Chapter fifteen

We crash through Ryder’s bedroom door, a mess of limbs, lips never leaving each other’s skin. It’s better than my literal dreams.

“The things I’m going to do to you,” Ryder whispers between kisses. He slams the door shut with his foot and pushes me up against the wall next to his desk.

“Like what?” I moan as he sucks my neck gently. I hope he leaves marks all over me. I want to be covered in them. Tomorrow, I want to look in the mirror and remember this.

He lifts his head and looks me straight in the eyes. “I’m going to stretch your sexy little hole, fuck you over my desk, and fill you with my cum before swallowing your cock and sucking you until you’re spurting down my throat.”

His words crash over me. How hard can one cock get? I feel like I’m about to go out of my mind with lust.

“Fuck yes. Start now.” I unzip his hoodie and push it down his arms till it’s off him before cupping his face and pulling him into another quick, bruising kiss.

His hands snake under my skirt again. “You’re impatient for me, aren’t you, baby?”

“So impatient. Where is your lube?” I start looking around his room as if there will be a giant neon sign saying Lube Here. That would be really handy right about now. “Ryder, seriously!”

He leans back with a soft smile, and it hits me. Ryder Jackson is in my arms.

Again.

“Your taste is so fucking addicting, it’s hard to let you go.”

“If you like the taste of my kisses, just wait till you taste my cum.”

That snaps him into gear, and he moves so fucking quickly that I nearly fall over. Thankfully, cheerleader reflexes save me from face-planting into the carpet.

“You really are eager,” he says, closing his nightstand drawer. He waves the bottle at me. “I can’t wait to get my fingers in you.”

This man is going to be my undoing. My heart clenches. The little fucker probably realizes just how accurate that is. Ryder doesn’t do repeats, yet here I am, about to be devoured by him—again.

“Hey, where’d you go?” he says, putting the lube on the desk next to us and cupping my neck. I look into his stormy gray eyes. Even worried, they’re so beautiful. It’s like his whole being shines through them. “Lexi, if you don’t want to do this anymore, we don’t have to. We can snuggle and watch something, or I can take you home.”

His worry snaps me out of the trance I’m in.

“No, I want this. I fucking need this,” I tell him, wrapping my arms around his waist and pulling him to me. “I was a bit thunderstruck at how hot you are. I lost some brain cells and had to regrow a few.”

A flirty smile takes over his face. “Fuck yeah, I’m hot. And I’m especially hot for you.”

He leans in for a kiss. This one is slow and sensual compared to the others but just as hungry.

He pulls back and picks up the lube, squirting some onto his fingers, never taking his eyes off mine.

How is he attractive at everything he does?

“I don’t have the patience to get naked,” he whispers, his lips so close to mine we’re sharing the same breath.

“Fuck, that’s hot, Ryder.”

He slips his hand under my skirt and between my ass cheeks, slowly stoking my hole before inching his middle finger inside me.

My hole briefly clenches at the intrusion. “Breathe, Alexis,” he whispers, his eyes never leaving mine.

I do as he says, and soon his whole finger is pumping away inside me, making me squirm.

“Ryder, I need more.”

He smirks and adds a second finger before amping up the tempo. He slides his leg between mine, and I start humping it, desperately needing the friction. He scissors his fingers, making sure to stretch me nice and wide. I know I’ll need it to accommodate his thick cock. Man, it’s a work of art. I should suggest he send it to one of those dildo-modeling companies and then give me the result for Christmas.

“I think you’re ready to take all of me now,”

“I really am.” I can’t help clenching my hole when he pulls his fingers out. I don’t love the emptiness.

Ryder chuckles. “Patience, baby.”

“Lexi,” I say, surprising him. Yeah, me too, buddy. “I don’t want to be some faceless man you call baby because you can’t remember their name.” I look up at him. He caresses my cheek with his hand that wasn’t just inside me.

“I definitely remember who you are, Alexis. You’re the only one I’ve ever called baby.”

I just blink at him. “Oh.”

“Yeah, oh.” He smirks before leaning in for a slow kiss. He owns my mouth like it’s his to take whenever he wants, and I love that for me.

“Now, baby, I am going to lift that sexy little skirt up and fuck you senseless.”

He grabs my arm and leads me to the other side of his desk. He turns me and grinds his jean-covered dick into my ass before placing pressure on my shoulder blades for me to bend over.

My knees tremble with need. This is like every fantasy come to life. Him wanting me too much to get undressed. I hear the sound of his buttons popping open. Turning my head slightly, I watch him pull out his monster cock.

I grab the lube and hand it to him. He covers his thick dick and lines himself up.

“Shit,” Ryder curses as he slides into my ass. “There is definitely a higher being because your ass is fucking magical.”

I don’t get a chance to tell him how cheesy he is because he starts to piston into me like there’s no tomorrow. With every thrust, I feel his balls brush against my taint and his jeans scratch my thighs.

I fucking love it.

I love the feeling of being full. Stretched around his cock while he takes everything he wants from me.

Ryder shifts slightly, and I become a whimpering mess as he hits my prostate with every thrust.

“Ryder, Ryder, Ryder,” I chant before the power of speech leaves me. He has one hand gripping my hip so tightly it will leave bruises, and I can’t wait. I love having the evidence of our lovemaking painted across my skin.

His other hand moves under my tank top and over my body. He latches onto my nipple and slowly starts to squeeze.

“I love your body, baby. Made for me. I’m so close. I can’t wait to fill you up with my cum.” He groans. “I’m so close, fuck, yes, sooo close, I’m, I—”

His rhythm stutters, and I feel his hot cum pour into me. He kisses the small of my back and then slowly slips out of me.

Ryder gently lifts me from my bent position and leads me over to the bed.

“Sit,” he commands.

“But I’ll leak cum on your sheets.

“I don’t give a shit. I need to suck your cock, and I want you to be comfortable.” Well, when you put it like that. I slide my jock off and sit on the edge of the bed.

I look up, and Ryder has his bottom lip jutted out.

“Why did you do that? I wanted to be the one to unwrap you,” he says, standing between my legs.

“You can next time,” I say without thinking. I look at him, my eyes widening slightly.

I fear I’m going to scare him away.

“Okay, that’s good enough for me.” And he leans down and kisses me, briefly sliding his tongue against mine before kneeling in front of me and spreading my legs wide.

Ryder dips his head under my skirt, and I feel him inhale the side of my balls. This feels so surreal. Not only did Ryder fuck me, he is now about to go down on me. The fact I can’t see it just heightens the anticipation.

Thankfully he doesn’t keep me waiting as he licks his way over my balls and up the underside of my cock. I lean back on my elbows as his wet hot mouth gently sucks the head of my cock. Fuck, he feels amazing. I mean, this is only my second blowjob, but I can’t imagine anyone ever being better than Ryder.

He slowly swallows me down, and we both moan loudly.

Fuck, he feels so good.

And knowing that he’s getting pleasure from giving me pleasure is mind-blowing.

“Ryder, please,” I beg, watching my skirt move as he bobs his head, sucking my cock. I can’t handle it. Not after being fucked and now having the best BJ of my whole life.

Of anyone’s life.

My whole body feels like it’s on fire. The way his lip ring drags along the side of my dick is electrifying. Ryder’s hands are on my calves, stroking in time to him sucking my cock. It’s small, but it’s my undoing. I don’t have time to warn him as my orgasm crashes over me and blue and purple stars cloud my vision. Ryder fucking moans as he drinks all the cum streaming out of me.

He lifts his head from under my skirt. His thick black hair is mussed, eyes shiny and bright, with a huge smile and a drop of my cum on his chin. I lean up and lick his chin.

“You missed a spot,” I whisper. He slides his hand into my hair and pulls me toward him, capturing my mouth. I suck his piercing into my mouth, earning another groan.

“Take your clothes off,” he says, pulling at my tank. “I want to be naked when I sleep with you.”

We undress, and he gets in first. Ryder opens his arms, and I melt into him.

“Goodnight, Lexi,” he mumbles sleepily, pressing a kiss to my temple.

“Goodnight, Ryder.”

I don’t know what’s happening now, and I don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future.

But he owns my heart. He has for the last four years. I don’t care if he ruins me because every moment in his arms will be worth it.