11. CAMILA

Chapter eleven

CAMILA

Fifteen minutes ago, Amiri and Kolsen helped clean me up before I found myself snuggled in Sasha's lap on the couch. He offered his nest but I vehemently refused. We might be mates but it's far too soon for me to take up space in a room that means so much to a pack. Both Alphas promise me that it's different for me but I can't fathom crawling into his nest.

Not yet.

I'm working up to it.

Sasha is pressing light kisses along my neck, one hand around my back and settled on my waist, his other moving up and down my torso. It's driving me up a wall, desire building in my lower belly again. Sasha and Amiri were so gentle, yet firm and I don't know how to react to that. Teo was neither. My previous boyfriends weren't either. No one knew what to do with what I wanted. After all, I was just a Beta and needed to cater to the Alpha that chose me .

Not with Amiri.

He made sure I was comfortable the entire time, building me up to one of the most explosive orgasms I've ever had. And his words… just remembering them makes me squirm in Sasha's arms.

"Settle, sweetheart."

My body goes pliant in Sasha's arms as I turn to stare at Amiri who has taken a seat on the coffee table in front of us. His hands are clasped together on his spread knees, looking like an entire entrée that I wouldn't mind taking apart. The business casual attire he's clothed in and the glasses sitting high up on his nose are in stark contrast with the man who had his face between my legs a little while ago. I sit up a little, frowning when I don't see Kolsen. Is it selfish to want all three of them here? I don't know.

"Camila, settle. "

Amiri isn't even using his Alpha command but it's like my entire world is complete when he tells me to do something. The questions he asked earlier as he ate me out were what I needed but in this moment when his one word is a command, I find myself happy to obey.

That's never been something I've wanted to do before.

Amiri tilts his head to the side, a deviant grin spreading across his handsome face. "Do you enjoy being told what to do, sweetheart?"

"No."

"Oh, you're a gorgeous liar. We'll get there, Camila. For now, I can see that you're a little overwhelmed and we don't want to pile on more than you can handle." Amiri places his hand on my knee, his smile turning soft again. "Would you like to go back downstairs? Stay up here?"

My nose turns up at the idea of returning to the party. If I hadn't been here to celebrate Teo's engagement, I might have wanted to step onto the dance floor again stuffed between my new mates. That isn't an option now. The adrenaline from the night starts to settle, the effects from the tequila wearing off. Confusion and anxiety take over as my brain tries to ridicule me for enjoying myself. I huff out a breath, attempting to collect my thoughts. "I think I need to go home. Just to think over things. There's a lot going on in my head right now."

"Did you come with someone?"

I nod, not wanting them to go out of their way to find me a ride. Zana would pack Ethan and Reid up so fucking quick if I asked but I don't want to ruin their night. Same for Violet and Sofie. As much as I love them, I don't want a night of ice cream and giggles and gossip. I want to bask in this feeling a little while longer as I let the high settle. Only then will I be able to figure out how I am truly feeling about these three men.

"Where is Kolsen? Did I-"

"Nothing you did, Buttercup. If he had stayed any longer with the way you were smelling, he would have bent you over the edge of the couch. Fucked you in front of us and made sure you knew who you belonged to. I'm not sure you're ready for that." I wiggle in his lap, narrowing my gaze at Amiri when he smirks. "Oh, you like that too? Goddess, you're adorable. I can't wait to ruin you. Where's that damn list?" Sasha's sporadic thoughts remind me that Sasha is still every bit of an Omega even if he's taller than me and I find it a little too comfortable to be in his lap.

My eyes widen and I scramble from Sasha's hold, not wanting to bring that list into this conversation. It's a moot point now. I don't need to be working through a damn kink list when I'm stepping into this new phase of mates. My gaze frantically searches the room before I find my purse and I try to find an excuse to run back downstairs into the club .

Amiri doesn't let the growing panic take over my mind as he steps up to me and settles his hands on my waist. I swallow nervously as I meet his eyes, a little terrified that he can calm my emotions so easily. "Tell me, what's this list?" His movements are slow and calculated as he reaches around me to the lounge they took me apart on. I watch as he draws that single piece of paper from my purse and opens it. I expect laughter or shock from him.

Instead, it's pure lust and desire. His cock thickens against my belly, Amiri so close that I can feel every hard ridge of him pressed against me. "It was just a silly dare," I mumble but my body rejects those words, arching toward him when his free hand squeezes my hip.

"And I don't believe you, sweetheart. I'm seeing a few we can cross off tonight."

"I-"

"You don't need to hide your desires, Camila. I don't know who made you think that you did but with us, I want you to explore. I want you to step out of your comfort zone. I want you to experiment and find those little things that you love. We can start slow but you have the wildest luck finding mates in the owners of a sex club. Goddess, I am going to have so much fun doing these things with you." His last words come off with a possessive growl sending shivers down my spine.

Sasha laughs as he drags me away from Amiri. His Alpha's eyes are sparkling, reading and rereading a list that was meant to be more of a joke a week ago. "I've never seen my Alpha speak that much at one time. You're definitely a breath of fresh air, Camila." He leans in, scenting my neck before running his tongue up to the curve of my ear. I shudder from the fiery path it leaves, Sasha tightly wrapping his arms around me .

He might be their Omega but I feel like the center of attention and it's a wonderful feeling.

"Just so you know, there was a little trouble with your party so Kolsen had to run interference. If he could have stayed, he would've. Now, let's get you home before Amiri decides to tick another thing off that list. Do you have limits? You might want to make those known. Goddess, I-"

A playful growl comes from an Alpha that wasn't in the room a few moments ago, Kolsen at the top of the steps. "Try to possess some ounce of control," he demands before offering his hand. I stare at the gesture, not expecting it but move away from the other two to oblige.

His hand swarms mine as he steps toward me and I realize that he's much larger than Amiri. When they were in the booth, I just knew that Kolsen's shoulders were massive but standing here, looking up at this Alpha, I feel so small. And seen. And precious. Kolsen raises my hand to his lips, pressing them lightly against my knuckles. "Would you like one of us to take you home?" I furiously shake my head at the suggestion. My father will have a heart attack if I come home with Alphas that haven't been approved by him, mates or not. "Can I at the very least call you an Uber so that I know you got home safely?"

"This is all moving very fast, isn't it?" I want to believe that these feelings creeping into my heart in the last twelve hours are more than just biology.

A soft smile spreads across half of Kolsen's face as he pulls me back to the couch and onto his lap. Sasha saddles up against our side, Amiri moving back to his perch on the coffee table. Kolsen reaches forward to push a few stray hairs behind my ear, his gentle touch making my thoughts run elsewhere. "I don't know how much you learned in high school biology or what they teach in that church of yours but love, it only moves as fast as we let it. Biology tells us who we are most compatible with but our choices are the ones that lead us to our mates."

I open my mouth to contest that when Sasha adds his two cents. "Biology helps. It supports our choices. It doesn't make them. I might have adored your scent when it was lingering on Kolsen's lips earlier but if I didn't truly believe that you were ours, I would have never sought you out. Camila, I am not asking you to jump into this headfirst. Fuck, maybe we should have talked first? I just knew that I needed your taste on my tongue." He thrust his hand out in front of me. "Sasha Fox."

The absurdity of shaking his hand again after he's fucked me with his fingers makes me burst out laughing. "I think it's a little late for that, Sasha. But thank you. I want to explore this but maybe not this fast all the time? It'll get easier, right? The-"

"Horniness?" Sasha asks. "That want and desire to be with each other will always be there but it won't be as heavy. Goddess, I can't tell you how embarrassing it was when we first met. So. Much. Goddamn. Slick." As out of pocket as Sasha's words are, they're helping me not worry about how fast this night morphed into a haze of sexual need.

Kolsen presses a kiss to my temple, tightening his hold on me. "We'll start slow, love. As slow as you need to."

In his arms, I can almost hide. It feels like he can protect me from the world in this space and keep me safe from my father's ridicule or the sermon I'll catch when I return home tonight. Kolsen's offer is a perfect one, though. I want to start this. Just… not tonight. "At the café for breakfast? Is that-"

"It's perfect," Kolsen purrs, the sound rumbling through his chest. "We'll be there. Now, let's get you home before your father believes you've been kidnapped. I assume he gave you a curfew? "

My nose scrunches up at the suggestion. "I told him that I was grown and didn't need one."

They all start laughing, Sasha telling everyone that he knew I wasn't as innocent as I looked.