7. Ethan

Chapter 7

Ethan

Part of me was relieved that Orsino was a gentleman and stayed on his side of the bed.

But an even bigger part of me was disappointed.

I thought I’d be losing my virginity to this man tonight. But apparently not. The thought had both terrified and excited me.

It was probably for the best. As soon as I closed my eyes with my back toward my new alpha, I dozed off, cozy and safe in the warmth that seemed to radiate off his body. It was easier than I thought it would be to give in to the exhaustion that had been building up since that first call about my dad came in. Also, it was much later than I usually went to bed, but after texting work to tell them I was sick and needed a few days off, the freedom of not having any responsibilities to deal with was kind of nice.

For the first time in a very long time, I was able to trust that somebody else would take care of me. Someone had my back, and I didn’t have to worry about anything for a little while.

Moonlight was still peeking through the drapes when I woke up, sprawled across Orsino’s body with his heavy arm locked across my back.

He was breathing soft and steadily, obviously deep in sleep as I just stared at him, loving the way he held me so close to him, even if he wasn’t aware of it.

I wasn’t completely convinced that he was as attracted to me as he claimed to be, but he did say he was interested in sex once I was ready for it, so I carefully slid out from under his arm and pulled back the sheet, getting a look at the thick erection poking up from his cotton boxers.

I’d never seen another man’s dick up close, much less touched one, but I felt entitled to take a peek at Orsino’s. While listening to any changes in his breathing pattern, I carefully pulled back the fabric and lowered it enough that the top half of his cock was sticking straight up, pointing right at my mouth as if begging me to give it a lick.

I’d only imagined what it would feel like to have someone touch my cock, but I knew it had to be nice, so I slowly lowered my mouth to his shaft and swiped my tongue across the top. A drop of tangy pre-come hit my lips and emboldened me to go for more. I licked across his slit one more time before sucking the entire head into my mouth and pushing down as far as I could go.

I forgot to keep listening to his breathing as I pulled up and down his shaft, licking as much of it as I could with each stroke while slipping my hand further below the fabric to cradle his balls.

They were thick and heavy, double the size of mine, and that just made me even hotter. My ass was slicking as I worked him, using both hands to make up the difference of what my mouth could take.

“Fuck, Ethan.” Orsino’s hand slipped up my back, over my neck, and then fisted my hair, moving with me as I bobbed up and down his cock. “It’s so good.”

Slick coated my ass, dripping out as my body prepared to take this alpha who seemed to enjoy what I was doing to him. Apparently, my inhibitions disappeared once the sun had gone down.

If Orsino had been awake, I never would have been so bold. But now that I’d started, I couldn’t stop. My hands moved in a fast rhythm to close the gap between where my lips stopped when his dick was as far against my throat as I could handle. Then I used the spit dripping from my lips to coat his silky skin until he was thrusting up into my mouth, making me gag with his need.

“I’m gonna come, Ethan. Pull off if you want.”

No way in hell was I missing my chance to taste him. I moved faster, taking him even deeper as my hands and head worked together to cover every inch of his massive cock. Just a few more strokes, and he made good on his promise, choking me with his seed.

I swallowed as much as I could, but a lot of it dribbled down between my fingers, making a mess of his skin and the bed until he finally stopped convulsing and I was able to lap up every drop that hadn’t soaked into the sheets.

When I was done, I looked up at Orsino from his lap, still sucking the tip of his dick between my lips as the occasional drop seeped out to surprise me. “I’ve never done that before. Was it okay?”

He stared at me under heavy lids and grinned. “That was really fucking okay. Are you okay?”

I sucked his soft cock into my mouth one final time and then pulled off before sliding up to the pillow beside him. “Yeah, that was fun. And sexy.” I bit my lip and placed my hand between my legs, noting the slick gathered there. “I think I got a little messy. Sorry about that.”

Orsino chuckled softly and then leaned forward to kiss me. My first real kiss ever. At first, his lips were soft, slowly pressing against mine. But after a moment, he pulled back and then came in at a deeper angle, swiping across my lips until I opened up enough for him to slip inside. His movements were slow and deliberate, teaching me how to respond without having to give any verbal instructions.

My body knew what to do, and within a few minutes, more slick was leaking out of me, and his hard dick pressed against my hip. “Breed me, alpha. I want you.”

He closed his eyes and pressed his forehead to mine. “I want to so fucking bad, Ethan. But I need to make sure you’re ready. Like, really ready. Once I knot you, there’s no going back.” He lifted his head and looked me in the eye. “You’re not in heat right now, so let me take care of you, and we’ll talk more tomorrow.”

Truth was, I’d been dying to feel his lips around my cock since I first saw him, so this was a good compromise. We’d both take the edge off, but nothing permanent was decided. Nothing we couldn’t walk away from. That’s what he wanted, so that’s what I wanted too.

Although, in my mind, I knew that was a lie. I was already hooked on the alpha, and there was no way I could walk away from him with my heart unscathed.

I watched as he licked the head of my cock and then went down my shaft, sucking my balls into his mouth and playing with them for a moment before dragging his tongue back up the vein that ran along the bottom.

I cried out his name, not sure what else to do to express how I was feeling. “Orsino, it’s too good.”

He sucked my dick into his mouth and began to slide up and down in quick motions, setting a pace I couldn’t resist for long. It seemed like just seconds later I was shooting down his throat, pouring my load into his mouth as slick coated the bed beneath us. Fuck, I wanted him inside me.

Tomorrow , I kept chanting to myself. I would make a better decision tomorrow.

After I came down from the high of my orgasm, my body was completely limp, and I was basically unconscious in the wet spot.

Orsino scooted to the edge of his side and pulled me against his chest, spooning my body as we both went back to sleep.

A few hours later, I was woken when he quietly slipped out of the room.

The sun was just coming up, so I stayed in bed for a little while longer before I had to get up to pee.

On my way to the bathroom, I noticed a note that Orsino had left for me.

E- I have some work to do. Call the boys when you wake up . They’ll make sure you get breakfast and anything else you need. We’ll go pick up your things later. -O

In addition to listing out the numbers for Connor, Jeremiah, and Joey, he put his own phone number at the bottom of the page. I guess that meant I was allowed to call him if I needed him.

I did need him badly.

But he needed some space, and I respected that. I was asking a lot of this stranger and it wasn’t fair for me to continue pushing him to do things just because I wanted him to.

I went into the bathroom and showered before I put on my clothes from yesterday. Then I turned on the TV and watched the news until it was a reasonable hour to check in with the other omegas, curious to know what they had to say about me and their brother once we actually had some time alone.