Chapter 47

CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN

As she lay on the ground, snow falling on top of her, River prayed. It was all she had left. She asked God to remind Tony about something that could save her life. Would he remember? This morning, she'd felt led to slip her extra phone into her boot. In the car, before Prescott got inside, she'd reached down and switched it on. If Tony remembered, the police could track her whereabouts. Why hadn't she mentioned it to him earlier? Probably because she didn't want to worry him. Didn't want Tony thinking she was still afraid. And she was—but not like the first time. This was different. She wanted to live, but she wasn't terrified.

As she prayed, something flowed through her. Like liquid love. She felt such peace. Did it mean God was going to save her? Or did it mean she would be with Him soon? Either way, evil would lose, and God would win. She kept her eyes on the snow falling from the sky instead of the man who plotted her death. The beautiful white flakes danced around her, creating beauty in the midst of darkness. Just like God's love in the presence of her enemy.

She heard something behind her and flipped her head around. Prescott was dragging an old chest out of the trees. Icy fear clutched at her chest, and she gasped. It wasn't from fear of dying. It was from fear of dying like that. In the river again, unable to move, choking on the water as it filled the trunk. Oh, God. Anything but that. Please. Don't let me die like that!

Even though she'd known somewhere deep inside this was the Strangler's plan for her, she'd ignored it. Was afraid to acknowledge it. For some reason she began to think about the Apostles. How each one of them died. Peter, crucified upside down because he didn't feel worthy of dying the way Jesus had. Andrew, also crucified, but preaching to his murderers until the life left his body. Matthew slain with a sword. Matthias and Barnabas stoned to death. Some of their deaths were so gruesome, her mind couldn't go there. She'd read about a man who'd become a Christian after reading of their deaths. Not one of them renounced Jesus. The man was convinced that unless they'd seen the resurrected Lord, they would never have endured these terrible deaths and not turned their backs on Him. She reasoned that if they could suffer the way they had, surely she could go through whatever she had to with dignity and faith.

"A nice coffin for you," Prescott said, a contorted smile on his face. River looked into his dead eyes.

"David, God loves you. You may not believe this, but He wants to forgive you. He gave the life of His Son for you. Jesus paid the price for all of your sins. Past, present, and future. He really wants to help you. You can have a brand-new life. A new start. You'll have to live it in prison, but even though your body is confined, your soul will finally be free."

For just a moment, Prescott stared at her with an expression that even she couldn't read. Was it remorse? Surprise? But in only seconds, it became clear that whatever thoughts had occurred to him in that moment, they quickly turned into rage. He walked up next to her and kicked her hard, several times. River cried out in pain. She wasn't certain he was going to stop, nor was she sure she wanted him to. Maybe it would be better if she died before she went into the water. She considered pushing him harder, causing his anger to flare up so he would end her life now. Yet she was surprised to discover a small flame of hope still burning inside her. And there was nothing David Prescott could do to quench it.

Prescott leaned down and put his hands under her armpits. Then he dragged her over to the chest. River wanted to fight back. Kick him away, but the pain in her body was too much. She felt the darkness approaching again, encouraging her to pass out, but she couldn't let that happen. She fought to stay conscious. No matter what, she wasn't going to give up. River wanted a chance to live for God. To reach others with His love. She wanted to make things right with her earthly father, spend time with her mother, and tell Tony that she loved him. "I need more time," she whispered. "Please, give me more time."

Would He answer her prayer, or was she getting ready to meet the God she'd grown to love with everything inside her?

TONY'S PRAYERS WERE FERVENT , almost violent. It was all he had left. There was no path that could lead them to River in time unless police officers searching near the river found them before it was too late. The search area was so large, it would take a miracle. But God did miracles. Why wouldn't He do one for River?

He jumped when Arnie walked up next to him and said, "Don't give up. God is watching out for her."

Tony stared at him in surprise. "Don't think I've heard you say anything like that before."

Arnie shrugged. "Maybe you're rubbing off on me."

Tony kept looking at him but didn't say anything. Finally, Arnie sighed.

"Okay, maybe I started going to church. People in our job either lose faith or gain it. Some of the things we see defy explanation. Either evil is real—and God is too—or nothing makes sense."

Tony blinked away an unexpected rush of tears. Maybe it was the stress of the moment, but there was something about seeing the change in his friend's life when another friend's life was on the line that simply overwhelmed him. This was God. Able to bring good out of devastation. It didn't make sense to the mind, but it made a lot of sense in his spirit.

"Don't get emotional on me," Arnie said, his voice getting husky. He started to say something else when his phone suddenly rang. He held his breath while Arnie listened silently. Finally, he said, "Okay. Keep looking." As he hung up the phone, Tony's heart fell.

"Not yet, but they're still searching. All we need is to spot the car. Remember that people aren't out tonight because of the weather. His vehicle will stand out. We'll find them."

Tony didn't respond. It wasn't that the car couldn't be found. The question was whether or not it could be located in time. Prescott wasn't stupid. He knew he needed to move quickly. River understood his narcissism. She'd stroke his ego. Try to get him to reveal his brilliance as a delaying tactic. But he wouldn't allow her to keep him occupied too long. Not if he wanted to get away, which Tony was certain he did.

"There's still time," Arnie said, confirming Tony's thoughts.

"He'll take some time preening before he kills her, but not so long that he puts himself in danger."

"Let's stay positive." Arnie sighed. "If only she had her phone, we could have tracked her."

It was then that Tony felt Someone whisper to him. It was so clear he turned to his right to see who was standing next to him. No one was there.

Tears filled his eyes again and this time he didn't blink them away. He grabbed Arnie's arm.

PRESCOTT OPENED THE LID to the chest. "Get in," he ordered.

River shook her head. "I'm not going to do it. If you want to kill me, do it now. I won't die that way. I just won't."

He grabbed her and turned her around, then he shoved her toward the trunk. It was old and smelled musty. It reminded her of the other one, and she was determined not to get inside.

"This is your last chance," he said, pointing his gun at her. "Get in!"

River stood her ground. She wasn't going inside that trunk. Not for any reason.

Get inside. Trust Me.

She started to tell Prescott to go ahead and shoot her when she realized he hadn't said the words she'd just heard. She took a quick involuntary breath. Every fiber of her being screamed that she shouldn't obey, but she'd heard a soft whisper that was stronger and more forceful than her fear of dying in the water. A deep sob ripped through her as she pushed herself to her feet, sat on the edge of the trunk, and swung her legs inside the old chest. It was difficult with her ankles bound.

"All the way," Prescott ordered.

River forced her muscles to move, and she knelt down. Then she put her head down, her chin resting on her bent legs. It made it hard to breathe.

"I win," Prescott said loudly. His laugh was obscene. "I beat you and your partner. He may not be dying tonight, but he'll die inside when he pulls your body out of the river."

"You've won nothing," River said, her words muffled by her po sition and the knowledge that Tony would be crushed if Prescott succeeded.

"If I die here, God will take me home to be with Him. So you lose, David. No matter what you do, you still lose."

Before she had a chance to prepare herself, pain exploded in the back of her head. He'd hit her again with his gun. She fought to stay conscious, but she felt herself slipping away. The last thing she heard was David Prescott cursing God's name.

When she regained consciousness, she couldn't see anything. It was dark and cold. And wet. She gasped loudly when she remembered where she was. In the Mississippi River, drowning.

"God, please," she cried out. "Please don't let me die here. I'm not ready. I haven't told Tony that I love him. Please, Father."

She stopped as she felt water in her mouth. She choked and gagged. Remembering the last time she was inside a trunk, she wiggled herself onto her side so she could get a few more breaths of air before the chest was completely submerged. She recalled begging for her life back then. Promising God she'd return to Him, but then turning her back once she'd been rescued. This time would be different. If she died, she would die praising Him for His love. For giving the life of His precious Son for people who hated Him. Who reviled Him. Even for people like David Prescott. It was the kind of love that was impossible to understand.

She tried to turn on her back, attempting to keep her head elevated, but she couldn't. Suddenly, a song filled her mind, and she began to sing. The cold made her body tremble and her lips quiver. As well as she could, she sang, "My God is an awesome God, He reigns from heaven above..." She stopped as water filled her mouth and nose. It seemed that this time no one was going to pull her out. No one would save her. It wasn't what she wanted, but if this was what was going to happen, it was okay. Fear was gone. She was getting ready to see the face of her Savior. The One who loved her more than anyone else.

She held her breath as long as she could, but she finally had to give up. She was so cold, it was as if she couldn't control her muscles anymore. She felt herself drifting away. Then there was warmth, and she found herself standing in a field of flowers. She was amazed to see hues of color beyond anything she'd ever imagined. As if there were colors human beings had never seen. A warm breeze moved the flowers, and they sang. It seemed that everything around her was made of music. All of creation was praising God. There were no words in the English language to describe the beauty she beheld.

Suddenly she realized that Someone was walking toward her. He was made of light. She couldn't clearly make out His features because his face was too bright. Somehow, she realized that she didn't have the kind of eyes that could see His face. Not yet, anyway.

"Lord?" she whispered.

He came up and took her hands. "It's not time for you to be with Me," He said. "But you will be someday. I want you to always remember how much I love you. Never doubt it for a moment. You are my beloved daughter, and I am well pleased with you."

River looked down at His hands and saw the scars on His wrists. She tried to tell Him how much she loved Him, but her vision grew misty, and He began to fade. The last thing she heard was "Don't be afraid. I am with you."

Peace flowed through her. Peace so strong, she realized that it was what she'd read about in the Bible. Peace that passed understanding. She smiled and drifted away.