Chapter 18

18

“Hades,” Persephone sucked in a breath, her heart hammering like a bird in a trap. She backed away, putting the table between her and Hades. Her mouth opened to scream, but she thought better of it.

“What are you doing here?” she croaked. Did the police know he was here?

Hades tilted his head to the side, a cold smile curling his perfect lips. Despite everything, the sight of him hit her in the ovaries.

They were back in this cruel game where he was the hunter and she was the prey. She retreated as he paced forward, stopping when her back hit the wall. Cornered.

“Did you think the good officers of this precinct wouldn’t notify me of my missing wife’s appearance? Persephone,” he put a hand over his heart in mock concern. “I was so worried.”

Ice trickled through Persephone’s veins. The police? He even had the police in his pocket? Was it just this local department, or how high up in the city did it go?

Hades put his hand to her neck and she closed her eyes, preparing for him to squeeze.

But all he did was rub his thumb across her collarbone. “What have you done with my adornment, wife? It was a wedding present, after all.”

“What are you going to do to me?” She licked her lips, and heat flared in Hades’s gaze.

“What I’m going to do now is take my wife home.” Her nipples hardened at his proximity and the look in his eye. Her crazy body responded to him as always.

Nothing stopped Hades from getting what he wanted, and he wanted her.

He took her wrist in an unflinching grasp and pulled her toward the door. She tugged at him, more out of habit than outright defiance, and he paused.

“If you make a fuss, you won’t be the only one who pays.” He didn’t look back at her and didn’t have to. He wouldn’t just punish her. He’d punish the cops in the precinct who helped her. Maybe the captain deserved it, but the lady cop who’d been kind to her didn’t.

Persephone didn’t protest as he pushed open the door and pulled her firmly out. His presence rolled over her senses and everything else receded.

Oh gods. He was taking her back with him. And she was letting him. Before, submitting to him was a game she’d played in her head. She always swore to herself that sure, she’d submit—in order to get his guard down. And if she enjoyed it sometimes, well, that was all the better, because she’d be more convincing to Hades that she was harmless.

Escape had always been the ultimate plan.

But there was no escaping Hades. Today had made that more than clear. There was no place to run and nowhere to hide where he wouldn’t find her. At least not in this city.

So what did it mean that she went with him now without even trying to fight? As they walked through the police precinct, the halls were eerily quiet. Was she supposed to just accept this as her fate? To give up all her dreams of freedom?

While the precinct had bustled with people on her arrival, now there was no one to be seen as he walked her down the hallway. Seeing the abandoned desks made it all sink in—just how powerful her husband was. She’d never had a chance.

She swallowed hard against the choking emotion as Hades pushed through a set of doors Persephone hadn’t seen before, that led to a side alley.

Charon stood waiting by the car. If he was surprised to see Persephone, his face didn’t show it. He merely opened the back door like always. Hades didn’t acknowledge him. No, his focus seemed to be all on Persephone as he marched her directly to the backseat and urged her none too gently into the car.

She wrapped her arms around herself and scooted to the opposite end of the bench seat the second he let her go. His presence affected her no matter what. It filled the car, like the subtle scent of his cologne. A sweet ambrosia, drugging her, dragging her under.

She wanted to try the other door, to open it and run as fast as she could. But no doubt it was locked, and even if it wasn’t, Charon would be able to easily chase her down. She wasn’t in the mood to lose the last ounce of dignity she had remaining.

Hades was silent on the short ride back to the Crown hotel. Again he grasped her wrist instead of her hand as they exited the car and made their way through the lobby. Persephone felt all eyes on her. The way he was dragging her after him, no doubt she looked like a chastised schoolchild.

She hung her head so that her hair obscured her face. But only for a moment because what the hell did she have to be ashamed of? She lifted her head and squared her shoulders, glaring down anyone who looked their way. It wasn’t her who ought to be ashamed, it was everyone else who allowed themselves to be under Hades’s thumb.

If she shouted that Hades was keeping her against her will, would any of these people even bat an eye?

What could they do even if they did, though? Call the police? A lot of good that would do.

They were in the elevator now, Hades and her, ascending to the top of the building. It felt like only seconds later that the ping sounded and the elevator doors opened again. She was right back where she started. And everything was worse. So much worse. Her heartbeat began to race.

She wanted to ask Hades again what he had planned for her punishment, but no. She kept her back straight and her head up. She’d handled everything he’d thrown at her so far.

And if he ties you to the bed again? Fucks you slowly? How long before you break down and beg?

In spite of herself, Persephone’s entire body trembled as Hades pulled her over the threshold into the penthouse.

She’d submitted before because she could justify it as a means of eventually gaining the upper hand and escaping. But now? Now if her enemy made her cry out his name in ecstasy, there was no excuse. There’d be no way to rationalize her actions in her head next time.

No, if she submitted to Hades again, it would mean facing the truth she’d long been denying—that some part of her liked it. Craved his touch and his dominance.

Her mind immediately tried to reject it. No. Never. She’d never?—

“Welcome home,” Hades said sardonically, letting the door slam shut behind them. Persephone jumped at the noise. Hades didn’t let go of her wrist.

“Hades, I?—”

“I don’t want to hear it.”

“But—”

“Silence.” The barked word was like the crack of a whip.

He tugged her to the living room and pointed to the couch. She sat on the very edge of the cushion, body tense and feet not quite touching the ground, waiting like a student called into the principal’s office. But the seconds stretched to minutes and judgement never came.

Hades paced away, pulling off his jacket and removing his cufflinks. He looked back once as he rolled up his sleeves, exposing his forearms, lean and hard and dusted with dark hair. Persephone’s breath caught, but he only strolled to the side bar. Glass clinked and he returned with a glass half full of amber liquid. He offered it and she shook her head, but when he didn’t move she finally accepted it. He strolled back and poured another glass for himself. He took his drink to the window and stood sipping, his profile outlined in shadow.

In the silence, her nerves were screaming. What would he do to her? The waiting might kill her.

Persephone raised her own glass but stopped when she breathed in the alcohol’s cloying scent.

“Just get it over with.” Her voice broke the airless quiet.

Hades turned and regarded her. She set her glass down on a side table with a solid click.

“Punish me, yell at me, whatever you’re going to do.” She folded her arms around her middle. Don’t let him in. No matter what. He wanted to enslave her just like Mom had for all those years. She said it out loud to remind herself he was no different. “My mother locked me in the cellar. I guess getting tied up in a bedroom is an upgrade.”

Hades’s gaze darkened. He ambled over, his casual stroll at odds with the fierce intensity on his face. The focus of a hunter intent on his prey.

She couldn’t move, trapped in his regard. Not even when he stepped so close her knee brushed his.

No. You want to be free. It’s all you’ve ever wanted.

His hand went around her neck, collaring her with warm, hard fingers.

Her pulse hammered under his palm. She closed her eyes against his gorgeous face. But she couldn’t shut out the warmth of his hand or the way her body completely relaxed at his commanding touch. Why? Why did he affect her like this? She was so confused; she didn’t know which way was up.

“I had to try,” she blurted when silence became too heavy to bear.

“I know.” His thumb stroked her chin in a semblance of tenderness.

“So do it.” She tried to sound strong but her voice wavered. “Whatever you plan to do with me. Do your worst.” And she looked him straight in the eye. His eyes were dark, almost black.

He dropped his hand and took a seat opposite her.

Her breath stuttered out of her. He savored his drink and observed her like she was a piece of art he owned. “Do you know why I'm training you?”

Because you’re a controlling madman? she wanted to bite out. But he’d told her the first night why he was doing all this. “Because you delight in torturing me.”

“Yes.” He swished the dregs of his drink. “There is that. But ultimately, Persephone, I keep you so you’re safe.”

She laughed. She couldn’t help it. “You really believe that, don’t you?”

She shook her head, rubbing her tired face. “You do all these awful things in the name of peace. You tell yourself Olympus is dangerous and that you’re the only one who can hold back the violence.”

“It’s true. No one else is strong enough.”

“You think you’re the city’s savior.”

“Not a savior. An emperor.”

Of course. She could totally see him standing on the Senate steps. Handing out laurels. Sending out troops. Conquering nations, torching cities, enslaving the enemy and sowing their fields with salt.

“It’s better to be feared than loved,” she quoted Machiavelli. Hades in a nutshell.

“Do you, Persephone? Do you fear me?”

“Yes.” Her answer was barely a puff of air.

He cocked his head, looking pleased. “And what about love?”

“What about it?”

“You said you loved me.”

“That was before. Now I know the real you.”

He stood and pulled her to her feet. “I’ve been too lenient with you. I let you off the leash and you betrayed my trust.”

Had he really thought she wouldn’t run if given half a chance?

“You’ll never be free. But now you know the boundaries of your cage.” He leaned close, his scent washing over her, a mix of subtle cologne and scotch. “There’s nowhere to run to, Persephone. I will hunt you down. You belong here, at my side. Forever.”

Her breath hitched but he wasn’t done. “So why not stop fighting it? Let yourself go. Let yourself be mine.” He backed up and she wobbled. His presence was a force and when it was gone she felt the loss.

“Now, strip.” With that order, he left her.

Submit. Obey. Escape. That still was her ultimate plan.

But that required submission, didn’t it? And Hades wouldn’t be satisfied with anything less than total control of her body and command over her mind. She was losing herself and the scary thing was—she liked it.

It’s okay. A small voice told her. He’s bigger, faster, stronger than you. You may as well enjoy it.

And if she didn’t obey, no doubt he’d strip her himself. So she shucked off the jeans and shirt along with any sense of normalcy. Her skin pebbled in the cool room.

When she was down to her bra and panties, Hades returned, box in hand. He set it down and put his hands in his pockets, nodding at her to carry on the show. Face tight, she stripped out of the rest. It wasn’t like she had anything to hide. Today was the first time she’d put on clothes since the wedding.

But still, she waited, chest heaving, as he studied her. Eventually he came to her side, running a hand down her back and sides like he was examining a horse he wanted to buy. She couldn’t help a shiver of desire when he cupped her ass. She remembered her last punishment all too well.

“Are you going to punish me?”

Bent halfway through his examination of her quivering thighs, he tilted his head up. “Do you want me to?”

Her answer stuck in her throat. What would she do to ease the weight of anticipation?

His words rang in her ears. Let yourself go. Let yourself be mine.

She didn’t trust him. Couldn’t trust him. At least not with her heart.

But her body? Gods, the thought about what it might be like if he took her back to that perfect, ecstatic place where she could finally, finally escape her own head and all the confusion and noise. Where she could just…be.

“Yes,” she said, suddenly decisive. “I want you to punish me.”

Something flashed in his eyes, gone in an instant. He raised his chin. “I think, wife, I may have underestimated you.”

Her heartbeat pounded in her ears. Was it possible to surprise him? To challenge him and make him regard her as an equal?

Hades opened the box he’d brought and lifted out a heavy collar. Metal, silver, stainless steel and linked to a leash. So much for being his equal.

Smirking, he drew her before a giant mirror with a heavy gilt frame. He positioned her in front of it and held her still with hands on her hips.

His lips found her ears. “What do you see?”

“You, me. Us.”

“I see a submissive.”

A ripple went through her body. He held her up with an iron arm around her waist when her legs would buckle.

“Such a shame we have to be enemies. Circling each other, round after round, fight after fight. We were made for each other.”

“Don’t,” she whispered, feeling close to tears. She was raw, wrung dry. His tender words were arrows. She could withstand his cruelty, but not his soft, soothing voice, spinning a story of destiny. After all, who could fight the Fates? Why even try?

It’s just your body. It doesn’t mean you’re giving him your mind. Or your heart. And he can do such lovely things to your body.

“Give yourself to me, Persephone.” He raised the stainless-steel collar. She closed her eyes just before the click.

“Mine,” he breathed, then he tugged on the leash, forcing her head back, forcing her to look him in the eyes.

At the same time he dipped a finger inside her. She gasped, her walls clenching in pleasure at the invasion. She was already wet. She had been from the moment she stepped back inside the penthouse.

His strong fingers twisted, probed, and tested her inner walls, the whole time his thumb teasing circles around her clit. Her body sprung to life for him as it always did.

“You’re beautiful.”

His gaze swallowed her whole. Everything was Hades. His thumbs chafed her nipples lightly. She let her head drop in surrender as he worked her body to the peak.

“That’s it. That’s my good girl. Give yourself over to me and I will give you everything.”

As her hips began to rock and pleasure bloomed, she stood again on the precipice—the devil whispering in her ear and the whole world spread at her feet.

His palm ground into her sex and her orgasm rose, brilliant and devastatingly beautiful, a bright sunset unfurling through each limb, rosy and tinged with gold.

At the last moment, though, he took his hand away. She cried out but didn’t move. It was right there. So close.

“You want to come?”

“Yes.” More than that, she needed it.

“Then crawl, Persephone. Crawl for me.”

He moved to crouch several feet back, holding her leash out of the way. She was a needy knot of limbs.

“Come, Persephone,” he beckoned. “Crawl to me.”

For a long moment, she froze. Here it was. The crawling. But as she watched him, she saw it for what it really was: a choice.

To do it meant to submit to him completely. Voluntarily. To crawl not because he’d shoved her forcefully to her knees but because she wanted all he had to give her.

And in the end, the choice felt so simple.

She sank to her knees. Because this final decision meant she didn’t have to do any more deciding or worrying or justifying. Life shrank down and became so simple.

“Yes, beautiful. Gods, you’ve never been more beautiful. Come to me now.”

All tension left her, body and mind, as she gave herself over to him. The storm in her head finally quieted.

She wanted it and she didn’t have to be ashamed anymore. She wanted his eyes on her slinking form, her swaying hips. She wanted to seduce and delight him. And the way he looked at her…like she was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, his face the picture of a man obsessed. Yes, gods, yes. Nothing had ever been more right.

She crawled eagerly.

“There,” he murmured when she reached him, positioning her so her chin was high and back arched, pushing her bottom in the air. Her body shuddered at the touch of his hand as it ghosted across her backside. “All the way to the bedroom, goddess.”

So she crawled, ass swaying, eyes lifting occasionally to see Hades’s glowing gaze tracking her progress, all the way to the bed.

She’d barely gotten there when he was reaching down and tugging her to her feet.

“It’s time for your reward.” His voice sounded strained like he could barely manage to get the words out.

But the next second he was back in control of himself, always in control. He loosened his tie, stripping with smooth movements. He shucked his shoes, shirt, pants, and boxers and paused, unwittingly posing in the half light. He was naked and she was lost because here was a god in human form.

Wide shoulders, strong chest tapering to lean hips, powerful thighs. Either he worked out every morning or performed some magic to make his muscles strong and sleek, even and well formed. He could’ve been a statue carved by a master, but at the sight of him a sculptor would lay down his tools and weep at the perfection that defied reality.

Yet for all his otherworldly beauty, he looked like a man, coarse hair dusting his hard thighs and chest. He looked like a ruler of old. He only needed a crown. If the people wouldn’t give him one, he’d take it.

And he was hers. He said she belonged to him, but it went both ways, right? He could’ve handed her over to an underling, or made Charon punish her. But he would never allow another man to touch her. He wanted her for himself. She’d wanted a sign that she meant something to him—was it here all along, inherent in his possessive nature?

She could only hope. Because she was becoming lost to him.

“Lie back and spread your legs.”

She wanted him inside her now. She wanted to throw her arms and legs around him and grind their bodies together. She wanted him frantic with need for her, to know for certain that he was as lost as she was.

But instead she did as he said, lying back on the bed and opening eagerly to him.

He took his time arranging her, pulling her to the edge of the bed, angling her legs just right. Gods damn his control. But it was all worth it when he finally climbed over her.

“Hands above your head.”

She lifted her hands. Anything to move him along. But she should have known that nothing could hurry Hades. That was the point, wasn’t it? For her to give in to him completely. His way. In his time.

And when he finally, finally entered her, the first slow drag of his cock had her right at the edge again, her previously denied orgasm revving right back up.

He pushed into her and she held her breath, her body tightening. Everything in her focused on the slow, fluid glide of his cock entering her, easing the ache and stoking it at the same time. She lay there quivering, an empty vessel waiting to be filled.

Her legs and back tensed, nipples hardening and toes curling as Hades’s thrusts drove her toward orgasm. He moved over her, the snap of his hips driving her further up the bed. She caught his shoulders, gripping and petting the bunching muscle, such magnificent power under her palms.

He paused and slipped his hands under her bottom, large palms cupping her back cheeks and drawing her close. The new angle made his pubic bone graze her clit and she bit back a moan. Fuck, she was close, her climax like a freight train, rushing toward her, an inexorable force about to hit?—

He stopped. Pulled out. Stepped back and surveyed her heaving flesh like a piece of furniture.

“Hades. Please.”

He took himself in hand, fisting his cock with her own slick as lubricant. He watched her with hooded eyes. “Touch yourself. Pull your nipples.”

She plucked at her breasts, obeying instantly. Anything to bring him back. Anything.

Pleasure surged through her, but it wasn’t enough. Without Hades, it would never be enough.

“Punishment,” he reminded her, and horror bloomed over her. He was taunting her, touching her, teasing her. He’d fuck her forever and never let her come. He knew her body and mastered it.

“Please,” she whispered. “I need it.” He didn’t chastise her so she continued. “I need you. Hades, please.”

“All fours.”

He’d barely given the command before she scrambled into place. Head up, back arched, bottom upturned, just like he’d taught her. The bed creaked under his weight and then?—

He slammed into her.

Yes!

His hips drove into her in delicious rhythm. A tug on her throat told her he’d taken hold of her leash. He was being gentle, but reminding her she was owned.

“My beautiful darling, how well you beg.” Another beautiful stroke. And another.

Her orgasm blew up like a bomb, a silent explosion, a billowing mushroom cloud against a sunset. Her limbs weakened, body wracked with aftershocks of the orgasm she’d been dying for.

She ended up bowed, head resting on her forearms and bottom in the air as he battered her from behind. At last he growled and finished.

When he tugged her up and led her to the bathroom, she clung to him with her arms around his waist. She stood as if in a dream. A trance, a reality that mirrored the life she wanted, as if her world had turned upside down but she found she could live in the reflection. In fact in this moment, she wanted to live there forever.

Hades took her into the shower and turned on the heated spray that soothed every part of her.

“You did so well, goddess,” he murmured as he washed her body, slowly, inch by glistening inch. His own cock jutted out from his body, hard again, but he didn’t make a move to satisfy himself, or make her do it. He cleaned every inch of her, even shaved her legs and mons. Meanwhile she felt like she was floating, like she’d never step foot back on the ground while he cared for her like she was a precious treasure. Precious to him.

When he dried her off and propelled her toward the bedroom, she felt drowsy. Her body was languid, her thoughts sluggish. He’d put her under a trance and she didn’t want to wake. So it was good when he took her back to bed and tucked her in. He sat beside her and then leaned down, pressing the sweetest kiss to her forehead. He lingered there long moments, his head bowed over hers like he was in prayer.

As she sank off to sleep, the image remained in her head, him bowing like a supplicant even though she was the one who’d just given her submission.