never imagined. "I've never seen it before."

"Maybe the cruise brings it out of me,'' I fib, knowing it's all Jamie.

"We should find something to do on board today?"

"Why?" I scrunch my brows, realizing I planned to spend all day in bed with him. Jamie gestures to the rumpled sheets where a big wet spot covers one side of the bed. "Oh."

"Yeah, we're going to need housekeeping," Jamie chuckles and tosses me an outfit from my drawer. "Plus we've been cooped up in here for twelve hours, and I'm ravenous."

"But they said all events were canceled?"

"Attention gays and guests," a voice comes on the loudspeaker over the door. "All activities will resume immediately. Please check the website for details and feel free to move about the ship."

Jamie grins at me, "I think I saw Drag Queen Brunch on the itinerary."

"Doesn't brunch start later? Like ten?" I ask as I pull on clean briefs. Teddy had our dirty clothes laundered and I'm pretending I didn't notice since I'm hoping it's part of our prize package and not something he paid for.

"It might," he checks his phone and sees a start time of nine, and it's only seven. Jamie taps his chin and tosses his phone on the coffee table in the sitting area, "What can we do with ourselves until then?"

Without knowing it's coming, Jamie hefts me over his shoulder and tosses me onto the loveseat. He tugs at my underwear and I lift my ass without thinking, my cock flopping out onto my thigh.

"I want another taste," Jamie licks his lips and takes me in hand, stroking me to hardness so fast I feel my blood rush south.

Lightheaded, I can only blame the lack of oxygen to my brain for what comes out next. "Can I try it? Sucking you off?"

Jamie looks up at me and blinks, a slow smile creeping onto his face, "You don't want me having all the fun?"

"Something like that," I mumble, curious if it's as hot as Jamie made it look to give as it was to receive. "Stand up?"

"Okay," Jamie doesn't hesitate, standing between my knees as his half-hard cock bobs between us. He's thick, and I worry he'll be too big for my mouth to stretch around. Jamie must sense some hesitation, because he cups his dick and caresses my cheek, "You don't have to."

"No, I want to do it, I just…You're not small."

Jamie chuckles, "You sure know how to boost a guy's ego. But you're not small either."

"Can you just tell me what to do?" I look up at him, needing Jamie to take over so I can stop thinking.

"Yeah, Teddy, I can do that," Jamie holds my face and points his cock at my mouth. "Open up and stick your tongue out."

Leaning forward until I'm close enough to smell the mix of body wash and the tang of his pre-cum that has beaded at the tip, I let my mouth hang open with my tongue over my bottom lip. Jamie shuffles forward and keeps his eyes on me, pressing his dick so the tip touches my taste buds.

The flavor of him, similar to what I tasted of my own cum on his lips on Cock Island, has me closing my mouth to taste more. "Mmm," I hum, suckling the head.

"Fuck. That feels so good." I'm barely sucking, so I assume he means the sound, so I do it again. Jamie thrusts deeper, gripping his base to keep from gagging me. "Do I taste as good as you?"

"Better," I mumble, unwilling to let him go. Sucking on his nipple was sexy, seeing his reactions to how I affect him, but this is even hotter. "Mmm." I reach a hand up to play with his nipple, using the other to fondle his balls.

"Touch yourself," Jamie pants, both hands threading through my hair as I take him deeper. My lips are stretched wide enough to hurt, but I'm determined to make him come. I say no, but it only vibrates through his dick and makes Jamie groan. "Fuck, Teddy."

Remembering what he said about his finger when he sucked my dick, I pop off to spit on my middle finger before feeling for his hole, "This alright?"

"Yes," Jamie gets out between moans, "Please."

Following his lead from earlier, I rub his rim until I feel it loosen for me. I slip in one finger and suck him back down at the same time.

"Curve your finger as deep as you can go," Jamie instructs, and I feel a spongy spot that makes Jamie stop breathing as he buries himself in my throat. When I jerk involuntarily, my body needing air, Jamie pulls back, "Sorry, fuck, do that again."

Sucking hard and bobbing my head, I try to follow the same rhythm with my finger, and it only takes seconds before Jamie is tapping my head, "I'm coming, Teddy."

Instead of pulling off, I suck harder as his ass tightens around my finger. His cum hits the back of my tongue and I swallow around him. Then something happens I've never experienced before. My dick twitches and my orgasm hits, making me groan around Jamie's cock as I come untouched.

"Fuck, did you just come?" Jamie asks, and some part of me says he must have felt it on his feet. I feel his dick throbbing on my tongue and my dick lets out one last shot of cum. "Damn, that's hot."

Jamie pushes back on my head, his dick likely too sensitive now, and I pull my hand from his hole. He collapses beside me and gives me a satisfied grin. I'm sure I have a similar look on my face, feeling sated to my bones.

"You're really good at that," Jamie compliments me and I feel my face heat.

"I had to live up to your epic blow job yesterday," I tease, nudging him with my elbow.

"Mission. Accomplished." Jamie states, leaning his head against mine. "Did you enjoy it?"

Did I? I came hands free just from sucking him off. "Yeah, Jamie, I did."

I had no clue what that meant about me, but I was going to live in the moment for as long as I could.