Chapter Twenty-Eight

Lesson 5

Larkin

I was already vibrating with anticipation as I rang Seb's doorbell the next evening. For the lesson, but also not. But also yes. I didn't really know what to think. I wasn't all that bothered about actively learning new stuff, but I was desperate to have sex with Seb again. So I guessed I was eager to learn new stuff? I didn't even know.

All I knew was that the moment Seb opened the door, wearing nothing but a pair of shorts with his beautiful chest on display, my brain kind of went blank.

I walked quickly inside and shifted into my fae form as I dropped my bag and kicked off my boots, almost sending one of them flying across the hallway. Before Seb could say a word, I was flinging my arms around his neck and lunging up to kiss him.

He froze in shock for a second, then chuckled against my mouth and kissed me back. I strained closer as our tongues tangled together, clutching at his hair and moaning my approval when he picked me up with ease. My legs snapped around his waist, tongue thrusting feverishly into his mouth and tiny sounds already escaping me as we kissed. Man, I was really worked up already for some reason. It hadn't taken long for me to start craving sex all the time now that I'd actually experienced it.

"Have you—started making—dinner yet?" I asked between kisses. He shook his head, squeezing my ass. I pulled back to rake my teeth over my lower lip and said, "Maybe… Could we eat, um, after?"

My dick was already really hard, trapped uncomfortably in my jeans. Seb could definitely feel it against his stomach. He grinned at me wickedly, then started carrying me toward the stairs.

My gut bottomed out with excitement. I wanted to kiss him again, but decided to be sensible while he carried me upstairs, so instead I buried my face in his neck and inhaled deeply. But soon I was trailing my lips over his neck, then pressing kisses there, timidly using my tongue to stroke his skin with each one. I nibbled at his skin with my fangs—gently, obv. I wasn't sure if it felt good for him at first, and I had literally no idea how to be seductive, but a low sound rumbled up Seb's throat as he clutched me to him tighter.

As he carefully lowered me onto his bed and knelt between my splayed legs, I realised he hadn't said a word since I'd got here. It made me a little nervous, so I blurted, "Sorry, I'm just—It feels like it's been ages since we, um…"

He chuckled, smoothing his big hands up my thighs. "It's been less than a week."

"I know, but it… it feels like longer," I breathed, eagerly tilting my chin when he leaned down over me.

We started kissing again—deep, hungry kisses that felt simultaneously endless and nowhere near long enough. Soon Seb was sliding his big hands up my sides, rucking my sweater up with them, so I quickly sat up to help him pull it off before kissing him feverishly again as I lay back down. Our fingers clashed as we both fumbled to undo my jeans, and I lifted my hips to let him strip them off along with my underwear, feeling him peel my socks off at the same time.

When he tugged down his shorts, I broke the kiss and quickly looked down so I could watch his cock emerge. It was caught under the waistband at first, until he pushed his shorts down his thighs and it swung up to bob in front of his stomach, hard and flushed. My breath left me in a rush.

I didn't know what he had planned for this lesson, and I didn't care. Whatever it was, it would be amazing. I'd showered before coming over, so I was fresh and squeaky clean and ready for anything.

"So." Seb tucked his thighs under mine and sat back on his heels, trailing his fingers lightly over my legs and making me shiver. "For the sake of being thorough, I think I should show you the rest of the erogenous zones on you before you do the same to me. How does that sound?"

I nodded quickly, my hands creeping down to stroke his knees. "Okay. Yeah, th-that sounds good. H-how many more are there?"

"Just a few." His fingertips skimmed up my inner thighs, making my cock buck against my stomach. "But they're on your back. Are you comfortable with lying on your front?"

A flash of nerves made me want to squirm. If I was on my front… my nub would be right there . He'd be staring at it the whole time.

I tried to push the anxiety away. He'd already seen it. Various body parts of his had touched it. He didn't seem to mind it at all. He'd called it cute. He'd said he liked that I had a tail to match his in his half-shifted form.

I let out a slow breath and smiled at him. "Yeah."

"Are you sure, sw—Lark?" He hesitated, then reached up and smoothed his thumb over my cheekbone. My eyelashes fluttered with pleasure. "I don't have to show you. We can do something else."

"No, I want to," I breathed, turning my face to drop a shy kiss on his palm. "And… and then I want to do the same to you."

He searched my eyes for a second, then smiled and nodded. "Alright."

Grinning with far more bravado than I felt, I sat up and pressed another firm kiss to his mouth before scrambling around onto my front. My face was hot as I settled my cheek on my folded arms, wings twitching with nerves. My butt was, like, right there. He could see it. I hoped I had a nice ass, at least, even with the nub. I'd always wished it could be a little rounder, but I was cursed with my dad's tall and lanky genes.

I almost choked on a breath when Seb settled on top of me, his hard cock trailing over an ass cheek while he pressed a kiss to the back of my shoulder. As he made his way toward the bend of my neck, his hips rocked forward a little, and his dick slid over the crease of my ass.

Oh my god . My heart was pounding. This was both scary and so freaking exciting. I knew we probably weren't going to do it today, but would he eventually fuck me like this? Keeping me trapped beneath his big body, caging me in with his muscular arms. His hips smacking against me as he grunted with every thrust.

My cock pulsed against the bed, making me shift restlessly. My knees tried to slide outward a little, but he was straddling my thighs, trapping them together.

"How are you feeling?" he murmured, pressing a slow kiss to my neck.

I shivered, keeping my eyes closed as I rested my cheek on my folded arms. "G-good. Um, sorry if my nub, um, gets in the way or anything."

"It won't." He gently pulled my hair free of its messy bun and ran his fingers through it, sweeping it all out of the way so the back of my neck was exposed.

I shivered again, my wings fluttering quickly, then winced as I felt them hitting his chest. "Um, sorry about my wings too—"

"Larkin." He nuzzled the back of my head. "Stop apologising. Your body is perfect."

My breath caught. "Is it?"

"Yes," he rasped, sitting up to trail his hands down my sides to my hips. Then he slid them inward to squeeze my ass. "It's perfect. Every part of it. You're beautiful."

I bit my lip, squeezing my eyes shut tighter when he swept his palm across my lower back, over my tail, then smoothed it up my spine. When he reached the spot between my wings, a jolt of sensation made me twitch. I couldn't decide whether it felt good or not. It was almost overwhelming.

"Your wings are beautiful," Seb continued, gently tracing some of the veins splintering out from the roots, making me shudder. "Your neck is beautiful. Your back is beautiful. Your ass is—" He growled low in his throat and squeezed my backside again. "Fucking perfect."

A grin stretched my mouth as I peeked one eye open to look back at him. "Yeah?"

"Yes." His eyes had grown dark, gaze fixed on my ass. Then he looked up and gave me a grin, before leaning back down to kiss the corner of my mouth. "Alright, ready?"

"Uh-huh." I nodded and closed my eyes again. I was more than ready. I felt amazing, actually. Most of my nerves were gone thanks to Seb's words. I was calm but excited.

"Not too many more to cover, and then we can move on to the other thing I have in mind," he said, dropping soft kisses down my neck. My belly jolted with anticipation.

"Wh-what's the other thing?" I asked breathlessly, which made him chuckle.

"You'll find out soon."

"Okay," I breathed, content to let him do whatever he wanted.

I turned my cheek to rest my forehead on my arms when he rubbed his nose against the nape of my neck. He kissed me there softly, then a little lower until he reached the bump of my spine. I shivered, my attention split between the light pleasure of his mouth and the hot, stiff length rubbing against the top of my ass.

"The nape of the neck can be sensitive," he murmured, shifting lower. "And most of the spine."

I nodded, already breathing shallower. When he reached that spot between my wings and nuzzled me there, my ass hiked up as a jolt of strange sensation shot down my spine.

I breathed out a wary little laugh. "It's weirdly sensitive there."

"Yeah." He nuzzled me again until I was shuddering, not sure if I wanted to escape the sensation or succumb to it. I could feel my wings twitching, until they fluttered manically when Seb rubbed his lips against the root of one.

"That's… that's sensitive too," I panted, my wings snapping out and stretching wide.

He sat up and rubbed his fingertips against the roots of each wing, circling where they melded to my skin. My back tensed, cock pulsing furiously against the mattress. I was breathing hard and loud. No one had ever touched my wings like this. Obviously our fae physician had clinically inspected them when they started growing when I was a little kid, and again in my teens when we'd realised they weren't growing as fast as they should, but never like this . All slow and sensual caresses on the parts I hadn't even realised were so sensitive. Almost too sensitive—a slight discomfort I wanted more of.

"Mmm." I squeezed my eyes shut tight, clutching at the pillow under my head. Seb splayed his long fingers and dragged them lightly over the veins fanning out from the roots, then skimmed them over the bottom curves of my lower wings.

I started to pant, shifting my hips restlessly beneath him to grind my cock against the bed. Seb realised what I was doing, because he chuckled and leaned down to press a kiss to my spine, directly between my wings, which made my breath catch in my throat as I shuddered.

"Feel good?" he murmured, pressing two more light kisses either side of my spine before shifting lower. His cock prodded between my cheeks, making me clamp my teeth down on my lower lip as I nodded frantically.

Then he moved back even more as he began kissing down my spine again, and my eyes popped open as I realised where he was headed. Fuck. My ass. But also my tail. I wasn't sure if I wanted him so close to it, in case it weirded him out, but I stayed silent.

"Bottom of the spine is another sensitive spot too," he murmured, big hands smoothing over my hips as he dropped a slow kiss there. His chin brushed against my nub, making me so tense that I started to tremble.

But it wasn't just anxiety. It felt so good , but the sensation of being so exposed in a way I never had been before almost made me ask him to stop. The part of me that I'd always been so insecure about, that had held me back in some ways, was right in his face. He was inches from it.

My mouth trembled when he nuzzled it softly, then pressed a kiss to it. My breath hitched as I went to speak, but I stayed quiet again. He'd told me to stop apologising for it, and despite how self-conscious I was about it, I knew he was right. I didn't have to apologise for a body part I'd had no control over possessing. It was just there. It existed.

And… I was starting to believe the other stuff he'd said too. It wasn't weird or gross just because it wasn't typical. He definitely didn't seem to think so as he kept his mouth pressed to the base of it and murmured, "Beautiful, Lark."

A hoarse whimper escaped me. I tugged an arm free and reached down awkwardly, fumbling to find his hand. He threaded his fingers through mine and squeezed, dropping another kiss on my nub before trailing more over the top of one ass cheek.

"That's the rest of them," he rasped, sitting up. "That I know of, anyway. Well, except the feet."

A weirdly jubilant sense of lightness was filling my chest as I snuffled a laugh. "No way, not the feet. I'm way too ticklish. I'd probably accidentally kick you in the face."

He chuckled, his free hand smoothing over my ass cheek, fingertips tracing the side of my tail. "Want to know the other thing I thought we could do tonight?"

My breath caught, and I nodded quickly. "Yeah."

After gently squeezing my hand, he let go and leaned down again to kiss along my shoulder. Then he murmured in my ear, "I thought I could eat your ass."

Oh my god . I choked on a breath, hot and cold shivers breaking out over my whole body. I had no idea what sensations to expect, but I'd awkwardly fingered my own asshole before, and it had felt pretty good. His tongue there…

"Okay," I squeaked.

He huffed in amusement. "I don't have to, Lark. Only if you want me to. You mentioned before that you wanted to try rimming—"

"I want you to," I croaked. "I really want you to. And I… I want to do it to you. If th-that's okay."

He chuckled again, pressing a kiss to the bend of my neck. "That's more than okay. Turn over for a sec."

Cheeks on fire, I awkwardly shifted onto my back and stared up at him with wide eyes. He grinned, then dipped down to kiss the corner of my mouth.

"Alright, so you can stay like this if you want. You'd just have to lift your legs up—kind of keep your knees near your shoulders. Or you can be on hands and knees." He smirked, eyes flaring with heat. "Or you can sit on my face."

Oh my god, oh my god.

"Um…" My voice shook.

"Whatever makes you feel the most comfortable, Lark." He kissed me again.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back eagerly to give myself time to consider my options. Sitting on his face sounded ridiculously hot, but kind of an… advanced move, almost? I'd be more in control, and I didn't think I wanted that just yet.

Folding myself in half sounded pretty daunting too. I'd be so… exposed. Just everything hanging out there. And Seb would be able to see my face. What if I pulled a really stupid expression when he started rimming me?

I broke the kiss and licked my lips nervously. "I think… maybe hands and knees?"

He grinned. "Good choice."

Flushing from the praise, I gnawed on my lower lip for a second, then blurted, "What if my asshole is weird?"

Seb went still, blinking down at me, then slowly said, "What?"

Heat bloomed over my whole body as I squirmed. "I just—It's not like I've looked at it all that often, and it… might be. I mean, I have the tail. And my wings grew in late. What if I have a… spinal thing that affected my butthole too?"

Seb exhaled. "Lark, your… butthole is not connected to your spine."

"I know," I said defensively. "Whatever. Then maybe it's unrelated but still weird."

He gazed at me in silence for a moment, then calmly asked, "What makes you think your butthole is weird?"

"I'm not saying it is weird, I'm just saying it could be and I'd have no idea."

"You've seen assholes in porn though, right?"

"Yeah, but it's not like I'm actively thinking about my own asshole while I'm looking at others in porn." Why had I brought this up and why was I still talking about it? "I could see others and not even realise my own is weird because I'm so used to it, you know? It's just always looked like that, so to me it's not weird."

There was another pause before Seb's mouth twitched. "I'm sure your asshole is completely fine, Lark. Whatever it looks like."

"Okay, but if it looks weird, you have to tell me, okay?" I blurted.

He huffed in exasperation but gave me a fond smile. "It's not going to look weird. And I really don't care what it looks like, anyway." Leaning down, he gave me a slow kiss, then murmured, "I just want to put my tongue inside it."

My breath hitched, cock leaping off my belly. With a gulp, I nodded in agreement. "O-okay. Shweet. Sounds good."

Sitting up, he shifted back and gripped my hips, gently urging me to flip over and settle on my knees. I propped my elbows on the bed, my face hot with embarrassment from being in such an exposed position. Seb's big hands smoothed over my ass, then down to my thighs.

"Spread your knees a little wider, Lark."

Gulping, I obeyed and rested my hot forehead on my arms to hide my face. I felt Seb shuffle back a little more as he curled his fingers into the crease of my hips and tilted them back.

Oh god. He could definitely see my asshole now. For sure. And he wasn't saying anything. Did that mean it was weird?

But then a low rumbling sound rose from his chest, before he rasped, "See? A perfect asshole."

"Are you sure?" I asked timidly, not sure why I was fixating on this.

I jolted with a gasp when the pad of Seb's thumb suddenly smoothed over it. Oh fuck. Oh my god. He circled it slowly, then the mattress shifted. I bit down so hard on my bottom lip that I tasted metal when I felt his warm breath against my ass.

"Yeah," he murmured, gripping my cheeks to spread them. "Perfect. Like the rest of you."

I sucked in a breath so fast I choked when slick warmth suddenly circled my rim. Pleasure tingled as he lapped at me with slow, lingering licks, his tongue so smooth and slippery and hot. My legs started to shake.

"Oh m-my god," I croaked, and found my chest sinking onto the mattress as I tilted my hips back further. Seb groaned in approval, gripping my cheeks tighter to spread me more, pressing a tonguing kiss to my hole before circling it again.

"Oh fuck," I breathed, curving my spine even more and burying my face in the pillow when my forehead slid off my arms as I strained back into him. "Mmm."

Seb groaned again, breathing faster against me as he flicked his tongue, making my hips jerk from the little jolts of pleasure. I inhaled sharply when the tip of his tongue prodded at my hole. It twitched against the tiny intrusion, but there was no resistance when he slowly pressed it deeper.

Oh my god. Oh my fucking god. Seb's tongue was inside me. My cock bucked in the air as I whimpered, my balls already drawn up tight. It felt strange in the best way. More teasing than anything else. I clenched around him, which made Seb moan raggedly and slide his tongue free before plunging it back inside.

"Oh fuck," I panted, voice muffled by the pillow I was gripping with trembling fingers. "Oh my god."

Seb slid his tongue free and gave me a soft lick. "Feel good?"

"Yes," I practically wailed, straining back to try and get him to do it again. "Y-yeah. Seb—"

He growled—actually growled— and sank his tongue back inside. I shuddered with pleasure, pushing back into it like I was trying to fuck his tongue. His hands smoothed over my cheeks, caressing me almost reverently before he banded a forearm across the top of my ass and tugged me back onto his tongue.

" Mmmm ." My hair was sticking to my hot, sweat-damp face as I ground back against him. Oh my god, this was amazing . It was literally the best thing ever. I whimpered in protest when he slid his tongue free and licked me softly again, then licked lower to smooth it over my taint. Another muffled moan left me, my thighs quaking wildly. I jerked with a tiny cry when he lapped at my tight sac, feeling like I was about to come.

"Have you ever fingered yourself, Lark?" His voice was gravelly. He pressed kisses to the insides of my cheeks, either side of my hole, making it twitch.

"Um, y-yeah." I swallowed thickly, trying to catch my breath. "I couldn't get very… The angle was awkward."

A fingertip smoothed over my wet hole, stroking up and down. I bit my lip hard, squeezing my eyes shut as a sobbing moan tore from my throat.

I found myself nodding desperately, even though he hadn't asked another question. "S-Seb."

"Yes?" He dropped several kisses over the top of my ass and my nub, still stroking my hole.

"P-put… Can you put your finger in…?"

It briefly disappeared as I heard him sucking it into his mouth, getting it wet. My whole body was shaking with anticipation when it returned, gliding smoothly over my twitching hole before the tip slowly slipped inside.

" Mmmm ." I panted into the pillow, clutching it hard. The rest of his finger sank inside easily. I was struggling to breathe.

"How does it feel?" Seb asked, his breathing ragged.

"Good," I whispered shakily. "W-weird, but… so good."

"Have you ever played with your prostate before, Lark?"

I shook my head, face still buried in the pillow. "N-no."

"Want me to find it?"

I nodded frantically this time. "Y-yeah."

"Just tell me if you don't like the sensation. Some people don't."

"'Kay." I clamped my lower lip between my teeth, vibrating with anticipation.

Seb slid his finger in and out a few times, making me whimper, before he kept it buried deep and his movements grew more purposeful. After a few seconds, the tip brushed against something that made my hips jerk sharply as a weird, deep sensation shot through me.

I could hear the grin in Seb's voice when he murmured, "There it is."

His fingertip slid against it more firmly, then stroked with precision. My hips twitched again as I shuddered, a drawn out, guttural groan tearing from me.

"Ohhh f-fuck."

"Like it?" He started to slowly fuck me with his finger, making sure to tag my prostate with every thrust. Suddenly, I was shaking wildly. I couldn't speak, the words getting clogged in my throat, so I nodded as I began to push back into his finger, my movements desperate and frantic.

My eyes rolled up into my head, and a moan left me when Seb's free hand cupped my balls, then reached between my spread legs to glide up the underside of my shaft.

"God, you're so hard." His fingertips caressed the wet tip of my cock, making me shudder. "And leaking so fucking much. You love this, huh?"

"Yes," I panted, rocking back into his finger feverishly. "Yes… It f-feels so good."

"Want another?"

"Yes," I burst out again. One finger suddenly didn't feel like enough. "Yeah, pl-please, Seb—"

He moaned, dipping down to kiss the small of my back as he slid his finger free. I heard him spit, and then he was stroking my hole again, before gently pressing inside.

There was a brief ache, but the feeling of fullness quickly overrode it and made me moan desperately. I wanted this, but more . I wanted to feel his dick sliding inside me, I wanted to know that he was getting pleasure too, that we were connected even more intimately.

"S-Seb." I turned my head to rest my cheek on the pillow so he could hear me clearly, breathing hard. "W-will you fuck me? Please. Please… I want to feel it."

He groaned hoarsely, sliding his fingers deep and stroking my prostate again. I jerked back into them, no longer in control of my body.

"Soon, sweetheart."

Hot and cold shivers raced over my whole body. "Please," I begged again with a sob. "I don't want to wait."

"I had a different idea for tonight." He slid his fingers free and trailed kisses up my spine before leaning over to the nightstand and pulling open the drawer.

Swallowing thickly, I lifted my head to watch him pull out some lube and a slender, curved black toy with a flat base. My already pounding heart thudded hard as my breath caught.

"It's a prostate stimulator," he told me, pressing a kiss to my shoulder. "It vibrates. We can try it if you want, but you obviously don't have to—"

"I want to try it," I blurted immediately. "I want to."

I felt his lips curve into a smile against my skin. "Alright."

He shifted back, and I waited breathlessly as I heard him uncap the lube, followed by the tantalising sound of him slicking up the toy.

"We'll go slow," he told me reassuringly. "It's a little bit thicker than two of my fingers, but it shouldn't hurt. If it hurts, tell me, Lark. Okay?"

I nodded quickly. "Okay."

"Promise me."

"I promise," I whispered, clutching the pillow as I waited.

A tiny sound left me when I felt the smooth tip against my hole, more rounded and blunter than his fingers.

"Breathe out," Seb said, his voice ragged and a little breathless. "Slowly."

I obeyed, exhaling an unsteady breath as he gently pushed the toy inside. There was resistance at first, before it seemed to sink inside in a rush. A grunt escaped me as I clenched around it. Oh my god. There was no pain, but it felt way bigger than his fingers.

As the flat base rested between my cheeks, the curved tip settled directly over my prostate. I whimpered, biting down on my lip. The slight pressure felt good.

"Ready?"

I nodded quickly, trying to prepare myself. I had literally no idea what vibrations up my ass would feel like.

But there was no way I could've ever prepared myself for the sensation that suddenly coursed through me when Seb turned the toy on. A garbled sound tore from my throat as I shook uncontrollably. It felt like the vibrations were spreading through my whole body. My sac bunched up even tighter, pleasure pulsing out from my prostate, making my cock jerk wildly as it hung between my legs.

"Oh my god." My hands scrabbled over the sheets before clutching two fistfuls tightly. "Oh my god. Oh… f-f-fuck. Oh fuck ."

Seb moaned, grabbing my ass and squeezing as it tried to clench around the toy. I cried out, my body still wanting to grind back even though the toy wasn't shifting inside me, just vibrating relentlessly against my prostate, the muffled hum of it filling the room under my gasping breaths.

"S-S-Seb." I didn't even know what I was asking for. I just needed to know he was still here while I lost my freaking mind.

"You okay?" he asked quickly. "Do you want me to take it out?"

"No," I practically shouted, which made him laugh.

"You like it, huh?" There was a smirk in his voice as he fingered the base of the toy. In the next second, the vibrations got stronger. I shuddered with a guttural groan, panting hard with my hot cheek pressed against the pillow. "That's good. You can keep it in while you rim me now."