25. CAMILA

Chapter twenty-five

CAMILA

"He got you pretty good, didn't he, love?"

I can barely feel my legs, Sasha's release coating my inner thighs and pooling in my panties. My dress is ruffled, my cheeks flushed, and my fingers are trembling as I dig them into Kolsen's biceps. I can barely form a sentence as my head flops back to look up into his pale blue eye so I just give him a smile that easily spreads across my lips.

"Even tried to claim you. You're going to feel that for a bit."

"Whatdoyoumean?" I slur, trying to stand up straight and failing.

His fingers run over the teeth marks in my neck. "I mean that an Omega's bite isn't permanent but it is still a link before it disappears. And right before Sasha's heat? Goddess, you're going to be just as needy as he is." A whine falls from my lips as heat bleeds through my belly. I thought something was odd after he bit me, the way I changed from enjoying myself to needing more than Sasha was giving me .

Even now, I'm dying for something to fill me and the idea of sinking onto Kolsen's cock and possibly even taking his knot has my entire body on fire.

"Oh, you'll be absolutely fun to play with, love. Just one thing. I need your words. For as much as you want this, I want the same but not at the expense of your comfort. You tell me red or tap me, scratch me, whatever it takes if you need to stop. If you can reach your bracelet, pull it."

I huff out an impatient sigh, feeling his cock thicken against my belly. Why won't he just take it out and fuck me? His hold tightens, keeping me from moving until I'm chanting ‘yes' over and over again. "Fuck, yes, just-"

His lips graze over mine, silencing my needy pleas when his tongue slips into my mouth. I moan, my fingers digging further into his arms until I'm writhing with impatience. Kolsen isn't allowing me to direct this moment as he reaches down to grab the back of my thighs and pull me up to his waist. "Would you like to cross another thing off your list, love?"

"If it includes your knot, yes."

"My knot? Camila, are you ready for something like that?"

"Can we stop talking?"

He snorts, laughing at my plight but I'm not joking. "Gladly. Let's just get you a little more comfortable. After all, I still have to check on the guests that have wandered in." I don't understand what he means until Kolsen is carrying me farther down the hall, past the back rooms. He takes a sharp turn away from where Amiri is furiously fucking into Sasha, my Omega a glorious sight of snarls and whimpers as he takes his Alpha's knot.

"Are you taking me upstairs? This place doesn't have an upstairs."

"Not one that is accessible to the public. "

Kolsen is carrying me like I weigh absolutely nothing, my arms winding around his neck for purchase. It isn't until we get up the stairs that I realize Kolsen has a view of the entire club from this patio. Everything is lined in black, disappearing into the darkness so that it's nearly impossible to see that this level exists. There are a few round tables and chairs but no patrons up here. Kolsen sets me down, holding me steady until I turn to look out at the dance floor, the steady rumble of music vibrating through my chest.

I wrap my hands around the railing, peering down into chaos as some of the girls I just met dance their way across the stage in little more than their underwear. The dance floor is full of excitement, dark corners holding those with a little less shame as they act out their sexual deviance. I can hear my blood pumping in my ears, the need to come again overriding any other rational thought.

The Camila from a few months ago would balk at the idea of what just happened in the hallway but me? The Camila with a pack? The Camila that has three mates who own a sex club? She wants more. She's gotten a taste and now she's greedy.

Kolsen's hands fall to my waist, pulling back just enough for me to feel his full erection against my ass. "I'm going to fuck you up here, love. No one can see you but just the thought that they might catch a glimpse of your expression if the light shines just right is perfection." His words pull a moan from my lips as he rucks up my dress over my hips, those large hands massaging my ass. A second later, my panties are ripped clean off, leaving me bare for him. "Just one thing, love." Kolsen lets out a little growl before plunging into my pussy. "It echoes."

My scream bounces off the walls, people down below looking around to see where the sound came from. They can't see me but it doesn't change the experience. My Alpha is fucking me in public, where people can hear the sounds I make. My tits are hanging over the railing as I grip it, Kolsen pulling out and slamming back in as I scream again. I bite my lip, trying to swallow the sounds but my Alpha isn't having it.

A sharp pain jolts through my ass cheek and I groan as it soon turns to pleasure, Kolsen leaning over my back. "I want to hear you, love. I want everyone else to hear that your Alpha knows how to take care of you." His hips are still moving, his cock sliding out just the slightest bit before pushing back in. It's a drastic change from the way he was fucking me a moment ago, giving me a moment to breathe.

"Yes, Alpha."

"Now, tell me what interests you down there while I fuck you." His voice drops a few octaves as he pours a little bit of honey into his words. "Like a good girl."

He kisses the back of my neck before straightening up and picking up that fast pace again. "I—not the stage. I don't—no poles." A whimper tears from my throat as I survey the scene below. It's hard not to close my eyes and focus on his firm hold but he asked me to do something and my Beta yearns to obey. "Sasha touched me on the dance floor."

"You make it sound so dirty, Beta." The growl following those words has a throaty moan falling from my lips. Everyone else has made ‘Beta' sound like a demeaning designation but the way Kolsen says it lights me up from the inside. "Tell me more, Camila. Beta, don't hold out on me." He punctuates his words with a particularly hard thrust.

"Maybe the cages?" Performing in front of an audience that can see me has me gushing on Kolsen's cock. The slick sounds erupting into the surrounding air as he fucks me only spurs me onto my next orgasm of the night.

"You want to show Temple how an Alpha takes care of his Beta? "

"I'd have to find Amiri."

Kolsen chuckles, a deep hearty sound that runs down my spine and straight to my pussy. "Ah, I thought you had a little bit of a brat in you. Just means I'll have to make you scream a little louder." He slaps my ass again when he doesn't hear me after a particularly punishing thrust, my whimpers peeling into the darkness until I'm screaming his name for release. My pussy squeezes around his cock, trying to milk him the same way I did Sasha and I push back, groaning when my body shudders with relief.

The orgasm throws me into an entirely different headspace as Kolsen wraps a firm hand around the front of my neck and pulls me back flush with his chest. "Do you still want my knot? Camila, I'm not giving it to you without a yes or no." He's massaging my throat in alternating strokes but the haze settling over me is struggling to keep me under.

It's a very pleasurable haze, my entire body going limp in his arms as I just kind of… float. Then his question registers and every sensation rushes back at me, causing another smaller orgasm to wash over me. "Yes, Alpha. I want your knot," I whisper. Kolsen slowly pushes into me, that thick rim expanding inside of me until I'm sure I can't take anymore. "It's so tight, Alpha. I can't. That's-" My words cut off as he comes, releasing into me. Pleasure shoots through my limbs and my legs give out, Kolsen wrapping a firm arm around my stomach to keep me upright.

"Look at you, taking my knot so beautifully, Camila. Goddess, your pussy is squeezing me so tightly."

I moan as he steps back and pulls me into his lap after sitting down, his cock still firmly lodged inside of me. His hand continues to massage my neck in alternating pulses until I let out a little sigh. My body trembles with the weight of the moment, Kolsen lightly kissing Sasha's bite in my neck. I lean back against him, holding onto the arm around my belly as I wiggle on his lap and then groan when a tendril of need runs through me. "Seriously? Is this how an Omega feels during their heat? I can't… ugh, I'm going to come again, Alpha."

Maybe it's his knot or the link between Sasha as my head falls back against Kolsen's chest, my pussy strangling his cock and his knot. My body feels like it's on fire and like I just can't get enough. This is highly impractical.

"You're perfect, Camila. Just rest for a minute until my knot releases, alright? Then I'll get you all cleaned up."

Knots aren't made for a Beta and definitely not an Alpha, the muscle releasing far quicker than if Kolsen had knotted Sasha. Still, it feels comfortable inside of me and doesn't scare me nearly as much as it did when Teo threatened to knot me a few weeks ago. Threatened isn't the right word. Promised? It doesn't even matter. He's not getting within ten feet of me.

I relax against my Alpha, whining when Kolsen's knot slips free a few moments later, an obscene amount of cum pooling between my thighs. It's soaking into the back of my dress and his pants but Kolsen throws me a wide smile. "Being coated in your scent is a pleasure, not a hardship." I slip off his lap, pressing my thighs together, completely embarrassed. Kolsen still isn't fazed. "Beta, if you let me, I would show the entire world every single day who I'm lucky enough to be mated to. My mates are my heart and soul and they keep me from the dark thoughts in my head."

I don't understand how that correlates to wearing our combined release. He's positively ruffled, sweat clinging to his forehead, his cock hanging out of his pants like a damn sex fiend. A gorgeous one. He's also my Alpha and the thought of dropping to my knees to suck that length into my mouth runs through my head .

"I wouldn't be a gentleman if I let you suck my cock, Camila. You need rest even if your pussy thinks otherwise." Kolsen stands up and stuffs his cock back into his pants, not bothering to button it up. My face flames with embarrassment when more of his cum slips down my inner thigh, Kolsen's nostrils flaring at the added scent. He steps up to me and gathers me in his arms. I bury my face in his chest, unsure how to feel in the moments after sex, the moment when the high dies down.

The next several moments are silent as Kolsen stays to the back halls. We don't even have to walk past the dance floor or the bar, another connection bringing us to the apartment door I was standing in front of a few nights ago. After a thorough shower, Kolsen draws me a bath, waiting until we're both covered by cucumber melon suds to speak again.

"What's going on in that pretty head of yours, Camila?"

I have absolutely no idea. There's so much chaos and Sasha's heat and caring Alphas who are intent on helping me push my boundaries. I want to experience all the things they're offering but it's these moments afterwards that my father's words linger in the back of my mind.

That I'm nothing more than a rotten sinner.

Kolsen rests his chin on the top of my head as he wraps his arms around my belly. They stay there for a moment before one hand moves up to cup one of my tits and the other slips between my thighs, two fingers running through my pussy. I arch against the intrusion as they slip in.

"Camila, you are ours. Our mate. Our lover. Our forever. You have three men that will stand with you whatever you choose. One thing you are not is just a Beta. You're not evil or wrong for what you like and what you indulge in. You aren't making bad decisions because you decide to embrace what you love." His fingers slowly pump in and out, Kolsen moving to kiss by my ear and then my shoulder. "You're still a good girl but the only difference is that you're ours and we want you happy, healthy, and sated."

"But-"

"And the first step is taking what you want." His fingers stop and pull out of me. Kolsen lays his hand palm up, waiting for me to take the next step. I've never directed anything in my life. I've never explicitly asked for sex or told anyone what I needed or how I needed it. I just took what was given. Kolsen is offering me the chance.

I wrap my small hand around his wrist and twist it before plunging those fingers back into my pussy. Kolsen doesn't move though and I realize that if I want to come, I'll have to pleasure myself with his hand. The pace is slow at first. I'm unsure and confused and a little embarrassed but Kolsen's purr starts up, spurring me on. Then I'm riding his fingers, moaning for release as I pump his hand inside of me. The resulting orgasm feels like I've completed something, like I've turned over a new life.

He kisses my shoulder again. "See? Such a good girl. A good Beta listening to her Alpha's command and taking her pleasure. I always want that from you, love. Tell me when you want to come or try something new."

"Always? What if I'm horny at 3 am?"

"Then come sit on my cock, love. I would love to be woken up stuffed inside of you."

My nose scrunches up at the thought as I pull Kolsen's hand out of the water. He wraps his arm around my neck and sucks those fingers into his mouth. His heavy rum scent coats every inch of my skin despite the shower and while I had been a little terrified to be at church, I don't mind in the slightest now. I tug at his arm, Kolsen following my movement before I lick his fingers, tasting myself on his skin.

"Camila, you're going to make me want to fuck you again and you need rest. "

Kolsen isn't wrong but with him still firmly holding my tit, I'm not going anywhere. Especially when I wriggle back against him, his cock throbbing against the seam of my ass.

"If you want something, Beta, you'll have to take it."

So I do. Knot and all.