Chapter 24

I never thought Tidun would even be interested in bottoming. That might have been too stereotypical of me to judge him by his large body and automatically think top, but he gave off such a dominant air. Though there was such a thing as power bottoms.

He was offering me his body freely, but even more important than that, he trusted me despite not knowing what the heck I was doing. That had me wondering just what exactly was I hesitating for?

If there was anyone I wanted to give my butt virginity to, it was Tidun. Like he had confidence that I wouldn't hurt him, I knew it was the same for him.

"I want to do it." The words slipped out before I could even properly phrase the sentence.

"Let's head home then? I can't wait to feel you inside me," he said. His voice was a deep rumbling that went straight to my cock. That was a visual I was very keen to play out. But sometime in the future. Right now? I wanted him inside me.

"No," I said, shaking my head.

"No?"

Like he'd done minutes earlier, I guided his hands to grab hold of my butt cheeks.

The shock came first before his eyebrows furrowed. "I hope you know I didn't say that in an attempt to trick you into offering up your hole, because that wasn't my intention. At all."

Despite sounding concerned, his hands kneaded my ass like he couldn't wait to get me naked right there. I shifted under his attack, trying not to pop a hard-on while out in public. Being watched by other people wasn't my thing.

"I know," I said softly. "I'm saying it because I want this. I trust you too, and I know you'll take care of me. I'm ready."

I studied his eyes, and it was only now that I realized just how black they were that barely any light reflected off of them. But even so, they were wet now, almost glowing with lust. His intense look went straight to my cock.

"If you're sure..."

"I am. There's nothing I'm more sure about right now."

"Fuck, why aren't we home already?" he grumbled, running a hand through his silver locks and messing up his perfect hairstyle. I smiled at his actions. He looked so adorably frustrated.

I went on my tip-toes and whispered, "Then you better get me home quick."

The growl that came from his throat as he picked me up and started running had me laughing so hard that tears almost came out. It didn't matter if people were looking or shooting us disapproving glances as we passed. This moment was about Tidun and me, and it was beautiful.

The drive back was excruciatingly slow with how much I wanted Tidun close. My hands ran up and down his thigh the entire time, which earned me throaty noises and warnings about playing with fire that only spurred me on even more.

As soon as he parked, he had the engine off and his door open. I'd just undone my seat belt when my door opened and Tidun was looking down at me with such a hungry look.

I shivered with anticipation and smirked up at him. "You gonna carry me inside caveman-style again?"

Without even missing a beat, he threw me over his shoulder and smacked my ass. Not hard enough for it to hurt, but with enough force that it sent a tingling of pleasure through me.

"Mmhmm, I liked that," I said with my most flirtatious voice. Since I was currently slung over his shoulder with my ass in the air, I used this chance to squeeze his butt that was close to my face.

The sound let out in reply was almost feral.

"Fuck, Conall. You can't say things like that if you don't want me to completely wreck your ass tonight," he replied, giving my ass another slap, much lighter this time.

I didn't stop laughing until my feet touched the ground outside my RV. I led us inside and looked up at him. "You can wreck my ass or do whatever the hell you want with it because I know you'll take care of me no matter what you do," I said with total seriousness.

He sucked in a breath, his shoulders relaxing on an exhale. He watched me for a second before grabbing me and bringing our lips together, hard.

"Thank you," he said, his voice guttural and so full of emotion. "Your trust means more to me than anything."

I smiled against his lips and pulled him close. "I don't want to sound all cliché, but you make it so easy to trust you. Everything you do tells me that you'll prioritize my safety and you won't rush me into anything I'm not prepared for."

"I won't," he quickly added. "And if you ever start having hesitations about this, tell me to stop and I will. I'll stop even if it kills me."

My eyes soften. Some people would say anything and everything without actually meaning it just to get into someone's pants, but I knew it wasn't like that for Tidun. If I felt uncomfortable at any moment, he would stop. There wasn't a single thread of doubt in my mind about that.

"I know. Now hurry up and fuck me before I decide to cum in my pants instead," I said, grinding my hard cock against his thigh to prove my point. Patiently waiting during the drive back, while replaying what it would feel like to have him inside of me over and over again in my head, had me more worked up than I'd ever been in my life. I wasn't exaggerating when I said I might finish in my pants if he didn't hurry the fuck up.

"So impatient," he said with a laugh, then led me to my nest. Fresh blankets and pillow covers replaced the ones he'd cum all over last time. That had me thinking I was probably going to have to get some waterproof sheets or something. But for now, I eyed my favorite blankets and debated if I was okay with dirtying them. Yes, I was, especially if it was with his essence.

Tidun must have noticed where my focus was, because he chuckled and said, "Don't worry, no messes this time. I have the condoms." He lifted his right hand and showed off the gold ring he always wore on his pointer finger. When he waved his hands, condoms and a bottle of lube suddenly appeared in his other hand.

I rapidly blinked my eyes, trying to figure out what had just happened. Growing up in the circus, I was constantly surrounded by all types of magic, but I never got used to it. Maybe it was because the people closest to me were shifters, so the extent of their magic was turning into a furry animal.

"It's a storage ring. They're quite handy to have," Tidun said with a wink, then grabbed the bottle of lube.

I picked up the tiny wrapped item and examined it. I haven't seen many condoms in my life—with being a virgin and never needing one and all—but it looked like a typical condom in a square-shaped wrapper. The only thing that seemed off was the tiny cartoon whale printed on it.

"Wait, so you had condoms with you last time as well?" I asked, eyeing him. "Why didn't you use it then?"

He looked sheepish and a bit comical frozen while holding the lube. "I got caught up in the moment and it didn't even register," he finally said. Then much softer, he added, "And the thought of coming all over you had me kinda losing my mind."

Fuck. Him coming all over me like that? It was hot. Hotter than fucking hot, and now that the idea was put in my mind, I couldn't stop thinking about it. I threw the condom over my shoulder, out of my nest, and climbed onto his lap.

"I want you to do it again. Inside of me."

Tidun's mouth formed the shape of a perfect ‘O'. It wasn't often that I got to see him stunned into silence like this. I leaned in and pressed a kiss to his nose, and that had him breaking out of his shock.

"It seems all you're doing tonight is surprising me," he said with a shake of his head and a small smile.

"I like surprising you," I replied.

His massive erection pressed against my ass, and I wiggled my butt to get a tiny taste of what was to come, drawing a low grown out of Tidun. He grabbed hold of my hips and held me still, giving me a warning glare. I gave him an innocent smile.

"Do you know what you're asking? How messy this will get?"

"Oh, I'm counting on it," I said with a wide smile. I could always get new blankets if I couldn't wash the cum stains out.

He pressed his forehead on my shoulder and twisted his head so that his nose was nuzzled against that spot he favored. I wished I wasn't wearing this stupid turtleneck so that I could feel him against my skin. "I've never done it without protection before," he said.

I jerked back. "What? Are you serious?"

He nodded.

"But why?" Yes, having safe sex and all was important, but paranormals didn't really have to worry about sexually transmitted diseases.

He held my hand. "For us, it's intimate. Even more intimate than sex. It's claiming. Can I claim you?"

A shiver ran down my spine at his words, not from fear, but from anticipation. It wasn't a foreign concept to me. My parents were shifters and fated mates at that. Their claiming involved a bite to the neck that left a scar that showed the entire world they belonged to each other.

Being human, fated mates and claiming had nothing to do with me. But when I saw the hickeys Tidun had left on me, it felt right. And now here he was telling me he wanted to claim me with his pleasure; every single cell of my body desired it.

"Yes. Claim me."

He didn't need any more convincing as he scrambled to get our clothes off. When we were naked, he flipped us over until he was on top of me. "You're so fucking beautiful, Conall," he said, his eyes seemingly taking in every single inch of my body.

I puffed up at his compliment and ran a hand down his hard chest until I reached his whale of a dick. His precum was already dripping onto my belly.

"Seems like I'm not the only impatient one," I teased and rubbed my thumb over his tip. He hissed, grabbing my hands and pressing them over my head.

"None of that if you want me to come inside you," he warned.

"I'll be good," I said with a giggle that quickly turned into a low moan when he took me into his mouth. "Fuck, Tidun. Warn a man, will you?"

He glanced up through his eyelashes and I could practically see him smirking around my cock. My hand weaved through his silky hair, pushing it back from his face so that I could watch him. He didn't give me much of a chance to think and pulled off my dick and licked lower down my balls until he reached my ass. My legs were pushed open before he used his hand to spread my cheeks wider apart.

Another curse escaped my lips when his wet tongue met my hole. It felt like every single nerve in my body was alive under his attack. He speared at my hole, gaining access inside, and my butt jerked off the blanket.

I'd fingered myself before, but this was on an entirely different level. The heat of his mouth as he ate me out like I was fucking dessert had me crying out for more.

Thankfully, he didn't edge me and added a finger into the mix. More digits were added, stretching me wider than I'd ever experienced before. It was a weird feeling of being so full—almost to the brim—but like I knew Tidun would, he made sure it didn't hurt.

After who knew how long later, I was pliant under his touch and begging for his cock. His tongue had retreated, and he was edging me with four of his lubed fingers. Every so often, he'd rub against that sweet spot inside of me like he was intentionally teasing me. It was working.

"Please! I'm ready!" I practically screamed for him. I wanted to buck my hips and grind harder against his fingers, but he was using his other hand to hold my hips down.

"So fucking beautiful," he whispered. There was so much emotion in his eyes as he watched me like there was all the time in the world. I groaned in frustration, which only earned me a smirk from the bastard.

He chuckled when I glared at him, but he moved to pull his fingers out of me. The sudden loss had me gasping as I squeezed my hole. It shouldn't have been possible to get used to something so quickly, but I already felt so empty. I needed him to fill me up again.

"Tidun..." I whimpered as I watched him lube himself up.

"Shh, I got you," he said, his eyes never breaking mine. I knew he did.

He lifted my right leg, so it rested over his shoulder, then pressed closer and lined himself up.

"Ready?" he asked.

I nodded. "I've been ready."

"So sassy," he said with a grin before leaning down to capture my lips and slowly pushing in at the same time.

My mouth opened with a gasp at the intrusion. Despite taking his time stretching me with four fingers, his huge cock was still a shock. It felt like I could feel every inch break open my hole, pushing in until he was fully seated.

We both let out a sigh. Our gazes met, and we burst out laughing.

"How are you feeling?" he asked once we calmed down. He nuzzled his nose against the crook of my neck and pressed a soft kiss there. "You feel so good."

There was a slight discomfort when he'd first entered, but that was gone with the vibrations of his laugh, causing a sweet tingle inside of me. Now, the need was unbearable. His huge cock filled me up so good, pressing all the sensitive nerves that had me clawing at his back.

"Hurry," I begged, canting my hips to gain the friction I so desperately desired. Tidun let out another curse as he started to move. His pace was slow at first, but with every one of my moans and cries, he moved faster and faster until we were going at an unrelenting pace.

The pleasure built inside of me, but it wasn't enough to get me over. "Tidun..." I cried, hoping he knew what I needed.

He whispered my name, low and breathy against my skin. I trembled as he licked a long stripe down the base of my neck. When he bit down hard, I came apart screaming his name. Tidun followed soon after with spurt after spurt of cum filling me up. Just when I thought there was no way I could take more of his essence inside of me, he continued coming until it felt like he'd invaded my entire body. And even though I'd just come, my dick soft between us, the fullness of him had me shooting again until I was trembling in his arms from the overstimulation.

Tidun softly licked the spot he bit, whispering words of comfort, and gently calling out my name until I wasn't shaking anymore. I pulled his head up to meet mine and groaned at the taste of him when our lips smashed together. It wasn't the intensity I needed now, but the gentle confirmation that he was here with me, loving me. Because, dear god, I loved him.

I wouldn't say those words now, but how could I not be his after he claimed me like this? And when I opened my eyes to find him watching me with so much gentleness in them, I knew he had to feel the same way too. The words were nice to hear out loud, but they weren't needed at that moment.

We kissed until he was fully soft inside me and I could feel some of the liquid seeping out of my hole. I broke our kiss and asked, "How are we going to get cleaned up?"

The lost expression on his face made me laugh and reminded me this was also a first for him. "I can bring us to the bathroom like this?" he finally said and scooped me into his arms while still connected to me. His dick plugged my hole so that most of his sperm was inside of me, but it didn't stop the slow dribble of liquid down my leg, dripping onto the already stained blanket.

He looked down at the mess we made and let out another curse. I laughed as he carried me into the bathroom, feeling lighter than ever.

Waterproof sheets were definitely needed, because we were so doing that again.