Chapter 13

CHAPTER 13

MINA

My hair still damp from the shower, I stepped out of Reuben's ensuite and into his bedroom.

All three of my guys stood beside the window, talking in hushed tones. They stopped the minute they saw me and stared with open hunger in their eyes, like three lions sizing up a delicious deer. Trying to decide which bit they'd feast on first.

Not long ago, that deer's instinct would have been to flee into the forest. Now I stood my ground, letting them appraise me. Admire and want me.

Making me want them.

"Did I miss something?" I asked lightly.

I combed my fingers through my hair. Healthier than ever, dark waves hung down to my shoulders. Now I was eating properly and keeping clean, it was growing quickly. My scars would never disappear, but my skin was healthier too.

At some point, I might get past the urge to shower two or three times a day. After being filthy for so long, I loved being clean. I couldn't get enough of standing under, or soaking in, hot water. It was the ultimate luxury. Sometimes it really was the little things in life that mattered. I didn't care if we lived in a tiny house, as long as we had running hot water. I promised myself I'd never wash in cold again. Not if I could help it.

"No. You didn't miss anything important." Reuben's tone made it clear that whatever they were talking about, they wouldn't elaborate.

Not long ago, I would have been insecure about them keeping something from me, but now I trusted that if I needed to know, they'd fill me in. They might have been discussing nothing more important than the weather. Making small talk while they waited for me.

All right, I suspected it was something more than that, but still not vital. Not more important than us spending this time together.

Reuben moved towards me, took my hands to pull me to him. He kissed my mouth, softly at first, but quickly deepening.

Every time he touched me, he held back less and less. So did I. What used to be terrifying, was becoming as comfortable as it was natural. More and more, I could let go of my inhibitions. I could be myself around them, like I never could with anyone else.

In the corner of my eye, I watched Damon walk over to the door. I thought he was leaving, but he closed it and turned the lock, to give all four of us privacy from the rest of the house.

A shiver of excitement passed through me. In the back of my mind, I still struggled to get my head around the fact three incredible men wanted me, but I pushed the insecurity aside. They'd all made it abundantly clear how they felt. It was time for me to accept and embrace everything they wanted to give to me. Including themselves.

Gianni moved to stand behind me. His hands were firm on my shoulders before starting to massage them, his long fingers working out all the knots. Gradually, he moved his hands down my arms, down my sides, to my hips. He held them cupped in his palms while pressing his erection into my side.

"The things you do to me," he whispered. "Since I met you, I feel like I'm hard all the time. No one has ever made me feel like that. Not even Damon."

Damon grunt-laughed. "Same here."

I broke off my kiss with Reuben to grab Damon by the front of his shirt and tug him in for a kiss. I needed him to know he was very much wanted.

My feelings for all three of them were equal. I needed all of them as much as each other. When it came to intimacy, I wanted Damon to put his insecurities aside like I was trying to do. Put them aside and let go.

Surprised at first, Damon quickly rallied and kissed me back, his tongue probing into my mouth. Sliding against mine. He tasted of whiskey and spontaneity. Like he understood my desire for him to let me in more. He wanted me to know he was trying.

I gave him that back with my kisses. I was also trying. Together, we could do this.

We explored each other's mouths for a minute or two before we were forced to come up for air.

I sucked in a breath and laughed at the headiness of being kissed so thoroughly. When Damon started to let go, he didn't hold back. He'd put everything into the kisses. Everything and then some.

"My turn." Gianni gripped my chin and turned my face so he could kiss me.

Beside us, Damon and Reuben looked at each other warily, before they came together, hands on each other's shoulders, mouths pressed against each other.

I moaned at the sight in the corner of my eye, and the feeling of Gianni's lips on mine.

The rest of the world evaporated, and all that was left was the four of us. Maybe the world burned down around us, because we were so hot we ignited it. I was that aroused, I wouldn't have been surprised. My panties were so drenched, it was about to trickle down the insides of my thighs.

I found myself lying back on Reuben's bed while all three of them jostled to help me out of my silky sleep shorts and singlet.

After hearing Kurt's voice again, I needed this. I needed to feel wanted and safe and loved. I needed to be touched and to touch. To remind myself I was Mina DiMarco and I was stronger than anything he ever did to me.

All three of my incredible, sexy guys shed their clothes. Shirts, pants, socks and underwear flying. I was quickly surrounded by bare, hot muscle.

As he'd promised, Gianni scooted down until his face was between my legs. Dark eyes on me, he teased my clit with his tongue and fingers. He thrust his tongue inside, and tasted all around my pussy.

Reuben lay beside me running his hands and mouth up and down my body and lavishing attention on my breasts.

Damon watched us for a while, the smallest hint of uncertainty in his eyes.

I gave him a smile of encouragement as he looked at Reuben's cock, while trying not to look at it.

Reuben was also looking at him, speculatively. Not unwelcoming. Not insistent either.

Gianni's gaze swivelled over to Damon, watching intently as the other man lowered himself so Reuben's cock was right in front of his face. His tongue swiped over his lips before he tasted Reuben's head with the tip of his tongue.

Reuben shivered, but didn't pull away.

Encouraged, Damon swirled his tongue around Reuben's tip before taking him into his mouth and starting to suck.

"Good boy," Gianni said before lowering his face back to my pussy and lapping at me more firmly.

Damon managed an eye roll without losing his rhythm.

Reuben and I both rolled our hips in time with each other. He kept one hand on my breast and held my hand with the other, our fingers laced. His grip tightened the closer he came to coming.

"Be a good girl and come with me," he said breathlessly.

I moaned in response. "I'm so close."

"Me too." He forced the words out.

I squeezed his hand hard and came, grinding myself against Gianni's mouth while I saw stars. My ears were filled with the pounding of blood, and the sound of Reuben as he too orgasmed.

For the longest time, there was nothing but bliss and the pleasure of knowing he was feeling the same thing at the same time. That he was squirting his cum into Damon's mouth. That Damon was tasting the salty release that must have coated his tongue.

We sagged back, side-by-side on the mattress.

I lay puffing lightly, catching my breath.

Damon slid his mouth off Reuben's cock and swallowed.

"Just when I think you couldn't get hotter, you do," Gianni said to all of us. He snaked an arm around the back of Damon's head and slammed his mouth down onto the other man's. Letting Damon taste my release from his lips.

Damon groaned. He grabbed Gianni's arm and kissed him like the world was about to end.

They finally broke off and Damon scooted on the bed until his cock was in front of my face.

Gianni rolled me onto my side and gently parted my legs. He gripped my hips, positioned his cock and slid himself into my pussy.

I closed my eyes to savour the feeling of him inside me, his piercings already massaging me.

I opened my eyes again, and my mouth, to take in Damon's cock.

We let Gianni set the rhythm, as he thrusted into me with deep, even strokes.

Reuben moved around to the other side of me so he could slip his hand between my legs and tease my clit with the tips of his fingers.

I was right, the attention of three men at once was incredible and compelling. I'd never felt so full, spoilt or loved in my life. These three men, who would kill without a second thought, fucked me like I was a queen.

I felt like one.

Their queen.

"Good girl," Reuben said. "You take both of their cocks so well. You like being filled like this, don't you? You like it when we fuck you."

I could only respond to him by smiling with my eyes, my mouth was too busy sucking and teasing Damon's cock with my lips and tongue.

"You feel amazing," Gianni said, thrusting slowly.

"Fucking amazing," Damon agreed. "Fucking perfect."

"Fucking ours," Reuben said. "Always. I love you, Mina DiMarco."

I slipped my mouth off Damon's cock long enough to say, "I love you too, Reuben Brantley." I smiled and went back to sucking.

Between Gianni thrusting inside me and Reuben's fingers, I was pushed all the way to the edge and over again. This time, even more intense and all-encompassing than before.

Every single part of my body was on fire with pure heat and pleasure. Nothing existed but that, and a shower of fireworks in my otherwise darkened vision.

"Good girl." Reuben's voice was barely audible over the blood in my ears. "You come for us so beautifully. So fucking gorgeous."

I came back down to reality, quickly catching my breath without stopping sucking.

My whole body went on tingling, but I wanted Damon and Gianni to feel good like I just had. I wanted to give that to them.

"I want both of you to come inside her," Reuben said. "Show her you love her. Show her she's ours."

"Yes, boss," Gianni said, his voice strained. "Just about to… Come… Inside her…" He thrust more frantically before groaning and coming inside my body.

Damon was only a couple of moments behind, thrusting into my mouth, all the way down to my throat.

I gagged, but went on sucking until he exploded in my mouth. A blast of warm cum shot into my throat before I swallowed it down.

"Good girl," Reuben said. "Take every drop. It's all for you. All for our beautiful woman."

Damon slipped out of my mouth and sagged down in a corner between Reuben and the wall.

Gianni, panting lightly, stayed buried inside me until his breath finally slowed.

"I could stay here forever." He sounded sleepy. "My cock doesn't want to leave your pussy. He might just live there forever."

In spite of that, he gradually slid out of me and held me close. "I love you."

"I love you too," I told him. I snuggled up to him and glanced over to Damon.

"You're still a distraction, but I also love you," he said with a grunt.

I smiled. "You're still an asshole, but I love you too." He wasn't that much of an asshole anymore, but I couldn't resist ribbing him. What were boyfriends for, after all?

"Let's get you cleaned up," Gianni said. "Then, maybe round two, in the shower."