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Chapter 27

Cillian helps Nessa out of the restraints, and I lift her into my arms, taking her over to the bed. She feels so light, not just weight wise, but it is as if the pleasure has helped ease the tension she has been carrying for so long.

She was fighting so hard to save those children, then she was fighting for her life. Now, it is time for her to know some peace.

Even though the enemy is still out there, we can take comfort that there is only one left, and we know exactly who he is. Nessa’s friends from the island have been keeping an eye on him, so we will know when he makes a move.

But for now, we are going to enjoy what we have.

I lay her on the bed and remove the cock ring. I am already sensitive, but it definitely helped me hold off when Nessa sucked me like her life depended on it.

The abilities she has with her tongue and the way she seems to take me into her throat is a gift. A gift only made better because she has come to love us making her gag on it.

Once I remove the ring, I settle on the bed beside her. Cillian insisted earlier that we go over every detail so that this night goes as smoothly as possible. As annoyed as I was by his insistence to discuss every sexual act known to man, I now find an appreciation for it.

I pull Nessa on top of me and spread her legs wide while moving towards the end of the bed. There are not a lot of positions we can do this in, but this felt the easiest.

Cillian stands between my feet, rubbing a soothing hand down Nessa’s back as I lift her and sink into her sweet heat. Even though we have taken the time to stretch her out, the feeling of sliding inside her is still tight as a glove.

Her walls contract around me when I nudge the new spot she seems to love. Brushing her hair from her face, I tilt her head so we are looking each other in the eyes.

“I love you,” I say with a deep thrust. “I am never going anywhere.” Thrust . “You are mine.”

She nods frantically as she begins to ride me, grinding her clit into my pubic bone every time she sinks down.

“I’m yours,” she agrees. “Both of yours.”

Cillian takes her hair in his hand, sweeping it all back and pulling until her back arches, and she fills herself with me.

I can feel his cock press against my base, pushing against her entrance. Her body stiffens, but we already have a plan for that. When Cillian suggested this after pointing it out on her list, I was hesitant. But he met me where I was. With his encouragement, I felt it would be safe for me to stop or say no if I felt like I needed it. And that was surprisingly all I needed.

Cillian tosses me the small vibrator you can slide into underwear, but it also fits perfectly between us now. I click it on, and the tension in her body instantly melts away.

I praise her, running my fingers up and down her body as he fits the head in. It creates a unique kind of pressure that feels good, even to me as he begins to rock back and forth inside of her, driving deeper with every thrust.

Her arousal coats us both, aided by the lube I heard him crack open. Speeding up the vibrations, she clamps down around us and we both let out a groan.

“I’m so full,” she says breathlessly.

My cock tries to twitch at her words, but Cillian pulls back and slams into her, the heads of our cocks rubbing together at a fast pace is unlike anything I have ever felt.

I thought I would be turned off by the gesture, but watching Nessa palm her tits while she whimpers for us to destroy her takes all the thinking away.

Right now, we are a tangled mess of nothing but sensations. Touch, sight, sound, taste.

I lick my lips and lean forward, pulling one of her nipples between my teeth.

“Right there,” Nessa cries out. I am unsure of who she is speaking to, but without a word we both decide to keep doing exactly what we are doing.

There is no way I can hold on much longer. I let Cillian be the one to fuck her harder because I knew I would be sensitive after she sucked me off, but I did not realize just how hard it would be to hold off when Cillian’s head brushes just under mine.

“ Lisichka ,” I command with a growl, causing her eyes to snap to mine. “Come. Now.”

Moving the vibrator between us, I push it harder against her clit. I can feel the moment she obeys because suddenly we are all entwined together. Cillian leans over her back as I feel him come inside her and I follow.

Our seed mixed together, his cock pulsing against mine, it is strange to me. What I once thought would send me running from this relationship, the contact of another man in bed, is no longer as strange as I had imagined. With the way our girl looks blissed out beyond all of her wildest dreams, it takes the awkwardness away.

By the time Nessa has come down, she flops onto my chest, her shallow breaths the only movement she seems capable of.

My hand moves to her hair, smoothing it back. All I see is a huge smile on her face, eyes are closed in bliss. “Are you happy, Lisichka ?”

“Mmm, I think I finally remembered what happiness feels like.”

With those words, it is like Cillian and I can breathe again. It is clear that without her, we would be lost. And when she feels lost, it is our job to bring her back home.

This hotel suite might not be home, but ever since she admitted that our arms are home for her, they will remain locked around her despite the sweat and mess between us all.

Nothing else matters now other than the fact that my girl is happy, and because of that, we can all begin to find ourselves again.

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We fell asleep right after cleaning up. Nessa was half asleep in the shower, Cillian having to hold her up for me to wash the mess between her legs.

But I wake in the night with a strange feeling in my chest. My arm reaches for her, but the bed is cool where she should be.

I sit up swiftly, my eyes scanning the room when I notice a small figure on the balcony, standing on a chair and leaning over the edge. My heart drops into my ass as I haul out of bed and rush to her side.

“What are you doing?” I yell, grabbing her hips. Thank goodness I do because she startles at my words and nearly topples over the edge.

My hands begin to sweat and shake as shocked eyes stare into mine.

“Boris?”

Her hand covers her chest as if I were the one to scare her, not her toying with an old man’s heart by pulling that little stunt. I fall to my knees, bringing her with me. I need her far away from that edge. I need her sitting still and explaining what the fuck just happened.

“W-what?” My chest aches in a way I only experienced holding my lifeless late wife in my arms, and again when I held my daughter for the first and only time.

As if she can sense where my mind has gone, she falls to the ground next to me, kneeling in my face as she cups my cheek.

“I was just trying to get a better view. It’s okay.”

I shake my head at her. “I thought-I…”

“Shh,” she hushes, pulling me into her chest. She is wearing a robe, but it dips down so that my cheek is pressed to her warm skin. When I hear the beat of her heart, I wrap my arms around her and bring her with me as I sit on the ground. Her legs instinctively lock behind my back and her hand runs soothingly in my hair.

“I would never do that to you. No matter how hard it gets. I will never leave you like that.”

A choked breath escapes me as I nod, words unable to form in my mouth.

After a few minutes, I am able to inhale fully and look at her. “What were you doing?”

“The hotel has a fire burning, a small flame right near the entrance. I saw the glow of it when I was looking out and I wanted to see if I could get a better look. I was thinking about Aiden, and it felt like she was calling me.”

My demeanor softens and I gently bring our lips together for a brief kiss. “You scared me.”

“Yes,” she giggles nervously under her breath, “I can see that now.” Her posture relaxes, but her eyes are serious when she says, “I’m sorry for that.”

“It is alright.” I pull her closer, hugging her and appreciating her heat against mine. A small sigh escapes her.

“Do you think she’s watching us right now?”

I nod into her hair before looking up at the sky. “I know it. Our little flame is watching, waiting, lighting the night sky wherever we may be. She shines as bright as a star, just like her mother. I have no doubt we will see her again one day, but there is no need to rush the process.”

She huffs. “I wasn’t rushing it.”

“I know.” Inhaling her scent, I allow my heart to settle in my chest.

“Do you think it will ever stop hurting?”

“No,” I answer immediately. The death of my late wife still hurts. The death of some of my men still hurts. “There is something final about death that will always leave an ache for those you cannot see on the other side.”

She is silent, her hand beginning to rub circles on my back as if to soothe herself as much as me.

“Did you know,” I whisper, “some people prophesied that the reminder of death is what keeps our souls balanced in life? When one of us leaves this earth, it is a nudge for those left to live .”

Kissing her head, I lean back so that we can both look at the starry night. “In the moments that we celebrate their life, we are realizing ours too could be cut short. That is the blessing and curse of death. It makes us want to live just as much as it makes us yearn to see the other side along with our loved ones.”

One star shines brighter than all the others, twinkling in the darkness as if it is our little girl saying ‘I’m here, and I will see you soon’.

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