Chapter 10

Breaker

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

My heart pounding, I shove Jingles off me, causing her to land on the floor with a loud thump, but I don"t give a shit as I pull the empty condom off my flaccid dick and grab my boxers off the floor.

"Ouch, baby…" she whines, and I glare at her, causing her to flinch and say, "Is this really how you"re going to treat me after last night?"

My anger flares, adding to my panic at the distant look that overtook my girls face after seeing this pathetic excuse of a woman sprawled across my naked body.

I sneer at the bitch, "Funny, because I went to bed alone last night, and that condom was bone fucking dry!"

She just smirks like she won something, and I storm over to her and grab her by the hair just as Smokey and Tats rush into the room with wide eyes. Coldly, I say, "Did you know, Jingles, after you tried to trap me, I placed three cameras in this room?"

Her eyes widen in panic. Yeah, I fucking knew I never touched this bitch. Crystal gave me my water last night, but what're the chances this bitch spiked it.

I shove the bitch to the floor and state, "Get the fuck out of my room and get the fuck out of the club, you're no longer welcome here! And come near Noah again," I lean down so my face is near hers and rasp, "and I"ll kill you."

Her breathing picks up, knowing I mean every word, as Smokey grips her arm and starts to drag her naked out of the room, her pleading falling on deaf ears. I ignore her and grab my jeans, putting them on, needing to run after my girl.

"I should have fucking done that the day she gave birth!" I snap as I grab my cut, forgoing a shirt. Tats nods but doesn"t say anything as I rush out of my room, him behind me. When I enter the common room, most people look at me and wince, my momma"s eyes shining with unshed tears, knowing I"ve been set up.

She doesn"t even have to question it; she knows I"d never hurt my girl this way.

I look around the room and see Snake has already gone to take his woman for a prenatal check-up, and I silently curse, heading to the front door.

"Breaker?" Lola questions, but I ignore her. She knows I"m with Quinn, and it"s time she backs off. Fucking hell, last week she tried to fucking kiss me again!

Just as I get near the door, Jack, Quinn"s brother, enters with anger shining in his light blue eyes, and I brace myself, knowing I deserve this. He punches the shit out of me. I don"t fall, but the women do scream as Tats quickly gets between us. Sniper grabs his mechanic, holding him back as Jack points at me.

"You fucking cheated on my sister…you"re a dead man, Breaker, fucking dead."

I nod at his words, and I have to admit, pride fills me. He"s come in here knowing he could lose his job, and not only hit a council brother, but threatened him, too. He"s showing what his little sister means to him.

I lick my bottom lip, sucking my lip ring into my mouth before rasping, "I didn"t fuck Jingles, Jack."

He scoffs, "Yeah, and I"m motherfucking Santa Claus! I"ve just bumped into my little sister, struggling to breathe through her tears." I flinch at his words as he points at me and shouts, "You fucking broke her, dickhead!"

I go to speak up as Tech walks over with his laptop, making me look his way. His eyes are a little red, making me furrow my brows, but he ignores my look and states, "He didn"t fuck her. He put cameras in his room after the bitch tried trapping him with Noah…. Here, look." He shows us the monitor and, yep, there I am passed out in bed as the bitch sneaks in, grinning. She"s naked and has a small packet in her hand—the fucking condom.

The brothers all crowd around the monitor, my mother getting right in front before she gasps, "Nope, no, I can"t see my son"s weeny…" before walking away. The brothers snort as I mouth, "Weeny?" to Tats, who grins wide.

We all watch as she removes my boxers from my unmoving body. I'm totally unresponsive.

Doc snaps, "Fuck, she could have overdosed you!"

The brothers all go still as Jack"s eyes harden, watching her put the condom on my flaccid dick, trying to play with it to get it hard, which makes me growl in anger watching it…. The woman fucking assaulted me!

I should have fucking killed her instead of kicking her out.

Video continues as it shows her climbing on the bed, slamming the framed photo of Quinn and Noah face down on the bedside table, then cuddling up next to me. Tech slams the laptop shut as Smokey storms in, his face like thunder.

He announces, "The bitch is no longer allowed on club property."

I nod then run my hands through my hair, trying to figure out how to get Quinn to talk to me, knowing if I show up at her apartment, she"ll slam the door in my face.

I can"t fucking lose her….

An idea hits, and I look at Tech. He nods, not needing my words, before going to his room to download the footage and send it to her using my number. I turn, pushing my way through the brothers who're all calling for me, but I ignore them and go out the back door. I can head Smokey say, "Give him space," as I start to pace the wooden deck. My anger takes hold, and I boot the chair nearest to me, smashing it.

"What did that chair ever do to you?"

I look up to see Liv, Smokey"s woman. Her ginger hair is in a messy bun on the top of her head, her eyes a little red, and I sigh at her sadness. "He"ll remember you, sweetheart."

She nods. Smokey was in a coma for two weeks after his ex-wife and a clubwhore kidnapped Liv and knocked him out with a bat. He lost his memory from the time before he met Olivia and her daughter April, up until the attack. Liv killed Kallie while Cherrie, the clubwhore, ended up in our outhouse, ready for Smokey to dish out his anger. Except fucking Rose, Smokey"s Momma, knocked out the guard, Cannon, and killed Cherrie.

She"s banned from the club and all activities until further notice.

"You"re deflecting, Alex."

I sigh, taking a seat, Liv sitting next to me. Since she and Smokey got together, we"ve become close. She is like my best friend.

My tears form, and I stick my thumbs in my eyes, hoping to stop them even as I feel like my heart is being torn out.

Liv sucks in a breath at my distress, and rasps, "Talk to me…." She grips my arm.

I look at, letting my tears fall as I whisper, "Jingles drugged me last night. I woke this morning, naked, with a condom on. She was sprawled over me. And Quinn was standing in the doorway."

Liv"s eyes widen in shock. "But-but surely if she hears…."

I shake my head, cutting her off. "She has trust issues, Liv…. I fought hard to even get her to give me a chance. Even when she sees the footage Tech is sending her from my number, she"ll use this to push me away."

She flinches, her light blue eyes tearing up as she puts her head on my shoulder. We're sitting in silence for about ten minutes, my tears falling, knowing I"ve most likely lost my girl, when the back door opens.

Smokey sits on the other side of me and rasps, "Hey, Liv...."

She flinches a little because he hasn"t called her his nickname for her, meaning he still doesn"t remember her. She clears her throat and whispers, "Hey, Jonny."

He doesn"t flinch despite asking her to call him his road name until he feels comfortable, instead he smiles a little. My heart hurts for them. His body and heart know she"s his, but his head can"t wrap around it.

Smokey sighs. "She"ll understand, brother."

I shake my head as Liv pleads, "Don"t give up, Alex. Don"t you dare give up on her, not now, not after you finally found your One." I feel Smokey"s eyes on us as I look at Liv, whose eyes shine. "She loves you so much, and yeah, she is probably scared, but now you need to prove to her that you"re not going to give up."

I nod as Smokey squeezes my shoulder. I look into the club"s grassy yard and admit, "I won"t give up Liv; I physically can"t. I love her too much."

She nods then kisses my cheek, causing Smokey to growl before he coughs to cover it. She shakes her head, then stands. She hesitates for a moment before bending down and lightly kissing his lips, making me smile at her bravery. She heads inside, most likely going to see Rose before her consultation with Doc.

"My heart gravitates toward her," Smokey states as the door shuts, and I smile. "She kisses me, and my whole-body lights up, yet my fucking brain just can"t understand it."

I nod. "It will, brother." I look at him. "You"ll remember; you will, and then you"ll have your family back."

He nods as we both look forward, and he rasps, "I have a plan, but it could go bad." I look at him again. He admits, "She has a check-up with Doc in about half an hour, and I"m going to act like I fucked Crystal, who is in on it with Snake"s help, who will have a go at me outside of Doc"s medical room." My eyes widen. He groans. "I just need a few days, brother, that"s it, without seeing her, and hopefully my heart will miss her so much my memory will jog, because, fuck, I feel like I can"t breathe."

I nod in understanding. "I hope it works out, brother, because fuck, you and Liv, you're end game. Know, though, she"ll no doubt kick you in the balls."

"I know, but it"s a risk I need to take. Besides, I"m hoping she wants more kids, so my balls are safe…. It"ll work out for you, too, brother." I chuckle sadly, hoping he"s right, because if I lose Quinn, I"ll fucking lose myself.

She"s become someone I need every day, but I know she"ll undoubtedly use this as an excuse to leave me.

I run my hand through my hair. "Fuck, I should have knocked her up."